Don’t be too poisonous to the concubine of the Wu family who was born in Wu

Chapter 3152 209. Flowers in the Mirror and Moon in the Water (Shangguan Zhenzhen has already transformed into a mature woman)

"An unpopular princess is only beautiful in the powerful family, but has no power. She is just a vase-like decoration at home. In order to consolidate the power of her husband's family, those powerful people will marry themselves with a house and two houses. My concubine, after that, my life returned to the infighting in the palace. What's the use of my beauty? In my husband's family, I was a princess who looked good but was of no use. They will support me. They just treat me as a chess piece of the company. They even use me to get information about my husband's family at critical moments. How good can my situation be? Furong - you often deal with those powerful people. Yes, you should know better than me what those people are thinking~"

Unexpectedly, this Shangguan Zhenzhen is a rare sober person in the world. She clearly understands her situation and position in the Quan clan. She also knows that in a world that values ​​power and influence, she has no place at all. She only has beauty and ability. how?

"In the Quan Clan, I probably tried my best, but I still couldn't reach the level I did in Xijiang. Although the conditions here are worse, I have a husband who dotes on me and loves me, and the pace of life is not as fast as the Quan Clan. Although there are times when interpersonal relationships are troublesome, compared with the struggles of the princesses of the Quan clan, the struggles of interpersonal relationships here are really not worth mentioning. I am respected by the people in Western Xinjiang, but the Cao family is afraid of them. I am the princess of the Quan clan. You should be polite when you speak to me, but you have to be cautious in doing things. Because you don’t know my background, you will feel that I am important in the Quan clan. My coming to Xijiang is probably the most important thing in my life. The right choice."

Shangguan Zhenzhen rationally analyzed the marriage for a while, but she didn't regret it at all, and felt even more fortunate.

At this moment, Tan Furong couldn't help but sigh after hearing this. Although this girl's appearance was a bit worse, her thoughts were still as thorough as before.

She knows her situation very well and knows what she wants. This is the sign of a successful and mature woman.

At this point, I have to admit that I am ashamed of myself.

After living for so long, I don't even know what I want. Regarding love, I long for it in my heart, but I am afraid of it. However, I always wrap my heart very tightly, for fear of others prying into it.

Shangguan Zhenzhen continued: "The Quan clan gave me a life. I should be grateful, but I don't know why. In that place where no one is human, I feel that I am so oppressed that I can't breathe. Even in my I can't feel any warmth from my mother... Did you know? When I was young, my mother actually hated me very much. She would often whisper in my ear, it would be great if you were a son. , I won’t live such a miserable life. I have no background and can only place my hope on my belly. As long as I can give birth to a prince, I can live the life I want... ...Haha~ How can you be a daughter?"

Speaking of this, Shangguan Zhenzhen sneered a few times. There were clearly traces of sadness on her face, but she could hide something.

"The palace is so big and deep, but it makes people feel nervous. I can't feel a trace of warmth every day in the Quan clan, and I feel extremely insecure. Every time I open my eyes in the morning, I am thinking There may be conflicts today. How should my sisters make things difficult for me? How should I deal with them? Should I please them or play dumb? If they start forming cliques again, whose team should I stand on? Which sister is attracted to which guard, or to which young master... Oops, the young master from this family showed his affection to me a few days ago, what should I do? How can I avoid offending the powerful? Don't you want to offend my sisters? Every day I am soaked in this kind of trivial interpersonal relationship... My days are frightening, but lifeless... I wear beautiful clothes, eat and make people feel... I envy the delicious food, but I am not happy at all in my heart... I believe that Furong also understands this feeling deeply, right?" Speaking of this, Qin Furong sighed, and she didn't know when the smoking gun had habitually appeared on her face. On her right hand, and when she was about to put it into her mouth, her eyes happened to hit Shangguan Zhenzhen's swollen belly, and she woke up and quickly put away her pipe.

"I'm sorry, this problem is really hard to get rid of. Whenever I get upset, I unconsciously want to take a sip...I forget that you are pregnant."

Tan Furong apologized quickly, and she really valued her sisters' health.

How could Shangguan Zhenzhen not understand Tan Furong's character? Then he smiled and waved his hand and said: "It doesn't matter~ You and I are sisters, I know your thoughts~"

Tan Furong smiled awkwardly, and then said: "So, when you come to Xijiang, your heart is finally liberated, right?"

Shangguan Zhenzhen shook her head and said: "It's not that my heart was liberated when I came to Xijiang, but because I married a general. In the past, I was more realistic than anyone else. I didn't believe in love at all. I felt that this kind of Things are just an excuse to reach a consensus of interests. I married him to increase his Cao Jiaguo's worth, and he married me to let me escape from a place of suffering. We both have what we need! So! , in fact, I didn’t have much hope for marriage at first, thinking of just muddling along, but... I really got married. It was the first time I felt the warmth of people’s hearts, and it was also the first time I was affirmed by others. How happy it is to be pampered by others. Do you know why I no longer care about appearance as much as before?"

"Huh? Is it possible that Cao Jiangguo doesn't care about your appearance? Are you kidding? He was attracted by your stunning appearance and chose you among the princesses, but you told me that he didn't like you? Your appearance?”

Shangguan Zhenzhen said with a smile: "How could it be? Men are all predators of sex. If he hadn't fallen in love with me at first sight, why would he have chosen me? It's just that love is a process of mutual attraction between men and women, and family affection is the only It is a process of two people protecting each other. It is too easy to attract someone, but it is too difficult to stay with someone. I am still as beautiful as ever, which will only arouse the jealousy of the women in the Cao family and make those men jealous. I have no evil intentions. Since I have married General Guo, I should think about his future. In order to avoid unnecessary interpersonal troubles, after eyebrows have passed their effectiveness, let her develop as she pleases. I and General When the country has children, life is a serious matter. As the mother of a country, having good conduct and being a virtuous person are the qualities a mother of a country should have, rather than putting appearance first... After all, I have passed the age of a little girl. At your age, when you reach the age of becoming a mother, you should look like a mother..."

(End of this chapter)