Extreme addiction

Chapter 20 The bad news comes

"Girl, you are the first person he brought home. I can see that he likes you very much. As he said, you are a friend, even a friend."

She held Su Qingfeng's hand tightly, "Girl, I want to shamelessly ask you something."

Grandma's eyes were pleading, and her pupils were moist.

"Can you, if you are friends, can you always be friends with him? Don't abandon him. He can no longer stand the abandonment of others. Believe me, he is really a good child."

When grandma said this, she didn't know what she thought of, and her eyes were filled with tears, until a warm drop fell on Su Qingfeng's hand.

Su Qingfeng suddenly felt sad, Doctor Pei...

What exactly did you go through...

"Okay, I promise you, grandma, don't cry."

She gently wiped away her grandma's tears with her hands.

"Don't cry, Dr. Pei will feel sorry for you."

She held Su Qingfeng's hand tightly.

"Thank you, thank you, girl."

This made her feel relieved, at least after she left, there would still be someone Xiao Jing cared about in this world.

This way he won't do anything stupid.

This child's life has been too hard since he was a child, and there are too many injustices in this world.

How could such a child grow up like this?

Pei Jing was chopping vegetables in the kitchen. His eyes were downward, and his eyelashes cast a thick shadow under his eyes.

His figure was also facing the light in the kitchen, and his eyes were shrouded in darkness.

Why do I feel heartbroken every time when he says it doesn't matter.

Just like it doesn't matter if you're alive, it doesn't matter if you die.

But every time, every time when he felt it didn't matter, he would encounter something more terrifying than nothing.

A tear fell from the corner of Pei Jing's eyes and fell to the ground. At the same time, the knife fell from his hand and hit the fingers of his left hand.

The splattered blood stained the medical records next to the cutting board.

Wang Guichun's name is written on the medical record, and his age is 72.

Lung cancer.

Su Qingfeng looked at the shadow in the kitchen. He was almost 1.8 meters tall and had a stooped back. He was always frozen in place, like a painting that had been torn into pieces and put together neatly.

Su Qingfeng felt something was wrong. Such an atmosphere made people feel so sad.

She whispered to her grandma: "Grandma, I'm going to help Dr. Pei."

Grandma couldn't help but nod, "Hey, okay, okay."

Su Qingfeng walked to the kitchen. When she stepped forward, she suddenly saw the medical record in front of Pei Jing, and her pupils shrank sharply.

Wang Guichun, 72 years old.

She looked at Grandma suddenly.

turn out to be···
It turns out that those words he said to her were because he knew that he...

She looked at Pei Jing. He lowered his head and his eyes were covered by his bangs.

But Su Qingfeng still saw the tears on his face, the restrained shoulders, and the rapid breathing.

Su Qingfeng turned her back and gently closed the kitchen door.

Her eyes were red.

If grandma leaves, Dr. Pei will be the only one left in the world.

"Girl, Xiaojing is a very good child. He has never hurt anyone. If you can, please stay friends with him..."

Su Qingfeng lowered her head and replied softly: "Yes, I understand."

Su Qingfeng walked behind Pei Jing and covered Pei Jing's eyes with her hands.

He was very tall, so Su Qingfeng was very close to touch his eyes.

This posture is like a hug from behind, and it is also a posture to protect others from the wind and rain.

Pei Jing suddenly couldn't help it anymore. His tears moistened Su Qingfeng's hands and his shoulders were shaking.

But no sound was made.

Maybe he was afraid that grandma in the living room would hear it.

Su Qingfeng couldn't say a word of comfort.

What could she say, that such a day would happen to everyone?

If everyone didn't care, if everyone was open-minded, feelings wouldn't be so complicated.

She can't do anything.

Pei Jing's hands were clenched into fists, and veins popped out in his arms.Su Qingfeng raised her eyes and tried to hold back her tears.

Seeing him like this reminded her of her darkest day.

The person she couldn't wake up even if she tried her best, the person she couldn't catch up with even if she ran desperately, the person who could easily abandon her.

The person she loves most in this world.

Now he is lying in that tomb like that.

Dead people cannot understand living people, so who is suffering more?

But Dr. Pei was different from her. Grandma was taken away by fate, by birth, old age, illness and death.

She is not the one who abandoned Dr. Pei, she is the one who loves Dr. Pei.

And her mother was taken away by so-called love.

Su Qingfeng sighed softly, and she held his injured hand.

Her voice was very soft, so soft that only two people could hear it.

"Dr. Pei, let's cook. Grandma wants to eat your cooking."

She cannot see the suffering in the world, even if she herself suffers.

God is unfair. After closing a door, he will also close a window.

But even in a world without doors and windows, in a world without a trace of light, you can still barely survive, right?

Pei Jing's hand loosened.

He whispered tremblingly: "Yeah."

Su Qingfeng's eyes were red, "Where is your medical kit? Or do I need to go home to get it?"

Pei Jing remained silent.

His medical kit was given to her.

Su Qingfeng knew.

"Wait for me five minutes."

When Su Qingfeng came out of the kitchen, she straightened her expression. She asked her grandma for a reason and went home to get a band-aid.

2 minutes later, Su Qingfeng came back.

Pei Jing was chopping vegetables in the kitchen, and the cutting board was washed clean, as was the blood on his hands.

Like nothing happened.

"Doctor Pei?"

Pei Jing turned his back to Su Qingfeng and shook his head.

"No, grandma will be worried when she sees it. I just don't need my left hand when eating later. Put a band-aid on it and it will be more obvious."

Su Qingfeng looked at the band-aid in her hand and held it tightly in her hand.

"it is good."

Before leaving the kitchen, Su Qingfeng said to his back: "Your friend is very worried about you."

After saying that, she closed the door gently.

Pei Jing's body stiffened.

Worry?

Before this, only Grandma was worried about him in this world.

Pei Jing laughed at himself.

Haven't you heard enough of these words?

All worries will eventually turn into worries about getting too close to him, and fear of getting too close to him.

They will all become fake.

but.

Pei Jing's eyes were red.

He murmured: "But... Su Qingfeng, you comforted me."

At least this moment is not fake.

Su Qingfeng sat back on the sofa and held her grandma's hand.

"Grandma, look at Dr. Pei. He is good-looking and good at studies. He has become the chief surgeon in the largest hospital in Bei City at such a young age. He will definitely have a bright future and will definitely make many friends, and there will also be people who like him. people."

Grandma’s eyes turned into slits when she smiled.

"Yes, yes, everything will be fine."

Could the girl in front of me be the one who changes everything?

　Pk may be dead, sad
　　
　
(End of this chapter)