Don’t be too poisonous to the concubine of the Wu family who was born in Wu

Chapter 2876 833. Eight Treasures of Jade Food (Xu Yao Beizi thinks deeply about his situation)

It is undeniable that women have an inherent advantage in the entire negotiation process because their ability to empathize is better than that of men.

Especially a beautiful woman with some negotiation skills is invincible to men.

Shan Lingyao deliberately acted miserably and created Gu Ling'er's beautiful, strong and miserable character, which made this person's image more three-dimensional. However, Xu Yao Beizi was obviously unable to resist such a task setting.

In the Quan clan, all the royal relatives live a very hard life. Although they live a life of fine clothing and fine food, and have an unmatched status and power, but... in the contrast of core rights, the power in the hands of the royal relatives Rights are just to cater to the existence of core rights.

Imperial power also has a clearly visible hierarchy, and all peripheral rights must revolve around the core rights, provide nutrients for the core rights, and protect the safety of the core rights.

Although the collateral imperial power is not willing to be treated as a vassal, but... if it does not act according to the instructions of the core rights, it will inevitably be abandoned by the core rights. Without the support of the core rights, there will be no rights. the value of his existence.

Therefore, no matter how distinguished I am in front of others, in fact there is always a big hand behind me controlling me. There are too many things that make me powerless and at the mercy of others...

I am just a puppet. Under the absolute imperial power, I cannot have any subjective consciousness. When a person has to be restrained and controlled by others in everything he does, this feeling is really uncomfortable.

The more suppressed and controlled the environment is, the more it will stimulate people's desire to get rid of the constraints and live out their own desires.

The saddest thing is that even if you want to be free, you can't move towards freedom, you can't let go of the nobility in the eyes of others, and you can't let go of the luxurious life you have, so you can only be troubled by the life in front of you.

Xu Yao Beizi looked at Shan Lingyao's superb acting skills, and at some point, a strong thought floated out of his mind.

When did I start to become gluttonous, and my desire for food reached the point where I couldn't control it at all?

Probably after my first desire was denied by my parents, I was extremely disappointed, but had nowhere to vent the pain in my heart. That day when people brought delicious food, I felt like I had lost my mind and went crazy. Put something in your mouth...

And when he reacted, the food on the table had already been wiped away, and the servants all had dumbfounded expressions.

Seeing this, Xu Yao Beizi touched his bulging belly, as if this food could fill the hole in his heart. The unusual sense of satisfaction made him forget the previous unhappiness.

From this moment on, Xu Yao Beizi found a way to relieve his sorrow. Whenever he was unhappy, he would choose a full meal to fill his stomach and achieve the effect of repairing his injured heart.

In fact... digesting and dispatching one's own unsatisfactory feelings is the beginning of one's resignation and bowing to reality.

Xu Yao Beizi is very aware of his situation. He clearly desires to be recognized by others and be placed in a truly important position, but his own value is contrary to the core rights of the Quan clan, and such contradictions occur not once or twice.

Faced with repeated setbacks, he suffered from pain, anxiety, and irritability. He felt that he was a useless person, that he was denied everything, and that everything did not go his way...

But when I eat the food one bite at a time, the pleasure of chewing and the smoothness of swallowing feel like I can turn the people and things I hate into food in my mouth, bite it off, chew it, and chew it hard. Swallowed it hard.

As I encountered more and more problems and the difficulties became more and more difficult, I became picky about food. Ordinary food could no longer satisfy my taste needs. Only the weirder and more tricky food could satisfy my taste. food needs. I don’t know whether it’s to pursue excitement or to digest the problems that are difficult to face. In short...

My appetite is getting bigger and bigger, and my vision is getting more and more critical.

When the human heart is not satisfied, it has to rely on other aspects to make up for it, and I chose delicious food to fill the hole in my heart.

Why don’t you want to live freely and on your own? But being in an imperial family, he could not let go of worldly glory and wealth, so he could only give up his spiritual freedom.

Too many things in the world are always difficult to have both ways. Since you have surrendered to the world, you must give up your nobility.
  After all, he is just a layman.

I have lived like this for half my life. It is too difficult to struggle and change, so I will just live like this——

Anyway, don’t the people around you live like this? Those ordinary people who are inferior to themselves are trying their best to join their current circle, but why don't they know how to cherish and accept their fate?
  I am not satisfied with what I get. If I really give others such a life, can I really live a life without being jealous of others?

Not necessarily...

Although I am not satisfied mentally now, I can live a life of material abundance every day, and I should learn two words - contentment.

At this time, what Xu Yao Beizi said when he anesthetized himself every time he felt the unfairness of life. With such brainwashing work going on, he would definitely go to Bazhenlou to have a hard meal, without any greed at all. , so that after you are satisfied, you will leave with a little regret.

And at this moment, after he heard about Princess Gu Ling'er's past, the self he was most afraid to face suddenly woke up. The freedom and beauty he once longed for when he was young actually started to burn at this moment. .

It was undeniable that he envied the existence of people like Gu Ling'er. Although her life was full of thorns due to various misfortunes, she lived like a warrior in this thorny mess.

Such uninhibitedness and unrestrainedness, such freedom and unrestrainedness, are all the most beautiful powers of life blooming.

You think you have nothing to worry about, so you can live your life to the fullest. How much do you want this, but are beyond your reach?

Are the shackles on me put on me by others, or are they something I have never thought about removing from the beginning...

This problem has always troubled Xu Yao Beizi, but he was fascinated by worldly things and was unwilling to think deeply about this problem.

As I think, my situation is not so bad that I have to make a choice, so just be content with the status quo...

Too lazy to think, too lazy to execute, just live in the moment, have food and drink, so what if you are a puppet?
  Maybe there are still many people who envy this kind of life and are eager to strive for it...

So - be content...

(End of this chapter)