Marrying a powerful man: The third master is wild and untamable

Chapter 18 You married me, why don’t you want me?
  Shen Xiuwan is not a new-school person. She only knows that the word divorce means abandonment.

In her opinion, if a woman abandoned by her husband does not have the means to make a living, it will be difficult for her to survive in this world, and she will also suffer criticism and contempt from the world.

She remembered that when she was a child, there was an old woman near her embroidery shop. She was abandoned by her husband when she was young. She took her daughter to beg for food, washing clothes, cooking and cleaning in exchange for food rations.

Later, when she got too old and could no longer do anything, her daughter sent her to the countryside.

When she was about to starve to death in the countryside, she came to the city on crutches to seek refuge with her daughter and son-in-law. However, the son-in-law disliked her for being old and useless. He beat and scolded her on weekdays. In the end, he said that she died of a sudden illness and did not invite her. Doctor, send it directly for burial.

But Shen Xiuwan listened to her mother and Yu's mother talking in private, saying that when the old woman died, the skin on her face and hands had a strange purple color. It was obviously because her daughter and son-in-law refused to raise her, and she couldn't live anymore. She drank rat poison. Poisoned.

So my mother often lamented, how can a woman succeed without a man to rely on?

So even if my father spends most of his time with his aunt, my mother still feels that there is a man in the family, and she still feels that she is different from those abandoned women. She firmly believes that in the future, when her man has enough fun outside, he will always be there. Come home.

My aunt also gave birth to a daughter for my father, who is slightly two years younger than her. My mother often mentions it in her letters, saying that my aunt is currently looking for a marriage partner for her daughter, and she is trying her best to choose a man like Jincheng. Mom In a sarcastic tone, she said that her concubine could not find a man as good as my uncle even if she looked for Po Tian.

Shen Xiuwan couldn't imagine how desperate her mother would be if she knew she had been abandoned by Jincheng.

Tears gathered in her eyelashes and she stared at Fu Jincheng blankly.

She fell deeply in love with him the first time she saw him, and she could not and was unwilling to leave him.

She suddenly cried and hugged Fu Jincheng's waist, her posture extremely humble: "Jincheng, if I have done something wrong, tell me and I will correct it. Please don't abandon me, please..."

Fu Jincheng had a headache: "Shen Xiuwan, divorce is not about someone abandoning the other. Divorce refers to the breakdown of the relationship between the couple and the legal termination of their rights and obligations."

Shen Xiuwan couldn't understand.

She closed the sling that had slipped off her shoulders and cried in shame and anger: "But you are already sleeping with me, how can you not want me? If you ask me to remarry, who else can I marry? No one will want me anymore. , no one will want me anymore..."

Fu Jincheng pinched his eyebrows.

This woman's thoughts are like stubborn feudal stones.

He tried to reason with her: "Shen Xiuwan, you are a living person, not a vase. You should have your own soul and thoughts. Marriage is not a man's unilateral request for a woman, marriage is a mutual choice between a man and a woman——"

"You agreed to marry me in the first place," Shen Xiuwan cried heartbrokenly, her face full of hesitation and despair, "You married me, why don't you want me?! Since you don't like me, why didn't you say it out in the first place? I He is a sensible person. If you didn’t give me hope at the beginning, then I would be wise and go home on my own! But you didn’t. You promised Grandpa Fu that you would marry me, and you promised him that you would take care of me for the rest of my life!"

Shen Xiuwan still remembers the vow Jincheng made to the priest at the wedding.

Maybe he was just doing a routine wedding process.

But she took it seriously.

Shen Xiuwan burst into tears and raised her hands to wipe her tears sadly: "I have been waiting for you for the past three years. I have tried hard to be a good wife. I have never done anything to feel sorry for you... I know that my mother doesn't like me. But I still respected her obediently. I knew that my elder sister-in-law, second sister-in-law and sister-in-law all looked down on me, but I tolerated them all. I was afraid of causing trouble to you, so I never had a quarrel with them. Even if I knew that you Even if you have a girlfriend outside, I won't be jealous and make a fuss with you.

"But...but when I was in Gusu, I obviously never suffered this kind of grievance. My mother and grandfather obviously doted on me, and I obviously grew up being loved by my family...When I celebrate my birthday, they will I specially bought cakes for me to eat...I also have longevity noodles to eat, which are longevity noodles cooked by my mother..."

She collapsed and closed her eyes, crying so hard that she could hardly breathe. Tears rolled down her cheeks: "Jincheng, why don't you want me, why do you abandon me..."

Tears wet the quilt. The room was quiet except for the girl's plaintive cry.

The moon disappeared behind the clouds.

After the pink petal glass table lamp on the bedside table was extinguished, the remaining starlight in the early morning filtered through the window and fell softly on the room.

Shen Xiuwan lay on her side, crying until her eyes hurt, looking at the stars outside the window through her tearful eyes.

The spring night in Yanjing is so cold.

The stars in Yanjing are too stiff, one by one embedded in the night sky, and they don't seem to have the hazy tenderness of her hometown.

She wet her pillow with tears and fell asleep lightly at dawn.

Fu Jincheng had been smoking all night, and his eyes were bloodshot.

He glanced at Shen Xiuwan.

She curled up tightly on the side of the bed, as if she was hurt.

He tucked her in and silently came to the small living room in the suite. There was a finished bowl of noodle soup and a cake plate on the coffee table. There were also half-burned colorful birthday candles in the plate.

Fu Jincheng suddenly realized that yesterday was also Shen Xiuwan's birthday.

No wonder she hesitated yesterday morning. She saw the diamond necklace he bought, but mistakenly thought it was the birthday gift he wanted to give her. But in the end, not only did she not receive it, she also saw the diamond necklace on Liu Manling's neck. Diamond necklace.

Fu Jincheng sat on the sofa and pressed the bell, hoping to ask the servant to come up and clear the dishes and bring some coffee and bread.

While waiting, he picked up a newspaper, but Shen Xiuwan was still in his mind.

She had been married to Fu Mansion for three years and had not celebrated a birthday. After all, as her husband, he didn't care about her birthday, and his family didn't care even less.

He suddenly threw the newspaper away in annoyance.

His eyes fell on the wall of the living room, which was decorated with several Western oil paintings.

He remembered that when Shen Xiuwan first got married, he wanted to decorate the living room according to his own ideas.

She replaced the oil painting with the Jiangnan landscape she had embroidered, and asked him happily if it looked good.

How did he answer?
  He was tortured by this marriage at the time, so he commented harshly that her embroidery was incompatible with the decoration style here, full of old-fashioned and rustic, like the foot-binding cloth of the feudal dynasty.

She didn't say anything at that time, she just silently put away her embroidery and replaced it with these Western oil paintings in the living room.

In the past three years, she has never touched the furnishings in their room without permission.

(End of this chapter)