Extreme addiction

Chapter 39 Regret for refusing to confess
"I told you, don't lose sleep because of Su Qingfeng, don't lie on such a hospital bed because of Su Qingfeng. Pei Jing, I seem to have guessed what she said, Pei Jing, I am already important to you Has it come to this?"

Su Qingfeng looked at Pei Jing's beautiful hand with an intravenous drip, and she gently held his knuckles.

She whispered: "Pei Jing, don't be like this, I'm very worried about you now, very worried..."

I can't ignore you, I have become your weakness, but if one day you become my weakness, the Ruan family is watching behind you...
But if I leave like this, wouldn't it be too cruel for you?

To you, the words Su Qingfeng are already so important. Can you still forget them in this life?
Su Qingfeng put Pei Jing's hand in her palm. He seemed to be scared, his hands were sweating a lot, and he shouted her name over and over again.

She responded to him over and over again, "Don't be afraid, I'm here."

Pei Jing's eyelashes trembled, and suddenly there seemed to be a light in front of his eyes, tearing through the boundless darkness.

He opened his eyes slowly.

Four eyes facing each other.

Pei Jing's hand trembled slightly, and he seemed to feel the warmth of another person in his hand.

At this moment, their fingers are intertwined.

The heartbeat heats up rapidly.

Su Qingfeng saw him waking up and wanted to take out his hand.

But Pei Jing suddenly moved, and his strong hand clasped Su Qingfeng's hand, preventing her from pulling away.

Su Qingfeng's body trembled, and she looked at Pei Jing in disbelief.

Pei Jing's eyes turned red and his voice was hoarse as he said, "I regret it."

Su Qingfeng's pupils widened.

regret what?
He held her hand tightly, telling her that he regretted rejecting her.

Su Qingfeng was suddenly at a loss.

Pei Jing said again: "I regret it."

His voice was trembling, which was the result of extreme restraint.

Su Qingfeng calmed down and took a deep breath.

"Pei Jing, what did she say to you?"

This she is referring to Ruan Jinyu.

Pei Jing said nothing, just looked at her with red eyes.

"Pei Jing, I don't need your pity. You rejected my confession to you. What she said about my poor past made you regret it. The Su Qingfeng who you once were made you regret it, but I am not The Su Qingfeng from before."

Su Qingfeng tried to stretch out her hand again, but it didn't move at all.

He looked into her eyes and said extremely seriously: "Su Qingfeng, no matter it was before or now, you are Su Qingfeng. To me, these three words have never changed. It's because I'm too conceited. Big, I thought... I thought you were living a good life... I... didn't find you... What I said to you that day was that I deserved to die. Who am I to say that you don't love yourself? Now I, pray for your love, Su Qingfeng, please, look back at me again."

Su Qingfeng's hands trembled slightly, and she murmured: "Even if... you are abandoned by me in the future, will it not matter?"

Pei Jing said resolutely: "Yes, it doesn't matter. I just want to guard you now. When you don't need me anymore, I will disappear. Please..."

He didn't want to worry about anything, he just wanted to be by her side.

What is the so-called world, what is fear, everything, it doesn't matter anymore.

The reasons for rejecting her turned into a sharp knife in my heart.

Doesn’t he, Pei Jing, also hate himself?Doesn’t he love himself too?What right did he have to say that she didn't know how to love him after what happened to her?

What a disgusting sentence.

He humbly prayed: "Please, Su Qingfeng, you don't look scared in my eyes anymore. Please, look at me again."

He prayed almost choked.

Su Qingfeng held his hand tightly.

"Pei Jing, you said that there is no reason for love. I believe that there is indeed no reason for falling in love with someone at first sight, but I need a reason for your love. This is too heavy and too unbelievable. So , when I come back after recording the show, give me your answer, I don’t have to have an answer, I just want to know the truth.”

Pei Jing's body trembled...
"Okay?"

He choked and said, "Okay."

He will tell her, definitely...
"So, in the month after I leave, will you wait for me to come back every day? Don't be sad, don't be sad, it is a surprise that you are looking forward to every day, and I am the same."

Su Qingfeng hugged him.

Their hands were still clasped together. "good."

Pei Jing's head was buried in Su Qingfeng's shoulder and neck.

He hugged her hard, fearing that she would disappear from his arms in the next second.

"release."

Pei Jing stiffened.

Su Qingfeng said helplessly: "Relax, I'll order takeout."

She heard Pei Jing's stomach growling. During lunch break, Ruan Jinyu didn't eat because of this.

Pei Jing let go obediently.

Su Qingfeng picked up her phone and ordered seafood porridge.

Originally, Su Qingfeng wanted to leave after ordering the takeout, but looking at Pei Jing's pitiful eyes, she softened her heart.

"Watch you finish eating before I leave."

The takeaway took half an hour to arrive.

"Doctor Pei, what do you want to say?"

She saw that he had been hesitating for half an hour.

The corner of Pei Jing's mouth trembled slightly, and he asked cautiously.

"Can you... not go to the drama?"

Su Qingfeng picked up the takeaway hand and paused.

Don’t want to fall in love?

She turned around and smiled: "I have to pay a large amount of liquidated damages."

Pei Jing said without hesitation: "I have money."

Su Qingfeng laughed. Of course she knew that Pei Jing was rich. She knew it when she was at the Ruan family.

"But it doesn't seem cost-effective to pay this money."

There was a hint of darkness in Pei Jing's eyes, she rejected him.

Su Qingfeng couldn't help laughing when she saw him looking like a puppy.

She couldn't help but reached out and touched Pei Jing's head.

"I promise you, I'm just going for a formality, and I won't have an affair with a male celebrity. This time, I have other things to do, so I can't break this promise."

Thinking of Ruan Jinyu, Su Qingfeng's eyes flashed with gloom.

Those two siblings are just as annoying as they were when they were kids.

It was her kindness that allowed them to spend so many years safely in the Ruan family.

I remember Ruan Jinyu once had a birthday in high school, and she yelled at her: "Ruan Qingfeng, I am also innocent. Who wants to be born with this status?"

These words made her soften.

After she left the Ruan family, she never targeted them again.

Now, it is delivered to your door.

They had probably forgotten what kind of person she, Su Qingfeng, was.

Seeing the gloom in Su Qingfeng's eyes, Pei Jing hugged her again.

"What happened in these years?"

Su Qingfeng's eyelashes trembled slightly.

"A lot of bad things happened, but they all passed."

Pei Jing's heart ached, why did he not find her in the first place and let her go through so much.

"sorry."

(End of this chapter)