Quit pampering
Chapter 180 Letter
The bright moon hangs high outside the window, shining brightly like water.
Fu Yanlou had to go to the study to handle work afterwards, so he was a busy man.
Wen Ying couldn't stay alone in the room, so she insisted that Fu Yanlou take her to the study to stay with him.
Wen Ying sat aside and looked at him for a while with her chin in her hand. Then she walked to the bookshelf out of boredom and picked up a German book.
"Die Blechtrommel"
After taking everything, Wen Ying didn't put it back.
Nestled in a soft chair with a book in hand.
The obscure language needs to be read carefully, and you won't be able to distinguish it at all.
Then sleepiness suddenly hit me.
Wen Ying yawned and put the book back to its original place.
She wandered around the bookshelf boredly. When she saw the familiar side seal, Wen Ying reached out and took it off.
Sure enough, it was the painting book.
She had opened it many years ago.
No wonder it feels familiar.
Wen Ying opened the album and saw that the character sketch Fu Yanlou drew for her had turned yellow and showed signs of time.
She rubbed it with her fingers and smiled.
Turning it over again, the envelope slipped out from the album.
Wen Ying counted ten letters.
If you look closely, you will see the word Yingying written on the envelopes.
So is this a letter to her?
Since it was written to her, it doesn't matter if she reads it.
Wen Ying turned around and glanced furtively at the man. Fu Yanlou was reviewing the documents with his eyebrows lowered in concentration and did not notice her side.
Wen Ying quietly walked to the other side and sat down with the album in her arms.
Using the cover of the desk, Wen Ying opened the envelope and took out the paper inside.
Familiar handwriting came into view.
The iron paintings and silver hooks penetrate through the paper backing, giving a strong impression of Fu Yanlou's style.
"Yingying
I didn’t understand until I met you
Love is the moment when one humbles oneself and abandons the darkness and turns to the light."
The second letter——
"Yingying
It was the autumn of the second year
The flowers bloom and fall, and in a few months, the loquats will grow again
I’ve tasted it for you, loquats are very sweet.”
Wen Ying thought, it was really sweet.
She rubbed her face and continued to open the third letter.
"Yingying
May the mountains and forests in summer be full of roses."
Wen Sheng looked back and forth, and found only this sentence written on the white paper.
She could read the meaning inside.
He is the summer forest, and she is the rose growing in the forest.
He had missed her for so many years, but she didn't remember him immediately when they met again ten years later. What was he thinking at that time?
Wen Ying opened the fourth letter with complicated emotions.
The content is relatively long.
Wen Ying carefully took a peek at Fu Yanlou and continued reading silently.
"Yingying
The reconstruction process is painful and long
But when I think of you, I have the courage to move forward
You don’t know, I used to have low self-esteem, sensitiveness and darkness, like half of my soul was missing, and I wished I could be isolated from the world.
And your appearance is like a beam of light illuminating my decaying world
It was probably after you left that I discovered that the emotions that I thought did not exist in me, such as missing and heartbeat, had an outlet for my soul because of you.
Maybe it's too false to say that you are attracted. How can people have such a thing as love at first sight? But it just appeared
No reason"
Wen Ying closed the envelope, took a deep breath, and then exhaled slowly.
This is the Fu Yanlou she has never seen before.
It is Fu Yanlou who put his true feelings into his writing.
There is warmth and touching, but there is also sadness.
After a while, Wen Ying was able to hold back the fluctuating emotions in her heart.
She picked up the fifth letter and opened it.
"It's late at night now. I'm looking up at the moon in the 77th floor office building.
I thought that as long as I didn't think about it, I could erase the memories of the past.
But looking at the bright and flawless moonlight in the night sky, I suddenly thought of your eyes
I often feel that emotions can bind a person
But when those emotions arise, I would rather just sink into it
Yingying, when did you say 'next time'? "
Wen Ying's eyes suddenly turned red.
She didn't keep her word, and she didn't deliver on what she said next time.
She missed the date.
Wen Ying lowered his head and covered the tears in his eyes.
Before she could calm down, Wen Ying opened the sixth letter.
But it made her burst into tears.
"Yingying
The sixth year of separation
I think you may have forgotten me."
The seventh letter——
"Yingying
The time difference between Germany and the port city is seven hours, and the distance is about 9000 kilometers.
Very busy these past few years
Very little leisure time
I think of you less often
Yingying, all the truth is hidden in the insincerity."
The eighth letter——
"Yingying
Wish you a happy coming of age ceremony
What wishes have you made this year?
This year, I have a wish, and I would like to tell it to you one day."
The ninth letter——
"Yingying
Over the years, I have tried to let go and forget, but time cannot make people forget, let alone let go of the past.
I haven't met anyone like you in these years
Bright, hot, lively and cheerful
like a blooming red rose
Roses make my heart beat, and everything that makes my heart beat makes me happy just thinking about it when I’m alone.
Missing you is always with you, and it also makes me feel like a prisoner."
The tenth letter——
"Yingying
I seem to be late
It's a pity and a pity that you didn't see the tall loquat trees outside the Fu Family Garden.
It was only then that I understood that love may not mean possession."
The handwriting is still calm and elegant, but the pen is sharp, and the last stroke cuts through the paper.
The final payment is: November 2020, 11
It was the date after she and Mr. Huo set the wedding date.
Wen Ying covered her face, and the paper slipped from her hand and fell lightly onto her lap.
Through the cracks between her fingers, Wen Ying's eyes flashed into frames that were automatically cut. Ten years ago, she accidentally broke into the Fu Family Garden and felt amazed and distressed by the sixteen-year-old Fu Yanlou. It was her in Hong Kong City. She fell in love with Mr. Huo at first sight when Fu Yanlou first appeared in the Wen family ten years later. The moment their eyes met, he said a gentle hello, and she said the same two words to him in a strange and polite way.
I still remember clearly to this day that he smiled so softly after being stunned for a short time. At that time, Wen Ying was still thinking about why this man was a little strange.
It's because he still remembered her ten years after they broke up, but she had forgotten him long ago.
For a moment, Wen Ying's heart seemed to weigh tens of millions of pounds, and she felt like she was being pressed so hard that she couldn't breathe.
In the years that she didn't know, he alone carried the memories of the two of them. It was also in those years that she forgot that he left a letter that he did not send to her every year.
If she hadn't accidentally discovered it, she would never have been able to spy on his secret turmoil, which was so earth-shattering.
He stirs up troubles in the business world, but has low self-esteem and vulnerability in relationships.
But it happened to be like this, which suddenly shattered her defenses.
Her chest felt so tight that it was suddenly hard to breathe, and Wen Ying didn't dare to think about the past.
As long as you think about it, you will think of those days when he silently missed and endured.
How did he get here?
Wen Ying bowed his waist, unable to hide the sourness in his heart, and the feeling of bloating became increasingly intense.
Those sad emotions reached her eyes, making Wen Ying's eyes sore that she was about to shed tears.
Wen Ying's long silence finally made Fu Yanlou realize that something was wrong with her. He pushed away the laptop. He dropped the work at hand and walked towards Wen Ying, hugging Wen Ying to his body.
"what happened?"
The voice was tense yet gentle, and the pity was clearly visible to Wen Ying.
Wen Ying grabbed his clothes and raised her head, her eyes sparkling with tears, and tears were crumbling in her eyes, "Fu Yanlou, you..."
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