Love in a mental hospital

Chapter 372 You Will Regret When You Calm Down

Chapter 372 You Will Regret When You Calm Down
Gu Ran stayed in the study and evaluated himself.

The scale score is 8.4.

The average score on the psychopathy scale for men is about 4. Although his score is twice the average, it is still far below the average score for criminals.

He started reading materials related to voyeurism.

After watching it, he has mastered how to train a child to be a voyeur, just like a detective can learn murder methods while solving a case.

It does not matter.

There are three commonly used treatments for voyeurism.

First, cognitive self-therapy.

Recognize the seriousness of voyeurism - especially being caught in public can cause shame and loss of job.

Second, aversion conditioning therapy.

As long as the patient has the idea of ​​voyeurism, he will be given aversive conditioned stimulation, such as electric shock, slapping, injection of emetic needle, etc.

The last one is drug therapy.

Voyeurism is actually caused by compulsive impulse. You can take drugs such as clomipramine to suppress the impulse.

Gu Ran didn't take the medicine, but he had already used the first and second types on himself.

In view of the special circumstances, Zhuang Jing adopted the method of "blocking is worse than loosening" and allowed him to appropriately satisfy his voyeuristic desires in the Group 2 office.

"The situation shouldn't be serious." Gu Ran concluded and breathed a sigh of relief.

Spreading his arms and stretching, he looked out the window. The moonlight was as bright as frost.

He stood up and walked to the window, looking at the night sky. There was only a bright moon in the dark sky.

"Today is the fifteenth?" Gu Ran said to himself.

The moon is very round, either on the fifteenth, fourteenth or sixteenth.

After watching for a while, Gu Ran discovered that he could walk along the wall from the outdoor balcony of the bedroom to the outside of the study, and then, with his skills, he could easily jump onto the outdoor balcony on the second floor.

The second-floor balcony in front of you leads to Yan Hanxiang’s study.

——What am I thinking about!
——It’s just a study, what can you see?
——That’s also peeping!

——Is looking at Yan Hanxiang considered peeping? No, and isn't that allowed?

Gu Ran turned around and walked towards the bedroom.

——No, no!
——You will get better faster if you watch it, and won’t peek at others!

Gu Ran looked at the desk. The desk was simple and elegant. In the light of the desk lamp, there were three open psychology books, a notebook, and a questionnaire that he had just completed.

I could use these to distract myself before, and I can do it now!
He walked towards the desk.

——You want to destroy yourself!
He stopped in his tracks as if he had been yelled at.

The voice continued - you can rely on studying at home now, what are you going to do when you go out? Go and see, it will be useful to see!

That's right.

When Gu Ran came to his senses, he had already reached the second-floor balcony.

It shouldn't be that easy, but for him, it's just like skipping levels in Super Mario. He goes in through well A and comes out through well B, and now he has reached the flag-jumping stage.

The moon was bright, the surroundings were quiet and silent, and the warm light from the study shone on the balcony.

Gu Ran's heart was trembling.

He pressed his back against the wall and looked secretly into the study.

Yan Hanxiang, wearing a nightgown, was sitting behind the desk writing something. She held the pen in her right hand and supported her forehead with her left hand. Her black hair was loose, like a painting.

Gu Ran withdrew his gaze, pressed against the wall, and breathed in the cool night air.

Swallowing, he looked into the study again.

A charming face, a swan-like neck, and a nightgown with a slightly open collar, revealing the scenery inside.

Gu Ran widened his eyes slightly.

Yan Hanxiang's body moved slightly, and he quickly withdrew his gaze, held his breath, and pricked up his ears.

No footsteps were heard.

He looked inside again and saw that Yan Hanxiang had crossed her legs, with her right foot on top of her left foot, and the slipper on her right foot was shaking.

The snow-white calves were immersed in the nightgown.

He stared in the darkness, his eyes like a snake, trying to swim into the nightgown, into the calves, knees, thighs.
——No! I can’t watch this anymore!
Gu Ran withdrew his gaze, closed his eyes, and tried his best to restrain his desire.

There is an illusion that the blood flowing in the blood vessels seems to be sticky and heavy.

It was hard to tell whether it was the sea breeze or the mountain breeze, quietly shaking the various flowers and plants on the balcony.

——Go, go, go quickly! As long as you go now, as long as you are not discovered, nothing will happen!
It's like a national protected animal, if it's eaten up secretly, who would know?

Gu Ran walked out.

He raised his hand, hesitated for a moment, and then knocked on it.

"Boom! Boom!"

Yan Hanxiang glanced at him and smiled.

He put down his pen, stood up, walked over and opened the floor-to-ceiling window.

"Aren't you here to peek? Why are you knocking on the door?" She folded her arms, leaned against the wall, and looked at Gu Ran with a smile.

"If I leave, even if my peeping is successful this time, I will dare to do it again next time. Today it's you, and tomorrow it will be the balcony of my neighbor next door." Gu Ran said with his head down.

After a pause, he said, "I'm sorry, Aunt Xiang."

"What kind of wind is blowing today?" Yan Hanxiang asked.

Gu Ran was stunned, thinking she was teasing him.

While thinking about what to tease himself, he answered first: "It should be the north wind."

"Don't stand in the upwind direction next time." Yan Hanxiang said with a smile.

Gu Ran suddenly realized!

It turns out that Yan Hanxiang knew he was coming a long time ago!
"Do you want to go back or come in and sit for a while?" Yan Hanxiang asked.

"I"

"I won't keep you here." Yan Hanxiang's smile deepened and turned into a joke.

".Good night."

"OK, good night."

When Gu Ran went back, he found that the road was difficult and there was almost no place to stand on the opposite side of the balcony. It would be fine to jump over by using the force of the force, but how could he jump back?
He turned back again: "Aunt Xiang."

"What?" Yan Hanxiang's tone was a little unfriendly, and her heart started pounding.

"Can I take the stairs?" Gu Ran said weakly.

Yan Hanxiang suddenly laughed.

She moved aside, and Gu Ran thanked her quickly, then ran away like a mouse.

Yan Hanxiang, whose whole body was hot, stood there pondering. She was lost just now and needed to clear her consciousness again like defogging glasses to identify where she was now.

This is reality, not a dream.

As the flood water receded, the traffic lights and signs on the roads became functional again.

"This brat." Yan Hanxiang sighed with a smile.

There was still Gu Ran's slightly warm breath in the air.

Gu Ran returned to his room and lay on the bed almost exhausted.

"It's terrible." He fell into deep regret.

If it weren't for Yan Hanxiang, he really went to the next-door neighbor's house. Given the rights protection awareness of the owners of Tianhai Villa, they would definitely call the police if they were discovered.

Even if Zhuang Jing said that he had a mental disorder, it would not exonerate him, because peeping, taking secret photos, and harassment are all crimes that must be punished, even if they are illnesses. Punishment is even a method of treatment.

Just like the voyeuristic patient before.

Voyeurism?
How did he see it? Generally speaking, even if it is a skirt, if you don’t wear safety pants, you will wear underwear. How did he see it?

Could it be that they were lying in ambush in a place like a toilet or a bathhouse in advance?
Gu Ran came back to his senses and found himself thinking seriously.

"Snapped!"

Aversion conditioning therapy!
"sleep."

Relying on the habits he had developed over the years, Gu Ran successfully forced himself to fall asleep.

But he had a feeling that if he continued to sleep every afternoon, his habit would soon be ruined.

And reconstruction will inevitably take a long time.

It was a dream, and it must have been a lucid dream, because Gu Ran experienced all kinds of voyeurism scenes in the dream and was wanted by the police.

It was just peeping, and he would have been arrested and imprisoned for a few days, but it developed into World War III. He relied on drama therapy to become the leader of a country and began his struggle.

During the final nuclear war, he actually turned into a sky dragon and led the army into battle in person.

Could this be the Black Dragon Dream?
October 22nd, Thursday, was still a sunny and cloudless day.

While Su Qing was washing clothes, Gu Ran asked her, "I am now a sky dragon. Is it inappropriate to continue to be called Black Dragon Dream?"

"Sky Dragon Dream is not suitable either." Su Qing turned off the washing machine and said while selecting the washing mode, "It's not a dragon problem in essence."

"That's right." Gu Ran nodded. "Why not just call it Yi Meng, which means "different from Yi"?

"Same bed, different dreams?"

"Otherwise it's called a 'drum washing machine'? When people get in, it starts to spin non-stop." Gu Ran said.

The washing machine started running and the sky outside the window was blue.

"How are you?" Su Qing asked.

"I feel much better!" Gu Ran said confidently, "I didn't even look at your butt just now!"

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"That's an even bigger problem." He Qingyan came in with a clothes basket, "You're not going to look at your girlfriend's butt before you get married."

She was wearing a white short-sleeved shirt and cotton shorts, and her legs were so long that they were breathtaking.

"You guys are busy." Gu Ran turned and left.

He could still hold back in the face of Su Qing, because he could look whenever he wanted and touch whenever he wanted, but He Qingyan had no confidence.

What's more, she can dress so badly!
In just a moment, Gu Ran had seen a lot of things clearly.

Her long, straight legs were in slippers, and her chest trembled slightly with every step she took.
Her buttocks swayed back and forth, and the imprint of her underwear was faintly visible on the surface of her thin shorts.

With his outstanding eyesight, he could also clearly see that the crotch area of ​​the shorts was noticeably thicker than other places.

This was not only due to the shorts, but also to the underwear. Gu Ran's heart beat faster when he thought of the part of the underwear that was thicker than the rest.

"Pause, put mine in too." He Qingyan said.

"Don't pollute me."

"I don't have a sex life, but you do. You should not pollute me. Hurry up."

"Snapped!"

They both fell silent at the same time, listening to the sound of slapping coming from the bedroom.

"You're so cruel to yourself." He Qingyan smiled, looking a little proud.

She got up early and trained herself on how to walk so that her breasts would bounce, and it paid off.

Su Qing frowned, not because of He Qingyan's implicit boasting and provocation, but because she was worried about Gu Ran.

I even started to feel a little regretful.

Hu Qian's illness will gradually get better - although it cannot be cured. Gu Ran should not be put at risk. If there is a risk again next time, she will not say things like "save people" again.

So, regarding Gu Ran’s peeping.

"I'm sorry to bother you and Chen Ke these two days." Su Qing walked out of the house and put her hand on He Qingyan's shoulder as she passed by.

He Qingyan looked at her back and touched her shoulder.

This is not a thank you, but a real provocation!
“Su Qing, don’t regret it, I dared him to see everything!”

"Well, okay." Su Qing disappeared, and only her voice came in.

Gu Ran received a short video of Zhuang Jing, Yan Hanxiang, Su Qing and He Qingyan taking a bath. It was only three seconds long and flashed by in a flash.

"I--"

Gu Ran swallowed the word "fuck" into his stomach.

It's not about being civilized and well-mannered, but about being worried about attracting the attention of people around you.

He deleted this kind of thing immediately!
It's like a thief steals a briefcase at a train station, and when he opens it, he finds the thick briefcase is full of confidential documents.

He didn't dare to take a penny and just threw the whole bag away - maybe he would pretend to have found it and return it, or he would go to the police station and turn himself in.

This three-second short video is so hot-button for Gu Ran.

【Gu Ran: You are crazy! 】

[He Qingyan; Su Qing asked me to send yours]

【Gu Ran: I don’t believe it! 】

In the family group.

[He Qingyan: Did you ask me to show it to Gu Ran? @Su Qing]

[Su Qing: Gu Ran, I will give you permission to watch it before next Monday.]

real or fake?

Gu Ran was skeptical and retrieved the video from the trash can.

The next moment, I deleted it immediately, completely, without leaving even the trash bin!

Almost, he is no longer a human being.
Although he had basically seen them all, He Qingyan still underestimated him.

"Didn't you go to training today?" Zhuang Jing asked while having breakfast.

"Yeah." Gu Ran responded.

"You have to be on guard against Aunt Jing and my mom now? You're quite brave." He Qingyan smiled and ate shrimp with a fork.

"You're quite courageous." Gu Ran hit back.

He Qingyan was a straightforward person and didn't bother to mock him. She just went straight to the point and said to everyone, "I sent him the video of us taking a shower together. It was a full three seconds long."

The restaurant was quiet for a moment.

Zhuang Jing and Yan Hanxiang both stopped what they were doing.

They are masters and will not be easily shaken!
".Have you seen it?" Su Qing asked Gu Ran.

"Deleted it immediately!" Gu Ran answered in a voice as thick as the fork in his hand.

"Why delete it if you didn't read it?" He Qingyan said.

"It's not my fault, right?" Gu Ran asked Su Qing, hoping to be treated leniently.

"A man who only takes care of himself first when something happens is not very reliable." He Qingyan said again.

"He Qing Yan!"

"Beat her." Yan Hanxiang couldn't bear it anymore.

He Qingyan hunched her shoulders, shy and a little scared, with a flattering smile and charming crescent eyes.

Of course Gu Ran wouldn’t beat him.

Just pretend that this incident never happened. While psychologists advocate not to escape, they are also good at self-deception, such as saying that suffering is a kind of tempering and that without a girlfriend there will be no extra expenses.

On the way to Jinghai, a blue BMW was driving in the traffic.

Under the blue sky, the traffic on the way to work looks like a migrating school of colorful fish.

"Ke Ke posted some information about voyeurism in the group, and she compiled it herself." He Qingyan said.

Su Qing is still driving today.

"Severe voyeurism may eventually develop into secretly taking photos, stealing underwear, or even rummaging through the target woman's garbage, especially menstrual products and used toilet paper." He Qingyan read, "No wonder Su Qing you are so nervous."

Including He Qingyan herself who seemed not to have looked up any information, everyone in Group 2 looked up the relevant information last night.

"This is a good opportunity to learn how to treat voyeurism," said Su Qing.

Gu Ran glanced at her and found that Su Qing had become much more skilled in driving today.

He clasped his hands behind his head, thinking about what to do today, his eyes fixed on the chest of the female driver of the sports car on his right.

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Private Diary: Wednesday, August 21, Longing for the Villa

When reading at night, it is said that wearing sunglasses can easily lead to the habit of peeping. Fortunately, I don’t have sunglasses.

After finishing the book, as soon as I let go of my concentration, I started to have all sorts of random thoughts. By the time I came back to my senses, I had already sneaked to Aunt Xiang's balcony.

Watching her in her pajamas, working in such a private manner, made my whole body tremble.

However, the truth was, she had known I was coming and was cooperating with me, just like an actor performing for the audience.

I had a dream at night that I was killed by a nuclear bomb.

Dream analysis: I have the potential to challenge the rules of society, but I don’t think I can win.

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《Private Diary》: Thursday, August 22, Longing for the Villa
I received a three-second video from He Qingyan, which has been deleted.

Now calm down and start to regret it.

(End of this chapter)

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