Don’t be a licking dog when you are reborn.

Chapter 150 Mother and Daughter (2 in 1)

This study notebook of an autistic girl records her nearly three years of learning and growth.

But it only took a few months for it to transform from a study notebook to an emotional notebook.

Nuan Juan's beautiful and powerful brushstrokes reveal her simple and passionate love.

"It turns out that she had the idea of ​​confessing her love so early..."

Straightforward and awkward.

This is my lovely girlfriend.

The more Ji Feng read, the more he liked it. But when he wanted to turn the page and continue reading, he found that the notebook had been torn out in pieces.

Several pages in a row are gone! ~

"Torn apart?"

Ji Feng glanced at the back and saw that it was completely blank, so Nuan Nuan's notebook should end here.

After expressing my love...

What was torn off?

Ji Feng glanced at the notebook. When he hesitated, he suddenly discovered something was wrong.

Of the pages that were torn out, the first two pages were very neatly trimmed.

It should be stuck with a ruler and peeled off along the edge.

In this way, when you tear it off, the specifications will be neat, and at least it will not damage the notebook.

But the next few pages are different. The tear marks are so bumpy that it looks like they were torn off directly.

Ji Feng rubbed his chin a little and gently scratched the torn gap in the notebook with his fingers.

"So, two people tore it off?"

If the notebook was torn by two people, the situation would be very clear, it could only be Wen Nuan and her mother Wang Yaqin.

Wen Nuan tore off the notes carefully.

Maybe you want to save it, take it as a souvenir, or collect it.

But her mother's move of tearing off the notes must have been out of anger.

"Why was she angry? Because she saw something beyond her expectation.

For example, Nuan Nuan expresses his love for himself? Or something else..."

Ji Feng leaned on the chair sideways, hanging his hands on the back of the chair, gently rubbing his forehead with his fingers, listening to the sound of cooking outside the house, and slowly collecting his thoughts.

Nuan Nuan and her mother moved here after Nuan Nuan made money.

At that time Nuan Nuan had already started preparing for her mother's surgery.

Therefore, Wang Yaqin's physical condition at that time may have been bad and weak, and she needed surgery as soon as possible.

At that time, Wang Yaqin must have lost control of Nuan and did not know the contents of this notebook.

The surgery was in Jinling, and there was no chance to come here.

But Nuan Nuan also said that after her mother's surgery, she brought her back to recuperate for a while. She waited until the last day before the start of school before rushing to the Magic City to apply for admission.

The timeline for the warm summer vacation is still very clear.

"After Mama Wen Nuan had rested and recovered, she unlocked the door..."

This is just Ji Feng's guess, but this guess is very reasonable.

Ji Feng pinched his eyebrows a little irritably.

Upright officials can hardly break housework.

It's really troublesome.

Why is it said that falling in love and getting married are two completely different concepts?

Because falling in love is only a matter between two people. It is enough for two people to like each other and like each other.

Marriage is a matter between two families. Even if they are in love, both parents need to be resolved.

How to deal with it?

Normally, the man solves the man's problem, and the woman solves the woman's problem.

Usually the woman has more problems, so the man ends up making some financial intervention to help solve the woman's problems.

For example, bride price!

Although it is sad that the relationship between two people ended up being resolved with money, it would be simpler if it could be resolved directly with money.

"The time is not short, let's go out and take a look."

Ji Feng gently held the notebook. Although he had the idea of ​​collecting the notebook, he decided not to do so after thinking about it.

Notes are indeed very memorable, but talent is the most important.

He wanted to ask for Wen Nuan's consent before talking about this matter...

Pushing open the unlocked door, Ji Feng returned to the small living room.

In the kitchen, the sound of cooking drowned out the two people's whispers, making it difficult to hear what they were saying in the room.

Just as Ji Feng was about to get closer, the phone suddenly rang.

"Hey?"

"Hello, are you the owner of this red Audi car? The license plate is..."

When Ji Feng heard what the other party said, he instantly understood what was going on.

"Oh, I am, am I occupying the parking space?"

"Yes, come down and move the car."

"Okay, sorry, wait a minute, I'll be there soon."

The mother and daughter in the kitchen obviously heard the sound of Monsoon's phone, and their conversation became quiet.

Ji Feng knocked on the kitchen door. Wang Yaqin opened the door and greeted him with a smile.

"Is something wrong, Mr. Ji Feng?"

"Auntie, let me go down and move the car to occupy someone else's parking space."

"Okay, then you go."

Ji Feng cast his gaze on Wen Nuan, with a questioning look in his eyes. Although Nuan Wen's expression was a little strange, his eyes were very firm.

She nodded firmly towards Ji Feng, and then made an OK gesture.

Ji Feng knew that she wanted to solve it by herself, so he said no more:

"Then I'll go down first."

After Ji Feng left, Wang Yaqin slowly walked back to the gas stove and stopped cooking. Wen Nuan leaned against the sink and stopped washing vegetables.

Wang Yaqin opened the lid of the pot that was burning and took a look, taking advantage of the heat and laughing:

"I think pork ribs are good. I loved eating them when I was a kid, but my family was poor and often couldn't afford them."

"Mom, I'm doing well in college now. The business office of the school values ​​me very much, and I'm going well in work and study.

Ji Feng and I started a company together, the income was very high, and everything was going in a good direction. "

Wang Yaqin didn't say anything. She scooped up the pork rib soup with a big spoon, poured a little into a small bowl, and then handed it to Wen Wen:

"How about the salt? I didn't add much salt. If it feels bland, add more."

“Mom, we are quite busy right now, mainly because the company has a big project underway, and Ji Feng and I are under a lot of pressure.

Once we finish our work for a while, everything will be fine. "

"Try the soup first."

The conversation between the two had no rhythm at all.

You say yours and I say mine, without giving in to each other and without any clue.

A messy conversation will always start at some inexplicable node and end at some inexplicable node.

Nuan Nuan looked at the pork rib soup handed over by Wang Yaqin and pursed her lips:

"it is good."

Taking the soup, Wen Nuan blew on the edge of the bowl and took a sip. Wang Yaqin saw her drinking and continued to ask:

"How does it taste?"

"The taste is just right."

"Xiao Nuan didn't drink seriously. Have you forgotten that I told you before that you should be serious about your work?"

"What did mom want to say?"

"There is no salt in the soup, how can it be just right? I have taught you not to lie before, have you forgotten?"

Nuan Nuan became silent, and the fingers holding the pool were so tight that they turned white.

But she remained expressionless and didn't seem to take Wang Yaqin's words to heart.

"I'm speechless."

The confrontation between mother and daughter only lasted a few seconds before Wang Yaqin laughed calmly:

"You used to be very obedient, why are you suddenly so ignorant?"

"I'm not ignorant."

"You're not ignorant, why didn't you go to Qingbei? Have you forgotten how many points you got? Have you forgotten your dream for so many years?"

Facing her mother's question, Wen Nuan was silent for a long time before suddenly speaking:

"That's your dream, not mine."

Wang Yaqin was slightly startled, then met Wen Nuan's slightly indifferent eyes and said nothing.

The topic was forcibly ended again, and the conversation between her and Wang Yaqin was always like this.

If it was before, she might have been beaten.

But now she has the ability to resist.

Their relationship is so complicated, a mother-daughter relationship that is difficult to describe using common sense.

When Nuan Nuan saw that her mother was silent, she turned around and started washing the vegetables again. Wang Yaqin also put the cooked dishes on the plate.

Neither party got into an argument that made them blush, but they didn't give in either, and they both knew that.

Everything seems to be back to normal again.

It wasn't until Wang Yaqin picked up the dish that she suddenly said:

"So, is your dream to be at Shanghai University?"

warmth:……

"My dream is the monsoon."

Wang Yaqin's expression suddenly turned ferocious:

"Your dream is to be a man? Nuan Nuan, are you out of your mind? Are you so willing to degenerate?"

The autistic girl clenched her fists tightly, covered her forehead with one hand, and held the pool behind her with one hand.

Her expression was a little painful, and the corners of her mouth could not help but twitch.

The accelerated heartbeat caused the warm chest to rise and fall rapidly.

That very uncomfortable feeling spread throughout the whole body, brain, heart, and body.

Nuan Nuan knew that she was ill.

First time in months.

She can't take medicine, she shouldn't continue taking medicine.

Wait for the monsoon, wait for the monsoon to come back, and she will get better.

Suppressing his heart palpitations, the warm voice was a bit cold:

"Is there anything I can't do?"

"After you pass the Qingbei examination, take the public examination, and join the business, those are your own things, and you are in control of everything.

But if you go to the devil's capital to attach yourself to a man and place your hopes on a man, isn't it just self-destruction? "

"Yes, I went to Magic City just to find him, I don't think this is a mistake.

And do you think that if I go to Qingbei, I won’t meet other men? "

"Nuan Nuan, you weren't like this before. Are you so mean and do you have to rely on men? Have you forgotten what your father did to us?"

"I haven't forgotten it. I will never forget his last look."

"What look?"

"relief."

The suppressed emotions in the kitchen suddenly broke out, and the two people who were originally peaceful suddenly felt uncontrollable.

Wang Yaqin didn't expect her daughter to be so stubborn. She took a deep breath:

"He is free, but he left us two behind and suffered for more than ten years. Have you forgotten?"

Upon hearing this, Nuan Nuan interrupted Wang Yaqin directly.

"That's what you forced us to do. We have suffered for more than ten years. Isn't this the result you want?"

"Why are you talking to me like this? I'm your mother..." Wang Yaqin suddenly took a few steps closer.

"Mom, do you think you can hit me again after you recover?"

The aura on Nuan Nuan's body changed quietly.

Since Huairou cannot solve the problem, a tough attitude becomes the final solution.

Wang Yaqin looked at her.

For a moment, the always tough woman was suppressed by the warm eyes, and the palm she wanted to raise also stopped in an instant.

Is there really such a thing as momentum?

It is true.

It comes from many things, power, wealth, status, and the self-confidence of a qualified superior.

This is no different from money being the backbone of a man.

Money is very nourishing.

After having money, people will naturally have tolerance.

Today's warmth is already at the fingertips of future CEOs.

Although she is not yet a person who walks on the clouds, she now has a vision far beyond that of ordinary people.

The ass decides the head.

Power determines thought.

Wen Nuan was not in a hurry. She washed the vegetables slowly, put the washed vegetables in the basket, and then passed by Wang Yaqin on crutches.

As we passed by, Wen Nuan's originally pleasant voice became a little eerie, but contained inexplicable emotions:

"Mom, I hate your outdated thinking, and I feel sorry for how tired you look.

For more than ten years, I didn’t know who to blame, so I could only feel guilty and blame myself.

Every time I see your bloodshot eyes, new wrinkles, and white hair on your temples, I feel guilty.

Those guilts kept attacking me.

I hate your stubbornness and extremeness, and I feel sorry for you through so many years of rain, snow, wind and frost.

In this home, I always get a dull pain.

The love you give me is not enough for me to obey you without hesitation and help you realize your wish.

The hatred you gave me is not enough to support me to abandon everything, fly far away, and never set foot in this home again.

Every time you tell me about your bitterness and difficulties, you make me want to be sensible when I grow up.

I knew it.

I'm not far from compromise.

But I won’t compromise this time. I like Monsoon, very much, and always.

and so.

Mom, please let me go..."

Wang Yaqin's chest rose and fell, his originally calm face turned red, and he shouted with uncontrollable anger:

"Nuan Nuan, I am your mother!"

"Yes, you are, always have been." Nuan Nuan was very calm.

The loss of control made Wang Yaqin feel something was wrong. She took several deep breaths before she calmed down:

"Okay, tell me, what do you want to do?"

The corners of Warm's mouth raised slightly:

"Just finish this meal with Ji Feng properly. Don't let me down, and don't let him down." "How are you sure he won't back down?"

"He is Monsoon, and Monsoon never lets me down."

……

Ji Feng came to the gatekeeper of the community and exchanged a packet of Puwan for a temporary parking space in the community.

These doormen and security guards are very familiar with the community and naturally know which cars will not come back tonight.

After parking the car, Ji Feng returned to the downstairs of the rental house with a slight tangle.

"Go up, you have to face it after all."

Returning to 901, when Wang Yaqin opened the door, Nuan Nuan was already sitting on the table with a smile on her face.

That gentle look is like a virtuous wife waiting for her husband to return home.

"Ji Feng is back, come on, come and have dinner."

"Okay aunt, I'm going to wash my hands first."

After washing his hands, Ji Feng sat at the small square table in the living room.

The meals back home are simple but hearty.

Five dishes and one soup.

Ji Feng didn't know what happened between Nuan Nuan and her mother, but he could feel that Nuan Nuan had the upper hand in some conversations.

This can be seen from the smile on her face.

"Do you want to drink, Mr. Ji Feng? If so, I'll go downstairs and buy some."

Wang Yaqin is still as kind as ever, if it weren't for the broken door lock and drawer lock, and the torn notebook.

I'm afraid Ji Feng still can't confirm that Wang Yaqin is a suffocating and controlling mother.

As Nuan Nuan reminded him in the car.

Her mother is very good at pretending.

"No, no, aunt, I drive a car. I don't drink while driving."

"Well, let's sit down and eat quickly."

"Okay, Auntie."

Sitting around a table to eat, this meal, considered a meeting with the parents, started quietly.

"Come and try this..."

Wang Yaqin gave Ji Feng a piece of pork ribs, and her enthusiasm was irresistible.

"Auntie, I can do it myself."

"eat more."

On the side, Wen Nuan held his chin and didn't seem to want to move his chopsticks.

Only after Wang Yaqin finished picking up the vegetables for Ji Feng, did she repeat what her mother had just done, pick up a piece of ribs and put it into Ji Feng's bowl.

Then there are tomatoes and scrambled eggs.

Then, there are green beans, bean cakes...

Warm mother clip, followed by warm clip.

After a while, Monsoon's bowl was filled.

Monsoon:? ? ?

He glanced at Wen Nuan with an awkward expression, but Wen Wen just stared at his mother with a smile, still showing no intention of speaking.

OK OK.

When has Boss Ji ever been teased like this? Just wait, Wen Xiaonuan, and I will treat you later.

"Enough is enough, it won't be good if you can't finish it."

Seeing Ji Feng say this, Wang Yaqin finally stopped picking up food and asked seemingly casually:

"Has Ji Feng been admitted to Shanghai University of Science and Technology?"

"um, yes."

At this time, Wang Yaqin suddenly turned around and glanced at Wen Nuan before speaking to Ji Feng:

"I heard that Xiaonuan also went to Magic University. You guys were classmates from high school to university. What a coincidence."

Obviously yin and yang.

It’s hard to imagine this coming from an elder.

Ji Feng paused for a moment. He didn't know whether to refute this sentence. If it were someone else, he would never give face.

But the other party is a warm mother.

Is this what Nuan Nuan meant when he reminded him on the highway?

Her mother has a weird personality that might make him feel wronged.

Ji Feng raised his eyes and glanced at Wen Nuan, only to find that Wen Nuan was just looking at him steadily and had no intention of speaking.

The autistic girl's eyes were as gentle as water, and there was more determination and expectation in her eyes.

What's happening here?

What is she expecting?

Let yourself come out to compete with Mother Wen?

But he's not good at this kind of thing...

The corner of Ji Feng's mouth twitched, and he reconfirmed his warm eyes. Wen Xiaonuan blinked continuously, and almost said "Pikachu, we're on board"!

After confirming what he had just thought, Ji Feng's eyes also changed accordingly.

The good boy just now suddenly transformed into the enigmatic Mr. Ji:

"Auntie, there's no need to be like this. If you have anything you want to say to me, you can just say it directly."

Ji Feng's sudden change in attitude also surprised Wang Yaqin. Do young people change their faces nowadays?

She narrowed her eyes and continued the topic:

"Even Xiaonuan went to Shanghai University of Magic. This is quite beyond my expectation. What do you think?"

"Actually, Auntie shouldn't be too surprised, after all..." Ji Feng paused.

"What exactly?"

"Every chance that happens just right is actually a long-planned accident, so there is nothing unexpected."

Wang Yaqin took a sip, lowered her head to hide her eyes, and said for a long time:

"She could have gone to Qingbei."

"That's your obsession, I know, but in fact the Magic City isn't that bad.

At Shanghai University, she has a job she likes, a study she likes, and people she likes. What's wrong with that? "

"Then do you think she won't gain these things in Qingbei?"

"At least she won't get someone she likes." Ji Feng said while eating, with a natural expression.

Wang Yaqin's breath stagnated, and she turned to look at Wen Nuan.

The daughter who was tit-for-tat just now is actually eating peacefully at this time, as if she is very relieved about Ji Feng.

It looks delicious.

Wang Yaqin's eyes throbbed.

Somehow, seeing the warm, indifferent and happy look, she felt an unknown fire.

When he turned to Ji Feng again, his tone was stiffer than before:

"In life, there is no need to take the relationship between men and women too seriously. When a person gets older, he has experienced many things and seen many people.

Occasionally, when you look back on the past, you will find that it is not the lust between men and women that makes people miss and appreciate them.

Generally speaking, the madness and love you once had will only make people feel painful.

The emotions that can truly last forever in memory are the sacrifices and rewards of family affection. That is the bond and friendship. "

In fact, when the conversation came to this point, Ji Feng had roughly guessed the meaning of Nuan Nuan and understood what Wang Yaqin meant.

She wanted Wang Yaqin to see her attitude.

In love, the man's attitude is very important.

And Wang Yaqin wanted to embarrass him.

If he is really an 18-19-year-old boy, facing such a parent, he may be really embarrassed or even lose his temper.

But unfortunately, his attitude has always been clear.

"Why don't you value the relationship between men and women? I do feel that couples can also be best friends.

Couples can also talk about anything, go hand in hand, and share joys and sorrows.

Because love itself can attach a harder shell to friendship, and the love between men and women can also be the sublimation of friendship.

When you don't value emotions, it also means that you have lost the ability to love, spirituality and happiness. "

"What about the hurt? No matter how passionate the relationship is, there will be a day when it becomes dull.

When the passion subsides, it's time to hurt each other. "

Ji Feng nodded and actually confirmed Wang Yaqin's words:

"Auntie is right, feelings are the sharpest thing in the world. When you fall in love with someone, you give her the right to hurt you.

After the passion subsides, there is indeed the possibility that conflicts will break out and hurt each other.

But it is also possible that as time accumulates, the relationship becomes deeper and more stable.

This kind of plain emotion can also bring people a sense of security and happiness. "

"What if she is the one who changed her mind?"

warmth:? ? ? How could she change her mind?

Ji Feng was also stunned by these words, but he just pressed his hand on Nuan Nuan and signaled her to calm down.

Then he smiled calmly:

"The moon will not rush to me, but the warmth will, not far away..."

"What do you mean?"

"I believe in her, just like she believes in me."

After Ji Feng's words, Wang Yaqin fell into silence.

She didn't refute again, not because she figured it out, but because she couldn't explain it.

The next dinner suddenly felt a little boring.

Wang Yaqin said nothing, but Nuan Nuan kept bringing delicious food to Ji Feng.

The autistic girl smiles like a flower.

There is no need to say much else.

Until Nuan Nuan nuzzled at Ji Feng, gesturing for him to leave first.

Only then did Ji Feng realize that this dinner meeting his parents for the first time had ended so suddenly, just as it had started quietly.

It was different from what he imagined, and it was also very different from what was described online.

"Auntie, thank you for your hospitality. It's getting late, so I'll go back first and come to visit you next time."

"Okay, classmate Ji Feng, walk slowly!"

The warmth did not bring the monsoon, her legs were inconvenient, and the tacit understanding between them did not require such politeness.

The corners of his mouth kept rising, and he was eating happily.

Even when Wang Yaqin came back and stared at her again, she didn't notice:

"Very happy?"

"Ah."

"What's there to be happy about?"

"The only good thing is to be well fed and loved."

Nuan Nuan said, eating another piece of ribs, the one Ji Feng gave her before leaving.

……

After Monsoon left, he drove back to his home.

The relationship between two people does need to face many problems, and conversely, many problems need to be faced by two people together.

During the meal just now, he had already expressed his determination.

I hope Nuan Nuan can solve it by himself.

If it can't be solved...

He would just take the person away, and he would not give up the warmth.

back home.

Ji Feng originally thought it would be a welcoming ceremony with a loving mother and a filial son, and he also wanted to give his parents a surprise.

But after he rang the doorbell several times, he realized that there was really no one at home.

[People who love each other and are a family]

Summer Wind: [What are you all doing? 】

Peace is blessing: [Play mahjong. 】

Fishing God: [Fishing. 】

Summer Wind: [Okay, I'm back, can someone open the door for me...]

……

late at night.

It suddenly started raining in the January sky.

The rain and wind became stronger and stronger, and they were accompanied by faint thunder.

Boom!

After chatting with Ji Feng on the phone, facing the thunder, Nuan Nuan lay on his bed and closed his eyes quietly.

Although it was her own bed, she didn't feel any warmth.

She only felt strange here.

Just as Ji Feng guessed, Nuan Nuan just found out that her door lock had been picked open. Needless to say who it was, this should have happened after she went to college.

Before that, her relationship with her mother was actually fine.

Banban was sleeping at the foot of the bed, Nuan Nuan wanted to sleep but couldn't.

She knew that her mother's extremeness was not as simple as Ji Feng imagined.

Because she herself inherited this character from her mother.

It's just that she is more restrained than her mother.

Some time passed.

Boom!

The thunder rang again. Taking advantage of the thunder, Wen Nuan felt someone push open the door. Her eyes narrowed to a slit, making it unclear whether she was sleeping or not in the darkness.

The door was unlocked, so she couldn't resist the sudden intrusion.

Wang Yaqin just stood in front of Nuan Nuan.

He stood for a long, long time.

It must have been more than half an hour before Wang Yaqin left the room.

Nuan Nuan did not go to sleep again. She opened her eyes and sat up wearing only her pajamas.

Picked up the crutches and leaned against the window.

Nuan Nuan is waiting for her mother Wang Yaqin.

Because she knew Wang Yaqin and knew she would come again.

Another long time.

Squeak! ~

There was a slight sound of pushing the door, and the familiar figure appeared again. She suddenly panicked when she was standing by the bed.

I touched the cold bed carefully, but no one was there.

Boom! ~

A sudden flash of lightning also illuminated the dark room.

The fleeting light left an elongated figure in the room. At the end of the figure was the warmth standing by the window.

Nuan Nuan's whole body was submerged in the darkness, and his black hair swayed with the wind outside the window.

No one could clearly see her expression at this time.

The autistic girl's voice is no longer as cold as usual.

She seemed to be suppressing some emotion, and even her voice had a hint of madness:

"Mom, I'm here!"

(End of this chapter)