Run, run, keep running,
I don't want to be overtaken by black emotions,
I ran all the way,
don't want anything,
Really, I really want to die like this!
Life is too painful, one after another,
I thought this pain had come to an end, but who knows that there is no most pain, only more pain,
Ordinary as I am, how can I survive.
*
The light pollution reflected by the headlights of the cars in front of him and the lights on the side of the road made Ling's teary eyes almost blind for a while...
I just let my legs drive my body, wanting to escape... escape from the thoughts that hurt me!
But thought is in our brains, wherever we go, it can follow, and we can't get rid of it no matter what!
Exhausted, Ling smiled and knelt down on the side of the street in a daze, alone, crying helplessly, completely disrespectful of the eyes of the people around him, immersed in his own sadness alone.
Li Liushang chased her out and stood about three meters behind her. Such a short distance can prevent her from making any irrational actions.Such a long distance prevented him from touching her soft body.
He looked at her sad and didn't know what to do. At this time, he slightly doubted himself, did he tell her now that your daughter is still alive, but she has no regrets, she just caught a cold and died a few days ago. Tianshui, is it more suitable?
However, he quickly denied his own thoughts, no, this cannot be done.He couldn't keep her out of school.He knew better than she what a modern woman's diploma represented.Without a diploma, she can only find work washing dishes or even lower jobs.I can't take good care of myself, let alone take care of Li Bugui.
This world is cruel. He is not an omnipotent god who can protect them forever. He once fell from a noble son with no worries to a prisoner. He understands the impermanence of the world and the vicissitudes of life better than others.Especially the current situation of Libugui needs more care and love from adults.He was afraid that he was not strong enough to protect his beloved daughter forever, so he had to let Ling Xiaoxiao stand up on his own, and the two strong people would stand together for a blue sky without rain.
Ling Xiaoxiao has to study and grow, instead of staying by Li Bugui's side, spending the golden time of studying in the hospital.This painful parting is only for a better reunion in the future.
Ling smiled and fell to the ground crying bitterly, Li Liushang stepped forward and hugged her in his arms, people came and went around, watching this pair of handsome men and beautiful women hug each other tightly in this crowd of people...
Li Liushang looked at Ling with a smile, but he couldn't express what he wanted. He could only show deep concern through his eyes...
Girl, you don't know how much I love you and cherish this family.I am willing to give my everything, and I only hope that you and your daughter can be happy.
But there are some things that I can't do for you, I can only watch Libu regret the pain, watch you hurt, but there is nothing I can do!Because life has different tortures for everyone, which cannot be replaced by others.I can only do my best to let you go relatively smoothly.
I don't know if what I did is right or wrong, and I don't want to get entangled in the details of this issue. I only know that what I do can make you feel less pain.
That's it.
*
Tired of crying, tired, in a trance...
Li Liushang held Ling Xiaoxiao in his arms, and went to a nearby restaurant.
Ling Xiaoxiao weighs more than 90 kilograms, and it is very heavy to hold in his hands... But this kind of weight makes people feel heavy, holding people down, and feeling secure.
What a wonderful thing it is to be needed, to know the value of one's life, and to feel a kind of dependent tenderness.
The extreme exhaustion of the body caused mental confusion, Ling smiled and carried her into the bathroom...Take off her clothes...
No matter how clean the restaurant is, it is impossible to take a bath with the habit of cleanliness. The two of them stand together, and the shower sprays out soft water to wash away the sweat and pain...
Too used to the comfort and warmth of Li Liushang's care, too used to the safe and clean breath of Li Liushang... Ling Xiaoxiao thought that she would be in pain and unable to breathe... But sometimes the body and the mind go against each other.Ling Xiaoxiao has been too nervous for a while, and today has been too tiring and painful, and her spirit has been strongly stimulated again and again. At this time, it feels like the oil is running out, and her spirit can no longer control her body. In the middle of the night, I fell into a light sleep.
The small quiet face was wrapped in a large pajamas, and there was an indescribably pitiful smell.
Li Liushang thought of Ling Xiaoxiao's crying, what did I do wrong, to treat me like this, to suffer like this!There is a soft light of infinite pity in the eyes...
There is nothing wrong with you, my dear, it is only fate, which loves to play tricks on people.
It was the first time like this, flesh to flesh, but no desire at all, just afraid of waking her up.
This has been the case with Li Buhui recently. As long as Buhui falls asleep, no one dares to wake her up and continue to receive painful treatment.
Thinking of Li Bugui, Li Liushang got up, got dressed, closed the door, went downstairs, and went to the hall to make a phone call.He didn't want to make any mistakes, and was afraid that Ling Xiaoxiao would wake up and hear the slightest bit of conversation.
"How is it now?" Li Liushang asked Wu Da.
"It's okay. Where are you?!" Wu Da asked back.Suddenly there was a loud cry from the microphone: "It hurts... It hurts..." It seemed to be accusing Wuhan University of lying...Wu University turned around and said something before continuing to talk to Li Liushang: "She was dreaming, probably dreaming that she was getting an injection. Bar?"
Both men were silent.
Li Buhui has a few lingering smiles in his temper. He was a very cheerful and quiet angel before he discovered congenital heart disease. Now, he even cries miserably in his dreams... But there is nothing adults can do about all this, and they can only rely on her Be yourself, be strong.This is a disaster that fate gave her, and it is also a test question that fate gave her. She may become very strong, brave, and cute.It is also possible to become unconfident, cowardly, and dependent on others.
Things have come to this point, Li Liushang can only think of a better place.If she couldn't bear this little bit of pain, how could she survive so much pain in the future.
Learning to endure pain is a compulsory course in life. Everyone must learn it, but the time is different sooner or later.Li Liushang can only be regarded as, Li does not regret skipping a grade, and learned this lesson earlier than others.
"I'm fine here." Li Liushang said calmly, the two powerful men can handle their own affairs very well, no matter how many things there are, they can calmly say that I'm fine.
Wu Dao: "That's good! You don't have to come over tonight. I'm here."
After a while, Li Liushang said, "Fortunately, you are by my side."
There is only one sentence in thousands of words, this is the friendship between men, without Wuhan University, without Dongfang Yuxie, without Ali, without their respective safe management of the matter, Li Liushang dare not imagine what he would be like now.
Wuhan University smiled slightly: "Well, we are together, we have never passed anything, don't be afraid, everything will be fine." With advanced equipment and environment, the chance of cure is still very high.It's just that the child is too young, and the process is more painful.Let all adults feel unbearable.
Li Liushang's voice slightly raised: "Yes." It showed some confidence.
*
After hanging up the phone, I was not in a hurry to go back to my room. I sat in the bar, ordered a glass of wine, and sipped slowly...
A coquettish woman approached, with a tight figure wrapped in a gorgeous little yellow dress, and a seductive and coquettish look on her fashionable and exquisite face, her voice was slightly hoarse and her voice was low, "Sir, can I borrow a fire?"
Li Liushang lowered his eyelashes slightly, put down the wine in the glass, turned and left.
Such a decisive attitude made a noble woman in the corner show a playful smile.The coquettish woman walked over, with a look of anger on her face: "Damn, Liu Liu, I lost. Damn, I made a mistake in my judgment. A man with such an enchanting appearance has such high concentration."
The woman named Liu Liu smiled and said: "Not all men will come up to you after seeing you, Miss Zhou."
"Tch, don't be complacent, you think you can win this competition if you can win the idiot man like Wei Shao. Liu Liu, you must know that not all men like ladies." Zhou Zhou lit a cigarette , took a breath: "Besides, this man will die. Maybe you have the ability to live bid."
The woman named Liuliu raised her eyebrows, and blew her long hair on her forehead lightly, "Young Master Wei, heh! He doesn't count, he's just an appetizer, but it's just that we are lonely and bored at my brother's side, so we can relieve our loneliness by the way. But Li Liushang is different. Although the Li family is a little worse than our two families, they are still of the same level. Zhou Zhou, let's bet this again, and if we want to bet, we will bet a little bigger. Bet on who of us can be the second young lady of the Li family. Your throne." There was a deep scheming in the curved phoenix eyes, looking at the elegant woman, but with more wild and unscrupulous rhetoric than the hot woman.
"Married?!" Zhou Zhou frowned. "Why are you so overwhelmed and want to jump into the grave." What a wonderful thing to be single. Anyway, marriage must be arranged by the elders. It is best to find a player, so that everyone does not interfere with each other.She didn't want to take the initiative to jump into the pit.That man is so cold, obviously he has no interest in her. Although he is exciting and challenging, let's forget about getting married.
Liu Liu chuckled, her voice was moving, "Hey, Zhou Zhou, don't you dare?!"
"There's nothing I dare not do, but you tell your reasons!" Zhou Zhou was impulsive, but he was not an idiot. Growing up in their environment, no matter how white they were, they were stained colorfully.
"The family background is very compatible, and Li Liushang is also good. We will get married sooner or later, and it is not so easy to find a suitable partner. The most important thing is my brother who does not touch the world, who likes that woman. I want to help him and heal him! "Liu Liu said the most arrogant and free-spirited sentences in the most elegant voice.
"Ah, your young brother Bai is finally pregnant?" Zhou Zhou said pleasantly, "It's really rare. How are you going to cure him?"
"I want to tell him the cruel reality, let him have a chance to kiss her in a reasonable way, and let him know that women are like this, and there is no such thing as love in the world." Liu Liu raised her glass with a dignified gesture , gulp it down.
*
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I don't want to be overtaken by black emotions,
I ran all the way,
don't want anything,
Really, I really want to die like this!
Life is too painful, one after another,
I thought this pain had come to an end, but who knows that there is no most pain, only more pain,
Ordinary as I am, how can I survive.
*
The light pollution reflected by the headlights of the cars in front of him and the lights on the side of the road made Ling's teary eyes almost blind for a while...
I just let my legs drive my body, wanting to escape... escape from the thoughts that hurt me!
But thought is in our brains, wherever we go, it can follow, and we can't get rid of it no matter what!
Exhausted, Ling smiled and knelt down on the side of the street in a daze, alone, crying helplessly, completely disrespectful of the eyes of the people around him, immersed in his own sadness alone.
Li Liushang chased her out and stood about three meters behind her. Such a short distance can prevent her from making any irrational actions.Such a long distance prevented him from touching her soft body.
He looked at her sad and didn't know what to do. At this time, he slightly doubted himself, did he tell her now that your daughter is still alive, but she has no regrets, she just caught a cold and died a few days ago. Tianshui, is it more suitable?
However, he quickly denied his own thoughts, no, this cannot be done.He couldn't keep her out of school.He knew better than she what a modern woman's diploma represented.Without a diploma, she can only find work washing dishes or even lower jobs.I can't take good care of myself, let alone take care of Li Bugui.
This world is cruel. He is not an omnipotent god who can protect them forever. He once fell from a noble son with no worries to a prisoner. He understands the impermanence of the world and the vicissitudes of life better than others.Especially the current situation of Libugui needs more care and love from adults.He was afraid that he was not strong enough to protect his beloved daughter forever, so he had to let Ling Xiaoxiao stand up on his own, and the two strong people would stand together for a blue sky without rain.
Ling Xiaoxiao has to study and grow, instead of staying by Li Bugui's side, spending the golden time of studying in the hospital.This painful parting is only for a better reunion in the future.
Ling smiled and fell to the ground crying bitterly, Li Liushang stepped forward and hugged her in his arms, people came and went around, watching this pair of handsome men and beautiful women hug each other tightly in this crowd of people...
Li Liushang looked at Ling with a smile, but he couldn't express what he wanted. He could only show deep concern through his eyes...
Girl, you don't know how much I love you and cherish this family.I am willing to give my everything, and I only hope that you and your daughter can be happy.
But there are some things that I can't do for you, I can only watch Libu regret the pain, watch you hurt, but there is nothing I can do!Because life has different tortures for everyone, which cannot be replaced by others.I can only do my best to let you go relatively smoothly.
I don't know if what I did is right or wrong, and I don't want to get entangled in the details of this issue. I only know that what I do can make you feel less pain.
That's it.
*
Tired of crying, tired, in a trance...
Li Liushang held Ling Xiaoxiao in his arms, and went to a nearby restaurant.
Ling Xiaoxiao weighs more than 90 kilograms, and it is very heavy to hold in his hands... But this kind of weight makes people feel heavy, holding people down, and feeling secure.
What a wonderful thing it is to be needed, to know the value of one's life, and to feel a kind of dependent tenderness.
The extreme exhaustion of the body caused mental confusion, Ling smiled and carried her into the bathroom...Take off her clothes...
No matter how clean the restaurant is, it is impossible to take a bath with the habit of cleanliness. The two of them stand together, and the shower sprays out soft water to wash away the sweat and pain...
Too used to the comfort and warmth of Li Liushang's care, too used to the safe and clean breath of Li Liushang... Ling Xiaoxiao thought that she would be in pain and unable to breathe... But sometimes the body and the mind go against each other.Ling Xiaoxiao has been too nervous for a while, and today has been too tiring and painful, and her spirit has been strongly stimulated again and again. At this time, it feels like the oil is running out, and her spirit can no longer control her body. In the middle of the night, I fell into a light sleep.
The small quiet face was wrapped in a large pajamas, and there was an indescribably pitiful smell.
Li Liushang thought of Ling Xiaoxiao's crying, what did I do wrong, to treat me like this, to suffer like this!There is a soft light of infinite pity in the eyes...
There is nothing wrong with you, my dear, it is only fate, which loves to play tricks on people.
It was the first time like this, flesh to flesh, but no desire at all, just afraid of waking her up.
This has been the case with Li Buhui recently. As long as Buhui falls asleep, no one dares to wake her up and continue to receive painful treatment.
Thinking of Li Bugui, Li Liushang got up, got dressed, closed the door, went downstairs, and went to the hall to make a phone call.He didn't want to make any mistakes, and was afraid that Ling Xiaoxiao would wake up and hear the slightest bit of conversation.
"How is it now?" Li Liushang asked Wu Da.
"It's okay. Where are you?!" Wu Da asked back.Suddenly there was a loud cry from the microphone: "It hurts... It hurts..." It seemed to be accusing Wuhan University of lying...Wu University turned around and said something before continuing to talk to Li Liushang: "She was dreaming, probably dreaming that she was getting an injection. Bar?"
Both men were silent.
Li Buhui has a few lingering smiles in his temper. He was a very cheerful and quiet angel before he discovered congenital heart disease. Now, he even cries miserably in his dreams... But there is nothing adults can do about all this, and they can only rely on her Be yourself, be strong.This is a disaster that fate gave her, and it is also a test question that fate gave her. She may become very strong, brave, and cute.It is also possible to become unconfident, cowardly, and dependent on others.
Things have come to this point, Li Liushang can only think of a better place.If she couldn't bear this little bit of pain, how could she survive so much pain in the future.
Learning to endure pain is a compulsory course in life. Everyone must learn it, but the time is different sooner or later.Li Liushang can only be regarded as, Li does not regret skipping a grade, and learned this lesson earlier than others.
"I'm fine here." Li Liushang said calmly, the two powerful men can handle their own affairs very well, no matter how many things there are, they can calmly say that I'm fine.
Wu Dao: "That's good! You don't have to come over tonight. I'm here."
After a while, Li Liushang said, "Fortunately, you are by my side."
There is only one sentence in thousands of words, this is the friendship between men, without Wuhan University, without Dongfang Yuxie, without Ali, without their respective safe management of the matter, Li Liushang dare not imagine what he would be like now.
Wuhan University smiled slightly: "Well, we are together, we have never passed anything, don't be afraid, everything will be fine." With advanced equipment and environment, the chance of cure is still very high.It's just that the child is too young, and the process is more painful.Let all adults feel unbearable.
Li Liushang's voice slightly raised: "Yes." It showed some confidence.
*
After hanging up the phone, I was not in a hurry to go back to my room. I sat in the bar, ordered a glass of wine, and sipped slowly...
A coquettish woman approached, with a tight figure wrapped in a gorgeous little yellow dress, and a seductive and coquettish look on her fashionable and exquisite face, her voice was slightly hoarse and her voice was low, "Sir, can I borrow a fire?"
Li Liushang lowered his eyelashes slightly, put down the wine in the glass, turned and left.
Such a decisive attitude made a noble woman in the corner show a playful smile.The coquettish woman walked over, with a look of anger on her face: "Damn, Liu Liu, I lost. Damn, I made a mistake in my judgment. A man with such an enchanting appearance has such high concentration."
The woman named Liu Liu smiled and said: "Not all men will come up to you after seeing you, Miss Zhou."
"Tch, don't be complacent, you think you can win this competition if you can win the idiot man like Wei Shao. Liu Liu, you must know that not all men like ladies." Zhou Zhou lit a cigarette , took a breath: "Besides, this man will die. Maybe you have the ability to live bid."
The woman named Liuliu raised her eyebrows, and blew her long hair on her forehead lightly, "Young Master Wei, heh! He doesn't count, he's just an appetizer, but it's just that we are lonely and bored at my brother's side, so we can relieve our loneliness by the way. But Li Liushang is different. Although the Li family is a little worse than our two families, they are still of the same level. Zhou Zhou, let's bet this again, and if we want to bet, we will bet a little bigger. Bet on who of us can be the second young lady of the Li family. Your throne." There was a deep scheming in the curved phoenix eyes, looking at the elegant woman, but with more wild and unscrupulous rhetoric than the hot woman.
"Married?!" Zhou Zhou frowned. "Why are you so overwhelmed and want to jump into the grave." What a wonderful thing to be single. Anyway, marriage must be arranged by the elders. It is best to find a player, so that everyone does not interfere with each other.She didn't want to take the initiative to jump into the pit.That man is so cold, obviously he has no interest in her. Although he is exciting and challenging, let's forget about getting married.
Liu Liu chuckled, her voice was moving, "Hey, Zhou Zhou, don't you dare?!"
"There's nothing I dare not do, but you tell your reasons!" Zhou Zhou was impulsive, but he was not an idiot. Growing up in their environment, no matter how white they were, they were stained colorfully.
"The family background is very compatible, and Li Liushang is also good. We will get married sooner or later, and it is not so easy to find a suitable partner. The most important thing is my brother who does not touch the world, who likes that woman. I want to help him and heal him! "Liu Liu said the most arrogant and free-spirited sentences in the most elegant voice.
"Ah, your young brother Bai is finally pregnant?" Zhou Zhou said pleasantly, "It's really rare. How are you going to cure him?"
"I want to tell him the cruel reality, let him have a chance to kiss her in a reasonable way, and let him know that women are like this, and there is no such thing as love in the world." Liu Liu raised her glass with a dignified gesture , gulp it down.
*
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