Don’t be a licking dog when you are reborn.

Chapter 208 The Difference Between Rabbits and Rabbits (2 in 1)

Mu Wanqiu was stunned, but did not speak.

Gu Xueting studies well, dances well, is beautiful, and her family background is not considered rich, but it is definitely not bad.

In Mu Wanqiu's opinion, she is undoubtedly very outstanding.

Apart from being a bit spoiled when she first entered the school, Gu Xueting has been growing rapidly since then, but in recent months she has become less talkative, and Mu Wanqiu has noticed it.

But even such an excellent girl said that she has always failed in relationship courses, which is really sad.

Mu Wanqiu didn't want Gu Xueting to be so depressed, so she comforted her in a low voice.

"Xue Ting, in fact, there are many excellent people in this world, and when it comes to falling in love, you don't necessarily have to find the best person. As long as you keep going, you will always meet the right person. Suitability is more important than anything else. "

Gu Xueting suddenly smiled because Mu Wanqiu was actually trying to persuade her.

The way Gu Xueting looked at Mu Wanqiu at this time was like looking at your 18-year-old niece when you came home during the Chinese New Year and advising you not to be so picky and that blind dates are okay.

"Xue Ting, don't laugh!"

"I'm not laughing, really."

Gu Xueting calmed her expression. She was never smiling at Mu Wanqiu, but at herself.

She failed the so-called relationship course, but it wasn't just that she lost Ji Feng...

The book says...

[I must ask you, again and again, three times, thousands of times, without hesitation, to save yourself from the fire and water in this world. 】

But how did she do it? She rejected her childhood sweetheart Ji Feng and chose the scumbag Yan Honghao. She was broken up by a cliff when she entered college.

Later, she was defrauded of money and sex by a man ten years older than her, and she married him despite the opposition of her parents and friends.

He was scolded for breaking his shoes and was subjected to domestic violence.

She made the wrong choice more than once? But every time.

What she failed in was not the subject of love, but the subject of emotions.

She failed everyone who treated her sincerely.

In the end, she lost everything, family, friendship, love, and even herself...

Therefore, Mu Wanqiu will never be able to understand and experience that kind of guilt and self-blame.

"Don't talk about me in late autumn. Aren't you the same?"

"How can it be the same? I'm also looking for the right one, okay? I just haven't found it yet."

"Okay, okay, late autumn is so good, I will definitely find the right one."

"Why do you feel like you are coaxing a child?" Mu Wanqiu felt that she was coaxing a child.

Gu Xueting just smiled and said nothing, neither admitting nor refuting. The two chatted for a while, then became sleepy and fell asleep.

The air conditioner in the car was a little cold, so Xu Ming and Chaozi had the idea of ​​​​covering the girl with clothes.

But after the clothes were sent over, they were ruthlessly rejected.

Everyone has their own sense of distance. If it doesn’t work, it just doesn’t work. There aren’t that many explanations.

On the seat on the other side, Wen Nuan had fallen asleep on Ji Feng's body, with a large jacket covering her body. She was peaceful and quiet. The autistic girl didn't even realize that her saliva was dripping on Ji Feng, and Ji Feng didn't care.

Usually when you are at home during the monsoon, you can get sick from the disease and take a few deep breaths while hugging your warm thighs.

But in this uncomfortable environment, he must make the warmth more comfortable. If the person lying here is not his girlfriend, but his parents, he will do the same.

This is the responsibility a man should have.

Ji Feng never slept. Apart from the discomfort of sleeping in a warm position, he would also sort out his thoughts during the day in his spare time.

The habitual vigilance reminds Monsoon of the abnormality during the warm day.

Is she wary of Miss Rabbit?

What is the reason?

There is a big age gap between the two parties, and Bian Jiani's appearance cannot be described as beautiful. In short, in Ji Feng's opinion, she is Xiaojiabiyu's average appearance.

She is much shorter than Wen Nuan, and the difference in stature is also huge. There is no overstep in conversation or contact.

Apart from being very knowledgeable in conversation, that Miss Rabbit had no attraction for Ji Feng.

It is really impossible and unreasonable to say that he suddenly fell in love with her when he was hungry.

Therefore, Nuan Nuan's previous behavior was a little strange.

"I can't figure it out..."

Ji Feng rubbed his brows and suddenly found the warmth on his thigh. He didn't know when he opened his eyes.

The long eyelashes are still hung with tears caused by sleepiness, flickering and flickering, which is really endearing.

Ji Feng couldn't help but touch her head:

"It's late at night now, let's sleep a little longer."

"Are you thinking about something?"

"Well, what happened?"

"What are you thinking about?" Warm's voice was a little small, his sleepy eyes were half-open, and then his fingers naturally reached into Monsoon's pants...

Monsoon: ()? ? ? ?
"No, Wen Xiaonuan, we are on the train now!"

"what?"

Nuan Nuan was stunned for a few seconds, and then he quietly let go of the situation as if he suddenly reacted.

Fortunately, they were sitting in a double seat, and the person opposite was also asleep, so no one noticed the warm behavior just now.

However, the autistic girl still buried her face in Ji Feng's thigh.

What a shame!

But that kind of action seems to have become a habit. As long as Nuan Nuan sleeps with Ji Feng, he will subconsciously pinch it when he wakes up.

She liked the feeling of intimacy between the two of them.

Well, hold the handle.

only……

"My heart is dirty!"

"What nonsense are you talking about? You must not have woken up."

Wen Nuan lay in Ji Feng's arms for a while. When she felt that her face was no longer red, she quietly exposed her head.

"Well, tell me, what were you thinking about just now?"

Ji Feng pondered for a moment. The more things hidden between lovers, the more indifferent the relationship will be and the further the distance will become.

He didn't want to hide anything like this, so he asked directly:
"I was wondering, why are you hostile to that Miss Rabbit?"

Nuan Nuan paused, seeming to be thinking.

Ji Feng saw that she hadn't said a word for a long time, and he didn't want Wen Xiaonuan to be embarrassed because of a passerby, so he was about to give up immediately:

"If this question is difficult and you don't want to answer it, that's okay. Just go to bed."

It's not that Nuan Nuan doesn't want to answer, but that for a while, he doesn't know how to answer this question.

Now that Ji Feng said this, she was stunned and suddenly became anxious.

"Don't make any noise, I'm thinking!"

Ji Feng:……

Okay, okay, think about it.

Ji Feng moved his head away from the window, not disturbing the autistic girl's thoughts at this time, but the time she spent thinking this time was particularly long.

It wasn't until Ji Feng thought she had fallen asleep again that the autistic girl suddenly spoke:
"Ji Feng, I feel a sense of familiarity from this Miss Rabbit. She is very similar to me."

"Looks like you?"

Ji Feng frowned slightly, looked at Wen Nuan up and down, and said, among other things, that the rabbit that was squeezing on top of him was not comparable to Miss Rabbit.

That is a false rabbit, but the real rabbit is in front of you, the one with touch.

In addition to this, other aspects were completely different. He didn't know where this outrageous idea of ​​warmth came from.

Reaching out and touching the rabbit, Ji Feng affirmed seriously:
"Not at all."

Warmth: (uu)! ! !

Wen Xiaonuan frowned and frowned. There were too many people in this environment now, and she really couldn't accept it.

"Don't do it, I'm talking about business!"

"Oh~oh~"

Ji Feng very "considerately" pulled the jacket over, covered Nuan Nuan, and motioned for her to continue:

"That's enough, keep talking."

Wen Nuan was a little tangled. Ji Feng bullied her so blatantly, but she didn't dare to make too much noise. She glanced sideways at Ye Yuwei who was still sleeping across from her. She could only hold back her discomfort and continue to resist:

"Do you want to listen to the question just now?"

"I want it!~" Ji Feng let go, but had no intention of pulling his hand out.

warmth:? ? ?
Looking at the question mark on Nuan Nuan's face, Ji Feng just tilted his head, acting as if it was natural.

How can I still call my boyfriend a boyfriend if he is not a pervert?

Do you really think you are a saint?

nonexistent.

After breaking through the last step, boyfriends are usually perverted and bitchy. If they are not perverted, then they definitely don’t like this person.

Nuan Nuan took a deep breath, okay, although Ji Feng didn't pull his hand out, at least he wasn't rubbing it anymore.

After adjusting her breathing, she began to talk about Miss Rabbit.

"She's really like me, at least like me before."

"You before? You mean, depressed?"

Ji Feng's expression immediately changed from relaxed to serious. He reacted quickly and instantly realized what Nuan Nuan was talking about.

He didn't notice it before because he had no experience in this area, but Wen Nuan did.

The autistic girl's delicate thoughts and similar experiences allowed her to accurately discover the difference between Miss Rabbit.

"Well, Miss Rabbit's eyes will tremble, and her fingers will tremble from time to time, both of which occur very frequently.

Although she always acted normal, the look and feeling were unmistakable. "

Ji Feng had never discussed her illness with Nuan Nuan in detail before.

It's not that he doesn't want to understand, or that he doesn't care, it's that he doesn't know whether he should mention it or not, and whether Nuan Nuan will be disgusted or hurt if he mentions it.

All he can do is accompany him, stay with him and forget about the past, or bury it.

But if Nuan Nuan takes the initiative to talk about this, then of course he is willing to communicate.

After all, he also wants to know some of Nuan Nuan's past.

"Is it a symptom of depression?"

"That's called somatization. It's usually a physical symptom that occurs after the patient enters a moderate state. It will become more and more serious, and even going to the hospital can't detect it.

Miss Rabbit’s somatization frequency is very high, and her condition should not be very good. This state is not stable, so I don’t want you to get too close to her..."

Ji Feng was startled, so Nuan Nuan was for protection and didn't want him to come into contact with Miss Rabbit?

For a time, Ji Feng was reminded of many images.

Wen Nuan was lying on the corner of the bed, trembling all over, with the board upright. She was afraid that she would squeeze into her mother, Wang Yaqin, and at the same time, she had to overcome her somatization symptoms.

Or when holding the medicine bottle tightly, the eyes tremble unnaturally and cannot see clearly.

or……

Gently touching Nuan Nuan's head, Ji Feng's eyes were a little distressed:

"So, have you ever experienced those symptoms?"

"Ah? Aren't you talking about Miss Rabbit now?"

"Miss Rabbit may have a problem, but she has nothing to do with me. I care more about Miss Nuan Nuan than her condition. Would Miss Nuan Nuan want to talk to me?"

Ji Feng's expression was serious, but Wen Nuan couldn't help but confirm it.

"Do you really want to talk? In fact, those things are quite boring."

In more than a year, accompanied by the monsoon, Warmth has grown a lot.

The low self-esteem she had in the past was long gone, but she never took the initiative to mention her past illness to Ji Feng, which was probably the last darkness in Wen Nuan's heart.

Ji Feng hugged the girl tighter, lowered his head, pressed his head on the warm hair, and said in a very soft voice:
"I think couples need to talk about everything. They can't just eat, date, make love, and be happy every day.

We should talk more openly about personal experiences, family of origin, world view, outlook on life, and values.

We have to run in and run in again and again until we can shine into each other and tear apart the darkest side of each other's psychology, so that we can truly get into each other's hearts.

If you just express love every day, say "I love you, I love you" every day, and keep silent about yourself, don't talk about problems, and don't think about how to solve problems.

That's just acting, playing a love game. "

The autistic girl didn't expect that Ji Feng would suddenly say so much to her, and she was a little panicked for a moment.

"Monsoon..."

But Ji Feng just kissed her lips gently at this time. When they separated, he said seriously again:

"Nuan Nuan, when I say these words to you, I am also ready..."

Wen Xiaonuan suddenly lost his voice and just silently put his head closer to Ji Feng.

Being healed is a very difficult thing.

There are actually various methods on the Internet, but only you know what is truly effective.

"Monsoon, in fact, after somatization symptoms appear, the attitude will be very pessimistic. That feeling is not pessimistic as ordinary people understand it, but..."

"What is it?"

"There is no motivation. I have lost the motivation to do anything. It feels terrible!" Have you lost the motivation to do anything?

Nuan Nuan expressed his understanding, and Ji Feng nodded accordingly. He hugged Wen Xiaonuan tighter.

"Were your previous symptoms severe?"

"Yeah, actually before I met you, my symptoms were almost at their limit..."

Ji Feng:……

Ji Feng frowned, feeling a little regretful.

But Wen Xiaonuan just played with Ji Feng's brow and smoothed it gently, feeling sorry for him.

"Ji Feng, don't blame yourself."

"Ok?"

"Did you know that on all antidepressant drugs, there is a warning that 'taking this drug may cause depression and suicide'?"

Ji Feng was stunned:
"Ah? Antidepressant drugs?"

"Yes, antidepressant drugs will have similar labels. Do you know why?"

"I really don't know that."

"Although I cannot say absolutely, according to medical statistics, most people who commit suicide are mildly ill."

"Moderate to mild?"

“Severe depression means having suicidal thoughts but no motivation to take action. For severe depression, except for some step-by-step trajectories, they don’t even have the motivation to commit suicide.

In a severe state, suicide is an extra thing and very tiring.

But if you take medicine and your mind is relieved and healed, you may have the motivation to commit suicide. "

Hearing this, Ji Feng suddenly couldn't bear it and didn't want to ask any more questions:

"Warmth, please stop talking..."

But at this time Nuan Nuan had no intention of ending the topic and continued:

"It doesn't matter, I'm fine now, but I was very serious at that time. I had long thought of committing suicide, but I didn't have the motivation to do it. Until I met you..."

"Forehead."

"Girls are always very thoughtful. Even if the situation was very bad at that time, I could still feel the difference in you, a silly and tough-tongued boy who spends all day trying to find ways to buy me food."

Monsoon: ()? ? ?

Silly tough-tongued boy? What kind of adjective is this?

"I was..."

"You didn't understand at the time."

"what?"

"You are the first person to say to me, number one..."

"First place? Is this important?"

Ji Feng vaguely remembered this incident when he handed over the warm school bag at the construction site.

"Of course it is very important. The first place winners in the past were Gu Xueting and Yan Honghao. I was just a chaser. I had no motivation or goals at that time. The first place was probably my only goal."

The only goal, first place, was probably the only remaining motivation for Nuan Nuan at that time.

"Your efforts are worth everything."

"I think so too, but after I got first place in the exam, I remember that Teacher Huang just told Gu Xueting to work hard next time and try to get back what she lost.

She only said something good to me, and I was very unconvinced, so I made up my mind at that time not to give Gu Xueting any chance again! "

Ji Feng swallowed his saliva, fierce, girl.

He knows a warm character.

Although this girl is usually quiet, she is actually very vengeful and has the ability to realize her own ideas.

Later, in a monthly exam, the score difference between her and Gu Xueting reached more than ten points.

Among the top students, such a score difference is considered to be a huge gap, and there is a slight tendency that they will not be able to catch up.

Just as she said, she would not give Gu Xueting any chance again.

Of course, Wen Xiaonuan's performance of holding grudges goes beyond this.

What's even more outrageous is that her memory is particularly good.

She can remember one thing for a long time, and then find a suitable time to settle the old score.

Just like now...

It was originally a slightly sad emotional communication, but as we talked, there was a tendency to warm up and settle old scores.

"Although I got first place in the exam, I didn't seem very happy. No one congratulated me, and I was taken away and bullied by you..." When he said this, Nuan Nuan glanced at him.

Monsoon is very embarrassing.

It was him who handled the matter, not to mention Gonghuo and the superiors, the final decision maker was still him who was not awake.

"The matter has come to this, then you can punish me..."

"How to punish?" Wen Nuan asked with a smile.

"Or, can I rub your back for a month?"

Warmth: (uu)? ? ?

"Are you sure this counts as punishment?"

"Isn't this considered punishment? Rubbing your back for a month is very demeaning, okay?"

Nuan Nuan was amused by Ji Feng's exaggerated expression. She gently rubbed Ji Feng's body and continued talking about the past:
"Although I was bullied by you, you, the person who bullied me, still called me number one. That is recognition and affirmation of me. Thank you, Ji Feng..."

Ji Feng:……

Ji Feng felt a little uncomfortable.

In this life, people will inevitably fall into a situation of seeking approval.

Is the approval of others important?

Of course it is important, even very important.

If you are not recognized, you will always have to endure other people's strange eyes, comments, and even belittlement.

Being recognized and praised by others is actually a manifestation of self-worth and the most intuitive evidence.

This is especially true for confused people.

"What happened on the rooftop..."

"What happened on the rooftop is also your fault!" Nuan Nuan affirmed.

"Okay." Ji Feng didn't want to refute.

"I blame you, not because of the conflict between you and Li Long that caused him to target me."

"What is that?" Ji Feng was a little strange.

"Actually, you stayed with me every day, pestered me, recognized me, and bought me food. I was cured by you and my symptoms improved..."

Ji Feng was stunned, and suddenly remembered the symptoms Nuan Nuan mentioned just now, combining the before and after:

"The reason why you committed suicide at that time? Was it because the situation had improved?"

"Yes, I only had thoughts of committing suicide before, but no motivation to take action. But at that time, you healed me and I really got better...

But it didn't completely improve, so I couldn't think about it when someone stimulated me. And because the symptoms improved, I also had the motivation to commit suicide, so I went up.

Ji Feng, do you think this is your fault? "

Okay, okay, this is really a pot coming from the sky!
"Okay, then it's all up to me. I'll take the blame."

"Don't panic. In fact, I have been waiting for you since then..."

"Huh? What do you mean?"

"Literally." Warm eyes blinked a few more times, especially seductively.

"So you were waiting for me on the rooftop?"

"Yes."

"What if I didn't go?"

"Then I'll jump off... uh uh uh..."

Ji Feng quickly covered her mouth because she didn't want to say these words.

"Wen Xiaonuan, I tell you very seriously, everything you have now is mine, even your life is mine. You are not allowed to have such thoughts in the future, do you understand?"

Seeing Ji Feng warning her with a serious look on his face, Wen Xiaonuan rolled his eyes and whispered:
"I understand, brother, your life is yours!"

hiss! ! !
Would she even catch him?
Be serious!
"As long as you know, that's all I need to say about rubbing my back for a month. I can't refuse!"

"Okay." Wen Xiaonuan's voice became very annoying.

Why, while chatting, what was originally a sad and serious issue turned into shameless love talk between two people?
But now the warmth has improved. She has her own new goals, a new life, friends, and her own achievements.

She is healthy, physically, mentally...

At least he was healthy while he was there.

In short, she is better than before, just fine.

This is my own merit...

Ji Feng kissed the girl's cheek and hesitated for a moment before asking:

"Then you want to know my past?"

As he said, he was actually ready to talk about the past.

Maybe some things will be blurred, such as a dream like Gu Xueting's, but if Wen Nuan wants to know, he will try to tell it as carefully as possible.

But Nuan Nuan just looked at him gently at this time, with only strong possessiveness in his eyes.

“Those are not you and they don’t matter.

My Monsoon... came about from the moment I met. "

Ji Feng was startled, and for a moment he didn't know if Nuan Nuan really thought so, or if he had guessed something because he was smart.

However, it really doesn't matter anymore.

"Well, while we were chatting, the topic seemed to get sidetracked!"

"How can things between us be considered as going astray?"

"makes sense."

As Ji Feng said this, he remembered the illness Nuan Nuan mentioned and Miss Rabbit's condition.

"At that time, Miss Rabbit asked me about freedom. Does she have some questions now?"

"I do not know either."

"If Miss Rabbit is like you said, she is also somatic and emotionally unstable, then should I add her as a friend before?"

Nuan Nuan still shook his head.

At that time, Miss Rabbit took the initiative to add Ji Feng's WeChat account. She didn't say anything, but Ji Feng rejected her out of habit.

He rarely adds girls on WeChat, after all, all betrayals in relationships start with small talk.

Thinking about it now, after chatting with him, Miss Rabbit might have something she wanted to communicate with him.

For a while, the monsoon was a little uncertain.

Did you do something wrong?

Ji Feng hesitated for a moment. He was not a good person, but after his rebirth, the kindness in his heart had brought him a lot.

It is not an exaggeration to say that it saves oneself from fire and water.

"Then, is it necessary to talk to Miss Rabbit?"

Her warm sensitivity allowed her to immediately guess what Ji Feng was thinking, so she nodded encouragingly to him.

"Do what you think you should do, and I will support you and protect you."

"okay."

Ji Feng nodded and reached out to poke Mu Wanqiu on the other side.

The little rich woman woke up drowsily and saw Ji Feng picking up her mobile phone:
"Mu Wanqiu, can you pass Miss Rabbit to me?"

"Uh, okay."

Although she didn’t know why Ji Feng refused it at night and why she wanted to add it now, this request was not too much and she had no reason to refuse.

"I'll pass it on to you, I'll go back to sleep."

"Well, go to sleep."

Ji Feng added Miss Rabbit's WeChat account according to the business card.

[Hello, Miss Rabbit, I am Ji Feng. 】

It's just that the other party hasn't passed yet. The time is now 3 o'clock at night, so the other party may be sleeping.

Suppressing the strangeness in his heart, Ji Feng took a deep breath and sat down again.

He patted the warmth in his arms:

"I've already added it, but she hasn't agreed yet. Let's talk about it tomorrow. It's too late, so go to bed quickly."

Ji Feng's expression was indifferent.

But Nuan's expression was a little strange. She stared at Ji Feng, feeling the hands in her arms, and her eyebrows had already wrinkled into an "eight".

"Ji Feng...how can I sleep with you like this?"

"Why can't you sleep? Am I not holding you?" Ji Feng looked calm.

"Don't pinch me..." (*/ω＼*)
(End of this chapter)