Don’t be too poisonous to the concubine of the Wu family who was born in Wu

Chapter 1203 862. Empathy and heartache (Nalan Ruoye can especially feel what happened to his father)

Some things are destined to be impossible for you to have at the beginning, but because you care too much about this one thing, you know you can't get it, but you still try your best to fight for it. So what should you do?

Find a substitute that is very similar to her, and vent your emotions on that thing, just to satisfy the missing love in your heart...

Nalan Ruoye once again felt the same emotion as the King of Qingzang. Although it was not exactly the same emotion, it was very similar.

Nalan Ruoye didn't know why she was so obsessed with Nalan Fengming in the first place. She was so obsessed that she gave up everything she had to fight for the right to be with him.

Even though she knew that this man's heart was not in her, and she felt extremely uncomfortable, she still wanted to fight for the right to be with him...

It's ridiculous to think about it now. I was young and ignorant at that time and thought I was in love. Now I understand that it was just because I cared too much about my father's identity, but the reality is cruel. No matter how hard I pursued, my father's kind of love No living thing can appear in front of his eyes.

Therefore, even if you have warned yourself more than once, stop wishing for those things that are available or not, your father will definitely not appear in your life. If he can appear, your mother will not be so strict and refuse to say anything. Father's message comes.

I should have accepted my fate, but I didn’t!

It’s okay if I don’t have a father, but in my heart I desperately long for the feeling of father’s love——

What the father cannot give can only be replaced by the feeling closest to the father.

For Nalan Fengming, Nalan Ruoye didn't know what kind of feelings she had, but she had to admit that in front of this older and experienced man, she was more dependent than admiring...

Haha~~It turns out to be such a feeling——

Because of the lack, I want to hold on desperately, even if I catch it in the wrong direction, as long as it can satisfy the emptiness in my heart, even if it is fake, it can quench my thirst for a while, and that is enough.

But drinking poison to quench thirst is not the key to solving the problem. A woman is infatuated and will hide her hurt feelings in her heart. She often pays homage to her, telling herself that she should not have to experience such pain.

And men are carefree, especially like the King of Qinghai-Tibet. He has no idea what love is in the world. He only knows how to satisfy the emptiness in his heart, contact with different women, and feel the body temperature of different places. His heart only achieves temporary satisfaction, and After waking up the next day, I found that this was still very different from what I wanted, so I set my sights on a goal.

With such desires and mistakes again and again, the King of Qinghai-Tibet unknowingly gathered beauties in his harem, but he never found anyone he thought was right...

Hopes come again and again, disappointments come again and again. Looking back, I realize that the original intention I wanted to pursue was not simple and difficult to handle, but it was an emotion that I could never grasp in my hands in this life.

In this case, a huge hole has opened up in my heart, and if I can't be satisfied, then I might as well go crazy like this.

I originally wanted to find maternal love in a woman, but in the end, I felt the body temperature of a woman's body again and again. I was temporarily confused and confused, and I owed too many romantic debts.

The enthusiasm of the sensory world can never reach a high level of spiritual harmony.

Love that takes care of the kidneys but not the heart will end in nothingness and end unfinished. The King of Qinghai-Tibet could give the concubines around him a decent title, but he could not give them extra emotions.

Because for a person who lacks emotion, he still needs the emotional supply of others. How can he afford the emotion of others?
  Nalan Ruoye sighed, this time she really felt sorry for her father's situation. She was obviously a terminally ill patient, and her mental endurance was already too fragile, but the Guimen clan put all the burden on them. Is this person too unkind and righteous?

Nalan Ruoye didn't know what was going on in her mind at this moment, and she couldn't help but said something: "If there is still a way to go back, what will you choose?"

Hearing this, King Qingzang was stunned. He stood up slowly, his blue eyes flashing and said, "What are you talking about? A way back? Is there such a thing in this world?"

Nalan Ruoye was also shocked by her words, but when she looked back, she realized that this matter was not completely impossible.

He is a descendant of the Qing tribe. Although the curse of the Qing tribe has been fulfilled in terms of separation of relatives and killing of loved ones, on the issue of short life, it has to be admitted that Nalan Ruoye broke the rules of the Qing tribe.

Probably because of years of practicing martial arts, cultivating one's character, and treating others kindly, Nalan Ruoye has lived for more than two hundred years in real life.

Such a Yangshou, let alone a short life, will live longer than normal people.

Undoubtedly, Nalan Ruoye's special case is a miracle among the Qing clan, and it is impossible to explain Nalan Ruoye's lifespan according to conventional rules.

In other words, the King of Qinghai-Tibet is not necessarily doomed to a short life. As long as he is willing, he can live a long and endless life like himself.

As long as he can put down his responsibilities, release his shackles, and devote himself to the practice of Tianmen martial arts, maybe the Qingzang King can also change his destiny like himself...

Probably because of empathy, Nalan Ruoye really couldn't let go of his father and had to admit that everyone would have selfish motives in front of his relatives.

Nalan Ruoye is also looking forward to what kind of person his father will be if he puts down his butcher knife.

At this point, Nalan Ruoye's eyes were firm, and he continued what he just said: "That's right - if you are Your Highness, God will give you another chance. Now there is another road in front of you to walk, and he can give you a new life. , can extend your life, but you have to pay a certain price, what will you do?"

The Qingzang King frowned slightly. He stared at Nalan Ruoye's eyes in surprise and looked at the other person's serious face. The Qingzang King moved slightly in his heart, but he suddenly sneered and raised his hand to touch the side of Nalan Ruoye's face. Gentle said——

"What nonsense are you talking about? If that were the case, wouldn't those ancestors of the Qing clan have long lives? The sins committed by the Qing clan cannot be washed away in this generation. As people continue to succeed, three feet of ice will not be frozen in a day. The evil consequences passed down from generation to generation will still be retribution on the descendants of the Qing tribe? Sinners are sinners, with blood on their hands. What pity and forgiveness can we pray for? ? Haha... I... am just a little king, how can I change the fate of the Qing clan?"

Watching the Qingzang King lose his voice and laugh, it seems calm and calm, but in fact, his heart is already desolate and numb, and he can't bear to look directly at it.

Nalan Ruoye was heartbroken and sad, but she didn't know what to say to comfort her heart, which was already riddled with holes...

(End of this chapter)