Don’t be too poisonous to the concubine of the Wu family who was born in Wu

Chapter 1224 883. The name of favor (Nalan Ziying uses it to favor and reward Ruoye)

The smile on Nalan Ruoye's face became weaker and weaker, replaced by endless meaning——

That time when he was beaten by a group of girls in the class, Nalan Ruoye couldn't get rid of it in his mind. It seemed like it was yesterday, vivid and annoying.

Nalan Ruoye took the first step in her life for the first time. She has a kind nature. After listening to her mother's words, she felt that the problem was not with others, but with herself. It was because she was different that others felt strange. If she always felt It is a cold and low self-esteem, keeping oneself in a hard shell, looking at the happy time of others laughing and playing, what else can I do if I am envious?

In fact, what I want is very simple. I just want to live the same life as others, to be able to mingle with the female cultivators of the same period, and to be able to blend in. This is enough...

However, the painful truth told her that no matter how she compromised and lowered her worth to please the female cultivators around her, they still disliked her and would still exclude her!
  Because among the female nuns at the same time, they regard themselves as an inferior bastard, and your flattery is a low-level expression of lowering one's self-worth. You think you are showing kindness, but in the eyes of others, you are not well-intentioned.

So what if you take the first step yourself? Wouldn't the final result be more miserable if he was alone before?
  It used to be that I could just be alone. I didn't have to worry about how others looked at me, and I didn't have to worry about other people's emotions. But what about now?

Whatever you do is wrong——

Maybe, I was wrong from the beginning...

The exclusion and isolation of female cultivators at the same time was not what disappointed Nalan Ruoye the most. What was really disappointing was that as his own teacher, he turned a blind eye to the incident of being bullied and bullied by his class, and was indifferent. ignore.

It was obvious that he had been poured with clean water, and the words "monster" and "goblin" were clearly written on his school uniform. The teacher didn't even ask, and his indifferent attitude was what made Nalan Ruoye... The reason why my heart completely fell to freezing point.

When I was a child, I really couldn't understand why my teacher ignored the incident of being bullied and pretended that it didn't happen.

Later, as time went by, she understood——

The teaching teacher will not offend the many female cultivators in Tianmen just because of himself. No one knows who among the female cultivators in this period will be able to become a phoenix in the future, who will make great achievements and become Tianmen's proud disciple.

And those families with strong family backgrounds are the ones that teachers cannot afford to offend...

The Nangong clan has a great family and great business, who dares to offend them? The female cultivators of the Nangong family are brave and good at fighting and become heroes, but the Nangong family attaches great importance to face.

What the teacher thought was realistic. How could he offend the Nangong family for Nalan Jingguan, who had no background, only relied on one meritorious service, and was contaminated by a man from the ghost clan?

Nalan Ruoye had figured out all these problems, but he couldn't feel happy with this breath.

Nalan Jingguan often advises Nalan Ruoye on one thing. A little impatience will mess up a big plan. Your temporary forbearance is also a necessary lesson in spiritual practice - Tolerance has a knife in front of you. If you can vent your anger happily, who is willing to tolerate it? ?

Nalan Jingguan warned his daughter that after leaving Tianmen, you will have no place to live. There are too many people in the world who are chasing you. No one hopes that you can survive, but Tianmen is the only place for you to live. You have no choice, and as a mother, I have no choice either.

Nalan Ruoye, at that time couldn't figure out why his mother would scare him with such alarmism, but now that he has understood his identity, he found that his mother was not an alarmist at all. Sure enough, apart from Tianmen, there is no place for Nalan Ruoye in this world. The place...

"Do you really want to stay with me? This is hard work!"

I still remember the day when I came to Fengming Pavilion for the first time. When I saw the only man in Tianmen, Nalan Ruoye was frightened and timid, but did not dare to disobey the holy order.

Perhaps for Nalan Ruoye, her ears were a sign of low status, which caused her to lose her dignity in Tianmen. She tried to maintain the relationship between the Tianmen sisters, but found that she was acting in vain...

In the future, Nalan Ruoye understood this clearly, so he continued to close himself in his own little world, not allowing himself to take any more steps, and also not allowing others to enter his world.

Nalan Ruoye became more and more gloomy, less independent, and gossips continued behind her. She was numb and didn't care. No matter what she did, she couldn't change the current situation of others slandering her behind her back, so she simply stopped taking more actions and just be herself.

Just like mother said, you came to Tianmen to practice martial arts, not to make friends. Cultivation is the right path you pursue. In fact, it doesn’t matter whether you have other friendships or relationships. Taking care of yourself is the key.

These words gave Nalan Ruoye some inspiration. Instead of trying to please others, it is better to improve yourself. Instead of wasting time focusing on others, it is better to spend more time on yourself.

Nalan Ruoye didn't have a sudden enlightenment, but she had some enlightenment. From then on, he began to study hard and devoted all his time to the way of martial arts. Although she thought that the ghost energy was hindering the practice of martial arts, it was not It's not smooth, but it's progressing faster than the average students at the same time.

The maid serving Nalan Fengming had evil thoughts towards Nalan Fengming. After Nalan Ziying found out, she immediately took action and secretly disposed of this thing that was more than life and death.

But now Nalan Fengming lacks someone to serve in daily life. Nalan Ziying is looking for a target among the many female nuns. She is tired of looking at those women who put on makeup and makeup every day and look at love. How could she turn this girl into a woman? What about placing such a restless woman next to her sweetheart?
  He is the king of a country and is troubled by many things. Naturally, he has no time to accompany his brother. Now he is looking for someone who has no feelings about the relationship between men and women. His appearance is not very outstanding. It is best to be aloof and only listen to his own words. , it would be better if you could have some medical background...

All these conditions seemed to be tailor-made for Nalan Ruoye. Nalan Ziying summoned her to her side, granted her this responsibility, and personally named her Nalan Chuqing, telling the world that she, Nalan Chuqing, was After becoming a hero in the world, no woman in the Tianmen will be able to humiliate her in the future. Her mother was also promoted to a higher status, and the title of hero that had been buried for many years was brought out again.

Nalan Chongqing was the predecessor of Nalan Ruoye. For the first time, she felt the feeling of being respected by others. Those villains who did not regard themselves as human beings would respectfully perform Hegu salutes to themselves when they see her from now on. You should respectfully call yourself Nalan Female Officer.

Such a feeling made Nalan feel so comfortable. He felt that he was finally able to redress the grievances he had suffered for many years, and he was so proud and proud!
  (End of this chapter)