Refusing to join the underworld: the days of fighting against bad boys

These numb people!I sighed quietly in my heart.At that moment, I had an urge to leave here.I don't want to continue to stay in this insensitive dormitory, and I don't want to live under the same roof with such a group of cowardly, weak and incompetent classmates who are all at risk.Gao Xiaoshan finally finished his meal silently, washed the rice bowl away silently, and lay down on the bed silently.

All afternoon, I was sullen and didn't communicate with anyone.Even when Liu Xing came to chat with me during the break in the military training, I quietly walked away, separating an invisible barrier from him.Song Ying and the others seemed to be aware of my strangeness. A few girls stood with Liu Xing and kept glancing at me, but I pretended not to see them.

I just want to keep my distance from these people, I don't want to participate in any small group, just let me go alone.After the training in the afternoon, I ate alone in the cafeteria, and then went to study by myself in the evening according to the school's regulations.I found an unoccupied corner by the window, and stared blankly at the brand new textbooks.The class was chaotic, with more than 20 boys and more than 20 girls making noise in unison.The head teacher is an old man over sixty years old, and he doesn't know where he is going after walking around.

Is this high school life?Is this the campus life I have dreamed of for a long time?A girl suddenly sat next to me, it was Chu Tingting.I looked up at her, then looked down to read the book.Probably Liu Xing and the others asked her to come and accompany me. They were sitting not far from me.

"Are you okay?" Chu Tingting gently took my book away. [

For some reason, my nose suddenly became sore, and I felt like weeping.I was unconsciously surprised, why would I want to cry?Was it not me who was beaten?But those tears seemed to be really unstoppable, gathered around the eye sockets, just waiting for an explosive point, they would flow down in unison.I quickly lowered my head, afraid that Chu Tingting would see me like this.

I asked myself again in my heart: What is it that I am sad about?Is it because of loneliness?Miss Jin Ren and the others?Yes, it would be nice to be with them, no matter what difficulties we can bear together, my heart will always be warm...

Chu Tingting also got down on the knees and said in a voice that only I could hear: "Don't be sad..."

I ignored it, and Chu Tingting didn't speak anymore, and sat with me like this for a whole night of self-study.My ears were full of laughing and noisy voices, only Chu Tingting and I sat quietly, as if in two worlds.After class was over, the students gradually dispersed, and the surroundings finally became quiet, but Chu Tingting still did not leave.Liu Xing and the others also gathered around and looked at me.

"What's wrong with you, Zhou Ming? Are you unhappy just because I hit someone in your dormitory?"

I stood up and walked out of the door, and a sentence floated over: "Friends like you, I, Zhou Ming, can't afford it."

Back in the dormitory, they no longer had the oppressive atmosphere at noon, they were playing and joking with each other.Gao Xiaoshan was still sitting by the window smoking a cigarette, as if he was thinking about something.

"Zhou Ming, why did you come back? It's good enough, that beauty Chu Tingting actually took the initiative to sit next to you." Wang Qiang smiled at me bewitchingly.

"None of your business." I said coldly.The whole dormitory fell silent again, all looking at me.Gao Xiaoshan turned a deaf ear and still looked out the window.