Reborn 1980, Dr. Su became popular in the XNUMXs

Chapter 419 Breaking the pot

Accompanied by Zhang Yun, she walked in the garden of Lu Zhai.

Zhang Yun seemed to hesitate to speak.

"Mom, just say whatever you want to say." Su Xiaoli smiled at her.

"Xiao Li, your belly is almost showing...Mom is thinking, should we find a father for Xiao Ning..." Zhang Yun didn't want to mention her daughter's sad story.

But it is even more pitiful for a grandson to be born without a father.

How could Su Xiaoli not know Zhang Yun's thoughts?

She wanted to pretend to be stupid, but she couldn't stand Zhang Yun's expectant and anxious gaze.

"Mom," she smiled bitterly in her heart, was silent for a moment, and then talked about the past with a natural look on her face.

"Do you still remember the days when my father just passed away, when the two of us and my grandma depended on each other?"

Zhang Yun's feet paused.

Su Xiaoli also knew that she shouldn't mention her mother's sadness, but she had to make it clear to Zhang Yun.

Her tone was calm, with almost no emotion audible: "At that time, grandpa forced you to remarry, and you delayed it for several years."

Zhang Yun's heart swelled and she looked at Su Xiaoli.

Su Xiaoli then said warmly: "You and your father love each other, and you don't want to find an unsuitable stepfather for me, and you don't want to marry someone you don't love, right?"

Zhang Yun still didn't speak. After a while, she nodded.

"Mom, I left Gu Feihan not because I didn't love him, but because he loved me in a way that I couldn't accept."

"Like you, I can't marry someone who doesn't love me, even if that person can be a suitable father."

These days, Su Xiaoli has deliberately slowed down her pace of life.

Firstly, because I was too weak due to various internal injuries in my early years, the doctor’s advice was not to overwork myself. Secondly, I also wanted to seriously sort out my mood.

Although leaving Gu Feihan was a bit extreme, only in this way could the two of them wake up completely.

As a new mother, she also thinks a lot about her children.

The most critical point: Only if she has a correct mentality as a mother, the child will not grow crooked when he grows up in the future.

After living two lifetimes, Su Xiaoli didn't know the importance of a complete family to children.

But this "completeness" doesn't mean just any person.

Rather, the parents’ mentality of loving each other is complete and respectful.

On top of this, giving the child the love of his or her own parents is truly complete.

She had always treated Lu Sinian and Ling Yicheng's expectations indifferently, but she had not thought about them seriously.

I also know that the kindness and righteousness between these two people and myself, the past various and deep friendship, the two people voluntarily and spontaneously take care of themselves thoughtfully, there must be further ideas in it.

It's not like she has never refused face to face, whether it was before or recently.

Especially after coming to Hong Kong Island, the two of them tried various things, but she drew clear boundaries and clearly refused.

She knew in her heart that she purely respected Lu Sinian for her brother.

As for Ling Yicheng, although she was in a daze due to PTSD after returning from the sea, after in-depth psychological analysis and hypnotherapy, she understood that it was empathy, not love.

Since it is not love, no matter who you choose as your marriage partner, you are deceiving and disrespecting yourself and those two people.

It's better to respect her own heart and let nature take its course.

As for Xiao Ning, she planned not to hide it from the beginning.

Tell your children clearly what is good love and what is bad love.

Both adults and children make mistakes.

Just because Dad made a mistake, it doesn't mean that he is bad or bad as a whole.

Now that she told Zhang Yun this, she knew that both her grandparents and Lin Yazhi had tipped Zhang Yun into being a lobbyist for their respective grandchildren.

Zhang Yun couldn't help but frown, feeling a little confused. It seems that my daughter makes more sense...

Su Xiaoli took Zhang Yun's hand, patted it gently, and smiled gently, "Mom, don't think so much, there will be a way to the mountain."

Zhang Yun glanced at her silently and asked coquettishly, "Is that... really no problem?"

"Marrying someone you don't really love will expose bigger problems over time. It's better than the two adults being uncomfortable and the children being uncomfortable as well."

Zhang Yun hesitated for a moment and finally nodded.

Seeing Zhang Yun enter Mr. Lu's study, Lu Sinian approached lightly as soon as the door was closed.

Unexpectedly, the next second, he saw Ling Yicheng walking over quietly.

The two men looked at each other.

They looked at each other with disgust, a look of "I don't know you yet?"

The two people's jawlines were tight, their Adam's apples were sliding slowly, and they were both a little nervous.

Before they had time to rush each other, their ears were already close to the door and their breathing slowed down.

In the study, after Mr. Lu and his wife listened to Zhang Yun's words, they looked at each other and were speechless for a long time.

Lu Sinian and Ling Yicheng stood at the door and listened quietly, feeling increasingly cold in their hearts.

"Xiao Li still doesn't want to..."

"……I heard……"

Although I had expected it, I still sighed deeply.

The merciless rain... it rained and rained, and it kept falling.

The two men broke out and got drunk.

Have a drink and make friends.

Gu Feihan returned to his courtyard.

He was the only one standing there in the huge house. It was obviously a scorching hot day, but he felt cold wind blowing from all sides, blowing towards him, making him shiver with cold.

Mr. Gu kicked him out again and said, "If you can't take Xiaoli home, you don't come back either!"

Why didn't he want to see her, ask her for forgiveness, and take her home?

Although no one has lived in this courtyard house for several years, when Xiao Li first came to the capital, every bit of the two of them living here seemed like a dream, both real and illusory.

His hand couldn't help but touch the pillow next to him, and Xiaoli's innocent appearance when sleeping seemed to be right in front of him.

Gu Feihan's already deep eyes were filled with some obscure pain.

Xiaoli said he did something wrong.

His parents said he had done something wrong.

The third sister also said that he had done something wrong.

How could he not know that he was wrong? He knew it from the beginning.

He knows very well that if you do something wrong, you will be punished, and if you do a sin, you must atone for it.

But who could have known how he would have gotten through those dark nights alone with all the anxiety and wild thoughts.

He admits that he is an extremely selfish person.

It was because of Su Xiaoli that he learned how to love and take care of others, how to chase dreams with her, and how to cooperate with powerful people for a win-win situation.

However, he personally pushed his lover away, so far away that he could no longer see her.

With Xiao Li's character, I'm afraid she will never pay attention to him in this life.

Gu Feihan hugged Su Xiaoli's pillow tightly in despair. The more he recognized this fact, the more his nose became sore, his throat became stiff, and the more tears flowed.

An abyss that cannot be crossed.

It's like I can't take a step forward.