Don’t be too poisonous to the concubine of the Wu family who was born in Wu

Chapter 2991 48. Flowers in the Mirror and Moon in the Water (Cao Yunfei has many complaints about Ji Wuchang)
  Cao Yunfei grimaced and said, "How could it not be his style? Mr. Bai didn't know something. In Mr. Ji's eyes, Yunfei should be a ruthless and indifferent monarch. All the relationships and connections at my hand should be Use it for the development of Western Xinjiang, and no other selfish thoughts are allowed."

Hearing this, Bai Hua and others were shocked, because in his opinion, Ji Wuchang and Cao Yunfei were very close, and the two talked about everything. Cao Yunfei relied on Ji Wuchang very much, and Ji Wuchang was also his mentor and helpful friend. They were all able to give him Cao Yunfei advice, and the relationship between the two was so close that no one could get involved.

But now it seems that is not necessarily the case...

Cao Yunfei also complained a lot about Ji Wuchang in his heart——

"No way~ Mr. Ji is very resourceful. He has devoted himself to the development of our Western Xinjiang without reservation. How could Lord Cao have such thoughts about Mr. Ji?"

At this point, Cao Yunfei couldn't help but sigh, and said what was in his heart: "Why doesn't Yunfei know about Mr. Ji's contribution to Xijiang? As a good minister, he has to admit that Mr. Ji is really very good. He is careful, I can say that he is willing to sacrifice himself for the development of Xijiang... It's just that he has such high demands on himself, so he has such high demands on me... I actually ...Actually, I don’t have such high expectations as Mr. Ji. Even if you say I don’t want to make progress, I, Cao Yunfei, also have times when I am tired and suffering. When I am fragile, I also need someone to understand me, affirm me, and support me. Me, comfort me...but..."

Speaking of this, Cao Yunfei sighed sadly. When he thought about the whip that Wu Chang had imposed on him over the years, constantly lashing him out and never getting a moment's rest, Cao Yunfei felt very tired.

"Mr. Bai, you have also seen that Xijiang has developed very fast in recent years, but... I, Cao Yunfei, no longer have any free time to think about my own personal affairs. In fact, I am not that noble, and sometimes I want to steal I am lazy and take a rest, and such a waste of time is absolutely undesirable in Mr. Ji's eyes... If I slack off even a little bit, Mr. Ji's words will be like a curse, whispering in my ears. If it doesn't stop, I have to get up immediately and continue to contribute to the development of Western Xinjiang... To be honest, this king is not what I really want to come... Hey~ This is a bit irresponsible... Exactly It’s fine to be the king of Western Xinjiang, but... can you give me a little bit of personal space?"

Hearing this, Bai Hua listened carefully to Cao Yunfei's words this time, confirming Cao Yunfei's psychological construction for the first time.

As a king, Cao Yunfei really devoted himself completely to the development of the country. In addition to his responsibilities as a king, he was still a human being, a mortal with his own thoughts and boundaries.

If a person has been in a high-pressure environment for a long time and his mood has been stretched and relieved, his body will definitely have problems. As a doctor, Bai Hua has already realized the seriousness of the matter.

The king has the helplessness of the king. He is not as glamorous and beautiful as outsiders seem, and he responds to everything at once.

Cao Yunfei is in this position, and only he knows how many things he has no choice but to control.

Whatever he takes on and what he performs, whether he wants it or not, his life can only be like this.

As a counselor, was Ji Wuchang wrong? Obviously he was right. He was just in his position, adhering to his duties, admonishing the monarch, and planning the direction for the development of Western Xinjiang. And was Cao Yunfei wrong? Obviously he is right, but in this position, he is responsible for the development of a country and cares about people's livelihood issues. He cannot do whatever he wants to an ordinary person.

Taking the overall situation into consideration caused him to lose many of his rights as a mortal, but the country's development came at the expense of his own time and emotions.

At this point, Cao Yunfei sighed again, revealing something that had been suppressed in his heart for a long time.

"I know that Yue'er resents me. The biggest reason is because of her sister Wu Chaoyang. She once told me that she would never be a concubine in this life because she saw her mother's humble status in the Wu family. She knew that if If she becomes her concubine, she will make the same mistakes as her mother, and she hates Wu Chaoyang because the harm caused to her in the Wu Mansion has become an eternal pain in her heart during her childhood... these I know everything...but..."

Speaking of this, Cao Yunfei choked up his voice. He felt guilty and sad. He knew that he was in the wrong in this matter, but he couldn't straighten his back in front of Wu Xuanyue.

"Hey...at the beginning, because of listening to Mr. Ji's words, for the safety of Western Xinjiang, and in order to be able to activate the White Tiger Talisman as soon as possible and annihilate the Ximen Party in one fell swoop, I, Cao Yunfei, made the wrong decision in my life, that is, marrying She, Wu Chaoyang, just because of this incident, Yue'er hates me so much. Her heart for me is no longer as firm as before, so... she has to endure whatever she does now... After all, it was me who started first I failed her. I obviously love her dearly, but I made such a big mistake on this issue of principle. If it were me, I would...I would hate me too..."

Cao Yunfei smiled bitterly. He knew very well that the reason why Wu Xuanyue treated him like this was all his own fault. He could not blame others.

When Bai Hua heard this, he was slightly stunned, because in his mind, he understood that Cao Yunfei put all the responsibility for marrying Wu Chaoyang on Ji Wuchang.

If Cao Yunfei had such thoughts, it would be troublesome. Ji Wuchang was an important minister in Western Xinjiang. If Cao Yunfei had doubts about him, wouldn't it mean that there was a rift between the emperor and his ministers?
  When Bai Hua thought of this possibility, he immediately became excited and frightened. He quickly spoke to persuade him——

"Could Lord Cao put all the blame for marrying Miss Wu on Mr. Ji? There are too many factors involved in this matter. Mr. Ji also made an unintentional mistake. Back then, Xijiang was in that kind of situation. Under the general environment, the Ximen clan invaded our territory one after another, and the White Tiger Talisman of Town Master Cao has been sleeping... At that time, the situation in the western territory was precarious, and Mr. Ji was also ill and sought medical treatment..."

"I understand! I understand - Mr. Bai does not need to explain to Mr. Ji. His choice was not wrong at the beginning. For the sake of Xijiang, if I were him, as the counselor of Xijiang, I would probably give such advice. Come on, it's just... there are too many mistakes and coincidences, so that... I missed my marriage with Yue'er. I'm sorry this time, Yue'er and I just have a grudge. It would be too difficult to return the relationship to the past... As for Mr. Ji? Yunfei has never held a grudge against him from beginning to end. As a minister of Xijiang, he really helps our Cao family with all his heart. For his Yunfei has never doubted his loyalty."

Hearing this, Bai Hua breathed a sigh of relief...

(End of this chapter)