Love in a mental hospital

Chapter 78 It is impossible for people to be free from worries

After sending Zhao Wenjie away, everyone returned to their original lives.

Gu Ran admired the banner in the second team's office, just like an emperor appreciates his kingdom, a beautiful woman appreciates his licking dogs, and a bad game player appreciates his game screenshots.

"Do you want to hang it up?" Chen Ke asked.

"Forget it about the office, it affects our mood." Su Qing said.

This sentence made Gu Ran very proud.

Su Qing continued: "I will arrange a special conference room for you. You hang the banner there. You will use that conference room when you meet with patients in the future."

"It's too exaggerated, it's too exaggerated!" Gu Ran quickly refused, "I'm not good enough now, so I'd better not put pressure on myself. Moreover, it's just a banner hanging bare, which makes patients think that I'm not good enough."

"What about those of us who don't have a banner?" Chen Ke sighed deliberately.

"Will you develop the photos and put them on the table?" He Qingyan asked as she admired the photos.

"Please!"

After feeling excited for a while, Gu Ran rolled up the banner and put it in the cabinet. Everyone in the second group went to Zhuang Jing's office to prepare for today's training.

On the way, Chen Ke asked He Qingyan curiously: "Qingyan, why are you here so early today?"

I usually come at noon.

"Of course I can't miss Gu Ran's first patient being discharged from the hospital, just like a parent can't miss their child's opening ceremony."

"You got it." Gu Ran said.

He Qingyan continued to talk to herself: "I really hope that little Gu Gu can turn into a baby again. I want to hold him in my arms and feed him milk."

No one picked up the topic, Chen Ke just smiled politely.

"You really want to be held in my arms, right?" He Qingyan asked Gu Ran with a smile, "But if you think about it carefully, would it be more contrasting to have a cold beauty like Su Qing in my arms?"

"Su Qing is a cold beauty?" Gu Ran asked with a smile.

"It's just not you, it's very cold to us, right, Keke?"

Chen Ke frowned and said to himself: "My hands hurt so much. I asked Feifei to help me take a shower last night."

"Your ability to change the topic is too blunt." He Qingyan pointed out.

Chen Ke frowned and said nothing.

"The acting skills are quite good." He Qingyan commented.

Chen Ke smiled very gently.

Gu Ran looked at Su Qing, but Su Qing just glanced at him, which was indeed a bit cold.

Then, Gu Ran thought of the decision he made last night: he wanted to be a brave person.

The first step was to ask Amelia Su who she was on a blind date with.

It sounds funny, but everyone's standard of bravery is different. For primary school students, it takes courage to raise their hands to answer questions in class.

But should the question be asked in an ambiguous tone, or in a joking tone between colleagues?

While thinking, the four of them walked into the dean's office and then followed Zhuang Jing to the quiet room.

Lying on the bed, Gu Ran extinguished the excitement of receiving the banner and the anxiety of asking Su Qing about her date, cleared his mind, and fell asleep quickly.

【Blooming Paradise】

The hillside is full of flowers and the breeze is gentle.

There are a few white clouds in the blue sky, pure and beautiful, as if they are little angels deliberately disguised as white clouds to deceive others.

Zhuang Jing's inner world is as beautiful as ever, a place where she can spend her whole life doing nothing.

Even when He Qingyan came here, her mood became much more stable and she became affectionate.

After the three of them recovered a little, Zhuang Jing said: "Su Qing, you take Xiaoyan and Chen Ke to train here; Gu Ran, come with me."

"Open a small stove?" He Qingyan asked bluntly.

Zhuang Jing smiled: "There is a therapy suitable for [Shepherd]."

The two of them didn't go to the other side of the hillside, but they just stayed far away from the three of them - they didn't need to prevent peeking, they just needed to prevent being eavesdropped.

"How about it?"

Gu Ran knew that Zhuang Jing was asking about the 'Black Dragon Dream'. In fact, as soon as he came in, he tried to call out the black bird, but there was no response.

He shook his head.

"Have you had any dreams recently?" Zhuang Jing asked again.

"No, just that one time."

lie.

Zhuang Jing could tell, but she didn't point it out, and she didn't even want to reveal it. It was obviously Gu Ran's dream that no one would talk about.

She was quite curious.

Is it a nightmare, or an unspeakable dream for a little boy?

But she was the one who did all the psychological counseling during Gu Ran's adolescence. What dreams are more unspeakable than those in adolescence?

"We will talk about special lucid dreams later. Today I will teach you a new therapy."

"Is it really related to [Shepherd]?" Gu Ran was curious.

"It's relevant or irrelevant. If you learn this therapy, you will surpass the psychology master and become a legend." Zhuang Jing said.

"Is there such a miraculous cure?" Gu Ran found it incredible.

There is no treatment that can solve all mental illnesses. This is what Zhuang Jing told him.

"'Protagonist Therapy'." Zhuang Jing said, "This therapy is currently only known by master-level psychologists. A few people are selected for experiments. I think you can try it."

"Protagonist therapy..." Gu Ran repeated the name, feeling it was really weird.

But after Zhuang Jing finished explaining, he felt that the name was completely deserved.

In short, it is to take the joking "it is inevitable for people like me to become a master" as the truth and as a matter of course.

But it doesn’t mean it should turn into nonsense, but it should have the confidence worthy of these words and the practical actions that are enough to turn this matter into reality.

When everyone takes it for granted that he becomes a master, this is the beginning of "Protagonist Therapy".

"I don't doubt your ability," Zhuang Jing said, "The key is your mentality. You should be more confident. At your age, it doesn't matter if you are arrogant."

"I want to become braver recently, but I am arrogant and I think that compared with everyone else, I am excellent, but not outstanding enough to become the protagonist. Like Su Qing, He Qingyan, and Chen Ke, they are all worse than me .”

"Yeah." Zhuang Jing nodded and admitted.

She continued: "So "Protagonist Therapy" is difficult, but you are different now. Special lucid dreaming is an advantage that no one has."

If he could really master the "Black Dragon Dream", Gu Ran's treatment of patients would be as easy as washing dishes. He could catch a patient and beat him and pinch him before he could be discharged from the hospital.

If mental illness can be cured as easily as curing a cold, Gu Ran can indeed become the "protagonist" of psychology.

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"'Black Dragon Dream' is difficult to master, and there may be no hope in your life."

"'Black Dragon Dream'? Is this the name you chose? It's very appropriate." Zhuang Jing smiled elegantly, "Do you know my dream?"

"I heard Su Qing say that you want to study the spiritual world."

"How much hope do you think I have in my lifetime of studying and understanding what the spiritual world is?"

"Of course one hundred percent!"

Zhuang Jing had forgotten that Gu Ran was his "pug".

"Don't make trouble!" she couldn't help laughing.

Gu Ran also smiled slightly.

"I understand," he said, "I will try my best."

"Although you have to work hard, don't push yourself too hard."

Gu Ran nodded.

Zhuang Jing continued: "As for character, if a person can follow a few 'clichés' and 'life mottos' throughout his life and achieve the unity of knowledge and action, he is already a saint."

"Does Aunt Jing have any suggestions for life mottos?"

"Your life, or my life?" Zhuang Jing asked with a smile, "You are the 'protagonist'. You must believe that you are always right. As long as you want to do it, you can do it. As long as you want it, you can do it." Go and God will make a way for you."

Gu Ran thought of many things at once.

If I can have such a spirit, I should be able to avoid a lot of entanglements, and I will be able to talk about many things, such as "Su Qing's blind date."

There is also a pennant. I dare not hang it up, not because I am "not vain", but because I feel guilty and think that my current level is not worthy of this pennant. This is of course a fact, he has not yet mastered the "Black Dragon Dream".

But what if I hang it up? Can't it bring confidence to patients? Wouldn't he force himself to work hard and strive to master the "Black Dragon Dream" as soon as possible?

Guilty, guilty!

Kerouac once said: If one day you find me bowing my head in front of mediocrity, please shoot me!

Zhuang Jing kept paying attention to his expression and saw him change from confusion to hesitation, and then from hesitation to determination.

"Have you figured it out?" she asked.

"No." Gu Ran shook his head, "I just suddenly felt that maybe I was not humble before, but timid, afraid to face it, always afraid of this and worried about that."

Zhuang Jing smiled: "I'm looking forward to your growth."

At this time, cheers came from the distance.

The two of them followed the sound, Chen Ke waved in this direction, Su Qing smiled, and He Qingyan seemed to be looking for her cell phone, but when she couldn't find it, she looked dissatisfied like a child.

"It seems that Chen Ke also succeeded." Zhuang Jing said with a smile.

Gu Ran also smiled and waved over there.

On the hillside where flowers were blooming, everyone was smiling. Suddenly, Gu Ran didn't feel like he was in a dream, but actually in a beautiful place in reality.

After the training, just after leaving [Blooming Paradise] and waking up in reality, He Qingyan said: "Chen Ke, I'm treating you!"

"Okay!" Chen Ke happily agreed, "Don't leave tonight, everyone. When my shift is over, we will have supper together."

"On duty?" He Qingyan was stunned.

It's rare that she looks stupid.

"Hahaha!" Everyone laughed.

"There's something." Zhuang Jing said.

The second group of four fell silent.

"I have read Chen Ke's plan," she said. "Liu Xiaoting's family and I have no objections, but Liu Xiaoting herself does not agree. In this case, we can only think of other ways."

"Tell her about the donation?" Chen Ke asked.

"That's one thing. In addition, I want you to go on a business trip."

"Business trip?" Su Qing was confused. "Are you going to other mental hospitals for joint diagnosis and treatment? Or are you going to pick up patients from other places?"

"It's considered joint diagnosis and treatment." Zhuang Jing said, "It's just a cancer hospital."

"Cancer hospital?" The three of them were confused.

"You can go out during working hours anyway, right?" He Qingyan only cared about playing.

"Yes." Zhuang Jing answered He Qingyan with a smile, and then explained to the other three people, "A classmate of mine is now the vice president of Haicheng Cancer Hospital. She chatted with me last night. She said that in the cancer hospital, Many patients with mental depression also face life and death calmly.

"Recently, there was a patient who could receive effective treatment, but insisted on being discharged because he was angry with his parents. My friend suspected that he was mentally ill and invited doctors from several mental hospitals for diagnosis and treatment, and we were one of them.

“In addition to providing treatment to this patient, we also provide psychological counseling to other patients, including oncologists, and those with psychological shadows will be admitted for treatment.

"I thought this was a good opportunity, so I agreed. When you go, bring Liu Xiaoting with you so that she can meet other cancer patients. It may have miraculous effects."

"I understand." Su Qing nodded, "Where is the time?"

"Go now and help see a few more patients. We'll have lunch over there."

"Ok."

The four of them walked out of the dean's office.

Chen Ke was both regretful and excited - it was a pity that the hypnotherapy failed, but Zhuang Jing was excited and came up with a new solution.

Gu Ran admired: "Teacher Zhuang Jing has friends all over the world!"

Su Qing didn't like his pug look, and said angrily: "Didn't you hear what my mother said, this is the 'Haicheng' Cancer Hospital?"

"You really like the bar. Do you know that liking to lift is also a mental illness?"

"Licking dogs, too."

"Bullshit!"

"I'm a psychiatrist, and I say dog ​​licking is a mental illness. It's a mental illness."

"I mean, 'you said I am a dog licker' is nonsense. By the way," Gu Ran suddenly asked as if remembering, "Is the blind date introduced to you by Teacher Zhuang Jing also the child of a friend?"

"Blind date?" Chen Ke was curious.

"Su Qing is on a blind date?" He Qingyan looked at Su Qing, "You're actually reduced to a blind date? Who are you? What is a blind date like? Is it like the rumors, where the man comes up and asks, 'Do you want to listen?' story'?"

"Hurry up and get ready, don't you have time?" Su Qing said coldly.

She is indeed a cold beauty.

"Take my car!" He Qingyan said.

"That sports car of yours is a two-door. Although it has four seats, it's too uncomfortable to sit in." Gu Ran said, "Let's drive Su Qing's car."

"Okay, but I'll drive!" He Qingyan said positively.

"No, I'll do it." Gu Ran didn't want to say 'Bang! '.

"Let He Qingyan open up." Su Qing said suddenly.

"Are you sure?" Gu Ran looked at her.

"Yeah, sure."

"Hmph!" He Qingyan got what she wanted, but was very dissatisfied, "Is this your natural therapy?"

"You have such a good relationship." Chen Ke smiled and said, "Su Qing is willing to use her life to help Qingyan with her treatment."

"I also see that their relationship is actually very good." Gu Ran said.

"Xiao Qingqing, what should we do? We have been seen through?" He Qingyan smiled and went to Su Qing.

Su Qing raised her hand and grabbed Chen Ke, pulling the fragile girl in front of her. He Qingyan hugged Chen Ke.

"Wow, Keke, you smell so good and your body is so soft!" He Qingyan refused to accept anyone who came.

"Hands hurt! Hands hurt!"

She opened Chen Ke's collar and peeked inside: "Today's underwear is very obscene!"

"No way!" Chen Ke struggled hard.

Su Qing took the opportunity to sneak away. Gu Ran wanted to see the woman fight, but was embarrassed, so she followed him.

When he entered the elevator, Su Qing quickly pressed the close button.

Gu Ran couldn't help but smile.

Su Qing also smiled.

"So," Gu Ran took a deep breath silently and pretended to be joking, "did you really go on a blind date?"

"Yes." A smile appeared on Su Qing's face on the smooth elevator wall.

"Going on a blind date at such a young age?"

"My mother likes that man very much. What can I do?"

"I don't believe it. Aunt Jing's favorite man is obviously me."

"You can do it." Su Qing didn't say any curse words, so she just said 'go to hell' with her eyes.

She thought about it and stopped teasing him.

"Actually, that person is you."

"What do you mean?" Gu Ran suddenly realized, "You laughed at the weekend because the person introduced by Teacher Zhuang Jing was me?"

"Yes, but you have nothing but good looks, so I don't like you."

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"Private Diary": August 16, Wednesday, light rain.

I finally know why Su Qing smiled and who she went on a blind date with over the weekend.

If I had asked earlier, I wouldn't have had to struggle for so long.

But the so-called life is just exchanging some sufferings for other sufferings. What I am struggling with now is: Su Qing and I went on a blind date, but we were not interested.

No, I am the protagonist, she must love me!

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"Doctor's Diary":

I am going to the cancer hospital, a place where I face life and death.

(End of this chapter)