Love in a mental hospital

Chapter 81 Ask the protagonist to speak

The female nurse wearing a black knitted sweater led the way, not running, but walking very quickly.

Everyone followed closely.

Liu Xiaoting was in poor health and walked slower. Chen Ke also slowed down. As the only male doctor, Gu Ran, of course, had to follow her.

Chen Ke suddenly noticed that they were all walking in a hurry, except for Ran, who was walking leisurely, holding a cup of coffee in his hand, as if he was walking at a normal speed.

She understood what He Qingyan called the 'god boy'.

This is not just a matter of long legs, but a calm posture in his bones - in terms of physical strength, Gu Ran is indeed unique.

As far as their walking posture is concerned, Su Qing and He Qingyan are also very elegant, which cannot be compared to the first appearance of the heroine in many TV series.

"Xiaoting, are you tired? If you are, let's walk slowly." Chen Ke said.

"It doesn't matter." Liu Xiaoting shook her head, "I want to take a look."

Chen Ke asked with a gentle smile: "Do you have any ideas about Cui Yun's situation?"

"I can understand," Liu Xiaoting said after a pause, "It's very understandable. Sometimes, I also wish to die like this.

“I want to eat the mercury while the nurse is taking my temperature and die in front of the nurse;

“Deliberately torturing yourself and making your parents sad;

“On the way here, I opened the car door and jumped out, dying in front of you.

"I want to make everyone around me suffer and feel guilty. Why should I be the only one punished? I'm so young and good-looking. Although my family doesn't have much money, I still have tens of millions of assets. Why should I get cancer? Why should I die? ?”

"Xiaoting!" Chen Ke held her hand.

Liu Xiaoting shook her head. She was not suffering from depression.

She smiled and held Chen Ke: "These are my occasional thoughts. I am very grateful to my parents and you. If it affects you because of me, I will be sad."

"Stop talking." Gu Ran interrupted, "'Occasional thoughts' are okay, but if you tell your true thoughts, you may really get sick, and getting sick here is very troublesome."

He sounded like 'it's a trivial matter'.

Liu Xiaoting said to Chen Ke: "If my attending doctor was Gu Ran, I would definitely retaliate against him and make him feel uncomfortable. It's so inconsiderate!"

"Do you feel better when you come out to play?" Chen Ke asked with a smile.

"Driving is very exciting." Liu Xiaoting said.

"Then come out often," Gu Ran said, "If you come out, we can come out too."

"You can't get out, only A'ke can." Liu Xiaoting said.

"Do you remember that you said you wanted to sleep with me? Why are you treating me like this now?"

Before Gu Ran finished speaking, Liu Xiaoting was already walking quickly and quickly caught up with Su Qing, He Qingyan and the others.

Gu Ran and Chen Ke looked at each other and smiled.

Chen Ke followed quickly. Gu Ran took a sip of coffee and speeded up unhurriedly.

If you think about it carefully, Liu Xiaoting would say that to him, which already hinted that she had suicidal thoughts.

Sudden confession like this, or giving away one's money and belongings, is a sign of suicide.

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The single ward where Cui Yun lives is almost as luxurious as a hotel suite.

I am afraid that like Liu Xiaoting, her family has money, but not enough money to spend 50 million for radical treatment.

The ward is full of people, and just by looking at their expressions and distances, you can tell they are not relatives of the patient.

Psychiatric doctors from various schools stand together, like watermelon seeds in the flesh of a melon that do not interfere with each other.

When the people from {Jinghai} entered, everyone looked over, and then took another look, muttering to themselves, Haicheng Cancer Hospital also invited celebrities?

Abroad, Hollywood stars are often invited to see seriously ill patients.

"There are so many people." Liu Xiaoting said.

"From now on," He Qingyan lowered her voice and said seriously, "we must unite and stick together like glue."

The biggest unstable factor is you!

He Qingyan continued: "Chen Ke is lying down, Liu Xiaoting is lying on top of her, Su Qing and I are on both sides, Gu Ran is kneeling under the four of us, so that he can do whatever he wants, with my hands separated Chen Ke and Liu Xiaoting were placed on Su Qing's waist, and I could already see Gu Ran licking my feet."

Shen Wen stared at her with disbelief.

Is this unity?

"You want to join too?" Seeing her looking at her, He Qingyan asked her kindly, "Let me think about where else!"

Don’t blame Amelia Su.

I really don’t blame her.

As long as he grew up with He Qingyan, anyone else would be able to develop this ability to cover their mouth.

"Please take a look at the patient." Shen Wen abruptly changed the subject.

Psychiatrists have diagnosed many mentally ill patients, and sometimes they can roughly judge whether the other person is mentally ill just by observing their words and deeds.

It is said that some experienced surgeons can even tell whether the target has [psychological shadow].

Gu Ran, Su Qing, He Qingyan, and Chen Ke all observed carefully.

The one with the most experience among them is Su Qing, but it only lasts for a year. Even if they observe for a long time, they dare not tell whether the patient is sick just by "looking".

Unless there is a serious illness.

The patient sat on the hospital bed with an impatient expression and was not used to being observed.

Shen Wen explained softly: "We told him that as long as he can pass the psychiatrist's examination, we will let him go back."

Su Qing nodded.

"The scenery outside the window is very nice." Gu Ran whispered to Chen Ke.

Chen Ke said nothing because Su Qing looked back.

The view outside the window is good. First of all, the window is clean, which is enough. Anyone who wears glasses knows the difference between clean and unclean lenses.

The light rain is gurgling, and the leaves are brightly green, much like the scenes in Makoto Shinkai's movies.

It would be better if it was sunny.

Su Qing's eyes fell on Gu Ran: "Doctor Gu, do you see anything? Does the patient have any mental problems?"

"People who don't want to live must have something wrong with their brains. Do they still need to see it?" Gu Ran said.

Liu Xiaoting also turned her attention to him.

"I'm not talking about you, I'm talking about the flower-armed guy on the bed."

Cui Wen had a large tattoo on his arm. It was very black, and he didn’t know what it was exactly.

"How many times have I told you," Su Qing said impatiently, "Don't give the patient nicknames. Go back and write a 500-word review."

"Not in other hospitals? I just think that a nickname based on his characteristics is easier for everyone to remember him than a name."

"It doesn't matter anywhere, as long as the other person is a patient. No one has such a bad memory." Su Qing answered Gu Ran's questions one by one.

"Okay, you are right, Miss Red Magical Girl."

He Qingyan raised her palms, and Gu Ran high-fived her.

Chen Ke put his hand on his lips and smiled.

Liu Xiaoting was also laughing.

"It's interesting, isn't it?" Su Qing's expression turned cold.

Gu Ran hurriedly said: "I was wrong. I was just livening up the atmosphere. I didn't mean any harm. Don't you think his flowery arms are special? I'm afraid it was because he was angry with his parents and deliberately hurt his body. He must have been sick for a long time."

"Are you sure?" Su Qing asked.

Not sure, just telling me what I saw - Gu Ran subconsciously wanted to say this.

But he reminded himself: I want to be confident, I want to be brave, I want to be the protagonist of my own life and become a new monument in psychology.

"Of course." He nodded, "Brother Cui Wen must be mentally ill."

As long as he stared at Cui Wen for a long time, Gu Ran could see the strong negative factors on his body and the [psychological shadow] area was not small.

As for why I have [psychological shadow] and haven’t been admitted to a mental hospital or any rehabilitation center, it’s very simple:

I don’t hinder society, my family doesn’t care, I don’t care, I have no money.

At the first antidepressant forum, a professor said that 50% to 80% of patients with depression in my country do not seek treatment, and 15% to 25% of patients with depression eventually die of suicide. There are at least million people with mental illness in society, and this is backed by science.

"You've only seen him for a few minutes and you dare to say that he is mentally ill?" a doctor suddenly said.

Gu Ran and the others looked over and saw that the other party was quite young and should be the main focus of this joint consultation.

The old doctor continued: "Doctors cannot make casual promises to patients about treatment results, even for a common cold. That is not something you can guarantee, let alone determine whether it is mental illness."

"That's right." Gu Ran nodded.

The old doctor was absolutely right.

It is very reckless to judge Cui Wen as mentally ill without any testing.

If he hadn't been able to see the [psychological shadow] behind Cui Wen. Even if he could, he would have originally planned to answer ambiguously.

"Don't follow his example." The old doctor said to the doctors around him.

Su Qing suddenly said: "You can't even learn it."

When the storm is about to subside, another wave arises.

The old doctor looked over.

Although Su Qing is as young as a magical girl, she is not afraid of this old man at all. Before he could attack, she took the lead and said: "He is {Jinghai}'s psychiatrist. How can you learn from him?"

"." Everyone could see that the old doctor's breath was stuck in his throat.

"Besides," Su Qing stopped looking at each other, "we are here to see a doctor, not to listen to a lesson."

The old doctor found a point of rebuttal and immediately said: "How do you treat patients like this? Observe for five minutes and then decide that the person has mental illness without talking to a word? Have you done clinical psychology and neuropsychological tests? Have you taken a medical history?"

Su Qing was surprised: "You really come here to see a mentally ill person?"

Her elegant and beautiful face showed a serious expression and she continued:

"We are here to save patients' lives, and if mental illness can lead to hospitalization and treatment, we will say that he has mental illness, even if it involves legal risks."

She looked at Shen Wen again: "Senior Sister Shen, we {Jinghai} believe that the patient has mental illness. Due to his family background, he has self-abuse and self-mutilation. It is recommended that he be sent to a mental hospital regularly for joint consultation."

"This." Shen Wen was very embarrassed.

Of course she didn't support Su Qing's decision. On the contrary, she agreed very much and almost fell in love with Su Qing who "speaks for justice".

The reason for her embarrassment was that the patient who had been diagnosed with mental illness, Brother Huazhi, was present and listening.

"Which hospital of yours is from this hospital? I'm going to sue you!" Brother Huazhi was not polite and would do anything he could.

Shen Wen said he was 26 years old, but he looked like he was and a member of the underworld.

Who would have thought that such a rough and tumble person could actually be a "child" who resorted to self-mutilation in order to gain the attention of his parents.

Su Qing pointed at Gu Ran: "Jinghai, Gu Ran, he diagnosed you with mental illness. If you want to sue, just sue him. We can only be considered accomplices at most."

Gu Ran looked at her in disbelief.

Fortunately, he was moved just now and almost fell in love with her. He wanted to take her back to meet her parents and have a baby with her.

"Gu Ran, it's okay." He Qingyan held Gu Ran's hand, "No matter what happens, I will be with you. We will go to jail together. Let's go get a room later. If I get pregnant, the two of us will They will all be given light sentences.”

Rather than risking his life to accompany her, Gu Ran hoped she wouldn't speak.

As I said before, there are many people in the ward, and people are sent from all the mental hospitals in Haicheng.

People like Liu Xiaoting who don't care about committing suicide feel embarrassed and don't want to get too close to them.

But since Su Qing wasn't afraid, Gu Ran felt that he couldn't be afraid either. Anyway, Brother Huazhi was mentally ill.

Why should you be afraid if you know there are bullets in the gun?

"I am Gu Ran from {Jinghai}. I stick to my judgment, Hua."

Su Qing and Chen Ke came to him at the same time.

He Qingyan looked like she was watching the fun.

"Ahem, Mr. Cui Wen is indeed mentally ill." Gu Ran continued, "I recommend further examination to diagnose the specific mental illness."

"I see you are very young. How many years have you been in Jinghai?" Another veteran psychiatrist asked.

"I am Gu Ran from {Jinghai}," Gu Ran repeated again, "If I make a mistake in judgment, you can sue me."

No one spoke.

{Jinghai}'s status is extraordinary. Even if Su Qing's father is dead and Zhuang Jing is the only one left now, he is still as awed by the heroes as Heimuya.

The older generation did not want to offend Zhuang Jing.

Most of the young people wanted to enter Jinghai but were not qualified, so how could they provoke Gu Ran who entered Jinghai.

What's more, Gu Ran has a handsome appearance and a tall figure. At this time, he also shows his admiration for medical ethics and his sense of responsibility, which is dazzling.

"Wait for me, kid! You can't run away!" The flower-armed brother pointed at Gu Ran with his flower-armed arm.

He Qingyan walked over with interest and looked at him like a medical student looking at a dissected toad.

"What, what are you doing?" Brother Huazhi said in a panic.

No man can remain calm in front of He Qingyan's beauty.

No matter how calm a man is, when facing her, he will think: he should wash his hair, shave his beard, stop eating garlic, have no bad breath, and change into new clothes.

He Qingyan suddenly smiled: "When you were a child, did you like to get yourself covered in mud and show off in front of your parents?"

"How do you know?" Brother Huazhi was stunned for a moment.

He Qingyan ignored him and walked back to the {Jinghai} team. As she walked, she dropped a sentence: "Mental illness."

Brother Huazhi recovered from the shock as if he had seen a master, and said loudly: "Who are you? Why do you say I am mentally ill? I will sue you too!"

He Qingyan turned around, pointed at the flower-armed brother and said, "I'll wait, it's not a man if you don't tell me."

She had a smile on her face, so charming that she seemed to be flirting and joking.

She said to Gu Ran with a girlish heart: "Great, I haven't been to court yet!"

Gu Ran remembered that she deliberately went to buy medicine for the aftermath, which attracted Yan Hanxiang's attention.

"When you were a child, did you get covered in mud and show off in front of your parents?" Gu Ran asked tentatively.

"I just sprinkled all my mother's perfume on me. How can others play in the mud? I'm not a loach."

"Flamingos also build their homes out of mud." Chen Ke said, "Flamingos are very beautiful."

"The key point is not 'loach' and 'flamingo', but 'mud'." He Qingyan said.

"That." Shen Wen said hesitantly and looked at Amelia Su.

In comparison, Amelia Su is the most normal in her eyes.

"We {Jinghai} have finished reading it," Su Qing announced. "The result is that this patient has mental illness."

"Really? You won't change it?" Shen Wen confirmed with a slight worry.

"Yes." Su Qing nodded, and then suddenly added as if remembering, "I trust Dr. Gu Ran's judgment."

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"Private Diary": August 16, Wednesday, Xiaoyu, Haicheng Cancer Hospital.

A smooth-talking woman, no matter how nice you say it, you just want to be an 'accomplice', not an 'accomplice'.

Favorability towards Su Qing＋1

Favorability towards He Qingyan +2

Chen Ke is also good, gentle, patient and soft, and she also knows that flamingos build their nests out of mud.

If only it were all my wife.

Was He Qingyan also neglected by her parents in childhood? Hopefully we can all heal each other.

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"Doctor's Diary":

As people live in the world, they continue to establish relationships with others. These relationships may be good and bring happiness; or they may be bad and make people sad.

Some relationships can make people sick.

I want to be a "good person" so that everyone who is in a relationship with me can be happy because of this relationship.

(Zhuang Jing’s comment: encourage each other)

(End of this chapter)