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"Xiaoqian, do you know that the most important thing for two people to be together is trust. I don't want to hurt Mieko because of my distrust."

"But your excessive trust may hurt yourself." Lu Xiaoqian shook his head.

"That's it, one is willing to fight and the other is willing to suffer." I said frankly: "Since I choose to do this, I have already prepared to face the consequences of what happens in the future. No matter what, this is my choice , I will bear it."

As I said that, I stretched out my hand and patted Lu Xiaoqian on the shoulder: "Anyway, thank you, Xiaoqian."

Seeing that I have made up my mind, Lu Xiaoqian could only follow my will and said, "As a brother, I support your decision."

Walking out of the breakfast shop, Lu Xiaoqian asked me: "Brother Xiang, are you okay later? If you're okay, come with me to the hospital."

"What's wrong?" I looked up at Lu Xiaoqian: "You don't hate the hospital the most, why did you suddenly take the initiative to run to the hospital? Or are you sick somewhere?"

While talking, I looked Lu Xiaoqian up and down.

"No, brother Xiang, you are overthinking." Lu Xiaoqian dragged me to the hospital while explaining: "It's like this, I was hospitalized before, and I met a buddy in the hospital. Once we get to know each other, we become friends. Today is the day of his operation, so you and I will go see him and introduce him to you by the way."

People who can make friends with Lu Xiaoqian are naturally not bad, I followed Lu Xiaoqian to the hospital.Along the way, I asked several times about his friend's situation, but Lu Xiaoqian just didn't say anything, saying that I would know when I got to the hospital.Being made such a fuss by Lu Xiaoqian made that person even more mysterious, and made me even more curious about that person.

Walking to the entrance of the hospital, I glanced at the nearby fruit stand, grabbed Lu Xiaoqian and asked, "Xiaoqian, why don't we just go there empty-handed, why don't we buy some fruit?"

After thinking about it, Lu Xiaoqian said: "You're right, why didn't I think of this before. The first two times I went there empty-handed, and now I think about it, it's quite embarrassing."

Smiling and patting Lu Xiaoqian, the two of us walked to the fruit stand.

Following Lu Xiaoqian, he found a ward and went in. Lu Xiaoqian stopped on a bed by the window, and said to the man who was reading on the bed: "Brother Zhang, are you reading again?"

Hearing Lu Xiaoqian's voice, the man put down his words and looked at Lu Xiaoqian with a smile and said, "It's not like you don't know, I've been lying here every day, what else can I do without reading?"

The man leaned against the head of the bed with his hands propped up, which allowed me to see his appearance clearly.The man is very mature, with thick and dark eyebrows, he looked at us with a smile, cheerful and generous, giving people a very close feeling, which made me like him involuntarily and wanted to make friends with him.

Lu Xiaoqian smiled, pointed at me who was standing aside and introduced: "Brother Zhang, let me introduce you. He is my good brother, Li Xiang, whom I often mention to you."

As he said that, Lu Xiaoqian pointed to the man on the hospital bed again: "He is what I told you just now, a friend I met in the hospital, named Zhang Liguo. He is older than us, and he is 28 this year. Let me tell you something Things, you must not think of it."

While talking, Lu Xiaoqian put the fruit he just bought on the cabinet next to Zhang Liguo's bed.

"What?" I looked at Lu Xiaoqian curiously.

"You can't imagine what Brother Zhang has been through for so many years. You can't even guess how he got here all these years." Lu Xiaoqian looked at Zhang Liguo on the hospital bed and said slowly.

"Hehe, I'm not just mentioning this trivial matter." Although Zhang Liguo was smiling, a trace of loneliness flashed in the corner of his eyes.

Listening to Lu Xiaoqian and Zhang Liguo's words, I was even more curious about what this man had experienced and why he had such a look just now.

"Brother Zhang, let Xiaoqian tell me about your deeds to satisfy my curiosity." Taking a step forward, I begged Zhang Liguo.

Lu Xiaoqian also said on the side: "Just let me tell Brother Xiang. If you don't let me tell, I will feel uncomfortable in my heart, especially when I see you like this."

Zhang Liguo shook his head helplessly when he saw that he couldn't beat us.

Lu Xiaoqian knew that Zhang Liguo was acquiescing, so he began to say to me: "Brother Xiang, you must not have guessed, in fact, Brother Zhang has been lying in the hospital for five years. Two or three times a year. When he told me these things, I felt sorry for him, and I really don’t know how he survived for so many years.”

Lu Xiaoqian, who is usually carefree, choked up his voice at this time, and I was even more stunned by what Lu Xiaoqian said.Five years, it is hard for me to imagine how a person survived five years in the hospital.Letting Lu Xiaoqian stay in the hospital for half a month would almost kill him, while Zhang Liguo stayed in the hospital for five years.

I also felt quite uncomfortable in my heart, and I stared at Zhang Liguo in a daze, not knowing what to say.

Unexpectedly, Zhang Liguo laughed instead at this time. He pointed at me and Lu Xiaoqian and said, "What's wrong with you two? Why do you both look like mourners? I'm still alive and well, I'm not dead yet, you guys Hurry up and put away this expression, and smile."

The most uncomfortable person at this time should be Zhang Liguo, but at this time, not only did he not show any sadness, but he comforted us in turn, how strong and optimistic is he?

Seeing Zhang Liguo with a forced smile made me even more uncomfortable.

Seeing that we all looked at him with such expressions, he smiled and said to himself: "Actually, I am quite a tragic person. Since August [-]th five years ago, my life has undergone tremendous changes. .”

Zhang Liguo looked at a corner and slowly recalled: "Five years ago, my right leg was broken in a car accident. Although it was reconnected later, unfortunately I got osteomyelitis. I still can’t walk. It’s been five years, and I’ve had twelve surgeries. During these five years, I’ve experienced so many things, I’ve heard everything, I’ve seen every look. got used to."

"Whether my leg will recover or not only God knows. I have been working hard to persevere. I have suffered too much in these years. Many people have advised me to amputate my leg. I will be relieved after the amputation." " Zhang Liguo smiled, full of bitter taste: "What surprised me the most was that my girlfriend who had been with me for more than two years broke up with me not long after I had a car accident. The woman I want to marry, I didn't expect her to be so heartless, and after more than two years of relationship, she finally lost to this realistic society. She broke my heart and made me live in the shadows."

I didn't know how to comfort Zhang Liguo, my heart was turbulent, after hesitating for a moment, I said to Zhang Liguo: "Brother, you have suffered."

"It's nothing. I've made it through the most difficult time." Zhang Liguo shook his head firmly: "I've understood the same in the past five years. No matter what kind of pain, as long as you are happy, you can get over anything. As long as Make yourself happy, time will pass quickly, and time can erase everything."

Zhang Liguo looked at me and Lu Xiaoqian: "If I have faith in my heart, I can get through anything. In fact, I am my biggest motivation. No, I will have the No. 13 operation in a while, and it will be the last time. Whether I can stand up or not depends on this time."

Although there was too much bitterness in his words, Zhang Liguo kept smiling firmly, showing his most optimistic side in front of Lu Xiaoqian and me.Only he himself knows how much pain he has experienced in the past five years, but he has not given up on himself, but has become stronger.

I held Zhang Liguo's hand tightly. I knew that what I said at this time was false. The most important thing was to give him strength and confidence, so that he would have more courage to persevere.

While we were chatting, a doctor came over and told Zhang Liguo to prepare for surgery in an hour.Zhang Liguo smiled and nodded to the doctor.

Just as the doctor walked out, Zhang Liguo's parents also came in, and they asked Zhang Liguo to ask for his health.Zhang Liguo said to his parents with a smile: "Parents, don't worry, I will be fine."

Time passed, and soon it was time for Zhang Liguo's surgery, and Lu Xiaoqian and I followed him to push him to the operating room.

I said to Zhang Liguo: "Brother Zhang, this is your last operation. Don't worry, this operation will be very, very successful. After a while, you will be able to stand up again. Your persistence and hard work for so many years It won't be in vain."

"Brother Zhang, we are waiting for you outside, you must fill yourself with information." Lu Xiaoqian also said: "When you recover from illness, let us go out and have a good drink."

"Okay, I'm waiting for that day to come." Zhang Liguo smiled at us persistently.He wants to use his smile to reassure us, but the more he is like this, the more we feel sorry for him.

When Zhang Liguo was pushed into the operation, we were blocked outside the operating room, watching the red light on the wall turn on, displaying the words "in operation".

Surgery, this is a very long and difficult time, especially for the family members who have been waiting outside, it is extremely difficult.Lu Xiaoqian and I checked the time from time to time, calculating when Zhang Liguo would come out of the operating room.It's just that time is getting slower and slower, making people more impatient.

In a blink of an eye, it was almost noon when Mieko was out of school. Before I could call Mieko, she called me first.

"Boyfriend, I have something to do at noon, so I may not be able to go to dinner with you." Mieko's sweet voice came from the other end of the phone: "I just called to tell you, don't come to pick me up at noon, to save you Make an extra trip."

Before I could speak, Mieko had already finished speaking to me.Hearing Mieko's words, he was taken aback for a moment, she just came back, what could be the matter?After a moment of hesitation, I asked, "Oh, what's the matter with you?"

"Um, that's right... I just came to the meeting in Beijing. I haven't seen you for a long time, so I went out to have dinner with them." Mieko explained.

"Well, well, go and have dinner with them. I'll pick you up in the evening."

"Ah, boyfriend, I just made an appointment with them, and I want to go out with them, maybe it will be late." Mieko hesitated: "Otherwise, I can go back by myself at night, don't worry boyfriend, I can find you House's."

Mieko already said that, so I had no choice but to agree to her.

After hanging up the phone, Lu Xiaoqian looked at me and asked, "Is Mieko calling?"