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Chapter 154 Psychological shadow
Her third brother knows this common sense!
The children of the Chang family are different from the children of other families in the village. Other families are very secretive about many topics, but the Chang family does not have so many taboos. Sometimes Moran will join in their conversations and talk about these topics with them.

If you have a clean heart, you will naturally not have random thoughts when talking about these things. Unknowingly, you will also gain a lot of knowledge and your ideological awareness will also improve a lot.

So, his third brother knew that Shi Ding was lying to him, why didn't he expose it and still acted with Shi Ding?

What does he want to do?
Shi Jing didn't know what she was thinking, so he smiled and said: "Chang Jiu, you are really worried about your life. Don't worry about your third brother and me. I have a sense of discretion. If it doesn't work out this time, I will leave." He stays far away and doesn’t bother him again, okay?”

As a last ditch effort, I wanted to do something big.

Okay, as long as Shi Ding and his third brother have a sense of propriety, they can do whatever they like, and she will be happy to watch the fun.

The development of things is a bit strange.

Chang Wenping was really avoiding Shi Ding seriously. During the day, he went to look at the decoration of the shop he had just bought. He came back early at night to play with Ling San. If he was in a good mood, he would make dinner for her and Shi Ding to eat together when they came back.

As for Shi Ding, he was busy with schoolwork and being bossed around by Shi Shi. He could only spare a little time to "harass" Chang Wenping every day.

The two people's struggle seems to be at an impasse. They can't go back or move forward, which makes people angry.

What makes her even more angry is the current state of her and Shitou.
Chang Wenping and Ling San were living in the guest bedroom, while Shitou moved to the master bedroom to live with her.

At first, she thought it was simple. The bed was equivalent to a big kang. It was very common to sleep on a big kang in the village, so it was okay for her to sleep with a stone.

On the first night when they didn't share the same bed, Shitou sat on the bedside and worked on his laptop. She wanted to go to bed early but couldn't fall asleep with the light on, so she kicked Shitou out and asked him to come in after he finished working outside. sleep!

On the second night when they didn't share the same bed, Shitou drank some wine while socializing. Even after taking a shower, there was still a strong smell. She tolerated it, but she couldn't bear it. Shitou kept running to the toilet again and again until late at night. After struggling with two stones, she fell asleep peacefully.

On the third night they slept together in the same bed at midnight, her aunt not only had a stomachache but was also irritable and saw that nothing was right. The thing that seemed most wrong to her in the room was the stone, so she looked at the stone with both nose and eyes, but the stone was still there. He shamelessly came over to hold her in his arms and covered her cold belly with his warm hands.
On the fourth night, the two officially began to sleep together in the same bed.

Her stomach no longer hurts, but Shi Shi still holds her tightly.

how to say?

Being surrounded by warmth is quite comfortable.

But choosing a comfortable sleeping position has become a big problem.

Shitou suggested that they face each other. She rested on Shitou's arm, and Shitou put his other arm around her.

Her feedback after trying it was not good!

Why did she put a soft and comfortable pillow instead of a hard pillow that was not ergonomic for her arms? It was unclear whether her arms were numb after one night. She must have a stiff neck.

I don't know if it's a psychological reason or something else, but without her arm resting on her head, whether they were holding her face to face or holding her from behind, the two of them didn't seem to be that close to each other. It felt weird.

Anyway, something just doesn’t feel right.

For this reason, she asked the experienced Li Shengnan for help. Li Shengnan laughed like a pig on the phone and even called Chen Yao to laugh at her.

At eight o'clock in the evening, the three of them gathered in the reception room of Long-term Education.

Chen Yao was very puzzled: "Why do we still need to meet at the company after get off work?"

"The indoor temperature is comfortable, the sofa is soft and comfortable, there are no outsiders to disturb you, and most importantly, all tea and wine are free. Can you find a better place than this?" she asked Chen Yao.

Chen Yao immediately shook her head: "Good company, we will meet here in the future."

Each person had a cup of hot tea and started chatting about serious but also very unseemly topics.

"Changjiu, you're so funny. You actually worry about which position to use when sleeping with your boyfriend. I don't understand. What's the point of worrying about this? Just sleep however you feel comfortable." Li Shengnan teased. After thinking about it, she said: "That's it. When he sleeps next to me, no matter what position he uses, I feel a little awkward. I can't find the state I am in when I'm sleeping. Do you understand?"

"You're nervous!" Li Shengnan concluded.

Chen Yao echoed: "You are definitely nervous!"

No, she had nothing to be nervous about, she wasn't nervous.

There was no point in speaking harshly. Li Shengnan and Chen Yao didn't listen to her explanation at all.

"Although the state you two are in is a bit ridiculous, I always feel that you two haven't reached the last step yet. Am I right?" Li Shengnan approached her and asked her with his big eyes blinking.

She remained silent, silence was the most accurate answer.

Silence, both Li Shengnan and Chen Yao fell into silence.

After a long time, the three of them drank all the tea, and Li Shengnan asked cautiously: "You or Shi Xinghui, do you have a physical problem, a mental problem, or both?"

She replied honestly: "There must be nothing wrong with your health."

That's probably a psychological problem.

"Have you seen the movie? What was it like after watching it?" Li Shengnan asked her.

After thinking about it, she whispered back: "It's quite disgusting."

No matter who the protagonist is in the film, the scene of Zhang Jun and Liu Yang together that she saw before her rebirth will always appear in her mind.
"Where was Xinghui then? Didn't he take the initiative?" Chen Yaobier asked curiously.

She shook her head.

It's really strange. The two of them have been together for a long time. Apart from a kiss, Shitou really didn't seem to have done anything to her on his own initiative.

Li Shengnan, who felt he understood men better, snapped his fingers: "Shi Xinghui has a problem! I know men very well, there is no man who doesn't have three-way things in his head, and Shi Xinghui is definitely no exception. Pretending. If he still doesn’t act, he must be abnormal.”

"Couldn't it be that we respect Xiaojiu's wishes and stand still?" Chen Yao wanted to speak for her old classmate, but she didn't find her words convincing.

They only knew that Shitou had a hard time as a child, but they didn't know exactly why.

But she knew.

Maybe it’s a stone, but it also has a psychological shadow.
Not liking to make assumptions, she asked Shi Shi that night.

Stone:.
The question came so suddenly that he was stunned for a while before answering.

"I don't like to think about many things. It's really disgusting." He replied vaguely.

She automatically matched it with her own guess, couldn't help but hold Shi Shi's hand, and said patiently and gently: "Unpleasant memories are like thorns piercing deep into my heart. It doesn't hurt much but it's very uncomfortable. This feeling I can understand it very well. Let’s find ways to overcome it together and get out of the shadow of the past, okay?”

Shitou held her back and nodded solemnly: "Okay, let's go together."

After saying that, he asked her: "Then what is the first step to overcome the psychological shadow?"

Good question.

This is no small matter, it requires a detailed and careful plan!

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