Reborn 1980, Dr. Su became popular in the XNUMXs

The smell of blood gradually filled their lips and teeth.

There had never been a kiss so brutal, so rich, so bad as this one.

Su Xiaoli was almost suffocated by him, until she couldn't stand the pain on her lips anymore, and she pushed Gu Feihan away with all her strength.

Su Xiaoli couldn't help but tremble, her lips were already a real and beautiful color.

The pupils were frighteningly dark, as if they were looking into a dark void.

Her eyes slowly filled with water, filling her eyes. Everything in front of her eyes gradually became blurry. The seawater surged higher and higher that night...

Su Xiaoli lowered her shoulders and closed her eyes.

How I want to leave this world as I wish.

Disappear completely that night, no longer struggling with nightmares and self-doubt.

Gu Feihan also seemed to wake up suddenly in the middle of sleepwalking. His heart suddenly tightened as if he had been hit hard, and his whole body froze, unable to hide his depression.

The madness in his eyes faded away and turned into panic and guilt, like a lion that was full of attack power but suffered infinite injustice.

"Xiao Li...I, I couldn't control it..."

Gu Feihan seemed to have mustered 200% of his courage before he dared to speak, his voice trembling.

He didn't expect that he used so much force just now.

Su Xiaoli finally raised her head, took a few deep breaths, and tried hard to squeeze out a clear light from her empty eyes.

She wiped the blood from her lips and tears from her eyes.

"Gu Feihan, that night was just a nightmare." She did not blame Gu Feihan, but put her hand on his, interlocking their fingers without any gap.

It was too late to doubt myself now.

At the moment when her lip was bitten and bleeding, she seemed to suddenly become much clearer.

Su Xiaoli knew that she was already trapped in it and could not drag Gu Feihan into the water no matter what.

Regardless of whether her psychological trauma can be cured, the most important thing right now is obviously to safely extradite Gu Feihan from the tension and anxiety.

She tried to keep her tone calm.

"I went to see a psychiatrist several times in Hong Kong before. When I first woke up, I could hardly get a good night's sleep."

"From a medical perspective, it is a serious psychological trauma disease."

Gu Feihan heard a "buzzing" sound in his ears, unable to shake himself, he looked straight at Su Xiaoli.

"The whole person has uncontrollable flashbacks to traumatic scenes, insomnia, and nightmares, which are all post-traumatic sequelae."

"Similar to injuries to the brain or body, it requires scientific treatment and needs to be healed slowly. The more you avoid it, the more serious it will be."

Su Xiaoli looked into Gu Feihan's eyes.

The tone is calm, appropriate and steady, and try to express the matter as easily as possible.

"The best treatment method at present is to work hard to face it, so that you can face the negative self."

"It's just that the treatment was temporarily interrupted after returning to school. I didn't expect this matter to have such a big impact on you."

She originally didn't want to talk about her struggling state, as it would be too shocking.

Telling this part of the truth now is not to beg for mercy, but to let Gu Feihan understand that she is working hard to change back to the Su Xiaoli she used to be.

The person who had a close affinity with Gu Feihan in the past.

Gu Feihan's body slowly stiffened, and his hands unconsciously exerted force.

After the anxiety and panic just passed, he felt a little regretful and angry.

"Why didn't you tell me earlier?"

The man blurted out, but his words were softened, gentle and aggrieved, "It's too uncomfortable for you to carry it alone." In the dim light and shadow, Su Xiaoli was silent for a moment.

After making sure that the animal fire in his eyes had slowly faded away, Su Xiaoli put a hand on Gu Feihan's cheek.

"In the Mainland, psychological problems are almost the same as mental illness. I don't want you to worry anymore, and I'm afraid I can't explain why."

Gu Feihan was silent for a moment and said slowly: "How could I miss you so much? This is what makes me most uncomfortable."

His voice was soft and cold, as if he was sighing.

Su Xiaoli hid the look in her eyes and nodded softly, "I'm sorry, I should have told you earlier. Don't be nervous first, okay?"

Gu Feihan was silent for a while, and his mood stabilized, but his tone was still a bit anxious:
"If I knew, I would find a better doctor for you and let you stick to the treatment. I wouldn't let you give up halfway like you are now."

He began to worry about Xiaoli again, feeling a stabbing pain in his heart.

"Well, during this winter vacation, I want to go to Hong Kong Island or Europe to relax and continue my treatment. Do you agree?"

Su Xiaoli wanted to end the topic, "The treatment process does require the support of my family, and even more so, your support."

The man lowered his eyes, hugged her into his arms, and nodded.

"I'll go with you, so don't worry about it. We'll find the best doctor and everything will get better."

Su Xiaoli looked up at him, her nose a little sore, "Well, it's great to have you."

It wasn't until the bedroom door was closed that she slowly leaned against the door panel, unable to hold on any longer.

Everything was hopelessly quiet except for her own increasingly rapid breathing.

Su Xiaoli buried her entire body into the bed and buried her face in her small palms. Tears slowly seeped out from between her fingers.

The tunnels of time are twisted and connected.

That dark night sea and that person were passively projected before her eyes again, and she no longer had the strength to resist.

Maybe Gu Feihan was right. I should have told him earlier and he should have insisted on treatment.

If the treatment was not interrupted, maybe her condition would be much better than now, and her shadow would not overlap with that of Ling Yicheng again and again.

Chaos cannot be broken apart.

When my mind is clear, I watch helplessly as I gradually run counter to the beauty of life.

The heavy feeling of guilt and recurring bouts of confusion made her not know how to love herself and Gu Feihan.

Su Xiaoli was trapped in a small thinking space, bumping around but couldn't find any way out.

She fell into the abyss of nightmare again.

Although Su Xiaoli said she would wait until the winter vacation for treatment, Gu Feihan was worried.

Unable to wait for the winter vacation, the day after he chatted with Su Xiaoli, he spent a lot of money to hire a psychiatrist through a friend in the United States, and invited him to the capital in the name of medical exchange.

On the way there, Su Xiaoli was a little nervous.

Unexpectedly, Gu Feihan was more nervous than she was. His handsome face was covered with a cloud, and the veins on the back of his hand holding the steering wheel were slightly bulging.

Outside the car window, there is a gray sky, brown dead branches, and cold air.

Inviting Jason here this time was one thing to help Su Xiaoli return to her previous appearance. Gu Feihan also wanted to solve and relieve the anxiety and fear in his heart.

He was afraid that he would never be able to go back to his past.

He drove the car with one hand and held Su Xiaoli's little hand tightly with the other, with a slight sweat oozing out of his palm.

Su Xiaoli turned her head to look at him, her long eyelashes trembling, trying hard to force a smile.

This psychiatrist from the United States is named Jason. (End of chapter)