I am not mentally ill, I am the actor with a thousand faces

Chapter 396: Immersed in Multiple Perspectives
At this moment, everyone's eyes were all looking to the side.

And their expressions all showed a bit of surprise.

Because of this line.

It was said by the actors who played Lu Bu and Zhuge Kongming.

He said Cao Cao's lines.

Can crying day and night kill Dong Zhuo?
The voice was filled with absolute ridicule.

Their first reaction.

Probably they felt that Li Yun was challenging them, just like Lu Bu was challenging them at that time.

Very arrogant.

What does he mean?
Even Gao Xinxin was a little surprised.

You play Lu Bu.

But it doesn't mean that your behavior needs to be like this.

Need such arrogance
But this is just the first reaction.

The second reaction was probably Li Yun.

His expression, his lines and his movements were surprisingly fitting. Fitting enough for the current Cao Mengde.

Cao Mengde was eager to achieve success and fame.

His desires were obvious.

And eager to prove it.

He is eager to prove himself, so he speaks so arrogantly here.

Cao Mengde did not take these people who had been officials for four generations seriously.

These are good-for-nothings who have inherited their ancestors' business from World War I.

How can we save the Han people together with them?

I can't do it.

They were afraid of Dong Zhuo, but they did not even dare to confront him directly.

I only dare to cry day and night at Wang Situ’s birthday banquet.

How sad and ridiculous!

Cao Mengde has only one comment on this.

Rat, rat.

But I, Cao Mengde, am a traitor to my country, sleeping on firewood and tasting gall.

Just waiting for an opportunity to get closer to his bed.

Stab with a knife
In fact, not all the civil and military officials in the hall are incompetent. At least Wang Situ is not a coward.

At the birthday banquet, he rejected Cao Aman, who spoke wildly, probably because he was afraid of gossip.

No one wanted to kill the traitor more than Wang Situ.

If we say that the whole court of civil and military officials are incompetent, more than half of them are idiots who have been officials for four generations, but Wang Situ is definitely not one of them.

But the disdain, anger, and even disappointment expressed by Cao Aman here are extremely real.

That's what he needs to do.

When Li Yun muttered Cao Mengde's lines to himself, he probably expressed more ambitious emotions.

Incredibly expanding ambitions.
Even more naked than Chen Jianbo.

More aggressive.

There is no sign of low status at all.

For a while.

It actually gave the people present a strange feeling.

on site.

There are two Cao Caos!
At this time, Liu Hewei felt something strange.

"Xiao Li, what's wrong with him?"

Chen Jianbo, the real Cao Cao who had just appeared in a shot, saw Li Yun's impromptu performance.

I was also stunned for a moment.

Then, I was thinking.
Just now, Li Yun showed Cao Cao.

His inner emotions were less cunning and more ambitious.

An open conspiracy with the ambition to achieve great things.

As for Chen Jianbo, he was portrayed as a "villain".

There is nothing wrong with this, after all, Cao Mengde is a great traitor.

But before "I would rather let the world betray me", was he a traitor?
People and characters all need to grow.

He was not the treacherous hero who dominated the world from the beginning, although his desire for fame and fortune was just as great.

But at the beginning, he wanted to build his career within the framework of the Han Dynasty, rather than later, to seize the world and change the Cao family.

Chen Jianbo said after a moment of silence.

"Director Gao, can we reshoot the scene that just happened?"

"Can."

Li Yun seemed to be aware of the outside world at this time.

Feedback has become much slower.

With the start of filming of "New Three Kingdoms".

Li Yun's world also began to change.

My mental state also reached a very strange point.

before.

“This time, it feels so weird.”

Every time you turn on the computer, every time you immerse yourself in it.

I will believe that the world really exists.

This is my own way of acting.

A special style of acting that is unique to him.

Let yourself truly enter into a wonderful world.

In the world of scripts.

There, immerse yourself in the character.

Let yourself become the character
However, since the filming of "Ip Man" and "Let the Bullets Fly".

The feeling of being immersed in the dream world is becoming more and more real.
This is a good thing.

The deeper the immersion, the more real and three-dimensional the character is, and the more touching his presence will be.

Originally, Li Yun didn't hate that feeling.

Because that represents one's own improvement.

I can better adapt to the role of an actor.

But now?

Li Yun felt that he had completely lost his true feedback to the outside world and the 'film crew'.

I really became a part of this world.

At the end of the Eastern Han Dynasty, the war-torn Three Kingdoms
I became a Yellow Turban bandit.

It was not Zhang Jue, but a man who was called the Yellow Turban Bandit by the imperial court.

Li Yun felt hungry and the feeling of dying came like a tide.

So hungry and thirsty.

This is what it feels like to die of hunger and thirst.
"Yellow Turban bandits, die!"

All the heroes and heroes will regard the "Yellow Turban Bandits" as meritorious deeds. Kill, kill, kill, kill! 1
Hunger, pain, the feeling of weapons entering the body
So real
Li Yun's identity changes here.
The dead Yellow Turban bandit.

Then, he became a heroic general who massacred the Yellow Turban bandits, with blood and killing blooming in his hands.

At this time, a head appeared in Li Yun's hand.

The drooping eyes on the skinny head looked at me.
Oh.

What is before my eyes is myself.

I am a Yellow Turban bandit.

The hungry man with the pitchfork from earlier.

It's me.

Kill my own.

It’s me too.

But at the same time, the emotion flowing in my heart is joy.

The heads of the generals who suppressed the Yellow Turban Rebellion were presented to the higher authorities to seek credit.

Only with their support can one rise rapidly to the top and achieve great success.

It's incredible.

It was obvious that I joined the Yellow Turban Army because I couldn't stand the hunger, and I wanted to give myself a way to survive.

But the other party regarded himself as a meritorious person who had made great achievements - the same was true for Lu Bu. For him, killing people was just a meritorious person who had made great achievements.

The joys and sorrows between people.

I don’t want to understand——

But Li Yun can.
Li Yun found that he had spent a very long time.

Very, very long.

Your own identity, constantly switching
Yellow Turban Army.

An unknown hero.

Three dukes from four generations in the court.

Cao Aman, who is eager to achieve great things.

The princes outside the Great Wall.

Even, as foils, there are Xiao Qiao, Xiao Qiao, and Diao Chan.
Everyone has his or her own stance, what he or she desires and what role he or she plays in the context of this era.

Reading Romance of the Three Kingdoms. When everyone is looking at the heroes.

The common people who are unknown to the public.
Li Yun.

Become them. Become those people.

Born in the morning and die in the evening, the life of an ant.

In troubled times, there is a stage for heroes and a tragedy for the common people.

Li Yun felt like he didn't know how many years had passed. He even felt numb.

As a civilian, I died countless times.

As a brave and strong man, he has made countless achievements.

People eat people.

Physical cannibalism.

Cannibalism in every sense of the word, survival of the fittest, the law of the jungle.

Li Yun has become too numb to this law of survival.

pain.

excited.

Compassion.

It is I, as a common citizen, who am suffering.

What makes me excited is that as a hero who wants to achieve great things, a man born in a great era cannot be worthy of the world if he does not build up his own empire.
Compassionate.
It's one's own humanity.
Because I feel the same way.

So Li Yun can understand anyone.

Li Yun was trapped in "The Three Kingdoms".

When everyone is acting and filming.

I live here myself.
[Your immersion level is too deep, please choose to manually escape]

[You may not be able to distinguish between illusion and self]

[But if the host can overcome the weird immersion, he can get a life experience card x1]

"Life experience card? What is it?" Li Yun was a little confused.

Only then did I realize something.

I don’t know how many years I have been trapped in the Three Kingdoms.

Sometimes, even my memory of modern times becomes a bit blurry.

Time can really smooth things out.

Make Li Yun feel that he is really living here.

Now that I think about it.

My name is Li Yun, I am actor Li Yun.

I have severe schizophrenia.

Because I have a system, I have a chance to control my mental illness, and it can even become a favorable weapon for me, becoming the "Fang Tian Hua Ji" on my ladder of fame and fortune.

Be my weapon
For a while, I even forgot about my illness.

But it seems.

My illness is quite serious.

It’s not just the din of personalities.

Now, I don’t know how many years have passed and how many people’s identities, positions, genders, and personalities have changed.

I have different emotional reactions to the same thing.

For the most "heroic" troops, burning, killing and looting can bring them pleasure and happiness.

But if I were a civilian, a civilian who was burned, killed, looted and robbed, I would only feel wailing and pain, watching my wife and daughter being raped and robbed with my own eyes, and I could only watch from the side - and I was doing the most hated thing.

If it were an ordinary person.

I'm afraid he would have gone crazy a long time ago.

Li Yun also felt that his spirit was incredible.

It was able to contain all these spirits.
system sound.

Pulling Li Yun's thoughts back to reality.

"By the way, I'm filming a TV series about the Three Kingdoms. I'm on the set of the Three Kingdoms. How long have I been in the spiritual world?"

"Mr. Kong Ming."

"A long time."

at this time.

Li Yun's thoughts came to Zhuge Lu in Nanyang.

It's incredible.

Whether they are military generals, civilians, or bureaucrats.

They all have friendship with Zhuge Kongming.

Mr. Kong Ming is such a person, the Sleeping Dragon mentioned by Mr. Shuijing.

Settled in the mountains.

Got acquainted with many people.
"You've slept enough, Mr. Li." Kong Ming, wearing a feather fan and a long scarf, smiled, as if he had already seen through his friend Li Yun.

"I slept long enough indeed."

Li Yun patted his head and said helplessly.

"I'm leaving, Mr. Kong Ming."

It turns out that the reason why I didn't collapse is probably because every "I" has a friend called Kong Ming.

This wise man can completely guide and appease Li Yun
It can prevent Li Yun from falling into the deepest confusion.

"So I always tell you that I'm fake, but you still don't believe me. But you can only figure this out on your own. There's no way to achieve it overnight."

"Mr. Kong Ming."

"Go back, we'll see each other again."

In Zhuge Lu, Nanyang, the young wise man watched Li Yun leave.

Those memories.

All the stories experienced in these three countries.

All real experiences.

Unforgettable.

Heartbreaking.

[Send Away: Lu Bu]
[Reward: Strength +15]
[Brave Image: You will gain unparalleled muscle talent, powerful muscle strength and broad shoulders. You can choose whether to turn it on.]
This person is Li Yun.

Very problematic.

This seems to have become the consensus of the crew.

It's not just Cao Mengde's play. Even Liu Xuande's play, even the Peach Garden Three Heroes' play.
Li Yun is like the Three Kingdoms itself.

He became a little crazy, and when you talked to him, he could be Liu Bei, Cao Mengde, or someone else.

At first, these veteran actors thought it was a provocation from the young people.

He is provoking the old guys with his own interpretation.

But later we found out that we were wrong.

He's not targeting anyone.

Li Yun would even blend into the group of extras and play the role of a Yellow Turban bandit or refugee.

That fear and cringe.

The last burst of courage in the midst of hunger and cold.

He became a Yellow Turban bandit.

Li Yun can freely transform himself into anyone in the crew.

He's not targeting anyone.

It's really not targeting anyone.
“It’s not like I haven’t seen actors who are immersed in the genre, but why is he so immersed in the genre? What kind of character does he want to be?”

Gao Xinxin was a little stunned. The director didn't understand at this time.

Liu Hewei and Chen Jianbo also couldn't understand it.

And there is Lu Xiaohe.

He really couldn't understand the situation in front of him.

It’s not like anyone hasn’t seen the immersion pie.

But things like this are everywhere.

I have never seen it before.

Looking at this appearance.

Everyone felt that Li Yun had some mental abnormality.

When you call him Li Yun, he seems to be immersed in his own world and is completely unable to respond.

Sometimes you need to call him Cao Mengde, sometimes you need to call him Dong Zhuo, sometimes it is Yuan Taifu, sometimes it is Liu Xuande, sometimes it is Guan Yu, sometimes it is Zhang Fei
He can love himself, hate himself, and fear himself.
This kind of performance in the crew makes people feel a little creepy.
At this time, Liu Hewei asked Gao Xinxin.

"Can he really act well in this mental state? He should start filming tomorrow."

Until now, his role positioning is still quite confusing, and it is also confused along with his mental state.

"Have you ever seen actors like this before?"

"the first time."

Immersion party seen.

But this is immersive.

This is really the first time I see you.

"So you'll know tomorrow. It's his first scene as Lu Bu. Let's see if he can grasp the role well when it's his turn after being so immersed in it."

"But now, have you noticed a problem? When Li Yun mixed in, you felt so good?" As a director, he saw it clearly.

Liu Hewei, Chen Jianbo and others had no choice but to admit it.

When he, Li Yun, appeared in their camera.

They will do it unanimously.

Subconscious feeling.

I'm not acting in the Three Kingdoms.

I am in the Three Kingdoms.

(End of this chapter)