Don’t be too poisonous to the concubine of the Wu family who was born in Wu

Chapter 3230 288. Flowers in the Mirror and Moon in the Water (Late at night, Wu Xuanhua deeply reflected on his past)

A person's death is not only physical death, but also spiritual death.

After Wu Xuanhua learned the truth about his life, his whole person collapsed, and his three views were completely subverted.

I never thought that the people I had a grudge against all those years were the most innocent ones. Instead, I should be grateful to Master Wu for giving me a life and raising me up;
  And the person whom I have always been grateful to from the bottom of my heart is actually the initiator and culprit of this situation.

How can I accept such a result? It subverts my three views. I am actually a tool used by others from the beginning to the end, and my origin is calculated by others.

From the beginning to the end, I thought that I was a hunter, able to hunt the prey I saw in my eyes, and enjoyed the process very much.

But now it's wrong. In the end, he is the prey. He is placed in the enemy's camp and destroys everything of the enemy.

Haha~ Why is my fate so unfair? Why do I have to live in such a humiliating way?
  Instead of swallowing your anger and being controlled and plotted by others, it is better to find a way to stand up and become the operator.

Only when you have the supreme position in your hands can everything in this world be used by you and revolve around you.

I've had enough of being someone else's pawn, and I also want to feel what it's like to be a leader. Why is this world so unfair, and why is it that people are divided into three, six or nine levels from the beginning?

But I am that poor person who can only watch others eating meat, and when I get beaten up, I can only end up chewing bones?

The more Wu Xuanhua thought about it, the angrier he became, and the more he thought about it, the more he thought his life was not worth it.

If you can swallow this breath, you must choose to be submissive. You will be manipulated by others for the rest of your life, and you will always be a dog!

And I have never been a dog. I have the blood of a wolf in my body. How could Hui endure the humiliation and become a dog?
  Haha~ Others want to train you to be a dog, a loyal dog that has no brains and only knows how to wag its tail and beg for mercy, and is loyal to its master...

Suppressing his hunting instinct, but accepting to become a loyal dog driven and pitied by others. Although he has gained a good reputation, this is not everything he wants.

After Wu Xuanhua set up a plan to clean up the people who insulted him on the street that day without anyone noticing, at night, he took out a letter from his desk that he had treasured for a long time.

He was holding the letter in a daze, seeming to be hesitating in his heart. He stared at the name on the letter, which read the four characters Shangguan Jinyang.

There is no need for letters, the contents are already familiar to the heart.

This is a letter to recall oneself, and the content is mostly emotional words. As a mother, she expresses her longing for her son through words, so as to achieve the purpose of controlling her son.

The theme of the letter is very clear, that is, Shangguan Jinyang has been having an uncomfortable life in Wumen recently, and it seems that the power in her hands has been gradually reduced. She does not want such a life controlled by others. His son, who is far away from home, shows so-called concern and hopes that his son will return from the Quan clan as soon as possible and help him take charge of the situation. Wu Xuanhua didn't know how long he had been waiting for this trust. When he felt that he was not accustomed to the Quan clan, and had unfamiliar interpersonal relationships. When he was alone and alone, he was always homesick. After all, he was still young at that time and drifting alone. In a foreign country, all kinds of discomforts and the pain of being left out are unknown to others.

Although the people here are polite to me on the surface, they are only so polite on the surface.

In fact, you don't care about yourself at all, and you are just taking advantage of your reputation, and have no value to others at all. Why should others waste their time and experience on you?

The people here are really realistic and indifferent. The surface politeness is just a courtesy in their dealings with others. They will do this to anyone with a bit of reputation.

It was only when Wu Xuanhua came here that he deeply felt the horror of interpersonal warmth. If the psychological damage he suffered in Wumen was enough to affect his life, then all the interpersonal relationships he experienced in the Quan clan were enough to change his life.

He learned the tricks and tact in officialdom, and even more the insidiousness and cunning in interpersonal relationships.

He also wanted to ask for help and sent letters back to Wumen more than once, hoping that his mother would let him go back soon. After all, no matter how bad it was, it was still his home. At least... he could use his little cleverness to survive in Wumen. Like a fish in water.

But his appeal was ignored, and many letters fell into the sea with no news. He even wondered whether the post here deliberately seized his letters, which was why his appeal could not reach Zhongyue Huadu. go.

It wasn't until he went to check in person and saw the stub of the letter sent by the post office that he realized that the problem did not arise with the post office at all, but with Wumen.

Later, in order to confirm his idea, Wu Xuanhua deliberately handed two letters to Shangguan Kunyang when he visited Wumen, telling the other party that one was for his mother and the other was for himself. My good sister Wu Chaoyang.

When Shangguan Kunyang came back from Wumen, Wu Xuanhua came to the door full of hope, and his hopeful eyes kept wandering around Shangguan Kunyang.

Shangguan Kunyang understood, took out a letter from his waist and handed it to the other party.

When he saw the words Wu Chaoyang written on the letter, Wu Xuanhua was stunned for a moment. He was a little disappointed, but he still looked up and asked the other party with a glimmer of hope.

"Just a letter from my sister?"

Shangguan Kunyang didn't notice the change in the expression on Wu Xuanhua's face, so he answered truthfully: "Well, when I left, Chaoyang gave me a special letter, and he also looked around carefully, especially cautiously. She told me that only she and I knew about this matter, and others should keep quiet. My mother was very strict with her, and if she found out that she had any contact with this place in private, she would be punished. I just felt weird. Yes, it is normal for your own sister to exchange letters with your own brother. Why is it so mysterious? I have become like a spy, and I have become a messenger for you and your brother to pass on information. Lineman."

Hearing this, Wu Xuanhua was shocked, and he immediately understood the whole story.

It turns out that it's not that the other party didn't receive the letter, but that my appeal was completely ignored. In the past, I just felt strange that even if my mother didn't reply to my letter, why didn't even my sister refuse to reply to the letter? Now it seems There is a reason...

(End of this chapter)