Chapter 150 She Knows It All!Such thoughts emerged so strongly that they almost occupied all of her thoughts.

When the most precious things in this world leave you one by one, you will feel that your whole body and soul have been emptied.

Empty, it is like a leaf fluttering in the air, without landing or support, what can only wait is death and turning into ashes, this is where it belongs.

Opening the huge window, Mo Wan stood up numbly, his face was silent, without the slightest ups and downs of emotion, like a walking dead.

It hurts...it really hurts...the pain is spreading all over my body...

Even taking a light breath felt painful. The people she loved deeply and those who loved her deeply had all left, leaving her alone in this cruel world.

The only thing left to her in this world is hurt, boundless pain, which never made her feel happy and relaxed.

But now, it's time to end, it's time to end everything!

From now on, she will never feel pain, pain, or helplessness forced by life!

Quietly, facing the icy cold wind, Mo Wan stepped forward step by step until one foot was stepped on the air and her body was on the verge of falling. There was no trace of fear on her face, but she became more and more calm and silent, her heart was already dead , what fear?

But just when Mo Wan was about to move her other foot forward, her stomach was kicked suddenly. She froze in place, her gaze dropped to her still flat stomach. The child in her stomach seemed to be In protest of the decisions she made in general.

Child... Mo Wan's hand slowly landed on his stomach and stroked it lightly, his heart felt as if something had touched it lightly, and he woke up suddenly.

Even though she felt that living was so tiring, so helpless and hopeless, the child was a new life, he just came into this world!

Her life is her own, but the child's life is not, she has no right to kill new life!

Bit by bit... Mo Wan's body slid down on the balcony again, biting her lips, she said softly and ethereally to the child in her belly; "Baby, Mommy can't give you a beautiful and rich life, but I will do my best to raise you and grow up, and you will live with Mommy in the future, okay?"

Quietly spent the night in the ward, lying on the bed with her dead father, she was sitting on the sofa with her arms around her knees, lonely and extremely desolate...

And another ward.

Zuo Lan was pale and sleeping on the hospital bed with weak breathing.

But the room was full of people, Pei Yihuan stood tall and straight in front of the hospital bed, while Pei Yijing and Pei Yifeng sat on the sofa and waited quietly...

There are also countless doctors and nurses waiting outside the ward for orders. Compared with the two wards, the difference between the two wards is simply heaven and earth...

The next day.

It was already two o'clock in the afternoon when I got back my father's urn. There was no funeral or condolence.

When she was alive, her father was sick and hospitalized and needed high medical expenses, so she went door to door to borrow, beg, and even kneel down.

But I didn't get a penny, all I got was countless white eyes and curses.

Before he was alive, the world was cold and there was no family affection at all. Now that his father is gone, there is no need for hypocrisy and superficial efforts.

Gently rubbing his fingers on the urn, Mo Wan's eyes were red and swollen, and his voice was hoarse like coarse sand; "Father, there is only Wan'er in your funeral, you won't resent Wan'er, right? Wan'er didn't If you can't get such a long wreath and horizontal plaque for Dad, the handle is really useless, isn't it?"

Other people's funerals are full of scenery, but Dad's funeral is so deserted and shabby...

Her heart was alive as if it had been cut by a knife, and her tears fell on the urn involuntarily, and she wiped it vigorously while murmuring; "Wan'er is useless, Wan'er is really useless...very useless... "

As a child, she is really irresponsible and really useless! !

But there was still the last scene to be filmed in the afternoon, so no matter how sad she felt, she had to insist on finishing the filming! !Because it is your responsibility! !It is also responsible for the entire crew! ! !

Thinking of this, Mo Wan endured the pain in his heart that was about to explode, got up, and rushed towards the set.

Even if this world puts all the pain and suffering on you, as long as you have a reason to live, you must persevere and go on!

At this time, the child in her stomach is the only reason for her to live! !

When we arrived at the set, it was four o'clock in the afternoon. Pei Yifeng had already changed at the set. Seeing her appearance, he frowned and asked, "Second sister-in-law, why are your eyes so red and swollen?"

"I was stung by a bee when I passed the garden just now, and the swelling hasn't subsided yet!" Mo Wan's face showed an extremely unnatural smile; "By the way, is Sister Zuo Lan awake?"

"I've woken up..." After a slight pause, Pei Yifeng glanced at her expression with some scruples, and then said slowly; "Second brother is guarding the hospital..."

The expression still didn't fluctuate at all, Mo Wan just nodded indifferently, and said, "The filming will start soon, I'll go change my clothes first."

"Okay!" In response, Pei Yifeng looked at her back as she walked away, feeling a little eager to slap himself!

Half an hour later, she came out of the dressing room. The redness and swelling on her eyes had been covered by ice cubes. She also changed into a green cheongsam and shawl with light makeup on her. The beauty was fresh and transparent, which was refreshing.

In the villa.

Ah Cao was wearing beautiful clothes that she had never worn before, standing in front of the mirror and constantly looking left and right, with a bright smile on her face.

Bai Mu stood behind her, Junyi's face was full of heavy and indescribable sadness, his voice was hoarse and dry; "Ah Cao..."

"Master Bai Mu, is Ah Cao pretty in this dress?" She blinked her eyes and asked brightly.

"pretty……"

Ah Cao is still smiling brightly; "Ah Cao has never worn such a beautiful dress! Today is the first time I have worn it! But if Master Bai Mu says he is beautiful, he must be beautiful!"

But Bai Mu couldn't bear it any longer. His hands hanging by his sides were tightly closed into fists; "Ah Cao, I'll go to the military commander! I can't let you die instead of me!"

Hearing this, Ah Cao hurriedly grabbed his sleeve, and when he was about to speak, three military commanders walked in, handed a bottle of poison to Ah Cao, and said directly, "It's time."

After saying that, Ah Cao let go of Bai Mu's sleeve, and walked slowly into the room while smiling.

Stepping forward suddenly, Bai Mu held her shoulders tightly... tightly.

"Master Bai Mu, let Ah Cao go to the room, Ah Cao does not want to die in front of you..."

"Ah Cao!" Bai Mu's voice was already hoarse.

"Hey!" Ah Cao replied with a smile, then broke free from his hand and walked into the room, without any hesitation, she unscrewed the poison bottle and drank the poison in one gulp.

When Bai Mu rushed into the room, Ah Cao had already fallen to the ground, he quickly reached out and hugged her in his arms, his face full of sadness; "Ah Cao!"

Ah Cao replied weakly; "Hey! Ah Cao is here!"

"Ah Cao won't be by Master Bai Mu's side anymore, master don't go to bed so late..."

"Ah Cao will not be able to accompany the young master from now on, the temper of the children in the future must be restrained..."

"A Cao will never forget the young master, and will never forget the young master Bai Mu of Ah Cao, but the young master will forget Ah Cao, and will always forget Ah Cao..."

"Ah Cao will live happily in heaven. If the young master always remembers Ah Cao, Ah Cao will become sad because he misses the young master. The young master won't want Ah Cao to be sad, will he?"

With red eyes, Bai Mu hugged her tightly and nodded.

Blood flowed from the corner of her mouth, and Ah Cao looked at her Young Master Bai Mu firmly, as if she wanted to keep him in her mind forever, forever and ever.

"Ah Cao!" Bai Mu called softly.

Ah Cao responded with a red smile on the corner of her mouth, "Hey!"

"Ah Cao!" He continued to call softly.

Ah Cao's eyes were about to close, but she responded with all her strength, "Hey!"

"A grass!"

"Hey!" Her voice was gradually approaching ethereal and nothingness. As the voice fell, her eyes were completely closed, and at the same time, her hands were drooping weakly, and there was no more breathing between her nose...

Feeling his body softening in his arms, Bai Mu's body tensed, and he shouted heart-piercingly, "Ah Cao!"

However, there will never be such a pure and beautiful woman looking at him with a smile, and then responding; hey!

For a long time, the set was peaceful, everyone was attracted in, and some female staff members burst into tears.

In the end, it was Director Liang Zhiming who came back to his senses first, and shouted directly; "Pass!"

Hearing this, Mo Wan and Pei Yifeng separated and walked towards the dressing room respectively.

The assistant director glanced at the lines on the script, and then said to Liang Zhiming; "Director Liang, the last line is all wrong."

"Well, I know." Liang Zhiming took out a cigarette and smoked; "But it doesn't matter whether the lines are right or not, as long as it brings people deep enough feelings, if the two of them really act according to the original script, do you think they will Does it work as it is now?"

Slowly, the assistant director shook his head.

"Then it's over. I'm not a rigid person. It's rare for an actor to bring a character to life." Liang Zhiming took a long puff of smoke.

It just so happened that Mo Wan changed her clothes and came out of the dressing room. Liang Zhiming waved to her and signaled her to come over.

Walking slowly in front of Liang Zhiming, she looked indifferent, and said directly; "If the director wants to say the last-"

"You always bring me unexpected surprises. I like this surprise very much." Before she could finish speaking, Liang Zhiming interrupted her directly.

Mo Wan was startled, and then said gratefully, "Thank you!"

"As an actor, you don't have to memorize the lines exactly, but you have to integrate your own feelings and feelings into it. You are a very good actor!" Liang Zhiming said while looking at her.

It was the first time he heard others affirm and appreciate him so much, the emotion in Mo Wan's heart could not be described in words.

"Also, your salary is 15 yuan, and I have already charged the money into your bank card."

"15?" Mo Wan repeated incredulously, and then looked at Liang Zhiming; "Director Liang, isn't that too much?"

Her reaction made Liang Zhiming laugh; "[-] is your salary, and the other [-] is your final creative income. It touched me very much! The line in the original script is that Ah Cao expressed her love to Bai Mu heart, and then died peacefully in his arms, why would you think of changing it?"

Mo Wan said slowly and softly; "Ah Cao is not a passionate girl at all, she is still somewhat conservative in her thinking, and she is about to die, so why would she express her love for Bai Mu? The result of doing so is nothing more than A hurdle was left in Bai Mu's heart, full of apology and guilt, but it had nothing to do with love, I don't think this is what Ah Cao wanted."

Liang Zhiming nodded; "You have worked hard for a while."

"I'm really grateful to Director Liang for choosing me and for persisting in me." Deeply, Mo Wan bowed to him gratefully.

"Go."

However, Mo Wan did not leave immediately, but thanked the staff on the set one by one.

Watching quietly, Liang Zhiming was very satisfied with the smile on his face.

They also stayed together on the set for a long time, and now that they are about to leave, they feel very sad in their hearts. After greeting everyone, she plans to go to the hospital to see Zuo Lan.

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Zuo Lan had already woken up, her face was still pale, and when her dull eyes inadvertently glanced at the hideous scar on her wrist, she pulled out the IV on the back of her hand as if going crazy.

At this moment, Pei Yihuan happened to walk in from outside the ward, and seeing Zuo Lan's actions, he took two steps forward and held down her arm, preventing her from moving any more.

"Let me go! Let me go quickly!! I really don't want to continue suffering like this!! Why did you save me! Why!!" Zuo Lan's body was struggling and writhing violently, even his voice Tearing like crazy.

She really can't bear herself like this! !Really can't bear it! !

Pei Yihuan's thin lips were tightly pursed into a straight line, but there was a little softness in his low voice; "Zuo Lan..."

Ignoring it, Zuo Lan yelled heartbreakingly; "Don't call me!! Don't bother me anymore!! I want to be freed!! I can't stand myself like this!! I'm really going crazy!!"

The thin lips were tightly pursed, but Pei Yihuan didn't make a sound, he just stared at her deeply, it's better to vent than hold back all the time!

He'd rather see her vent!I also don't want to see her suppress and forbear!

After a long time, Zuo Lan finally calmed down, she was panting violently, her chest was still rising and falling, she was exhausted after just shouting a few words.

Seeing this, Pei Yihuan let go of her, and said coldly to the nurse beside him, "Go get some porridge."

When he turned around again, he saw that Zuo Lan had closed his eyes, his face was peaceful, and the tranquility was a bit strange——

Her eyes narrowed suddenly, and when she stepped forward, Pei Yihuan lifted the quilt with a big hand, only to see that she was holding an apple knife tightly in her hand, and was about to slash at the knife mark on her wrist again.

Grabbing the knife with one hand, the anger in Pei Yihuan's heart was finally aroused, he directly picked up the tea on the table, splashed it on Zuo Lan's face, and said coldly; "Do you really want to seek death like that?"

The sudden coldness on her face made Zuo Lan couldn't help shivering, but her eyes were still tightly closed and she didn't make a sound.

Looking at her, Pei Yihuan's low and cold voice escaped from his thin lips; "You can continue to commit suicide this time, see if I will stop you again, if you think suicide can be worthy of the plane crash* to protect you Dead parents, then commit suicide..."

Hearing this, Zuo Lan's body trembled and her hands were tightly clenched together!

"If you can endure that after your death, the Zuo family, which your parents have worked hard for all their lives, will be destroyed in your hands..."

The sharp and fine teeth bit into her lips deeply, Zuo Lan couldn't bear the huge pain in her heart anymore and cried loudly.

Although his two sentences were extremely short, they hit her weakness and vital point!

"I don't want to be like this either! But now I feel that I am so tired to live!! I really can't stand the way I am now, do you know that?" Zuo Lan looked at Pei Yihuan with tears in his eyes; "Do you know how to fall from a high place? Does it feel like it's on the ground?"

Pei Yihuan stopped talking, and stared deeply at her.

"Can you understand the despair of being alone and helpless? I don't have a relative by my side, only such a disabled self. How do you think I will live in the future? Tell me!"

She couldn't even move, how was she going to survive?She had never felt so hopeless and helpless before!

Staring at her pleading eyes full of tears, Pei Yihuan's heart tightened suddenly, and he hugged her tightly; "Don't be afraid, I will find the best doctor in the world to treat your leg, Yijing, Yifeng And Shuang'er is waiting for you to go home..."

"Home..." Zuo Lan murmured softly with tears in pain; "Do I still have a home?"

"Pei's house has always been your home..."

"What about you?" Zuo Lan's hands tightened his sleeves, like a child about to be discarded; "Will you abandon me?"

Hearing this, another weakened and stubborn face inexplicably appeared in front of Pei Yihuan's eyes, he hesitated for a moment, but still gritted his teeth and replied firmly; "No!"

Immediately, Zuo Lan lay on his shoulder and cried more and more, tears were like broken beads.

Standing outside the door, watching the scene in the ward quietly, Mo Wan knew that he came at the wrong time...

A sharp pain spread in the bottom of her heart, she took a deep breath, then slowly turned and left...

Not long after she left, Pei Yijing, Pei Yifeng and Chen Butler came to the ward.

"Second brother, Steward Chen said that he has something he wants to tell you and Sister Zuo Lan." Pei Yifeng said lightly.

"Yes, Second Young Master." Steward Chen said; "This matter is what the master told me before he passed away. He said that it would be the last gift for Second Young Master..."

Frowning slightly, Pei Yihuan's deep and dark eyes fell on Steward Chen.

"The master said that Miss Zuo Lan fell into the swimming pool when she was 12 years old and was finally rescued. But the one who was rescued was not the Eldest Young Master, but the Second Young Master..."

Hearing this, Zuo Lan's eyes fell on Steward Chen, and he shook his head weakly; "No! I obviously asked Uncle Pei when I was awake, and he said that Pei Yiyou saved me!"

"That's the master lying to Miss Zuo Lan, because the young master got sick because of the master. In the master's heart, he always felt that he owed the young master. At that time, the young master also had a good impression of Miss Zuo Lan, so the master thought that the young master I like Miss Zuo Lan, so I gave this favor to the Eldest Young Master, in fact, it was the Second Young Master who rescued Miss Zuo Lan, after that, the Second Young Master got a severe fever and forgot about it."

Everyone in the room was stunned, completely unaware that there would be such a story behind it.

"Actually, the master can also see that Miss Zuo Lan has been relatively close to the second young master before, and only after she fell into the water has she become close to the eldest young master, and even worshiped him, and the second young master likes Miss Zuo Lan. Anyone can clearly understand that when Miss Zuo Lan chose to go abroad with the Eldest Young Master, he was relieved..."

Butler Chen paused for a moment before continuing.

"On the eve of his death, the master suddenly thought about it. He said that it was he who was sorry for the young master, not the second young master. If Miss Zuo Lan returned to China, he asked me to pass these words on to the second young master and Miss Zuo Lan. I hope that Ms. Zuo Lan can tell who she really likes in her heart, and don't blind her true feelings because of the grace of saving her life. If Ms. Zuo Lan and the Second Young Master really love each other, even if they get married, he will not have any objections. The Second Young Master can divorce the Second Young Mistress, but the condition is that the Second Young Master must pay all of Mo Qizheng's medical expenses, that is, the Second Young Mistress's father. At that time, the Second Young Mistress agreed to marry the Second Young Master. The Second Young Mistress used his wife's urn to threaten the Second Young Master to get married, and all of this was ordered by the Master, and has nothing to do with the Second Young Mistress..."

Pei Yihuan's thin lips were pursed tighter and tighter, while Pei Yijing and Pei Yifeng glanced at each other, and finally understood in their hearts!

Zuo Lan on the hospital bed was also slightly startled, and then looked at Pei Yihuan, she knew that there must be a reason behind his choice to get married, but she didn't expect it to be such a reason...

"This is the handwritten letter left by the master to the second young master." While speaking, Steward Chen handed the letter to Pei Yihuan.

Eyes moved slightly, Pei Yihuan looked at the letter in his hand, what was written in it was exactly the same as what Steward Chen said just now, there was no slight difference.

The only difference is that there is such a sentence left in the letter; Second child, don't resent why I insisted on getting you married at that time. In fact, I just want someone to take care of you for me after I leave!

Clenching the letter tightly with his big hand, Pei Yihuan's eyes darkened like surging waves, as if he was about to be engulfed in it.

With a movement of his slender body, he got up and walked directly outside the ward.

"Second brother, where are you going?" Pei Yifeng looked at his back in confusion.

Without words, and without stopping, Pei Yihuan only left behind the cold aura of his back...

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When we got back to Pei's house, it was already ten o'clock in the evening, the whole house was silent, and the servants had already rested.

Walking upstairs, Mo Wan put the bag on the bed, and accidentally caught sight of the white paper on the bedside, she picked it up curiously.

The room was silent, only the sound of her faint breathing fluttered, and after a long time, she put the paper back in its place.

Unexpectedly, Pei Yihuan and Zuo Lan would still have such entanglements, such old events...

However, she also just wanted to say something to Pei Yihuan, there was absolutely no need for him to put the letter paper in such an obvious place for her to see, really... there is no need...

Did he put the blank paper here to let her see the old man's last words clearly, so that she would stop dreaming in the name of Mrs. Pei, and not wait for him to propose a divorce...

She is also a human being, she is not a rascal, this time when she returns to Pei's house, she simply intends to pack her luggage and leave...

There is no need... There is no need for her to stay here anymore...

With bitterness and pain in her heart, she turned around, and Mo Wan packed her luggage, but in fact, there was nothing to pack, only a few old clothes of hers.

After a short time, everything was completely tidied up, and then she left Pei's house without looking back, and walked into the deep night...

It was already very late at night, and there were no stars in the night sky, and the dark clouds shrouded the entire sky...

On the lonely and deserted street, Mo Wan was pulling the suitcase alone, holding her father's urn in her hand. This is all her family property, and then, she walked forward step by step...

She has always been a person without a home, and she is also the one who will always be abandoned. As Pei Yihuan said, Yijing, Yifeng and Shuang'er are all waiting for Zuo Lan, waiting for Zuo Lan to come home, that is their home ...

And she is just a passer-by in their lives, even if she also likes Yijing, Yifeng and Shuang'er, but she doesn't have any capital to stay there...

Suddenly, a burst of singing came from the empty street, and then slowly...slowly...it floated into her ears.

"A cold snap hits the brightly lit street, the distant tenderness, the unsolvable near-sorrow, are you drifting with the tide..."

Slightly startled, Mo Wan stopped in place, letting the singing surround her.

"Dreams are hydrogen balloons, fly away to the sky, and finally turn into nothing. A person is sleepwalking, like a running rhinoceros, and will not rest until the end. If love needs to be together, hate needs freedom. Love and hate are entangled. endlessly……"

Qiqianzi, please pay attention to the top of today’s update, it won’t be updated until a few words after the update is over, thank you Qiaojie for the [-] big red envelopes, Xiaolan’s red envelopes, and dear cycnhp’s red envelopes , There are a lot of updates today. When you read this chapter, you can listen to Sun Nan's "Salvation". …………………………………………

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