Don’t be a licking dog when you are reborn.

Chapter 215 The End of Half Life (2 in 1)

Wen Xiaonuan was stunned in place.

She is a very smart person. Her grades and learning ability all demonstrate her unique intelligence.

These days, she has a lot of contact with Bian Jiani. Every day she sees Miss Rabbit looking through Mr. Kangaroo's Moments, and only Mr. Kangaroo's Moments.

Nuan Nuan always thought it was missing, but she didn't expect Miss Rabbit to say that.

So everything is fake?
Mr. Kangaroo, he has...

Feeling that the other party was about to leave, Nuan Nuan suddenly grabbed Bian Jiani's finger, but Miss Rabbit just turned around and gave her a reassuring look.

"Don't be so panicked, Nuan Nuan."

"Miss Rabbit." The warm emotion was a bit unbearable.

“The pessimist is always right, the optimist is always forward.”

"Forehead?"

“I don’t want to see other people’s sympathy, do something for me, give up something for me, I really don’t need it.

Whether it's Ye Chen or you, this should be the case, follow your own path, always move forward, don't stop, do you understand? "

Miss Rabbit's eyes were still so gentle. Perhaps she was originally a warm, gentle and kind person.

But these excellent qualities could not change her pain.

This is also the most uncomfortable part for Wen Nuan. Because of her experience, she doesn’t know how to persuade her.

Because she found what she wanted, and what Miss Rabbit wanted may no longer exist...

"But didn't Miss Rabbit herself say that people should move forward?"

Miss Rabbit put on her bunny hood and put her hands in her pants pockets to look like a passer-by.

"Yes, people are supposed to move forward, but everyone's destination is different. Some people want to go all the way east, some people want to go all the way west, some people want to go back to the past, and some want to welcome the future.

And some people are meant to get wet, like me. If you hold an umbrella for me, I won’t be able to walk fast and you will get wet.

In the end, neither of us got what we wanted, and you might still blame me, or even say, "I'm only doing this for you." "

Hearing this, Nuan Nuan suddenly loosened his fingers.

[Some people are meant to get wet, like me. If you hold an umbrella for me, I will not be able to walk fast and you will get wet. 】

This sentence reminded Nuan Nuan of his mother, Wang Yaqin.

Things done in the name of emotion may themselves be a kind of harm, and she has experienced it too.

"Indeed, so..."

“Because we have some similar experiences, it’s normal to be sad and empathic, but an item is an item and a person is a person.

Others cannot feel the emotions involved. People always like to be moved by themselves and do things that can only move themselves.

Afterwards, when I embellish it in my memory, I feel that I have paid a lot.

As everyone knows, that may not be what the other party wants. "

Hearing this, Nuan Nuan already understood what Miss Rabbit meant.

The two have been living together during this period. Miss Rabbit's situation is indeed very complicated, but Nuan Nuan also understands a lot.

I have had a similar experience. Many things no longer need to be said in too much, because there is no point in talking about them.

That was a firm choice, just like she unswervingly chose Monsoon.

Miss Rabbit also unswervingly chose Mr. Kangaroo.

She is going to find him.

Nuan Nuan swallowed, as if wanting to soothe his dry throat.

After taking a few deep breaths, the autistic girl calmed down her emotions, then allowed herself to smile and waved her hand to Miss Rabbit:
"Sister Rabbit, let me walk with you for a while."

Bian Jiani looked sideways at Nuan Nuan and slowly showed a smile, and Nuan Nuan also responded with a smile:
"Okay!"

……

same moment.

Mu Wanqiu and Ye Yuwei were playing with their two children, Gu Xueting was leaning against the tree and playing the guitar, and Xu Ming was taking Zhang Chao to dig up the dog...

Everyone has their own rhythm, and everyone has their summer.

The summer of turning 18 is certainly wonderful, but the summer of turning 19 is not bad either.

It's a pity that the summer wind is no longer there.

He is in the Taoist temple...

In the Taoist temple at this time, Ji Feng was chopping firewood with his eyes blank.

Why chop wood? Because there are too many people and more women, firewood is used up very quickly.

As for why he was the one chopping firewood... because it was Chaozi and Xu Ming who did it two days ago, and he was on duty today, so he couldn't do it without chopping.

Squeak! ~
The door of Taoist Ye's room was suddenly pushed open, and a slightly depressed Ye Chen walked out of it.

I don't know if it was because he was beaten badly by the monsoon that night. The injury on his face has not recovered at this time, and his walking posture is also limping.

The whole person looked very weak.

He walked slowly into the yard without saying a word, pretending to be serious.

But he didn't speak, and Ji Feng didn't pay attention to him at all.

Everyone went out to play today, but he had to chop wood here. He was already unhappy with Taoist Ye, but now he could give him a good look?
Taoist Ye wandered in the yard for a while and did some aerobics.

But in Ji Feng's view, these actions are similar to those of a stupid idiot who wanders around in front of others with the feeling of "Come and talk to me."

Today's monsoon was not in a good mood to begin with, and he was chopping firewood with a violent air.

Seeing Ye Chen lingering in front of him, Ji Feng felt angry and directly raised the wood-cutting ax.

"Where are you hanging out with NM? If you have something to say, go away and don't bother me here!"

Ye Chen:......

Ye Chen found that since he hadn't beaten Ji Feng that night, Ji Feng didn't respect him very much.

How can people do this?
In fact, even now, Ye Chen still feels that Ji Feng can't beat him. That night, it was just his mentality that was lacking, his carelessness and underestimation of the enemy, and his failure to perform well, which led to the final failure.

"Why didn't you hang out with them?"

"You have nothing to say? Shut up when you have nothing to say!"

boom!
Ji Feng directly used an ax to split a piece of wood as thick as a bowl in half from the middle. Ye Chen's mouth twitched when he saw it. The young man was very energetic...

"I do have something I want to talk to you about..."

Ji Feng raised his eyebrows, but did not continue to say bad words at this time. He could always handle it clearly.

"If you have something to say, just say it."

Ye Chen paused, his expression suddenly a little reserved, but there was some light in his eyes that he had never seen before.

"Ji Feng, do you have a secret that you have never told anyone?"

Ji Feng narrowed his eyes. He had more than one secret?
"Have."

"I also have a real secret..."

Ji Feng said nothing, Ye Chen lowered his head and began his slow narration:
“I’ve always had someone who I loved very much, very much, but he always considered me my best friend.

He has been very good to me since I was a child, chatting and playing with me. I was very decadent for a period of time, and my family always had expectations for me that exceeded expectations. They always said that I was a genius.

But in fact, when they were young, the genius they talked about had already collapsed...

He has been comforting me. He will tell me that I am fine. Although he does not understand my homework, he works hard with me.

When I was a child, I was timid and cowardly and did not dare to argue with others. People like me, who had a little money in my family but would not refuse, were always blackmailed and asked for money.

It was him who answered all the curses thrown at me and helped me resist the coercion and blackmail of those disgusting people.

But I vaguely remember that one summer, he suddenly told me that he had someone he liked. He was very happy, pulled me and asked me what I should do.

At that moment, I didn't know how to describe my feelings at all, pain? despair?

Selfishness occupied my heart, but I didn't dare to show it at all. I could only force a smile and say to him, 'If you like me, go for it.' That's what I said against my will. "

Listening to Taoist Ye's narration, Ji Feng was dull and silent.

He felt a little strange, but he couldn't tell what was strange, so he could only continue to listen to what Taoist Ye said.

But at this time, the hope in Taoist Ye's eyes was fading:

"It was fine at first. They kept pestering each other, which made me even think that it was not bad for everyone to stay like this.

But when they were in college, they finally overcome all difficulties and finally came together.

They are like destined lovers, like the protagonists in a TV series. No matter how many hardships they go through, they will end up together.

I didn't dare to speak before, and at that time I could only remain silent. I hid my thoughts and secrets and silently blessed them.

He told me that he would ask me to be the best man when he gets married in the future.

When I smiled and agreed, that was not what I wanted. I didn't want to be his best man. I really liked and loved him.

But I know that he doesn't like me, and he can't like me. He has expressed his disgust and resistance in front of me more than once, and he hates people like me.

I don't want him to think I'm disgusting, and I don't want to be abandoned by him, so I'm willing to stay with him as a friend, maybe for a lifetime. "

Ji Feng frowned. In fact, when he heard this, he had already realized something.

It's just that I'm not sure enough yet. People like Taoist Ye...

No way?
He moved his butt unnaturally and no longer exposed his back to Taoist Ye:
"and after?"

Taoist Ye seemed completely oblivious to Ji Feng's actions. He was completely immersed in his own world, telling his own story.

"Later? Five or ten years later, he said that he was ready to get married. He invited me to be the best man just like he said when he was a child. He also told me that he hoped that I could also find my own happiness.

But I won't be happy anymore, because the person I love hates people like me.

I originally thought that all this would end here, but I didn't expect that the changes between them were completely beyond the imagination of outsiders. They were actually brothers and sisters!

When I heard the news, besides being worried about him, I actually felt a little bit happy in my heart.

I called him to comfort him, invited him out for dinner and drinks...

For me, everything suddenly got better. I was very happy during that time, but he was very sad. He still couldn't let go of her or his rabbit..."

Ji Feng's pupils shrank slightly!
really!

Although everything that happened before was vaguely foreshadowing, when he heard Ye Chen's last words, he still felt like his scalp was exploding.

"The person you like is Xu Le?"

After telling his biggest secret, Ye Chen seemed to feel much more relaxed.

He was relieved and his face was indifferent, as if a big stone that had been weighing on his heart for ten or twenty years was suddenly removed:
"Ji Feng, I have said before that you don't understand anything at all, you are just a self-righteous guy.

I have never liked anyone other than him. Even if I liked and loved him, I would keep silent and never tell anyone. I kept myself clean.

And how much less thoughtful can you be than me? "

"..." If it were before, Ji Feng would definitely refute.

But now he remains silent. In addition to some doubts, there may also be a little recognition. There are indeed more secrets hidden in his heart.

And Ji Feng also wanted to hear what else Taoist Ye would say.

Ye Chen faced the summer sunshine, making his whole body look glowing.

"Ahem, if you give it a name, the six desires will arise. Do you know what this sentence means..."

"I know." Ji Feng replied lightly.

Ye Chen's eyes brightened slightly. He didn't think Ji Feng was talking nonsense, because the young man in front of him was indeed no ordinary character, so he was looking forward to Ji Feng's words:
"Ahem, tell me..." Ye Chen suddenly coughed, more than once.

Ji Feng glanced at him and saw nothing, so he continued to answer the previous question:
"For ordinary people, when there is no label, no matter what happens, people will not feel anything. But once they are labeled, the feelings will be injected into it. It is like a novel, without labels For a character without a name, even if hundreds of millions of readers die, it won't make much of a difference.

But with labels and names, the death of a villain will make people happy, the death of a decent person will make people sad, the death of a regrettable person will make people sad, and the death of someone who shouldn't die will become a poisonous point in the novel.

Because readers have injected their own emotions in the process of reading, they are no longer pieces of paper or words, but people. "

Ye Chen was silent for a moment, then smiled with relief:

"It turns out you really understand..."

However, Ji Feng did not stop the topic because of this moment of empathy. He stared at Ye Chen and did not sympathize with the person in front of him, but continued to ask:

"You know that giving a name brings about the emergence of six desires, so you should also know that there is another sentence behind it, right?"

"I know..." Ye Chen lowered his head silently.

Ji Feng chuckled:
"So you knew. Did you know that you did it?"

Ji Feng's words are like a knife.

Because emotion is like a knife. If it is indulged, it will lead to endless mistakes.

The friendship between gentlemen should be kept in order so that everyone can retain their dignity.

He has experienced and faced far more temptations and pulls than Ye Chen. Let’s talk about the simplest ones...

Mu Wanqiu, Gu Xueting, Ye Yuwei.

As long as he labels them as sluts, which they asked for themselves, then he may be able to play with these girls without any burden, play with their feelings, and even pull them into bed.

They like Monsoon because they like it and it’s hard to refuse.

But what will be the end result?
There will be no results, or there will be no good results.

Possessiveness, morality, and the outlook on life in modern society will not allow or accept this kind of thing.

Many people may say that it is normal for rich and powerful people to keep many women and have many mistresses.

This is indeed the case, but what these things have in common is that these kept women are not soul-equivalent to the keepers.

It is impossible to find a soul-matching lover with such behavior, and in the end it is nothing more than satisfying physical desires.

Therefore, there is a sentence after that.

"If you stop here, the seven emotions will stop..."

Some things you shouldn't do, some emotions you shouldn't have should be done. If you don't do it, don't say how unique you are. "

Why is Ji Feng so sure that Ye Chen has overstepped his bounds?
Because Ye Chen has stated more than once that he has sins that cannot be repaid.

If he had been hiding his feelings as quietly as before, then he could not be guilty. At least what happened to Miss Rabbit and Mr. Kangaroo was not his fault.

Ye Chen did not refute Ji Feng, perhaps just as Ji Feng guessed.

He didn't hide his feelings, he crossed the line.

"You're right, I crossed the line..."

"Let's talk about it. Now that we've said it, what else is there to hide?"

Ye Chen was silent for a while, and after a long time, he continued:
"After Xu Le and Bian Nan learned about each other's relationship, they did separate and calm down for a while, but they still couldn't let go of each other, and missing each other became a disease.

Finally, after being separated for half a year, they found each other again and came here..."

"How many years have they lived here?"

"Ahem, two years."

"You know there aren't many people here, right?"

"Not much, just me."

Hearing Ye Chen's admission, Ji Feng suddenly became furious:

"Okay, okay! They just lived here quietly with each other, but there was a clown who peeked at other people's happiness and betrayed them, is that right?"

"Yes, it was me who told their parents the news that they were here, pretending to be an unintentional mistake..."

Ye Chen nodded heavily and finally admitted.

"The couple gave up everything, evaded the world and lived here in seclusion without disturbing anyone. What's wrong with them?"

"Cough cough cough... they are right, but it is always me who is wrong."

Ji Feng's eyelids have been twitching. He has not taken action to hit Ye Chen now. He has already cultivated himself as a human being in his third life.

"What then?"

"Bian Nan was taken away, and Xu Le was left in a nearby city. They were completely separated and could no longer contact each other. I stayed with him during the following period..."

"During that time, were you secretly happy that you got what you wanted?"

"Yes."

"Ye Chen, you are even more disgusting than I imagined." Ji Feng expressed his disgust without any concealment.

"Ahem, I know."

"What happened after that? When did Mr. Kangaroo die?" Ji Feng asked again casually.

Ye Chen was about to answer, but he suddenly realized something and looked at Ji Feng in surprise.

"How do you know he's dead? I shouldn't...have said that, right?"

"I don't know or am not sure at first. I don't know this person, so I can't analyze his behavior, but I can understand Miss Rabbit and I can understand you.

You always pick up your cell phone late at night, but you say that you don’t use your cell phone to practice Taoism, and it’s not unusual for Taoist priests to play with cell phones. So what you want to hide is not your cell phone, but something deeper.

Miss Rabbit likes to check Moments late at night to visit Mr. Kangaroo, whom she has been missing. The time happens to be late at night and can correspond to foreign time.

But the time she spends checking Moments happens to be the same as the time you play on your phone. If someone has been using Mr. Kangaroo’s account to send Moments, it would be easy to explain..."

Ye Chen knew that Ji Feng's analysis was very powerful.

In fact, he had seen it that night, and was even told by Ji Feng that he had broken his defense.

But he didn't expect Ji Feng's analytical ability to be so outrageous. Could he deduce so many things from just a few clues?
"Ahem, who are you?"

"Me? I'm Ji Feng, what's wrong?"

"nothing……"

Ye Chen knew that Ji Feng was unwilling to talk about the past in depth, but he just felt that he was indeed extraordinary.

"You haven't answered my question directly yet, Mr. Kangaroo, is he dead?"

"Xu Le is indeed dead."

"How did he die? Did you kill him?" Ji Feng said jokingly.

"Ahem, that's right." Ye Chen coughed twice and nodded.

Squeak! ~
The sound of the small wooden bench mopping the floor was very harsh. Ji Feng stood up directly. He held the ax in his hand and his eyes were cold:
"Keep talking."

"When Xu Le was in the most pain, it was also the time when I was the best to him. Although I didn't say it explicitly, he felt my feelings..."

"Did he guess you did it?"

When he said this, Ye Chen suddenly laughed and then started crying again:

"Hehehe~ Hahaha... Yes, he guessed that it was me. He lost the person he loved most and was betrayed by his best brother. I can't describe his expression when he knew all this.

He was given a name that was despised by the world, insulted, and despised, and he could never even return to his old social circle, the circle of relatives and friends.

He and Bian Nan have experienced so many setbacks and grievances. Their relationship for more than ten years was ruined by his brother and his trust in his brother. Ahem..."

When Ye Chen said this, Ji Feng couldn't help but kicked him directly.

The unstable Ye Chen was immediately kicked to the ground by Ji Feng.

Then he started coughing up blood, and even couldn’t stop it...

Ji Feng was stunned immediately. He used a lot of force, but he really couldn't kick someone like this.

"Hey, stinking Taoist priest, are you okay? Don't let this happen?"

Ye Chen lay on the ground, his face ashen.

Ji Feng didn't care about his anger at this time, and knelt down beside him, trying to pull him up.

Just Ye Chen gently waved his hand to stop Ji Feng:

"Monsoon, I'm going to die."

"Stop joking, okay?" Ji Feng was a little anxious.

But Ye Chen just shook his head again:
"Ji Feng, I'm really going to die. Time is running out. Please stop talking and listen to me, okay?"

"Row."

Ye Chen's breathing was a little unsteady. He adjusted slightly after practicing martial arts for many years:
"Ji Feng, don't think too much. It's none of your business. I've always been sick."

"What disease?"

"Cancer, the kind that can't be cured, I'm not kidding you, really, but today I drank a bottle of the same medicine as him, which guarantees death. Don't guess, I know people who can't be saved."

Ji Feng:……

pesticide? Rat poison? Or is it something else?
Seeing Ye Chen like this, Ji Feng couldn't make any judgment and could only continue to listen to what he said.

"Don't cremate me after I die. I'm afraid you won't be able to burn it well. I dug a hole in the forest garden to the west and prepared the soil.

After I die, just use a cart to push me over and bury me directly. "

Seeing that Ji Feng remained silent, he asked again:
"OK?"

"Row."

Ye Chen coughed a few more times and continued:
"Ahem, cough, cough, there's one more thing..."

"Say it, I'm listening."

"I helped those two little ones contact an ordinary family in the city. I picked them up. From now on, they will be called Qingfeng Qingchen, plus a surname. They are innocent. Please do me a favor. Send them there..."

Ji Feng was stunned and suddenly thought of the cramming education he gave to two children when he first met Ye Chen.

At that time, he also advised Ye Chen that the child was too young to understand this, and then he began to test himself inexplicably.

Thinking about it now, he was already preparing at that time...

When a person is about to die, his words are also good.

He had no reason to refuse such a thing:
"it is good."

"Ahem, thank you. By the way, the phone is in the drawer of my room. There is a card next to it, and there is 6 yuan in it. After you leave, find someone to help you post the overseas friends. The picture is actually very Easy to find…”

"Row."

Ye Chen took out the small box containing the ring from his arms. He slowly took out the ring and handed it to Ji Feng.

Ji Feng picked up this ordinary female ring made of alloy. Inside the ring was engraved:

【K】【H】

There is no doubt that this is a courtship ring.

He looked at Taoist Ye. Ye Chen's eyes had begun to dissipate and were no longer focused:

"Ahem, cough, cough, as you said, once a person makes certain mistakes, he will never be able to figure them out for the rest of his life. Even if he has been practicing Taoism for several years, he still won't be able to figure them out. So just follow me to the grave.

this……"

Ye Chen suddenly paused for a long time, but like a flashback, he suddenly became energetic and continued to whisper:

"This is the ring Xu Le prepared for Bian Nan at that time. He always wanted to propose to Bian Nan, but unfortunately he didn't make it in time. This is his biggest wish, and his wish is my wish.

Ji Feng, please help me again.

Give the ring to Miss Rabbit..."

　The meaning of writing these chapters is that if you give it a name, the six desires will arise, and if you stop here, the seven emotions will cease. I am really out of water, but I am still very serious. It will be over soon. I'm sorry.
　　
　
(End of this chapter)