Refusing to join the underworld: the days of fighting against bad boys

Of course Shunzi knew this, and from the stories Zhao Wusheng told, he also knew that he hadn't been here for many years. If so, how did he know that Zhao Wusheng's grave was here?

Before Shunzi could ask, Zhao Wusheng's next words had already answered his doubts: "This area is our family's ancestral tomb, and our ancestors have been buried here for generations, including my parents."

"So that's how it is." Shunzi sighed, but her heart trembled.Because the place where he is lying now is very likely to be an old man on the ancestor of Zhao Wu.The feeling of lying on a large cemetery cannot be expressed in words alone.

How many people were buried in such a large area?No matter how beautiful he was during his lifetime, he could not escape the fate of ashes returning to ashes in the end.

"Old Tu, wake up, eat something." Zhao Wusheng sprinkled the mutton soup he brought along Lao Tu's grave, arranged fifteen sesame seed cakes in turn, lit three cigarettes and inserted them one by one, and put them on the snowy ground. to pay homage to. [

Zhao Wusheng's voice was very low, as if he was chanting some Buddhist scriptures or something.

While Zhao Wusheng was doing all this, Shunzi was watching from the side without saying a word.

"You seem to be not afraid of death." Zhao Wusheng glanced at Shunzi and asked him again.

"Aren't you too?" Shunzi smiled, "I'm not afraid of death because I've already prepared myself mentally. Ever since I got this damn disease, I've rehearsed how I would die countless times in my mind. How many people will come to pay respects? How many people will shed tears? Will anyone remember me? And so on and other stupid questions. After thinking about it a lot, I feel that death is not such a terrible thing, it is just a long sleep."

"Very good." After listening to Shunzi's long speech, Zhao Wusheng even smiled: "It seems that you have such a deep understanding at such a young age. You are right, there is nothing terrible about death."

"I have always wanted to die, but tonight I wanted to live for the first time."

"Why?" Zhao Wusheng was very surprised.

"Because my parents are together again." Shunzi said helplessly, "Since I got stomach cancer, this is the first time I have developed the will to survive, but you blocked it."