Refusing to join the underworld: the days of fighting against bad boys

I seemed to understand something in my heart, and felt a tingling pain in my heart.

Qin Jie didn't reply to this, and said, "Pour me a glass of water."

Somehow, I walked back and poured her a glass of water.

Qin Jie took out another box of medicine and put it on the table, and asked me, "Do you know what this is?"

Qin Jie went on to say: "This is for abortion." [

Then I heard the sound of my heart breaking bit by bit.For the 16-year-old me who only knew how to study hard, I didn’t even know what a girl’s period was like. As for abortion, it was a distant and unfamiliar word.

Seeing that I didn't speak, Qin Jie said quietly: "I don't want to go through this process alone, so I called you here. If you don't want to accompany me, then go."

I didn't say anything. There are too many reasons for me to refuse this kind of thing, but I don't.

After a long time, I said, "Why don't you ask the mouse to accompany you?"

Qin Jie said, "Him? He's just an asshole. He ordered another one last night."

I froze for a moment and said, "What? What do you want?"

Qin Jie ignored me and smoked a cigarette by himself. I really wanted to understand, and I couldn't help clenching my fists.

I said, "It's your choice to be with him."

When I said this, I seemed extremely calm, my voice didn't even tremble, and I didn't seem to care about Qin Jie's affairs.But only I know, if the mouse is in front of me now, I dare to kill him.

Qin Jie added: "I've been taking this medicine for two days. The doctor said that on the third day, that is, today, take the last pill and it will flow down."

The cigarette Qin Jie was smoking had gradually burned to the butt, and I suddenly realized that Qin Jie was going to take medicine after this cigarette was finished.

I was a little panicked, and said: "Why don't we go to the hospital, the doctor will look at it..."

"No need." Qin Jie threw the cigarette butt away, and said, "I asked a sister, the last time I took the medicine, within 2 or 3 hours, it will come out. I will go to the bathroom in a while, and you will stay outside for a while. Well, I just want someone outside, not so scared in my heart."

While talking, Qin Jie's tears flowed down.I suddenly felt extremely distressed, and I didn't know where the courage came from, so I walked over and hugged her.

Qin Jie didn't refuse, she lay obediently in my arms and said, "Do you think I'm dirty?"

I didn't speak, and hugged Qin Jie even tighter.My dear girl, why are you so stupid?

Qin Jie cried for a while, pushed me away, and said, "The water is almost cold."

Qin Jie held the medicine in his hand, looked at the water glass in a daze for a while, then touched his stomach, put the medicine in his mouth, and swallowed it with water.

I quickly asked: "How is it?" [

Qin Jie smiled bitterly: "How can it be so fast..."

I nodded and grabbed Qin Jie's hand, which was icy cold.Qin Jie said: "Tell me something funny... After a while, my stomach started to hurt, and I went into the bathroom... Don't tell others about these things."

I nodded, trying to think about the jokes I usually read in my mind, but at the critical moment, I couldn't remember any of them.

Qin Jie said, "Forget it, it's really embarrassing for you to tell jokes."