Extreme addiction

It doesn't matter

Thinking of the four years I spent with Shen Su and the six years I spent watching him.

Now that I think about it, it seemed like it didn't matter at that time.

If he passes by, he will take a look. If he does not see it, he will not see it.

When eating, if you order something you like, eat it. If you don’t like it, eat less.

What is the so-called, everything seems to have nothing to do with it.

Until then, my mood began to fluctuate like never before, and my heart, which had always been silent, also had many heart palpitations.

Su Qingfeng looked at Pei Jing in front of her.

Probably from the moment he appeared, from the moment she was curious about him, from the moment she used herself as a chess against him, or from the moment she liked him.

Everything started to click.

She would worry about whether he slept well last night, whether he was upset because of her, and whether he had eaten dinner.

Just such a careless little thing.

Just now, she had experienced uncontrollable heartache. When she saw him standing in front of her covered in blood, the uncontrollable panic occupied her entire brain.

This is the second time, the second time in my life, such heartache.

The first time was the day Ms. Mu passed away.

It was also today that she realized that her emotions were still fluctuating like before.

I thought that the day I broke up with Shen Su was already a huge emotional upheaval.

But in front of Pei Jing, he couldn't even stand a chance.

Su Qingfeng looked at his eyes gently and touched his face.

"Ajing, you are very important. You are very important to me. So even if it is for me, you must love yourself and cherish yourself."

Pei Jing was startled, she said... He is very important?

Su Qingfeng hugged him and buried her head on his shoulder. She turned her head and breathed slowly on his ear.

"I love you."

Pei Jing's pupils tightened, and the shock in his eyes could not calm down.

Su Qingfeng didn't hear his answer, but she felt it. His whole body was completely stiff.

The corners of her mouth slowly curved into a beautiful arc, and she opened her mouth again and repeated in his ear: "I love you, A Jing."

"Boom boom boom..."

Pei Jing's heartbeat reached [-].

Su Qingfeng could clearly hear his heartbeat.

She slowly let go of him, and then looked into his eyes addictedly.

Pei Jing's eyes reflected the girl in front of him, his gaze involuntarily gentle and indulgent.

"I said, I love you."

She looked him in the eyes and said again.

"I love you" three times finally brought Pei Jing back to reality.

He seemed to have had a dream just now, a dream that he thought would never come true.

An answer that will never be found even if it is buried in the grave.

"Susu..." His voice was low and hoarse, filled with infinite love.

"What did you...say?" He was trembling in disbelief and wanted to confirm again.

He hugged Su Qingfeng's waist and used a little force, but he was careful not to hurt her.

He just wanted her to get closer and fulfill his greed.

Su Qingfeng smiled softly and spoke with infinite nostalgia.

"I love you, Pei Jing."

First and last name.

At that moment, Pei Jing's breathing truly stopped.

After three seconds, his chest began to rise and fall.

Suddenly, a smile that looked like crying broke out from the corner of his mouth, and his eyes turned red.

"Am I... dreaming?"

Su Qingfeng shook her head firmly, "No, I'm not dreaming."

His Susu said she loved him.

This frenzied heartbeat told him that he was really not dreaming.

After a while, he hugged Su Qingfeng tightly and choked with sobs: "I love you, Su Su, I love you..." "Well, I know, I know..." She comforted him gently.

Pei Jing's trembling hand gently stroked Su Su's hair, then he closed his eyes and slowly lowered his cool lips.

Su Qingfeng also closed her eyes gently.

Pei Jing is very gentle. Even though he is eager, he is still gentle.

She likes A Jing like this very much.

Just one kiss.

Pei Jing opened his moist eyes, and his eyes seemed to be filled with stars.

"Susu..."

Su Qingfeng chuckled and said "hmm", then turned around to get the medicine prescribed by the doctor for Pei Jing.

Although the atmosphere was well set up, her Ah Jing was not a doctor at the moment, but a patient.

"Come on, take your medicine."

She handed the medicine to Pei Jing's mouth.

Pei Jing lowered his head and touched her hand with his lips, his face turned red.

He thought that he might not be able to sleep again tonight.

The lights are off.

Su Qingfeng and Pei Jing fell asleep hugging each other.

The hospital bed is small, but it is just right for them.

It was dark all around, but no one closed their eyes.

Su Qingfeng couldn't sleep either.

Pei Jing said softly: "What's wrong, Su Su? Can't you sleep?"

"Well...I haven't asked you yet, A Jing, why...didn't you go to Xishanling?" Her voice sounded a little dull.

The person who was supposed to go to Xishanling showed up in Shayang City. He deceived the person she arranged and deceived her.

More importantly, how did he know that she would have an accident, and how did he find out about the group of people she arranged.

What he did was nothing like a doctor.

Pei Jing tightened his arms around her slightly and said in a dry voice: "Susu...I..."

Many things cannot be explained.

Because once explained, she would be in the same danger as he was.

Even though she had suspicions and speculations in her heart, he still couldn't express them openly.

"Ajing, it seems there are many secrets."

A child with no background in the mountains has so many secrets. What has he experienced?

W organization···
Dr. Pei, how did he get involved with Organization W?

"What are you going to do now?"

A flash of surprise flashed in Pei Jing's eyes.

She stopped asking. Since she didn't want to talk, what was the point of asking again.

"Although I don't know Dr. Pei's secret, I probably guessed that Dr. Pei did it for me."

Su Qingfeng turned around and faced him.

Pei Jing stroked Su Qingfeng's hair.

"Susu, sooner or later you will know the truth."

And when that day comes, it's when you leave me.

I really hope that one day, it can be slower and slower.

Su Qingfeng felt a little uncomfortable and annoyed.

"But are you going to face those dangers alone? Do you think I can stay out of it? I won't say what I can't say, but what about the things I can do?"

She was not angry because Pei Jing hid something from her, she was angry because he wanted to face it alone.

"Ajing, I am not a dodder flower, and I will never become a dodder flower. I am not the woman standing behind you."

Pei Jing took a breath and said, "I know."

"So, if Ajing doesn't want my affairs to be my business alone, don't do such dangerous things alone in the future."

Su Qingfeng's tone was very gentle, but Pei Jing understood what she meant.

(End of this chapter)