Love in a mental hospital

Chapter 65 If possible, even I would like to do that kind of thing with you.

"Why are you here so late today?" Chen Ke asked with a smile.

Gu Ran hurriedly entered the office. In fact, he was not late, he was just two buses later than usual.

"I woke up late this morning," Gu Ran said, "Have you come back from Teacher Zhuang Jing?"

"Yeah." Chen Ke's mind was a little wandering, remembering the psychological consultation this morning.

She didn't say Gu Ran's name, but she talked about what happened between her and Gu Ran.

Perhaps Zhuang Jing had already guessed who it was. After all, this weekend, she only came into contact with Gu Ran, the only male.

Zhuang Jing didn't say anything, and smiled and asked her not to go to the treatment every day in the future, but to only go to the office when she felt needed.

As a psychiatrist, Chen Ke knew that this did not mean that her problem was solved. Zhuang Jing just used this method to make her feel that there was nothing wrong with her.

The doctor asked the patient not to have another check-up, so the patient would naturally feel better. Even Chen Ke, who knew this principle, couldn't control his emotions.

In fact, she doesn't care much about her illness now. She cares more about the fact that the person who made her body "that" is Gu Ran.

Is there anything special about him?

In other words, is there anything special about him to her?

From the analysis of teacher Zhuang Jing, the reason why she has "problems" is because she refuses others to interfere in her life.

Then, her "problems" appeared as her mental problems manifested themselves physically.

Based on this analysis, does this mean that she doesn't mind Gu Ran's intervention in her life?

Or maybe she thought that Gu Ran would not interfere in her life?

Because he repeatedly emphasized before that he had no wrong thoughts about her?

At present, the second guess seems more likely.

If it was really the second guess, what should she do?

Once she really gets together with Gu Ran for happiness, Gu Ran will inevitably interfere in her life, and Gu Ran will lose her qualifications as "that person".

And if he wants Gu Ran to always be "that person" and himself to be "that person", the two of them will never be able to be together and maintain a non-interfering distance from each other.

"What's wrong?" Gu Ran changed his clothes and came out, and saw Chen Ke still standing there.

"Oh, it's okay." Chen Ke came back to his senses.

Gu Ran didn't ask about her privacy, but just said: "If you need moral support, you can come to me at any time."

Chen Ke was amused: "Is it just moral support?"

Gu Ran also laughed.

Maybe that's it, he is "that person", Chen Ke thought to himself.

"Hey, why are you so happy at work?" Su Qing walked in with a confused and sleepy look on her face, as if she bit her tongue when she spoke.

"When I think about being able to make money for Teacher Zhuang Jing, I'm full of motivation!" Gu Ran said.

"But you arrived about fifteen minutes later than before." Chen Ke revealed.

"Is there a competition between the two of us?" Gu Ran looked surprised.

"It's been true from the beginning. I even secretly cursed you, causing you to have mouth ulcers every day."

"The curse of mouth ulcers is too vicious even for a psychiatrist."

"I have oral ulcers today." Su Qing's delicate white face looked slightly depressed.

Gu Ran laughed, while Chen Ke felt a little embarrassed.

Su Qing gave Gu Ran a roll of her eyes. Her eyes were so big and bright, which must be the reason why people often roll their eyes at her.

Su Qing walked to the locker room.

Gu Ran hesitated in his heart for a moment, but finally took the initiative to show his kindness and said in a teasing tone: "I thought a beautiful woman like you wouldn't get sick."

Su Qing turned around and smiled at him, as if she was about to say something, but immediately showed a painful expression, probably because of the ulcer.

She waved her hand, as if she would let you off this time, and walked into the dressing room.

Gu Ran smiled.

After Su Qing changed her clothes, the three of them went to the nursing building for ward rounds.

Without rushing into the ward, they first looked at the ward records for Saturday and Sunday at the nurse's desk. Most of the patients had been sick at least once.

But this is nothing unusual.

Why come to the hospital if you don't get sick?

The only ones who are not sick are Zhao Wenjie, Xie Xiya and "quickly discharged".

It is not accurate to say that he is not sick. Zhao Wenjie still practices internal energy every morning. Xie Xiya must wear school uniforms when sleeping. The only normal thing is to "discharge soon".

"Bring me the physical examination form." After flipping through the medical records, Su Qing said again.

Gu Ran looked at her strangely.

At this time, she had no signs of oral ulcers at all, her voice was elegant and moving, and her words were as clear as usual.

After reading the physical examination form and confirming that the patient had no other medical conditions, Su Qing led the two of them to start the formal ward rounds.

Nurse Wang Jiajia, who was taking ward records, saw the three people leaving and immediately followed them with the medical records.

Gu Ran smiled and said, "Don't you have to take care of female high school students?"

"Shi Yu is here." Nurse Wang smiled cutely.

Shi Yu is Nurse Meiyangyang. Together with Wang Jiajia, she is the nurse in charge of 103. She is mainly responsible for the female high school student Xie Xiya.

"Where did Dr. Gu go to play on the weekend?" Nurse Wang asked.

"Let's talk about this later when we have time. Let's go through the ward first," Gu Ran said.

"Okay~"

Chen Ke glanced at Su Qing. Su Qing's expression was indifferent, without any unnecessary emotions.

Walking into 101, Zhao Wenjie had finished his "morning class" and was sitting on the bed.

The three psychiatrists immediately noticed his sitting posture.

Zhao Wenjie was still sitting cross-legged on the bed, but he was no longer as rigorous as before. It didn't look like he was practicing internal skills, he was just "sitting".

Su Qing glanced at Gu Ran, and Gu Ran stepped forward.

"Old Zhao, how are you feeling lately?" he asked.

Zhao Wenjie shook his head: "Not good."

When a mentally ill patient says he is not well, it may not necessarily mean that he is not well - based on the judgment standards of normal people.

Gu Ran was not in a hurry and asked calmly: "What's wrong?"

"The sun." Zhao Wenjie looked out the window.

"sun?"

"The sun is losing its power."

New fantasy?

Gu Ran pondered for a moment and asked tentatively: "Has the sun's loss of power affected your practice of internal strength?"

"That's right." Zhao Wenjie nodded, "In the past, I only needed to persist for half a century to become a top master. Now, let alone half a century, I won't be able to do it even for a hundred years. The most terrifying thing is that the sun continues to weaken. 'A hundred years' 'may become 'a thousand years', 'ten thousand years'."

"Then you have no hope, do you still plan to practice?" Gu Ran asked.

Zhao Wenjie looked hesitant and did not answer.

Gu Ran laughed and said to the nurse in charge of 101: "Starting from today, reduce all his medicine dosage in half, contact his relatives, and stay with him as much as possible."

"Okay." The 101 nurse in charge nodded.

Everyone walked out of 101.

"Is Zhao Wenjie's illness almost cured?" Chen Ke asked.

"At least there are good signs!" Gu Ran was in a good mood.

He was in a good mood and excited, but he felt that he had worried too much before. Since he was really curious and worried, why not just ask Amelia Su directly?

Why bother with such a trivial matter!

He decided to wait until the ward rounds were over, find a time where only two people were alone, and casually chat about the matter.

What Su Qing didn't tell He Qingyan, she might not tell him.

When they arrived at Ward 102, Liu Xiaoting's condition was also very stable. She was just concerned about when to leave. Today was a day for outdoor group therapy.

"I've wanted to go out for a long time," she said looking forward to it. "I also bought a beautiful wig and a gorgeous dress."

"We will set off after the morning meeting." Chen Ke said with a smile.

103 was Xie Xiya's ward, but Gu Ran didn't go in.

On the second floor, the 201 tug-of-war old man was holding the wall with both hands, doing a very obscene movement of thrusting his hips.

Su Qing looked at the nurse in charge of 201 in confusion.

"This is Michael Jackson's moonwalk," the nurse in charge of 201 answered uncertainly, "it's his performance."

"No, don't leak my show!" The old tug-of-war man said dissatisfiedly while pushing his hips.

After coming out of 201, Gu Ran said: "Fortunately, none of us are fans of Michael Jackson, otherwise things would be a big deal."

It's really a tug-of-war move made by an old man. It's too non-standard as a dance, but too standard as an obscenity.

As soon as they walked into Ward 202, everyone was shocked to see the real estate aunt dressed in white.

"What is this?" Su Qing was confused.

"You guys, guess~" the real estate aunt said in a dramatic tone and put on a Peking Opera pose.

"Female ghost?" Gu Ran asked tentatively.

The real estate aunt looked like a ghost.

Su Qing and Chen Ke looked at him reproachfully.

"I mean Nie Xiaoqian!" Gu Ran quickly made amends.

"No," the real estate aunt still tolerated this mistake, and the grimace turned into a human face, "Guess again."

"Guanyin Bodhisattva?" Su Qing asked.

"That's not right either."

"Could it be," Chen Ke couldn't believe it, "White Snake?"

"That's right!" The real estate aunt took out the iconic scarf and put it on her head, "How do you think?"

She pinched her orchid fingers, made a gesture of casting a spell, and finally turned in a circle and asked them: "Do I look like Zhao Yazhi?"

The three of them thought at the same time: Fortunately, there were no fans of Zhao Yazhi present.

Of course I’m not saying that the real estate aunt is ugly.

Although she is in her fifties, she can still see some charm of her youth, but if she has to compare with Zhao Yazhi when she played White Snake, how can she look like her.

Leave 202 and enter 203.

The grumpy aunt finally calmed down after taking medicine for a few days and being restrained several times.

Gu Ran couldn't help but wonder whether mentally ill people would bully others and fear others?

According to the grumpy aunt's self-report, after her daughter got married and her son went to college in another province, she gradually became unable to control her emotions and always got angry for little reasons inexplicably.

Her friends had a heated argument with her, and even her children became indifferent to her.

Suddenly one day, she felt that she would lose everything if she continued like this, so she took the initiative to come to her door.

Her condition is not serious and she can be discharged from the hospital after taking medicine for half a month to a month. If Zhuang Jing had not happened to need to find patients for the second group, she would have been sent to other mental hospitals and mental health centers.

Walking out of 203, Su Qing said: "Chen Ke, hiss!"

She subconsciously covered her mouth. Covering her mouth looked good and was pitiful.

"Leave her to you."

"Okay." Chen Ke responded. The patient in 301 is about to be discharged from the hospital. He is in good spirits and is very satisfied with his weekend volunteer work.

302 is a phantom writer.

His condition continued to worsen, and he went deeper and deeper into the world of novels. He regarded himself as an alien who had arrived, and his psychiatrist as the earth's soldiers resisting alien invasion. The mental hospital was a battlefield.

"I will be responsible for 302 from now on." Su Qing said, "Gu Ran, you only need to pay attention to Zhao Wenjie for now."

"Should I get you some medicine?" Gu Ran asked with concern.

{Jinghai}Although it is a psychological clinic, just in case, ordinary medicines are generally available, as well as some rescue equipment.

Of course, there are also patches, sprays, rinses, etc. to treat oral ulcers.

Su Qing raised her hand and said no, "I'll get it myself."

Back on the first floor, the patient had begun to move around freely, and Liu Xiaoting came towards him.

Just when everyone thought she was going to ask about the time for outdoor group therapy again, she suddenly said: "Dr. Gu, I have a few words to say to you alone."

Gu Ran looked at Chen Ke, and after obtaining Chen Ke's consent, he nodded to Liu Xiaoting.

The two walked into the conversation room and sat face to face. Wang Jiajia poured two glasses of water before closing the door and going out.

Su Qing and Chen Ke were at the nurse's station, observing the situation in the conversation room through surveillance, but they could only see the picture but not hear the sound.

"What's the matter?" Gu Ran put one of the glasses of water next to Liu Xiaoting's hand, then picked up the other and took a sip.

"Doctor Gu, do you have a girlfriend?"

"Ok?"

Liu Xiaoting held the water glass in both hands and stared directly at Gu Ran: "Please forgive me for the bluntness of what I say next, because there is not much time for me to beat around the bush."

"Well," Gu Ran hesitated to tell her not to give up hope.

"Please answer my question directly!"

".No."

"Then do you have someone you like?"

"I feel like I am the patient and you are the doctor." Gu Ran smiled.

"If you answer this way, it should mean there is one, right?"

"You do look a lot like a psychiatrist."

“After all, we are human beings,” Liu Xiaoting said. “Even if we judge others by ourselves, we can naturally gain some understanding of their psychology.

"It's just that Dr. Gu, are you a real psychiatrist or a genius doctor who can join {Jinghai}? I don't know if you deliberately let me guess like this. So, in order to avoid misunderstandings, please answer me directly."

"I don't want to talk about personal issues." Gu Ran said.

"Don't worry, I will leave this world soon. I won't tell anyone what happened today. Please meet my request before I die." Liu Xiaoting still stared at Gu Ran.

Gu Ran took another sip of water.

If Liu Xiaoting is really about to leave this world, there is nothing wrong with telling her. The key is that fundraising has been going smoothly recently, and there will soon be enough money for Liu Xiaoting to treat her illness.

After careful consideration, he said: "I can't even say that I like her, I just have a good impression. There is such a person."

"Is it Amelia Su?"

"He Qingyan."

Gu Ran lied.

He has a crush on more than one person.

He naturally has a good impression of Amelia Su.

The delicate and elegant appearance and the character of a little witch can help cancel the double flash when he secretly paddles other people's cars.

As for He Qingyan, not to mention her gorgeous and noble appearance, how could Gu Ran not have a good impression of her based on the incident between the two of them in the sea?

Men are such creatures.

When we were eating together, the chopsticks fell to the floor. The girl was just kind-hearted. She was the first to ask the waiter for the chopsticks, and then smiled when passing the chopsticks. Men can have a good impression of the girl.

Although they both have a crush on each other, it is undoubtedly easier for Su Qing to develop into love.

"You actually like that type." Liu Xiaoting was a little surprised.

"Why are you asking this?" Gu Ran asked.

Liu Xiaoting picked up the cup and drank the entire glass of water in one breath with amazing momentum.

There were a few drops of water on the table, which reminded me of tears.

Liu Xiaoting wiped her mouth and said to Gu Ran: "No matter He Qingyan or Amelia Su, I think you are not suitable."

"What's the reason?" Gu Ran asked curiously.

"Let me talk about Su Qing first - you are a doctor, but in terms of the time I have spent in Jinghai, I am your senior, and I know Su Qing better than you."

"Ah."

"Of course Su Qing is kind, but do you know about the bracelet incident?"

"The bracelet incident?"

"I also heard what the nurses said. You can verify it yourself. Depending on your popularity, those nurses will open their legs to you, not to mention their heads."

"Even if you are about to die, I think it's best for you--"

"You don't understand." Liu Xiaoting interrupted Gu Ran, "Even I want to have sex with you before I die. I even fantasize about sleeping comfortably in your arms after the sex, and then die directly. Such a way of death , I can accept it even if I don’t have cancer.”

"Actually, many people in society are not afraid of death, but are afraid of the pain of death. If there was a button for painless death, many people would commit suicide. Your mentality is not abnormal."

Gu Ran regarded Liu Xiaoting as a patient, so what she said could not affect him.

"Let's move on to the 'bracelet incident'."

"it is good."

"It's a very simple thing. Director Zhuang Jing went out and bought Su Qing a jade bracelet. Su Qing wore it without thinking twice. The patient in room 202 (real estate aunt) saw the price and value of the bracelet at a glance. More than two million."

More than two million bracelets.

His monthly salary is 20 yuan. Even if he saves yuan a year, it will take ten years, but this is just to buy a bracelet.

"After knowing the price, Su Qing took off the bracelet and seemed to move out of her home and no longer live with Director Zhuang Jing. But no matter what, her family is there."

"Yes." Gu Ran nodded.

"As for He Qingyan, she is the only daughter of the top leader in Haicheng."

"I know this."

"So -" Liu Xiaoting paused suddenly and looked at the water glass in Gu Ran's hand, "Do you still want to drink? Give it to me if you don't want to."

"Drink." Gu Ran raised his glass as a gesture, and then took a sip himself.

Liu Xiaoting licked her lips greedily and continued:

"I'm not saying you're bad, or that they value wealth, but being well-matched is very important in a marriage, so I think you and Chen Ke are the most suitable."

Gu Ran was stunned for a moment.

"Are you," he asked tentatively, "come to be a matchmaker?"

"Chen Ke's family is well-off. Even if you have nothing, as long as you have this job, you can be said to be well-matched. Besides, Chen Ke's looks are no worse than Su Qing and He Qingyan."

"Yeah" Gu Ran was hesitant.

"For people like Su Qing and He Qingyan, it is more appropriate for ordinary people like us to watch them from a distance with admiration and interest. What do you think, Doctor Gu?"

"Is this your wish before you die?" Gu Ran was curious.

"Yes!" Liu Xiaoting nodded vigorously, "I hope Chen Ke can be happy."

"Whose happiness?"

Liu Xiaoting was puzzled: "What do you mean?"

"Since we want Chen Ke to be happy, it is natural for her to get her own happiness. Is being with me her happiness? Have you asked her?"

Liu Xiaoting remained silent.

"This is just the happiness you think. To put it simply, it is your happiness. It is because you want to be with me."

Gu Ran looked at her who fell into silence, and then said: "And is this really your happiness? If you were healthy, would you still want to be with me?"

"No." Liu Xiaoting said, "If I were healthy, I might not even dare to talk to you.

"Just like Wang Jiajia, everyone can see that she likes you, but you can also see that she doesn't have hope of being with you.

"Actually, it's happier this way. Instead of being a couple and discussing family issues, it's better to be a nurse and follow Dr. Gu all your life. This is also a couple in another sense."

"Oh." This was the first time Gu Ran knew about this kind of thing.

If this is the case, he might get used to it. He can see Wang Jiajia's lovely smile whenever he turns around while working.

"Okay," Liu Xiaoting seemed to be even thirstier, "In short, whether it is my happiness or Chen Ke's happiness, I hope you two can be together, and I also think you two are more suitable."

Liu Xiaoting got up and left.

Gu Ran was the only one in the conversation room. He drank water subconsciously and thought about the conversation the two had just had.

Liu Xiaoting is a mental patient, so of course she cannot be listened to;

But at the same time, she is still a patient who has little time to live, and she speaks out philosophies that ordinary people may only understand before they die.

If you stay with a mental patient for a long time, will you become a mental patient? Many people are curious about this question.

The answer is: Not necessarily, but I will definitely think about it.

Gu Ran is thinking too much now.

Thinking about who Su Qing was chatting with yesterday, Gu Ran's thoughts tended to be negative——

Perhaps women like Su Qing and He Qingyan are really only suitable as friends.

Gu Ran put down the water glass, stood up, turned and walked out of the conversation room.

When he came to the nurse's station, Chen Ke asked curiously: "What did you say? Can you let us know?"

"You have to ask Liu Xiaoting herself about this." Gu Ran said with a smile.

He suddenly looked at Amelia Su: "Why are you staring at me?"

Su Qing took out her mobile phone in front of everyone and sent him a message.

Just as he was about to take a look, Zhao Wenjie suddenly came over.

"Doctor Gu, I have something to say to you alone."

"You also have something to say to me?" Gu Ran couldn't help but be surprised, "Is this your performance today?"

Zhao Wenjie was stunned for a moment: "What kind of performance? I had a dream. I heard that psychiatrists have read "The Interpretation of Dreams", so I want you to help me analyze it."

The nurses laughed.

"It would be more appropriate to find someone who reads "The Interpretation of Dreams by Duke Zhou"!" a nurse said with a smile.

"Say," Gu Ran didn't smile, "did you have a dream?"

----

"Private Diary": August 14, Monday, Jinghai.

After checking the room in the morning, Liu Xiaoting suddenly found me.

She said that Su Qing's bracelet cost more than two million, He Qingyan was the only daughter of a big shot, and I was suitable to be with Chen Ke.

This is so disrespectful to Chen Ke.

But what she said was true.

(End of this chapter)