I am not mentally ill, I am the actor with a thousand faces

Chapter 360, Huang Silang
At this moment.

It's time to join the cast for filming. The preliminary work for "Let the Bullets Fly" is ready, and we're just waiting to go to the Kaiping Diaolou in Guangzhou.

The next thing is probably about the release of "Latent" during the filming, or at the time when the filming is completed.
This TV series with the main theme is about to be broadcast. It is currently in the early stage of publicity and distribution, and the publicity and distribution of CCTV is proceeding steadily.

For Li Yun.

In terms of TV series, it is by no means easy to fall behind.

On the contrary, when it comes to TV dramas, domestic productions are still within the comfort zone.
Although each circle has its own characteristics, it is completely different from the situation where the film industry is being cannibalized. Domestic TV series are still the choice of a large part of the TV audience. Although it is a bit shameful to say this, who allows most domestic TV stations to It only plays domestic dramas.
The comfort zone means abundant resources without having to compete with mature foreign film and television industries.
You can slow down the pace a little to develop.

"historical drama"

Li Yun narrowed his eyes slightly
Occasionally.

While sleeping.

Li Yun could feel the feeling of Iron Horse Binghe entering his dream
I dreamed that I became a general who fought in hundreds of battles.

I also dreamed that I would become the prime minister with all the power in the world.

Their personalities are already affecting themselves.

When they appear, they need to be sent away and 'treated'.

But Li Yun seemed to miss the real feeling of being on the battlefield in his dream.

If "Latent" can get good feedback this time.

I will be able to compete for the resources of historical dramas like Sun Honglei did back then.
"Kaiping County, Guangzhou Province."

On the other side, Lu Zhengguang sighed softly and shook his head after learning that Li Yun was going to Kaiping County to film a movie.

After all, it's fate
Lu Zhengguang also watched the movie "The Crucible" and expressed great praise. If it is given away for an award, there is still a chance that it will be nominated.

He also did not comment on Li Yun's decision to invest all the profits in filming his next movie.

Everyone has a choice.

The greatest power of adults is the power to take full responsibility for their own actions.

After Lu Zhengguang heard that it was Kaiping County, he still made a call.

"Mr. Lu."

"Xiao Li, don't you think I'm disturbing you, old man?"

"How is that possible, Mr. Lu?"

Li Yun respected Mr. Lu very much. This old man was someone from whom Li Yun truly felt the feeling of 'family affection'.

Li Yun also cherishes this elder who cares about him very much.
"Kaiping County, you know, that's your mother's hometown."

"I know"

Li Yun thought for a moment, then nodded.
Li Yun was still very vague about this place. After all, he had grown up in an orphanage since he was a child.

Frankly speaking, there are too many pale parts in my memory.
Too vague.
In fact, there is still a kind of nostalgia for the hometown in the body.

This is the body's instinct.
It's causing trouble.
however.

The first thing Li Yun thought about was whether this instinct of nostalgia for the countryside could be a benefit to his filming.
Can that kind of local emotion be used in roles and filming?

Does my 'Huang Silang' need this kind of emotion?
When thinking about his mother's hometown, he actually had such emotions. Even Li Yun was a little surprised at his own thoughts.

It's really a bit surprising.

Even I was shocked by my own thoughts.

I am actually thinking about turning this feeling into my own powerful technique.

In fact, even the director's personality somewhat admires Li Yun.

I have to admit it at this point.

Put all your emotions into acting.

Thinking about whether there is any improvement.

To have come this far.

It definitely does not come purely from external help.

Absolutely not.

I came to Kaiping County with the emotional realm of thinking about my role.

To put it mildly, the cultural heritage here is very well preserved.

That's not nice to say.

This place is actually quite poor.

A barren place.

There are few resources.

It is quite appropriate to use it to shoot Goose City, a place where taxes were collected 80 years later.

It has been 80 years since the taxes in Echeng were collected, and the people have become poor and have no money to squeeze out.

The culprit must be himself, Huang Silang.

Together with every county magistrate in front of us, we have scraped away the oil and water so hard that the people here have no way to live and no grass can grow here.

Huang Silang is disgusting.

Make your hometown look like this.

He is an absolutely heinous person.

At this time, Li Yun also had quite complicated emotions about Kaiping County. Firstly, it was his mother's hometown, and there were even memories of his family left here.

The emotion of staying here and Huang Silang's cruelty to this land can be said to be contradictory.

contradictory.

"Occasionally you have to understand one thing. An actor is an actor and a role is a role. If you keep confusing the two, aren't you afraid that you will really become a madman?" At this time, the director's personality asked Li Yun this question jokingly.

At least to him, it didn't matter whether Li Yun was really crazy.

I'm just slightly curious about everything he has sacrificed for this path.

Occasionally it makes people feel admired.

But sometimes it makes people think about it.

Is this kind of abnormal madness really good?
"It's not contradictory, at least I think it's quite interesting. Quite interesting."

At this moment, Li Yun narrowed his eyes and smiled.

Turn everything you experience in life into experience.

This in itself is also what actors should do.

To perform, to experience, to.become that person.

There are also many poor and backward counties in the Pearl River Delta region.

He is not as wealthy as he thought. This is the case in Kaiping County.

When Li Yun stepped here, his emotions fluctuated.

Emotions coming from this body.

In a sense, the body and consciousness are thought of separately.

It's like he occupies this body, and the remaining emotions won't affect him.

Doesn’t the messy personality in my mind have more influence than your body?
But that emotion does exist.

Just like Ip Man and the others.

For oneself, false emotions do exist.

Li Yun could even feel the emotions emerging from his body.

That's something called exclusion.

Yes, Li Yun felt it.

That feeling of rejection in the body.

It's poverty.

It is backward.

To him, his mother is warm but also poor.

My hometown is backward, and I didn’t get any proper education here. I had no choice but to drop out of school early and go out to work, and I almost died in Hengdian.

A humble death on the way to your dreams.

Because of poverty and backwardness.

I hate poverty and backwardness.

Even if that place is my hometown.

I hate it too.

Physical emotions confuse Li Yun's own thoughts.

Li Yun calmly observed the emotions flowing out, observing indifferently, just like observing the emotions of other personalities.

The fluctuations are obviously very strong, but I can deal with them calmly.

Observe from the perspective of a bystander.

The kind of person who hates his origins.

Which turns into extreme emotions.

Why?
Why am I inherently inferior?

No parental love, no emotional support.

He has always been accompanied by loneliness, and his final obsession is only to take revenge on his blood relatives.

It's just that this revenge has not yielded results, and the middle road has already collapsed.

There are no results for this body.

With regret.

Still quite a pity.

Unwilling to accept it, he spent his whole life in poverty.

Not to mention material comforts.

Right, just unwilling.

The feeling of unwillingness was extremely strong.

Why am I the one who is poor? Why wasn't I born in a rich place?

Why should I suffer from poverty?

It would be great if I was born in Beijing.

At that time I will be better than others.

I will have everything stronger than others, I will be born to win at the starting line, and my life will be smooth.

I admire, I feel sad, I don't know why I am going through all this.

All I know is that the world is unfair.

I only know that this world is divided into strong and weak, and the law of the jungle is the law. If I were the strong one, I would eat all the weak ones.

I'm definitely not willing to give in.

Li Yun felt this emotion at this time.

If, if I.

If I were the original me in this body, I would have another chance, a chance to become a master, a chance to become the oppressor at the top of the food chain.

If this place were my hometown.

A place that gave birth to me and raised me, but I don’t love it. It only brings me poverty, backwardness and ignorance. When such a place and such a me exist.

What kind of person will I become?
At this time, Li Yun felt his body trembling.

The soul consciousness began to move in another direction.

The gentle man in a suit and tie in front of him suddenly looked at Li Yun with a ferocious face, as if all disguises had been exposed.

He became aloof and ferocious, and the blood of the weak and the strong was flowing in his bones.

Because he has lost it before, when he can have it now, he will seize it at all costs.

Now he caught it.

So he became a human being.

Became Huang Shilang.

Because he was once weak, when he was weak and got a chance to change his destiny, he turned into a monster.

An inhuman monster.

Wealth, animality, everything.

"If [I] get an opportunity that can change my destiny, an opportunity to extend a knife to a weaker person and grab his nutrients, what kind of person will I become?"

"He turned out to be Huang Silang, and turned into that profit-seeking villain. Indeed, someone who has no true intention, only knows how to make profits, and loses conscience is the portrayal of Huang Silang."

Li Yun looked at himself in the mirror, a ferocious and gentle man, his face clearly revealed.

This face is Li Yun's own face.

Huang Shiro's face.

(End of this chapter)