I became famous by doing things.

Chapter 402 400. Digesting emotions
I am too weak, and I can only absorb a small part of the power of the female demon. Now I am like an empty milk tea cup with a straw inserted. It is easier said than done to pour the milk tea back through the straw bit by bit?

But even if I only absorb a small amount of energy, I can already breathe normally...

I nodded, looked at the old man who fainted and said:

"I remember hearing that my grandfather passed away not long after my father was born. I haven't seen him since I was born. Why should I care in the end whether he is my grandfather? He hurt me after he became enlightened. My grandma owed my father and bullied me and killed Fuzi and Lu Tong. "

"In the end, he framed Chang Jiuye and Long Xuanji. Maybe he did something else... He has to pay the price... He is my grandfather, he is the King of Heaven, and he has to pay the price! And... take Lu Tong's body back. , to be reincarnated, you have to... you have to..."

After saying that, I couldn't help but fainted.

I don't know how I lay down and went back. I should have passed into Mr. Chang Jiu's arms at one point, but I directly resisted.

I don’t know whether the rejection was successful or not. I just vaguely remember walking into a familiar embrace and then pushing out with both hands...

Later I fell into a dream, and I saw Lu Tong and Fuzi. They were smiling at me, with tears in their smiles, as if they had finally been freed. Although they died in embarrassment, their bodies and souls were found at least. These two The child can rest in peace.

It's an explanation to their parents anyway. You can't find the body and soul in the end, and you can't be reincarnated.

It's just a pity that Fuzi has only one head left, and I don't know if the body can be found.

When I woke up I was already at home...

Warm bed, quiet room.

I didn't know how long it took to lie there, and suddenly I remembered everything Chang Jiuye said to me after I fell into coma.

It said it never had a good life with me, it blamed me for giving money to Master Wu, and it blamed me for never being happy.

It blames us for always gathering less and staying apart more.

It said it could not tell whose child this child belonged to.

I lay there and thought about it, I may be a good brother, but I am not a gentle wife or a qualified partner.

Will I be a good mother in the future?
"You're awake...I...do you want to drink water?"

Hearing Master Chang Jiu's voice, my nasal passages were a little sore and my eyes were a little red. When I tilted my head, I saw him sitting on the stool next to the dressing table, with a sad expression and looking a little embarrassed, as if he hadn't slept in a long time...

The last time it stayed there was when Hu Tu helped it apply medicine...

It does seem like a long time ago.

After thinking about it, I forced out a smile...

"No... trouble, I'm not thirsty yet. Thank you."

My throat was so hoarse that I swallowed a little embarrassedly, thinking to myself why Zhou Ling, Miao Lexian and the others were not here at this time. They usually wanted to stick to me, but at this time, eh?
Now that the two of us are alone together, I feel a little embarrassed.

Chang Jiuye got up from his chair, walked to my bed and sat down...

The movement was very gentle, but it still made me subconsciously want to hide on the other side...

I didn't want it to feel my retreat, so I kept resisting the movement of my body back. Chang Jiuye sat on the edge of the bed with his head lowered, and after a long time he said:

"I shouldn't have left. I should have waited until you gave birth to the baby and we went together...I should have stayed at the beginning. I shouldn't have left..."

I lay there quietly like a pool of stagnant water. When I saw it complaining softly, I didn't know what to say for a moment, so I had to follow its meaning and whisper softly:

"I'm sorry, I didn't stop you."

Chang Jiuye raised his head suddenly, his eyes full of panic. He quickly grabbed my hand and said anxiously: "That's not what I meant... girl... I didn't mean that... I... I'm sorry, I was too anxious, but You believe me...there is really nothing between us. Later I also checked my body. My brother almost checked me from the inside out. There is really nothing. "

I patted its hand and ignored the sadness in my heart. Since I experienced the torture of the old man Wang Hun for three years, I can often suppress my negative emotions. Otherwise, I would be beaten and insulted so many times for so long. I simply couldn't stand the helplessness and loneliness.

I tried my best to look calm and said softly:
"I know, it doesn't matter, everything will be fine, don't be sad, just go and see our child."

Am I sad...

sad.

My body aches and my heart aches.

But I don't know how I can blame it.

If today it was a transference or physical infidelity with someone else or some frivolous thing with a fairy family, I could get divorced now.

No hesitation at all.

Can…

It left to practice in Hualong Pond in order to become stronger, and I sent Long Xuanji there for it.

The snake sheds its skin at a random time, and it can't be controlled well.

After being put under the spell of ecstasy, nothing substantial happened with Long Xuanji...

Most of what it accuses me of is true.

I can't blame it...

I know it feels uncomfortable too.

So I can only swallow this emotion myself...

Chang Jiuye's eyes turned red when he saw my eyes were red and I was still smiling. He rubbed my hand and said softly:

"The child...the child is very good. I saw him...he is very good, very cute, and chubby. My mother said that he is nothing like me when I was a child...maybe more like you, Xiaobai, you can hit me or scold me." ...Don't do this. I know I said those words, but they are not my true words. I... hit me to relieve my anger. I don't know how I said it."

"But you must believe me. I have never doubted who the child is. I have never doubted your heart for me. You are the only one in my heart. I...I can't speak, but I have given everything I have ...I said it all. I don't want to lose you, don't leave me...don't push me away..."

I couldn't bear to let it feel sad, and it was hard to get over this hurdle, so I gently touched its hand...

what…

These hands are so white.

I felt that I was also hopeless, and at this time I was still thinking about the waste of money, so I said helplessly:
"I can't blame you. I'm just a little tired and not angry. I'm not in good health during this period, so I have to trouble you more to take care of the child. When I get better, I will take the child over. If...you treat the child I have doubts about who the father is. We can do it when the child is older..."

I originally wanted to take a test, but then I suddenly remembered that if the Tengshe clan took a test, would it be possible to detect it?
I swallowed my words halfway, because if I can’t get tested by then, wouldn’t I be digging a hole for myself?

Chang Jiuye shook his head and wanted to say something but didn't say it.

I sighed and comforted:
"You don't need to comfort me. My grandma passed away not long after we came back. I got pregnant not long after we got married. I can understand if you doubt..."

Over the years, I have been able to make myself look extremely calm and calm, even when my heart is full of holes.

It shook its head violently and said a little anxiously:

"Xiao Bai, I don't...I have no doubt, that is my child, I know it."