Don’t be too poisonous to the concubine of the Wu family who was born in Wu

Chapter 1273 932. Abandoned (Shan Renxie used wine to drown his sorrows and expressed his suffering over the years)

Wu Xuanyue was dumbfounded. She never thought that if she was just acting on a whim, it would end up causing the place to feel this way. What should she do? ?

Why are the men around me so useless?

Isn’t it said that men don’t shed tears easily? Why do you two always cry in front of yourself? What do you want me to do?

I should be crying but I don't have any tears, okay? ?
  Wu Xuanyue frowned and glanced to one side, pretending not to dare to look at the other person. She bit her lip with her upper teeth, her teeth trembling. She must have finally panicked.

"It seems...it's time for me to leave..."

Shan Renxie smiled bitterly with tears in his eyes, and while his words were sad, they didn't look like a joke at all!
  Wu Xuanyue originally wanted to inspire Shan Renxie's fighting spirit. While you are not yet completely in power, Shan Renxie still has the strength to fight against him. Don't be merciful. Take action when it's time to take action. Don't let that treacherous person Take advantage.

Juemei thought that Wu Xuanyue's words not only failed to inspire the other party's fighting spirit, but actually dragged the other party into the abyss of pain.

Wu Xuanyue secretly gritted her teeth and cursed: Leave? ! where are you going? You're such an idiot, and you're always selling money to others wherever you go. Can you solve the problem by running away? What are you thinking about, you stupid fox?

Although Wu Xuanyue hated iron, but in view of Shan Renxie's pitiful appearance, she couldn't be harsh. She took back the curse words and asked in a low voice with a bit of gentleness and care. Said: "Sir, what's wrong with you? Did you drink too much and talk nonsense? Let's go? Where are you going?? You are a minister of the Ghost Clan and a confidant of His Highness the King of Qinghai and Tibet. You left, What should I do about the ghost clan? What should I do about His Highness the King of Qinghai-Tibet?"

Shan Renxie wiped his tears on the back of his right hand. He raised his head with red eyes and sneered: "The ghost clan can still function without me, Shan Renxie. His Highness the King of Qinghai-Tibet has been so kind to me, but after all, my abilities are limited and I can't do everything." To share the worries of the Qingzang King, now you are able to do things that I, Shan Renxie, cannot do. His Highness, the Qingzang King, has a good helper like him. In fact...actually...it doesn't matter whether he needs me or not..."

Hearing this, Wu Xuanyue frowned slightly. She did not expect that Shan Renxie's heart was so fragile that he could not withstand a single blow. A slight blow would make him retreat into his shell...

It is obvious that he has been powerful for a lifetime, and among the ghost sect, he alone has more than ten thousand people. He has gained the trust and favor of the King of Qingzang and has become an indispensable military attache and general for the ghost clan. What is he afraid of?

Wu Xuanyue couldn't figure it out, so she simply took advantage of the drunkenness to ask: "My lord, what are you afraid of? It's obvious that he is the one who comes from behind, unscrupulous and unscrupulous, but why don't you even fight? Did you retreat?"

Shan Renxie lowered his head to stare at the drink in the glass, his eyes empty and lost. He paused for a long time, and then he said: "Do you know the feeling of being abandoned? Not once, but again and again?"

Wu Xuanyue was stunned. She had never thought that she would be abandoned by anyone. Maybe she was too strong from the beginning. Loneliness made her accustomed to everything by herself, so she was not afraid of being abandoned, because there was no one from the beginning. People really stay in their own hearts for too long.

Those who stay for too long will remember them even though they leave, just like their parents, although they leave them, they do not abandon them. Therefore, she cannot understand the feeling of being abandoned and abandoned——

Shan Renxie complained bitterly: "It feels like you are always just a guest. You don't belong in this place. When you are needed, you can stay here temporarily. When you are not needed, please leave. Because you It is useless and not needed, so this place no longer belongs to you..."

Hearing this, Wu Xuanyue suddenly felt a lot heavier. She inexplicably felt the desolation in Shan Renxie's words.

She wandered through her thoughts and suddenly realized that Shan Lingyao's eyes were so helpless and pitiful. Although she had no words, they always revealed bitterness, as if she said again -

Don't leave me, I don't want to be alone, so... take me with you, I will follow you wherever you go!

Wu Xuanyue seemed to understand Shan Renxie's situation all of a sudden. He would be so timid, worry about gains and losses, act based on his face, have kind thoughts in his heart, and try to please everyone around him, but he just didn't want to be abandoned.

No matter how good you are, you can't get out of your inner circle. You constantly improve yourself, but you always feel that it's not enough. You're afraid that one day, no one will want you...

Shan Renxie covered his face with his hands and moved them twice. He lowered his head and sneered bitterly, "I am a lost dog. I was expelled from the school in Tianmen because I believed what my brothers said. At that time, I was afraid that others would laugh at me and others." It’s different, so I always listen to others and do whatever they ask me to do, because I don’t want to be hated or abandoned by others... In the end, I was abandoned by Tianmen... When I got to the black market, I went around several times and put it on the market. Different masters, no matter where I am or who I serve, I can't escape the fate of being abandoned sooner or later... Haha... It's really ridiculous, how useless a person am I?"

Wu Xuanyue clicked her tongue, closed her eyes and took a breath, continuing to listen to Shan Renxie vent his emotions.

Shan Renxie continued: "I thought that meeting His Highness the King of Qinghai-Tibet would finally put an end to my wandering life. He was the first person who made me feel useful, so I followed him wholeheartedly. I have seen him because I have seen him look sad and painful under the curse of the disease. I have also seen him taking out his anger on evil spirits because he cannot control his emotions. I have also seen him letting go of weak creatures and looking forward to freedom in his empty eyes... Everything about him, I thought I was the only one. It can be protected, but I was wrong... Someone who can replace my position has finally appeared, right? To be honest, the land of ghost gate is not suitable for people like me to exist, and Youliang is more suitable to stay in the King of Qinghai-Tibet than me Around His Highness, I shamelessly thought that I was protecting His Highness the King of Qinghai-Tibet, but how could I not know that it was actually His Highness the King of Qinghai-Tibet who was protecting me? So what if I hold a high position in a place that does not belong to me at all? ? In the end, it won’t be all in vain, right?”

Wu Xuanyue opened and closed her mouth, wanting to say something, but still couldn't. The moment she saw Shan Renxie pick up the wine bottle, Wu Xuanyue held Shan Renxie's hand and consoled her: " Sir, you drank too much, that’s enough for today, don’t drink any more——”

Shan Renxie smiled bitterly and took Wu Xuanyue's hand away, slowly poured himself a glass of wine and said, "Did you drink too much? Haha~~ Sometimes it's good to drink too much, your mind is free, and you don't have to think about anything. You don’t have to worry about anything, how nice it is!”

After Shan Renxie finished speaking, he put down the wine bottle, raised his head, and drank another glass of wine down his throat...

(End of this chapter)