Seven days maid de contract lover

92 love letters?suicide note?

"I was locked in the car, and I was extremely bored, so the following posts are all boring things. You can go straight to the business and read it when you have time." Ling smiled and moved his body slightly.

"Be careful when you wear your favorite suit, because..." Ling bit her lip with a smile and continued: "Because there is something in the pocket that you don't like very much, um, you know, it's a snake!" She Hit send.

"Of course, we can be sure that the snake will stay in your pocket until you reach for it, because it is a fake snake, and I confess to you now, I bought it. I take the children We went to the online store and saw that the degree of simulation is very high..." A smile appeared on Qingli's face, obviously thinking of Zhuang Xiaoxiao and Li Buhui when they saw the snake, they raised their hands and put it into Li Liushang's Practice this person's affinity for snakes in your pocket.

"The kids wanted to put it under our pillows, but I didn't agree..." Ling smiled with her head tilted, only she knew why she didn't agree?She is willing to frighten Li Liushang and enjoy the occasional fragility that this powerful man needs in front of her.But she didn't want to scare this man suddenly when he was in the right mood.This may cause him a psychological shadow, and it may jeopardize their future sexual life.

"I used to be the same as you. I didn't like snakes. I thought they were cold and sinister. I always liked warmer things. But if the people I love like snakes, then I don't think I have any reason not to adapt to their existence. These are all learned slowly when I was with you. Thank you, you have taught me a lot." Yes, she can really enjoy the joy of giving now, not a responsibility, not forced.She paid for her family, felt happy, and felt happy.That was something I had never thought of before.

"Now I feel extremely happy, because I have everything I have been striving for. If life ends here, it is actually a kind of perfect thing." How is human happiness measured? Does it depend on her death? Was she in happiness at that moment? If the end of life is like the ending of a novel, then her death now is undoubtedly a less bad ending.

"However, I still want to continue living an imperfect life, watching my child grow up little by little, and then live a solid life. I know that many, many things will definitely happen in the future. Perhaps, there will be a lot of pain and unhappiness waiting ahead. Let me taste it. But, I can face all that with my family, I think, I have nothing to worry about." Ling smiled confidently.She has nothing to worry about, Li Liushang will come soon, and will come to her rescue soon.He was the one who would never, ever leave her alone.

"The first time I saw you, I felt you... There was a very reassuring feeling, as if you could carry the whole world! Then..." Ling smiled thinking about the two of them together When she stopped at the door, Li Liushang's expression became disappointed and livid, well, in fact, at that time, she was actually slightly stabbed.

Ling Xiaoxiao, who has always been very popular with the opposite sex, saw Li Liushang's undisguised disgust, and felt her pride hurt for the first time.What was that feeling like?She couldn't explain clearly, but at the first sight, she did have a completely different view of this man, as if he had opened a secret door, making her feel something ambiguous between the two sexes...

Of course, that feeling was over very quickly.

Then, Ling Xiaoxiao didn't want to recall those humiliating days anymore, and he completely shattered any good feelings he had. She just said lightly: "It was painful during that time, but I don't know why, and I still feel hopeful." She understood Except for the initial period, Li Liushang has always left room for her.

I hated him, but not so much.

Because anytime, anywhere, she told herself that she could forget the pain and live again.It is impossible for a person who lives with hatred to be truly happy.

"How do you break me little by little, and then re-shape me little by little,"

"Because you are the kind of person I've always dreamed of being. I can learn a lot by staying with you...I think I have become more confident."

"Grasshoppers commit suicide by diving, do you know? In fact, they "suicide" by diving because they can't bear a parasite called nematodes. The body of the insect. However, when the nematode larvae have developed to a certain extent, they must live in water to pass through their adult stage and reproduce in water. The nematode larvae then secrete chemical elements that can structurally mimic the Specific proteins of hosts such as katydids. The false proteins produced in this way can seriously damage the central nervous system of the host, so that the cricketer insects such as katydids become abnormal and "force" the host to leave the environment where they live and jump into the water."

"Do you see that parasites can have such an amazing ability to control their hosts? I think you must have planted a similar fake protein on my body. You have controlled my brain, controlled my body, and made me forget about those things. I think that the past that I can never forget in my life can make me like you now, and every organ and every inch of skin in my body can feel the love. This love makes me give up at this moment to find out why. From From the beginning until now, no matter what, as long as you make me believe, I will believe it unconditionally."

Ling Xiaoxiao doesn't know what love is, but based on her personal experience, love must have an inseparable relationship with the instinct of the body.Who the body likes, it knows by itself, it can know its owner, and what kind of touch can trigger the mysterious and real pleasure.She had heard of Plato's love.I also believe that there are many wonders in this great world.

But her own love was not like that.Of course, in her case, she could come up with 1 reasons.She never agreed with Li Liushang's initial violent behavior, she was real, she gave Li Liushang a chance because of her pregnancy, and later, she was moved by his efforts bit by bit.

But she knew it was more than that.In her heart, she will look directly at this question.

If the original savage, who likes someone, will be stunned with a big stick, and dragged back to the hole OOXX, like this, that person will belong to him.This matter sounds ridiculous, but it may not be unreasonable.

There are a lot of love about rape in modern times. Is it the conversion of pure spiritual love of human beings to physical love?Ling Xiaoxiao didn't know, but she felt that in love, both spirit and body are indispensable.As for the ratio, of course, everyone has their own favorite ratio.

Zhang Ailing once said that a woman's heart is connected with her yin, which is actually true.The fact that is completely different from the previous innocent girl's dream is that the pleasure of the flesh often affects the rational judgment of the human brain.

We may not love someone who is the most perfect in the eyes of the world.But it's hard to refuse a person who brings you the best physical pleasure.For example, drug rehab, why is the relapse rate so high.That's because in the hearts of human beings, how could they be willing to really give up things that make them happy.

How pure, how noble, how beautiful this person is makes people admire, but if the body doesn't like it, there is no reason why it doesn't like it.People can't control their likes, let alone their feelings.

Although this man once brought her the most painful memories, she still lost her guard in the care and love of his day-to-day life.

She admitted it.How can there be so many sincere hearts in this world, and it is rare to receive a sincere black heart.Even more rare, she actually likes it.

There was a faint smile on his lips, and the air was stuffy... Isn't it here yet?

Ling Xiaoxiao knew that no matter how much strength she used, it was impossible to open the trunk from the inside.She can only hope that this car will reach the place quickly, she believes that no matter who it falls into, it will at most be a weapon to threaten Li Liushang, and she will not die immediately.

The air was thin, breathing was slow, and I was beginning to faint.

Her fingers were still seriously pressing the keys one by one.

"I hope my mother can have a happy old age. I think my mother is very young and can have a new life, a new love, and a new start. I hope that Li Bugui can become a lucky person. In this world, smart and beautiful Money and rights are nothing compared to luck. I hope that Xiao Xiao can return to Sister Zhuang's side, and the mother and daughter will live together. Don't waste the best time for this mother and daughter to get along. I hope that Brother Wu Can find the purest and most beautiful woman to marry, he is alone, always a bit lonely. Finally, I know yours, you are so strong, there is no one in this world, you can go on like this Go on living, choose someone again, and start again. Because in my heart, you are so strong, so I always feel at ease and at ease. We have a very beautiful present, and it is enough. Everyone only lives in the present .In the future, it doesn’t matter whether you have me in the present moment or not. Life is enough to have the happiness that you gave me wholeheartedly.”

Ling smiled and closed her eyes, loosened her fingers weakly, the phone slipped slightly, she pressed the save button with her last effort, but she didn't send this message, she didn't want to disturb Li Liushang's heart.

If she is still alive, this is a useless message that will be deleted. If she dies, it will be her last words.

Suddenly she thought of a story.A fly fell into the soup and was about to die. It said: "I have eaten and drank enough, and I have had a good bath. What is there to regret about such a death?"

She wanted to edit this text message and keep silent to herself, but unfortunately, she no longer had the strength.

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