Love in a mental hospital

Chapter 7 I can protect you and her
Gu Ran put down "Common Psychiatric Drugs" and stood up to stretch his waist. Chen Ke disappeared, and Su Qing was still watching "Idiot".

He walked to the window and looked down the mountain. The clear sky and sea came into view.

The plane flew across the blue sky, pulling out straight, white trail clouds.

The sea was half covered by the trees on the land, and the beach could not be seen. Suddenly, a small dot emerged from the trees. I didn't know whether it was a jet ski or a yacht.

After relaxing his eyes for a while, Gu Ran walked back to his desk, took a teacup and went to the tea table to get water.

Even though it was a 28-degree summer day, Gu Ran still drank warm water at 55 degrees.

The water splashed against the disposable cup, and Gu Ran thought: Go buy a cup after get off work.

Then, he thought that he had to be on duty tonight and have a dinner party tomorrow night, so he could only wait until Saturday.

The water was two-thirds full. Gu Ran took a sip and asked Su Qing: "When will we have our first patient?"

"Curse others to become mentally ill?" Su Qing turned the page back in the book.

"Rather than suffering from mental illness, I hope that the patient's family will pay attention to the patient's condition and receive early treatment."

Su Qing smiled lightly, her brightness unparalleled.

She put down the book, picked up the cup and walked over, Gu Ran got out of the way.

Gu Ran noticed that the cup she drank coffee from was not the disposable cup Chen Ke gave her - she had replaced it with her own cup while he was obsessed with files and "Doctor's Diary".

Su Qing stood in front of him, calmly taking the water from the cup.

The collar of the white coat stuck to her slender white neck, as noble and elegant as a red-crowned crane.

Su Qing turned off the drinking machine, and Gu Ran put his disposable water cup to his mouth and took a sip.

"Would you like snacks?" Su Qing asked.

She opened a drawer, filled with small packages of bulk snacks.

Gu Ran doesn't like snacks, but when he saw Wangzi's steamed buns, he wanted to reminisce about his childhood feelings.

"Wangzi steamed buns," he said.

Su Qing took a pack of Wangzi steamed buns, tore them open, and looked up at him: "Hands."

"Huh?" Gu Ran was confused.

Su Qing took his left hand directly, poured Wangzi steamed buns into his hand, and said, "I want to eat too, but eating too many snacks is not good for the body, so each of us will take half."

"What impact can a pack of Wangzi steamed buns have?" As a doctor, Gu Ran didn't believe it.

"I want to eat this cabinet of snacks and a lifetime of snacks. Will half of these snacks have any impact?"

"I can't help you eat half of your life's snacks, right?" Gu Ran said with a smile.

"No? You have to have confidence in your career future and believe that you can stay in {Jinghai} and work for me for the rest of your life."

The tear in the packaging was not big, so it was very difficult to pour out a few steamed buns.

"The premise is that I don't die in five years and my ashes are not scattered in the sea."

"Hold a grudge!" Su Qing smiled sweetly and looked up at him, like a clear spring in the shade of a summer tree.

Two-thirds of a small bag of Wangzi steamed buns was poured into Gu Ran's hand, while Su Qing kept one-third for herself.

"When I gained weight, I knew I should stop snacking." Su Qing was very satisfied with this arrangement.

"Vicious!" Gu Ran slapped his palm into his mouth and drank all the Wangzi steamed buns in one bite.

Su Qing looked at him and suddenly said: "Da Lang, don't be so hasty when taking medicine."

"." Gu Ran's expression changed.

"No squirting!" Su Qing, who was right in front of him, turned pale even faster than him.

Gu Ran didn't squirt, he had the desire to squirt, but it was just the slightest bit and he could hold it back.

After confirming that he would not spray, Su Qing laughed happily and praised: "Da Lang is so good~"

She pinched another Wangzi steamed bun with her fingertips and handed it over: "Here, reward."

"Is this office bullying? Be careful, I will sue you in court." Gu Ran refused to answer.

"Say in front of the judge that Su Qing forced me to eat Wangzi steamed buns?" Su Qing asked.

"." Gu Ran returned to his work station resolutely.

"Hahahaha~" Su Qing smiled and put the Wangzai steamed bun into her mouth. The smile in her eyes was like sunlight rippling slightly in a clear spring.

The two continued to look at the files.

After a while, Gu Ran's shoulder was patted by Su Qing who was passing by: "Eat."

Gu Ran raised his head, and Chen Ke didn't know when he came back.

"Okay." He put down the book.

The three of them came to the cafeteria, where several patients were also dining, as well as family members.

"Ake." Liu Xiaoting, a cancer-depressed patient, waved actively.

Chen Ke said to the other two people: "Sorry, I went over to eat with her."

"Together." Gu Ran suggested.

Su Qing had no choice but to follow.

The three doctors chose the food and sat at the same table with Liu Xiaoting. The tables and chairs in the cafeteria were not the ones in schools, but serious round dining tables.

The spoon used by Liu Xiaoting.

Even the phantom writer on the third floor of the housing complex is not allowed to use chopsticks.

Gu Ran observed calmly that Liu Xiaoting was not very active in eating. Even someone like Su Qing who controlled her diet took three mouthfuls before she managed to take one bite.

Loss of appetite is one of the symptoms of depression.

In severe cases, it is not only psychological, but also physical pain due to swallowing, such as throat pain and chest pain.

Real depression is by no means 'hypocritical' as most people think.

"The handsome doctor's eyes are so scary." Liu Xiaoting, who was chatting with Chen Ke, suddenly said with a smile.

Chen Ke glanced at Gu Ran quickly, cleared his throat, and pointedly reminded: "You need a nurse to accompany you when you visit a female patient."

Su Qing surprisingly didn't say anything to Gu Ran, but she said to Liu Xiaoting: "It is not illegal for a mentally ill person to kill someone."

Gu Ran: "."

"Sorry." He said to Liu Xiaoting apologetically.

"Look at me, I'm not looking at beautiful women, but looking at patients. I won't forgive you. I'm going to hide in bed and cry for an hour after I go back." Liu Xiaoting poked the rice with a spoon, not joking.

Being able to come to the cafeteria to eat proved that she would no longer burst out suddenly, otherwise she might be lying on the ground crying now.

"Wait a minute, Xiaoting, how about we punish him by telling a joke?" Chen Ke laughed, as if he didn't care at all about Liu Xiaoting's serious tone.

Liu Xiaoting said happily: "Okay!"

Su Qing ate with more and more gusto, her eyes as crooked as the moon, waiting for a joke.

She can definitely have the [spiritual world], because anything can only make her happy.

Gu Ran: "."

"Say it." Chen Ke smiled.

"I thought about it, but all that came to my mind were dirty jokes." Gu Ran said.

All three laughed.

Liu Xiaoting didn't feel the slightest bit ashamed, but instead felt a little abnormally excited: "Say, dirty jokes are fine!"

Gu Ran was really speechless this time.

He explained: "Actually, what I just told was a joke."

".Huh?" Liu Xiaoting was stunned.

Chen Ke covered his mouth and smiled.

Su Qing stopped eating, looked dizzy, put her hand on her forehead, lowered her head and smiled.

Liu Xiaoting calmed down and even had the decisiveness of a battlefield: "I want to hear a joke."

sick.

Liu Xiaoting's symptoms basically started in the morning. The closer to night, the better her mental state became. After sunset, she was basically no different from ordinary people.

After treatment, the condition was relieved, but the outbreak time became random. For example, at this time, it broke out at noon.

The smile on Chen Ke's face immediately turned into worry.

Su Qing also suppressed her smile, but she didn't care much.

And where no one can see it, the nurse is ready. If the doctor hadn't been there, they would have gathered around to comfort him.

Liu Xiaoting will be like a baby, praised by nurses for everything she does - almost all mental patients have this treatment.

In fact, Gu Ran did nothing during her illness.

The first few observations were very vague, but Liu Xiaoting's eyesight on the outside world was no longer as sharp as that.

It's not an exaggeration to use "Diary of a Madman" to describe her. Anyone who looks at her will think that the other person is pitying her.

"Hmm - let me think about it." Gu Ran tried his best to recall the Internet jokes.

"Let me tell you something." Liu Xiaoting suddenly said.

"Okay!" Chen Ke responded, looking forward to it.

Liu Xiaoting said: "When I was a child, I thought I could save the world when I grew up. But when I grew up, I realized that the whole world could not save me."

"Ha, haha, hahaha!" Chen Ke forced himself to laugh.

Su Qing applauded.

Gu Ran felt that she was applauding Chen Ke's efforts.

Su Qing looked at him with eyes full of pressure.

Under heavy pressure, Gu Ran also applauded.

"Can you laugh at such a cold joke?" Liu Xiaoting found it interesting.

Chen Ke hurriedly said: "Everyone's point of laughter is different. Some people think it's funny, while others don't feel it at all."

"It also has something to do with IQ," Gu Ran also coaxed her, "If Children's Day is a holiday based on IQ, the three of us will have a holiday."

"I didn't." Su Qing refused.

Chen Ke couldn't say it, and there was a hint of rejection in his smile.

"Hahahaha!" Liu Xiaoting laughed and covered her abdomen, "Ouch, my stomach hurts!" Su Qing looked at Gu Ran with admiration: "You still have the talent to tell jokes."

"Ha ha."

In fact, both of them were just cooperating with him.

After laughing, Liu Xiaoting's appetite increased a little.

She asked Su Qing: "Doctor Su, when is the next time you go out? I will make skewers for you to eat."

"I'll ask later and let Chen Ke tell you," Su Qing said, "But if you want to go out, you have to pass the medical evaluation."

"Well!" Liu Xiaoting attaches great importance to this qualification for going out.

And she can obviously be taken back by her family. After returning home, isn't it easy to get out?Family members will definitely accompany you.

But she would rather stay in {Jinghai}.

Gu Ran read the "Doctor's Diary" and said that in this situation, Liu Xiaoting was disappointed with the outside world and did not want to cause trouble to her family.

After dinner, there was a lunch break, and the three of them took a walk in the Sea of ​​Tranquility.

Su Qing took them to farming areas and animal areas.

There are many vegetables in the cultivated area, which are full of vitality. Every patient who comes in will be given a piece of land, and they can grow whatever they want.

Potatoes grown by Liu Xiaoting.

She said she loved eating potatoes and the moment when she pulled out the fruitful potatoes.

"It was really dangerous just now." Gu Ran was walking among the fields, feeling lingering fear.

"Do you still feel free and relaxed?" Su Qing asked with a smile, "The patient is Party A. When they are angry, we have to accompany them; they are happy and want to talk to you, no matter whether you were beaten before or They all have to laugh when they are angry - just like the emperor and his maids and eunuchs.”

"Don't think that I don't know that you are secretly saying that I am a eunuch." Gu Ran said.

"You don't have to take a holiday on Children's Day at all." Su Qing put her hands behind her back and walked among the lush vegetables, sometimes plucking the fruits with her fingers.

Take a break and prepare to return to the office.

Chen Ke was worried about Liu Xiaoting and went to the housing area.

In fact, female doctors also need to be accompanied by nurses when seeing female patients, but the rules are not as strict as male doctors, so there is no nurse around her at this time.

After entering the door, Liu Xiaoting sat in front of the window, seemingly ready to draw, but she didn't start painting.

When she looked back and saw Chen Ke, her face turned slightly red.

"Ake, we were in the cafeteria just now——"

Chen Ke smiled, knowing that she had re-established her judgment and regained her rationality. Therefore, at this moment, Liu Xiaoting was filled with shame!

Chen Ke walked up and lifted Liu Xiaoting's chin with her fingers like a gangster: "Here, tell me a joke."

Liu Xiaoting's face suddenly turned red, and her hair was about to explode with anxiety.

After a while of commotion, she said to Chen Ke: "Ake, can you call Gu Ran over? I want to apologize to him in person."

"Yes, yes, but you are so shy, can you apologize properly?" Chen Ke asked with a smile.

"Don't underestimate me," Liu Xiaoting said. "When a person has no tomorrow, her frankness about life can exceed anyone's imagination."

"Since you asked for it, let me tell him. I can't tell whether he will come or not." Chen Ke tried his best not to care.

"Tell him that his appearance is good for my condition!"

"You're being too frank! But, well, he's a handsome guy after all, so I can understand."

"You will also enjoy the blessings. Good sisters will enjoy the blessings together."

Chen Ke almost died laughing.

After returning, she first asked Su Qing: "How long can Xiaoting live?"

Incredibly, the already quiet office became even quieter.

Is there anything quieter than quiet?
This may be the quietness of the spiritual world.

Su Qing put down the file in her hand and looked at Chen Ke: "She has stopped taking anti-cancer drugs. If she is lucky, she can live until September. If she is unlucky, she will live until September."

Chen Ke felt that his chest was blocked.

My eyes were sore, and tears suddenly blurred the world.

But she didn't cry. She was still in disbelief and couldn't accept this fact.

I thought it would be at least a year, even half a year, but I didn't expect even a month to be a luxury. No wonder she cared so much about the next time she went out and was so frank.

"I advise you not to invest too much emotion." Su Qing sighed slightly, "Besides, most of your emotions are sympathy and pity. Such emotions will only aggravate her depression and make her condition worse faster."

Chen Ke sniffed softly.

She didn't cry, but her voice was a little hoarse: "I understand."

"It's a pity that he's still so young." Gu Ran sighed.

For him, it's not that sad. After all, he has only seen him twice, but he can't help but feel sad.

"By the way," Su Qing said to Gu Ran, "you are prohibited from appearing in front of Liu Xiaoting in the future. First, you have a history of irritating her today, and secondly"

She paused:
"Don't continue to pour your feelings into a person who is destined to die. Cut off contact as soon as possible before he is familiar with her. The nurse and Chen Ke are enough for {Jinghai} to care about Liu Xiaoting."

She looked at Chen Ke again: "Even with you, I think it's best to reduce contact, but it's up to you to decide."

"We are already friends." Chen Ke didn't even think about it.

"But you are also doctors and patients," Su Qing said in a serious tone, "If your presence aggravates Liu Xiaoting's condition, I will prohibit you from contacting her."

"I see."

Su Qing looked at her for a second, then her tone softened and she said softly: "Go to the bathroom and wash your face."

Chen Ke subconsciously wiped the corners of his eyes, said sorry, turned and left the office.

Gu Ranzheng was sighing in his heart when someone grabbed him by the back of his collar and his whole body was suddenly pulled back, almost falling down.

"What are you doing?!" He was a little frightened.

"I told you not to have any contact with Liu Xiaoting anymore, do you hear me?" Su Qing warned coldly in his ear.

"I know." Gu Ran broke away and adjusted his collar, "I know you are not indifferent but kind-hearted. I don't want to experience the pain of losing a friend. I am not a fool."

Su Qing's cold and delicate face melted like the first snow.

She smiled and said: "If you get in touch with her, you may not only taste the pain of losing a friend, but maybe also love."

"Stop."

"It's not just about love. Although Liu Xiaoting is pitiful, she is undoubtedly a mental patient. If she really falls in love with you, she will go crazy and say that she might drag you to commit suicide - secretly hide a stone or a tile, and wipe it when you are not paying attention. off your neck."

"so serious?"

Su Qing stood up and found a file from the bookshelf for him.

Gu Ran looked through it and found that it was full of records of mentally ill patients harming doctors and nurses, and some even nearly died as a result.

Line after line, pictures of wounds, bloody heads, terrible teeth marks, scratches,
In fact, many textbooks and teachers have mentioned in psychology courses that when a patient comes towards you, pay attention to the wrong look in his eyes and run away quickly.

Su Qing stood at the table and looked down at him.

She said in a calm tone: "With Chen Ke here, my mother can't take more care of you until you perform well, and you must be treated equally.

"But she also told me to take good care of you, saying that you are half her son. I can't let you die and affect the already bad relationship between mother and daughter."

Gu Ran raised his head.

"Where is Chen Ke?" he asked, "What should I do with Chen Ke? She is also very dangerous around Liu Xiaoting."

Su Qing thought for a while: "Find a way to waste her time so that she doesn't have to go to the ward. It would be better to have a mental patient come. When the time comes, we need to collect information and ask questions. Naturally, we won't have time to cultivate friendship with Liu Xiaoting."

Chen Ke is right outside the door.

She went to the bathroom and just hurriedly wiped the corners of her eyes. In a hurry to come back, she went to the ward and accidentally overheard the conversation between the two.

She put her hands in the pockets of her white coat and leaned her back against the wall.

In my heart, I not only sympathize with Liu Xiaoting, but also feel helpless about the impermanence of life.

It's hard.

She thought of Zhuang Jing's words: give up on a relationship if you can't bear it. It was really difficult to do this.

As a psychiatrist, she felt immature, but she felt the camaraderie among colleagues because of Gu Ran's words.

Like a blood relationship, no matter what, they are colleagues who have to get along day and night for five years.

"I have a suggestion." Gu Ran's voice came from the office.

When Chen Ke heard the word 'suggestion', he couldn't help but pricked up his ears.

"When the patient comes to visit, why not let the two of us go with Chen Ke when she goes to visit Liu Xiaoting - we can also waste her time."

"Ouch!" Su Qing laughed. She seemed to think this proposal was naive, and she was touched by the naivety. "What should I do if Liu Xiaoting wants to kill someone?"

"I can protect you."

Didn't hear Amelia Su's answer.

I heard Gu Ran quickly add: "Of course I will also protect Chen Ke."

"Is this just your meat?"

"Ouch!" Gu Ran imitated Su Qing's contemptuous smile, "I'm the type who takes off my clothes and has sex, okay?"

"Then take off your pants and show me."

".I think I'm already horny enough, but you are hornier than me!"

"I just want to see your thighs. You won't even take off your underwear, right? Or do you want to continue the topic of whether there is hair on your butt?"

"Shut up! Chen Ke is coming back!"

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"Private Diary": August [-]nd, sunny, life is unpredictable, cherish time, reboot today.

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"Doctor's Diary": Should psychiatrists interact with patients in an objective and neutral manner, or should they become close friends?
It goes against the rules of a psychiatrist to become friends.

Whether it's money or friendship, doctors can't give it to patients.

To guide patients and let them understand what they need and how to get it is what doctors should and only do.

However, who can maintain absolute objectivity and neutrality?
I'm at a loss.

I hope I can find my own answer in the future.

(End of this chapter)