Seven days maid de contract lover

From a very young age, I have known what "loneliness" is. It is a deep-rooted, lingering sense of alienation, a feeling that I am the only one breathing in the world.

No one walks with me, and I don't care about these things, but I have a desire in my heart, I want to live well and live happily.As for happiness, what is it, I don't know for sure.

I thought it would be a pain like hell to be by this man's side, but it just happened now, and I'm getting used to it pretty well.But I was really immersed in this looming pleasure, but in an instant, I suddenly realized... It's still the same!He will always be that kind of person, strong and independent, and extremely ego!

The moment he heard Li Ningxia's words, his heart was suddenly suppressed by something, and he felt extreme pain.

Sometimes the perception is only for a moment, like a white light flashing across my brain, I seem to have caught some fragments of thoughts, but... and extremely panic!

What am I hurting?What the hell am I thinking?

I don't love him, and there is no real and substantive emotional commitment between us except for a child. How can we restrict him from marrying someone else!

But the pain, just the pain, happened for real, no matter what the reason, it made her tremble!

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His complexion slightly adjusted an angle, allowing a standard smile to overflow from the corner of his eyes.Ling Xiaoxiao flinched, and before Li Liushang made any explanations, he flinched and retreated to the room. For a moment, Li Liushang even felt that he was watching Ling Xiaoxiao, and his life appeared from the retreat!

He understood what Li Ningxia meant by making trouble like this, saw his doting on Ling Xiaoxiao, calculated the delicate emotion between them, and let Ling Xiaoxiao's pain destroy the old man's proposal, and finally, stop history. Liu Shang's chance to ascend to the throne of the Li family.

He opened his mouth, what did he want to say?But before the words escaped his lips, he thought again that although his explanation at this time could dispel Ling Xiaoxiao's suspicion in time, on the other hand, it was tantamount to showing Li Ningxia his hole card.

He pursed his lips tightly, an angry cold light in his eyes.Essentially speaking, he is an extremely defensive person, and now that someone has hurt Ling Xiaoxiao in front of him, the anger in his heart is even more ready to burst out.

For the first time, he put down those false politeness, and said to his aunt: "If Xizhi has been hiding behind your skirt like this, he doesn't even have the courage to face my challenge. In all aspects, he is more suitable to be the boss than him! Because no matter how clever he is, if he can make me fall into one conspiracy after another, then he is at most just a military adviser! Commander, it won’t be like that.”

He didn't care what Li Ningxia was chattering about, he just went straight to the point, he was a stronger existence than Li Xizhi!

Being humiliated by others, Li Ningxia stopped pretending and just sneered: "Do you think I did it because Xizhi asked me to do it? Let me tell you, Xizhi gave up on his own initiative. He and the old man took the initiative to give up this Everything, everything, is not what you imagined. He is too gentleman, and everything is not arranged by him. "

Li Liushang didn't believe her nonsense at all: "Then who was it that made Li Qushui Yueling smile on the phone last night?" This man always cared about his own false elegance, but in the end, it was just a pale shadow.Let Wu Xing pick Ling Xiaoxiao, and find out Li Yan's story to touch Ling Xiaoxiao's feminine side, what a wonderful move.

Li Ningxia opened her mouth and didn't say anything else. Anyway, she had achieved her goal, so there was no need for her to continue being a clown.Turn around and leave, the mess will be cleaned up by others.

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When Li Liushang returned to the house, Ling smiled and sat by the window in a daze.

In this vast crowd, it is an instinct to find such a person and give one's love!Even if I don't realize it, my heart will still search until I meet that person!

In fact, people instinctively are never afraid of falling in love with someone, only afraid of being unworthy, devoutly offering a heart, and being thrown into the mud and trampled.We are all mortals, giving love and expecting something in return, looking forward to being cherished, looking forward to those moments when the body seems to be full, so happy, so sweet.

The body instinctively likes the love Li Liushang gives, but intellectually knows clearly that this man is not worth it!So it will be more painful to be reminded by Li Ningxia.We are all afraid of being humiliated by others and our real weakness, because the truth is the most painful!

Ling Xiaoxiao didn't dare to think about how she felt about Li Liushang anymore, at least not at this time.

Li Liushang's hand gently landed on Ling Xiaoxiao's shoulder, Ling Xiaoxiao suddenly felt an extreme chill, she wanted to wave this hand away, to hide away, to leave this man, to be alone stay.However, after all, she did nothing, but tremblingly accepted Li Liushang's fingers and gentle caress.

When Li Liushang's face pressed over, ready to kiss, Ling smiled and avoided it.She can't bear it... This is too painful!

She turned around and ran away in a very fast way without concealing her feelings, running away... But where could she run away?

She just ran from the living room into the bedroom, continued to run into the bathroom, closed the door tightly, and then, standing in the middle of this concrete cage, she sadly found herself with no way out!

What am I hurting?what am i hiding

Dodge history?Still hiding from myself for a moment is almost a nagging feeling!Ling smiled and didn't know.

Am I in love with this man?She curled up into a ball, bent down, finally couldn't resist the surging pain in her chest, and with a wow, she lay on her stomach in the bathroom... vomited upside down!

It's so fucking disgusting, how is it possible, how is it possible to love this kind of person!

She vomited, thinking.Eyes full of wet fluid...

She always thought that her body didn't matter, she could do whatever she liked, and just guard her heart.But she seems to have forgotten a simple and simple truth, that is, our hearts live in our own bodies.

She never thought that in her life, when she realized the possibility of love for the first time, she would vomit so heartbroken!Desperate to die!

Li Liushang naturally doesn't understand Ling Xiaoxiao's thoughts, he just knows that Ling Xiaoxiao is very angry, and this anger confirms her feelings for him from the side, it's not like she doesn't like it at all.Although he always knew that Ling Xiaoxiao loved him.

He took out a card from his pocket, inserted it in the lock, and the door opened slightly. Seeing Ling Xiaoxiao laying there pitifully sobbing while rinsing his mouth with water, the whole person wept silently to the point of convulsions , looking at the reflection in the mirror, I saw her blushing...

I felt happy in my heart, although there was pity, but it was indeed very happy, the corners of my lips were slightly raised, and I hugged my chest, standing aside to appreciate Ling Xiaoxiao's ultimate performance after being jealous.

Ling smiled and took a quick look at him in the mirror.After washing his face, he took a towel and slowly wiped his eyes.There was no embarrassment on his face, because the emotion was too strong, so he temporarily lost his shyness.As if he was very tired, he turned a blind eye to Li Liushang and went around.Go to the bed and fall into the soft bed weakly!

Li Liushang didn't explain anything, squatted down, grasped Ling Xiaoxiao's little hand, silently, kissed, and stamped the diamond ring between her fingers.

Eyes, focused and pious!

My, my smile!

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The sun slowly passed through the window lattice, and that extremely bright light shone on the bed, on Ling Xiaoxiao's abdomen. Ling Xiaoxiao stretched out his hand to grasp the beam of warm light in a daze, stretched out his hand, turned over it, and gathered together in the little room. On the small belly, the baby has been very lively recently, and will toss and toss from time to time. Maybe he is still sleeping at this time, so he is quietly tired in the warm mother's body, relying on parents to caress-love!

Li Liushang asked: "What are you afraid of?" What is it because you have no confidence in this world?Or to him?Herself?

Ling smiled and didn't look at him, staring at the ceiling in a daze for a long time before saying, "I don't know." She didn't want to say it.It seemed that when this incident was spoken out of her mouth, it seemed to have been proved by something, it would take root, it would germinate, and then... it would become a real fact!

The thing she was most afraid of, no, it should be said that she didn't expect it to happen at all, it just happened like this, without warning!

Terrible!

Such a man, cold-blooded, ruthless, arrogant and willful, cruel and devouring blood, is there anything worthy of a normal woman's love.What's more, he has done so many terrible things to her.

She could barely accept being with him for the sake of the child.However, the loss of heart is an unforgivable fault for Ling Xiaoxiao's self-esteem!

She couldn't even convince herself.There is no way to convince myself with any reason or excuse.Could it be that she really is, by nature, too cheap!

Suddenly, pushing Li Liushang's hand away, Ling smiled and said rudely: "Go out and let me have a quiet meeting!"

Li Liushang let go of her hand, slightly surprised, could it be that she condemned herself without explaining herself?How can it be possible to follow him without such a little bit of trust.

"It's not what she said." Li Liushang gritted his teeth and explained.This girl is now pregnant, so she can only be coaxed if she can't be beaten or scolded!So, he still endured this cold face and tried his best to explain.

"I don't want to hear it!" Ling smiled and turned his eyes, looking directly at Li Liushang, his eyes were like knives, but he replied in a sharp tone never before: "I don't care either!"

Li Liushang jumped up, turned and left.Damn, he also has self-esteem, okay?

Ling turned around with a smile, numbly, and closed her eyes. She didn't know how to face her fragmented life!

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