Seven days maid de contract lover

I don't know why, although the time and space are not right, but Li Liushang suddenly has the desire to talk.

Maybe it's been suppressed for a long time, and at first it was insensitive, and I couldn't feel the pain anymore.I also feel that there is no need to appeal.In addition, Ling Xiaoxiao has always been a child, and it is even more impossible for him to complain in front of her.

However, at this moment, he was lying in Ling Xiaoxiao's soft embrace, breathing gently, and Li Liushang felt as if something had revived in his heart.

"When I was young, I was very afraid that my mother would leave us." Li Liushang's voice was a little mutated and hollow.

For a while, Ling Xiaoxiao didn't react at all.He was confiding in her.

"I stayed at home every step of the way, and I thought that as long as I took good care of my mother, she would not leave." Li Liushang's voice was full of bitterness, and the childhood memories that had been deliberately forgotten came to my heart again. .

Ling Xiaoxiao's eyelashes trembled slightly, and he raised his finger, imitating the appearance of flowing wine, and gently placed it on his head, once, again, with incomparable patience, as if he wanted to pass his tenderness from his fingertips to him.

"My mother is a real lady. She studies art and likes glass. She loves crystal clear and pure things. She and her father are married into a family. I think she probably doesn't love my father very much. So even if she gave birth to me, It is still that kind of cold feeling. She is naturally elegant, so to speak, she is also very gentle, her voice is soft, her smile is faint, her fingers are soft, and her embrace is warm. But she is standing By your side, holding you, you can clearly know that if you can't enter her world, she can't enter your world either. Everyone is far away from her." Li Liushang's voice A trace of sadness slowly infiltrated into the heart, as if the whole person had been immersed in the unhappy child in childhood.

"Father is a very mild-tempered son of an aristocratic family, but this kind of life is too depressing for him. He tried various methods to get close to his mother, but in the end he never succeeded. The two lived farther and farther apart. Probably he has despaired of this kind of life and this kind of love. One day, he will have a normal affair."

Ling smiled and held her breath, not daring to make any sound, not sympathetic or caring.She was a little at a loss, not knowing how to deal with this kind of history.

"I don't know when it started. I have always wanted to firmly guard the family that is no longer complete. My father has always hidden this matter very well. He was very afraid that my mother would know. As a result, one day, he I drank too much and was helped back by that woman. I stood at the door and refused to let that woman in. I know that as long as I work hard, she won’t be able to come in.” Li Liushang gritted his teeth, as if he was fighting against his imaginary self .

"As a result, my father knelt down, hugged me and cried... He was very sad. He is a kind person. He wanted a normal and gentle wife. He didn't need such an excellent and elegant wife, but he could make this family happy. He was a little angry. He begged me, knelt there, begged me, and told me that if he stayed with his mother, he would die." Li Liushang's eyes were tightly closed, and he tried his best to hold himself from the beginning to the end. Keep your voice calm.However, he couldn't help but shut his mouth and gasped heavily.

"I don't know how to deal with these complicated relationships between adults, but I know that my father's words also have his reasons. At that time, I silently stepped aside. I felt that I shouldn't stop him, I shouldn't To do something that might be right." Li Liushang fell silent.

For a long time Ling Xiaoxiao thought that he would continue talking, but he never spoke.

After a long time, Ling Xiaoxiao gently stretched out his hand to caress Li Liushang's face and lips.

Li Liushang opened his mouth, and sucked Ling Xiaoxiao's fingers into his mouth, with an indescribably lingering feeling, sucking slowly, biting lightly from time to time...

It seemed that he didn't want to continue talking.Only use this method he likes to distract those...

Ling Xiaoxiao has always been relatively weak in front of Li Liushang, and she doesn't know how to comfort her.She bent down, bowed her head, and gently pressed her lips against Li Liushang's lips.

Fingers slipped out slowly, lips pressed against lips, tongue entangled with tongue, big hand, eagerly stroking Ling Xiaoxiao's back, quickly took the initiative.

The two hugged sideways, Ling smiled and moved her lips back a little, with something very, very gentle in her eyes, she said: "Everyone is helpless when they face things that they can't solve at all when they are young. However, you have I have grown up. I have become the best man in the world. I don’t think I regret having a father like you, she is really the happiest child in the world.”

Li Liushang did not speak.

That kiss didn't become hot, but slowly became gentle.Li Liushang's hand caressed Ling Xiaoxiao's abdomen, where there was another cute little life.

Li Liushang said: "I always felt that if I had persisted, if... Then, maybe my mother would not have left us, and my father would not have died. Everything is like the butterfly effect. As you said, everything has changed."

The resolute little background when Ling Xiaoxiao left at the beginning overlapped with the appearance of his mother in the nightmare more than once, which made him extremely uncomfortable.

I really want, I really want to hold the one I love tightly in my arms, and let the childhood nightmare of helplessness go away.

"That way, you won't know me anymore." Ling smiled and said softly, "There will be no regrets."

The flow of history is dumb.

That's right, those things that I regretted when I thought about them at the beginning, now, they are slowly becoming far away.He should cherish what he has, and think about the irreparable past.

However, in my heart, the knot of losing what I love is stuck there, and it will explode at any time.

He hugged her and didn't speak.

Ling smiled suddenly and chuckled: "Look, I have given you such abuse for no reason, and I still haven't regretted it yet, but you still dare to regret it. Don't you think that everything in your previous life can't be changed at all?" Because as long as you Change a little bit, and you won't meet me.

I am someone else's, and you will be someone else's too.

I don't know if that would be the same happiness.

Ling thought lightly with a smile.

Maybe.

She will not feel any regrets if she has not tasted the present happiness.An ordinary and gentle man was all her dreams in her teenage years.

Li Liushang raised her face fiercely, and said, "You can't think about other possibilities."

Even in his imagination, he didn't want Ling Xiaoxiao to have other possibilities of happiness.

Her happiness should only be related to him.

Ling smiled and hummed, his eyes were crooked, and he was very obedient.

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