Don’t be too poisonous to the concubine of the Wu family who was born in Wu

Chapter 1164 823. Vent emotions (Wu Xuanyue began to complain about his words and deeds after drinking)
  Wu Xuanyue never thought that Shan Lingyao had so many things in mind...

Shan Lingyao's seemingly calm face has always been expressionless.

Especially when she goes to the martial arts field, she never says a word, is willing to fight and fall, and is never afraid of hardship or pain. Even if a martial skill is not what she is good at, when she reaches the technical bottleneck period, Shan Lingyao will not even hum. , when playing chess with masters, she often suffered setbacks. Although she couldn't beat her, she could still resist. How could she still be like a woman?

He is simply a hundred times a thousand times more manly than a strong-willed man.

When it comes to enduring hardships and dealing with her own emotional issues, Wu Xuanyue has to admit that Shan Lingyao is more self-disciplined and cruel than herself.

It turns out that behind all the strength, there is abnormal sensitivity and vulnerability...

Is Shan Lingyao too sensible? It’s so sensible to make people feel distressed!
  What does it mean that because you didn't pass the exam, you have to be more tolerant than everyone else in the Wu family and endure the humiliation?

What do you mean, since you can't be my arm, Wu Xuanyue, don't be a burden to yourself?

Is this girl pushing herself too hard? Obviously I don't have to live so tiringly, so why do I put so many shackles on myself?

The more Wu Xuanyue thought about it, the more uncomfortable she became, and the more she thought about it, the more heartbroken she became. She no longer made fun of him in the same wicked way as before. She tasted the wine in her mouth, which was full of bitter taste.

It's just a little girl's movie, how could it affect my mood like this?

You know, aren't you here just to have fun and have fun with wine?
  Why has the taste of this drink changed completely? It tastes like depression...

Wu Xuanyue glanced into the distance, raised her head and drank, and then the wine glass in her hand slowly fell down. She withdrew her eyes, looked straight at the drunken woman in front of her, and said seriously——

"All your unfortunate circumstances in Wu Mansion are not because you have no background, but because you follow me, Wu Xuanyue. When they attacked you, they just wanted to embarrass me - and how could I not know that I was keeping a low profile? Reduce your sense of existence, and maybe life won’t be so hard.”

At this point, Wu Xuanyue put her hand on her forehead and smiled bitterly, and said slowly: "In the final analysis, we are really connected by the same fate. Your misfortune is that you have the wrong master and you have no family to rely on... And My misfortune is that I was born into the wrong family, and my support was too weak. However, my father loved my mother very much... Haha... It's ridiculous to say that. There is no difference between you and me in our abilities. …”

Shan Lingyao straightened her head and her eyes became more and more blurred. Unknowingly, she snored slightly, and with a plop, her face fell directly into the plate in front of her. Shan Lingyao supported the table with both hands. She shook her head repeatedly, then changed her other hand to support her face.

Vaguely, Shan Lingyao seemed to hear Wu Xuanyue's sorrow, but she didn't seem to hear it completely clearly, but because of her usual habit, she still hummed and said: "Yes... yes... yes... What the lady said is absolutely true..."

Wu Xuanyue was emotionally involved and didn't care much about Shan Lingyao's performance, and continued talking to herself——

"We are joining a group to keep warm, right? So what? Listen carefully, Lingyao, I know you are at a disadvantage by following me. That is why you cannot continue to suffer from this disadvantage. This person cannot be unlucky for the rest of his life. , you and I are going through hardships now so that we can walk proudly in the future! I know about your family's affairs... I deeply regret all of that... but I have never felt sorry for you because of your Mohu lineage. I broke up and looked down on you. In my eyes, Lingyao is Lingyao, my best sister. I know that you work so hard to be patient and make progress, but you are only afraid of causing me more trouble... Why am I not the same? What about the same psychology?”

When Wu Xuanyue talked about her emotions, she raised the pot and poured wine. She shook her head helplessly and said: "In Wumen, I have a low status and am a woman. The only ability that can put me on the stage is my heterosexuality." Although my father's kindness and honor will cause me resentment compared to ordinary people's martial arts skills, I have to admit that my father is my only supporter, Wu Xuanyue, in the martial arts sect. If I can stand out in the martial arts field and dominate, I will naturally be able to win. From my father's perspective, the treatment in our house will be much better than before, do you know? When I was a child, the Spring Festival was coming, and the big house was full of winter goods, but what about us? Haha... The treatment was simply a Heaven and earth... Ever since I won the title of the best in the martial arts competition every year, the treatment in our house has improved, whether it is your clothes or our food, because of my father's special instructions, The servants no longer dare to blatantly bully our second wife like before..."

Shan Lingyao had a drunken drinking session, and now he was really drunk.

Wu Xuanyue didn't care about these details. It was probably normal for this person to talk a lot after drinking. Those things that he wanted to say but didn't dare to say on weekdays, under the catalytic effect of alcohol, made him talk unhappy.

Wu Xuanyue came here chattering, and it didn't matter whether Shan Lingyao listened to it or not. It felt good to vent, and that was enough.

"The servants in our house are all talented people, and they are all very adaptable to the situation. I am favored. Although the big house is unhappy in various ways, at least our quality of life has improved. I don't care if they are happy or not. Are you happy? If you and my mother can have enough food and clothing, I will be satisfied. We live a life of being looked down upon by others, and their big house is full of joy. Are we the ones who are sad? Why? Why? We are all human beings. , my three brothers and the eldest sister, just because they were born from my aunt, can they be superior to others from birth? My mother has taught me since I was a child that I should have good intentions and that everyone is equal, but every day in my life in Wu Mansion All I see is the ugliness of human nature and unfair and unequal treatment, so how can I accept it all calmly?"

As she spoke, Wu Xuanyue clenched her wine glass and drank the wine in a vicious gulp. Her eyes were stern and her mouth became even more unforgiving.

"Although I have calmed down the matter, other people are causing trouble. The tolerance of one party is only intensified by the other party's bullying. I am not a weak and mediocre person, how can I swallow this breath? You follow me, I didn't come here to suffer and be abused. I see you always retreating and giving in to protect me. The hatred in my heart is unbearable, but I have to endure it. If you can't bear it, you will be sorry for my mother. If you can bear it, then I’m just sorry for you... what should I... do?"

Shan Lingyao pursed her lips, probably entering a dream. The scene in the dream corresponded to Wu Xuanyue's words. She curled her lips and smiled and said: "Sister, don't be too sad... all this is spiritual." Lingyao's own choice has nothing to do with others. Lingyao will never regret his choice... Following you is the wisest choice for Lingyao in his life... Huhuhu..."

(End of this chapter)