Don’t be too poisonous to the concubine of the Wu family who was born in Wu

Chapter 771 430. Enlightenment of life (Nalan Ruoye understands his mission)

After hearing this, Nalan Ruoye's heart trembled. Nalan Yuanxiu's words hit the mark and spoke to her heart——

From now on, Nalan Ruoye's medical attainments will advance by leaps and bounds, because she knows that only by resolving the pain of others can she alleviate her own sins. While helping others, she is also redeeming herself. This feeling should not be too good.

In the past, Nalan was favored and driven by others. Every time she did something that was harmful to nature, her heart would become heavy. So that later on, even if she didn't kill anyone, she would feel the pain of being out of breath. Now Nalan Ruo Ye finally understood the reason.

I have not killed anyone, and the guilt I feel in my heart is not only the condemnation of my conscience, but also because the crimes I have committed have turned into ghosts and haunt me all day long. The more souls I have accumulated, the more pressure I feel in my heart. He got heavier and heavier, and over time, he became a loaded executioner.

Killing destroys one's character. If one does not want to fall into the devil's path, one can only rely on redemption to change one's destiny.

From then on, Nalan Ruoye ran on the road of saving others and himself, and never tired of it.

And until she met Nalan Chuixue, Nalan Ruoye was shocked——

She saw the shadow of herself in Nalan Chuixue, and she finally became like Nalan Chuixue.
  A woman like Xue is the most difficult martial arts practitioner in Tianmen.

Nalan Yuanxiu didn't know about Nalan Chuixue's murder of his colleagues behind his back, but when he thought that if a woman like Nalan Chuixue was rashly eliminated, her negative influence after her death would bring even greater disaster to Tianmen, it was just like that time Nalan favors him...

Killing her will not permanently eliminate future troubles, but will bring even greater troubles to herself. If she doesn't kill her, she can only watch helplessly as such a woman commits evil deeds in Tianmen and will not end up well?
  Once again caught in a dilemma, Nalan Yuanxiu had no choice but to pass such a special case to Nalan Ruoye, who had the same experience.

At first, Nalan Ruoye refused. After all, through these years of hard work, she has established a proven image as a doctor with holy hands. The woman who made her hair stand on end at first sight, when she saw her, she saw what she had least wanted to see. Nalan Ruoye couldn't hide from herself when she was touched...

As time went by, Nalan Yuanxiu would often take advantage of the opportunity to ask Nalan Ruoye to visit Nalan Chuixue's development track. Until one day, Nalan Ruoye had deeply realized the fact that curing his physical illness only allowed him to People need to survive, but if a person's heart becomes sick, that is the most terrifying thing.

Doctors can heal the patient's body, but they cannot heal the patient's heart. A patient with a sick mind is just like himself at the beginning. He is a murderer just to satisfy his ugly vanity. He wastes human life just because he has low self-esteem. Unfortunate result...

Such people are the ones who should be cured!
  Saving other people's lives is self-satisfaction, but it can't redeem your own heart. Why did your first subconscious action when you saw Nalan Chuixue for the first time be to escape? That's because you never dared to face the hands you once held. Stained with blood, I hate my past self, so much so that I want to numb my current self through redemption——

Nalan Ruoye hated herself, but at the same time she wanted to try to redeem Nalan Chuixue.

Nalan Ruoye once fell into a painful struggle, but no one was willing to help him, allowing him to go further and further down the path of pain and darkness.

Finally, Nalan Ruoye stood up and decided to try to redeem and cure the disease in Nalan Chuixue's heart. She told herself that she should choose a way out for herself - assuming that if she was on her painful path, she If such a person chooses to redeem himself, will he have a different outcome?
  With this setting, Nalan Ruoye chose to get close to Nalan Chuixue, trying to get into the other person's heart while trying to heal the wounds in the other person's heart.

However, in the end, he still disappointed himself extremely. Not only did Nalan Ruoye fail to redeem Nalan Chuixue, but he was touched by the other party in the place in his heart that he was most afraid of touching...       Seeing Nalan Chuixue gradually being swallowed up by the purple-black miasma , Nalan Ruoye has been completely disillusioned. The person he tried to save with all his strength is finally on the road of no return. He has been forcing it for these years and has always chosen compromise and humility. What is the result?

Not only was she not appreciated by the other party, she actually made the other party think that she, Nalan Chuixue, deserved everything she gained. What's more, when she held power, she would use the power in her hands to secretly set up a dark witch party to expand her own power. The dark forces, these are the results of Nalan Ruoye’s accomplishment in one fell swoop...

People can be kind-hearted, and they can also give opportunities to those who have returned from their lost ways, so that they can sincerely change their mistakes - but for those who have no good intentions in their hearts and have been filled with evil from the beginning, your kindness will It will become a tool used by others, hurting others and yourself.

In this world, excessive filial piety is called foolish filial piety, excessive loyalty is called foolish loyalty, and excessive kindness is called foolish kindness...

The way of Tianmen follows the rules. At the beginning of human beings, their nature is good, their natures are similar, but their habits are far apart——

The way of the ghost gate follows the rules. In the beginning, human beings are inherently evil. Their natures are similar, but their habits are far apart——

Although she, Nalan Chuixue, was born in a gorgeous coat of the spirit race, her previous life was the ugliest falling bird in the spirit realm. From the moment she was born, her essence was—evil!

After the ghost gate, they are born egoists, they are gluttony, greedy, lazy, jealous, lustful, angry and arrogant.

What they do can only be carried out around their own interests. They do not understand what it means to be temperate, benevolent, generous, diligent, educated, tolerant, and humble.

Even if they spend a lifetime educating them, their nature is like this and it is impossible to change anything.

The reason why Nalan Ruoye is able to fight against her fate is because she retains half of the spirit blood in her body. She is a contradictory existence in Tianmen, but she can control the balance of her fate——

If her heart is tilted towards evil, her conscience will not allow her to continue making mistakes. But when she is too kind and sees evil, she will still feel something, and the balance of fate will tip towards evil. , in short, her life is constantly balancing her inner balance.

And when Nalan Chuixue's words sarcastic about her past rang in her ears, Nalan Ruoye had an epiphany, and she finally understood that she cared about her mission with Tianmen——

Balancing your own life is not for others to judge. Regardless of right or wrong, it is your own life. Good or bad are all scenery...

I will no longer run away from myself that I once hated as I did before, because that is also an impossible part of what makes Nalan Ruoye what he is now. Only by facing his own mistakes can he distinguish right from wrong. The best feeling in life is not to listen to the past of others, but to listen to the past of others. It is a personal experience. The good and the bad are all your own life and nothing else!

(End of this chapter)