Husband and wife!Your majesty, he invaded with force

Chapter 441 The stakes
Lu Jinhuan spoke calmly, as if he didn't take everything seriously.

Her eyes flashed, "The main reason why he can let me come back is because of Cheng Yu. I can probably guess a little bit. After all, Cheng Yu and I are of the same mind. If he makes me unhappy, I will definitely discuss the court with Cheng Yu." He started because he was afraid."

"So I have to come back. At least I can return to the imperial residence now, and I'm still under his nose."

"In this case, he will naturally have to think carefully about what he wants to use me for."

Hongyu was a little worried and scared, and asked hurriedly: "In this way, it is really not easy for Madam to enter the palace this time."

"It's just that you are still in the imperial residence. If one day he wants to use you again, will it hurt him?"

Lu Jinhuan sighed and could only say that everything is possible.

Therefore, she could not always obey the emperor and stay in the imperial residence. She needed to find a way to escape.

But now is not the time to wait and see what happens.

And there are some things that are not good if they are spoken out. If one more person knows, there will be more risks. Naturally, Lu Jinhuan did not want to tell her these plans.

It's just that Hongyu is a worrier, so she started to worry about Zhaozhao now.

"Madam has come out, but what about the child? Zhao Zhao is still in the palace."

Lu Jinhuan knew that her daughter was her weakness, but she felt soft-hearted for a moment.

I felt a little sorry for Zhao Zhao in my heart.

It quickly dissipated, because what she wanted was freedom and a broader world.

How could she be bound by these things?

Lu Jinhuan could only say helplessly: "She stayed with me for a short time and was always raised by His Majesty. From that time on, I knew that we would not have much chance of contact."

There was a bitterness in her eyes, "The emperor is right when he says something. I am a ruthless and cold-blooded person. I think about myself in everything. When I was born, I just wanted to use her to climb to a higher position."

"Now that I have suffered enough from the high position, I have abandoned her again. The emperor and I are both cold-hearted and heartless people. I really have no qualifications to criticize her."

Hongyu could tell that Lu Jinhuan felt sad.

Let me say some words of persuasion first, "Actually, madam, you can't think like this. You also went through a lot of hard work to give birth to this child and bring her into the world."

"Without you, she probably wouldn't have had the chance to come to the human world. It's just a use. What's the point?"

"Although I'm not very talented and can't tell you any great truths, I have read and heard a lot about stories and intrigues between these women."

"Many women give birth to children to fight for favor. It's not life-and-death, but they do this because they have no other choice."

"Madam is not really such a heartless person. You are just desperate."

Lu Jinhuan finally untied the knot in his heart, and the guilt had almost dissipated.

Hongyu was right, she just couldn't help it.

I can only feel sorry for this child.

Seeing her like this, Hongyu struggled for a while and couldn't help but said: "Madam lives for herself. This is a good thing."

"But have you ever thought about it, if you abandon this child, will she be filled with hatred for you when she finds out that you don't want her anymore?"

"Ma'am, please don't worry too much. When I say this, I actually want you to think more about whether you really want to leave His Majesty completely."

Lu Jinhuan suddenly felt heartache again. Of course she was embarrassed, but also tangled and sad. But she is helpless. Everything in this world depends on fate.

She and Zhao Zhao obviously don't have such luck. She can be a biological mother, but she can't raise her child to adulthood.

"In fact, Zhao Zhao is very good around His Majesty. He will at least treat her much better because of my departure. You also know that the emperor is ruthless. Zhao Zhao is so young, and he will always plot against Zhao Zhao."

"If I continue to do what he wants in everything, I'm afraid he will get worse."

Lu Jinhuan sighed helplessly, "My child and I will probably have to live apart for the rest of our lives. She will definitely be happy as her eldest princess in the future."

After Hongyu heard this, she felt even more sad for Zhaozhao. This child was so obedient and sensible.

Although she had only been with Zhao Zhao for about a month, she was not the biological mother of the child.

But when Zhaozhao went to the palace, she would often think of this child when doing things.

Hongyu didn't believe that Lu Jinhuan was really as relaxed as she said.

I really don't care at all.

Lu Jinhuan noticed something was wrong with her. She felt that Hong Yu was really over the top.

She had not taken this matter to her heart for a long time.

"You just care too much about others. Why should we live for others? Even if this person is our closest relative, we must first consider ourselves."

"When Adi was born, his mother died. My father tried so hard but couldn't save her."

"You don't even know how much my father hated Adi. He said something to me very sadly at that time. The world is difficult. As a girl, if I get married one day, I can't just care about others. You have to think about yourself, even if you are a mother, you are the most important.”

Hongyu looked at Lu Jinhuan stupidly, is there really such a truth in this world?
Wouldn't that be a little too selfish?

Seeing that she couldn't understand, Lu Jinhuan could only tell her the truth from back then, "Why do you say you should consider yourself instead of your children."

"My mother had severe morning sickness at the time, and she was having a hard time getting pregnant with Adi. Naturally, my father didn't want her to continue having this child. He originally wanted to exclude Adi."

"However, my mother was too insistent. She believed that since she brought Adi into this world, she should be responsible for him. She couldn't bear that Adi was gone before he was born."

"In desperation, I let my mother wait until the day of delivery."

Lu Jinhuan sighed heavily, "At the end, mother had a chance to live, but she left it to my brother."

She now also feels that her mother's choice may not be the right one. Just like her father said, why must she persist in giving birth to Adi?

Even his life is gone.

Lu Jinhuan's eyes were slightly red, "At that time, my father made me swear that I would never be like my mother, who cares about her children and not herself."

"So I will not make myself unhappy for the sake of my children, let alone give up everything about myself for my children."

Hongyu was extremely shocked. She had never heard such shocking remarks.

She wanted to tell Lu Jinhuan that this matter was different, but she didn't seem to be able to explain the key point.

I can only give up.

Lu Jinhuan sighed helplessly, "I can only take care of myself first in this matter. As long as I am still in Chenghuan Palace, I am afraid I will die, so Zhaozhao will definitely forgive me and understand me."