After the beast cub was about to wear it, all the gods were bald

Chapter 183 I am a Zerg in the interstellar world (18)

At night, a large group of children lay together, with Baimi on the far left, then Little Apple, Xiao Hei, and Feng Yuan on the far right, next to Little Hei, telling them stories.

Fengyuan held the storybook in his hand and didn't understand a little bit. There was a time when she was uninhibited and free-spirited. She was either fighting or on the way to a fight. Why is she coaxing her children 24 hours a day, 12 hours a day?
All things seem to start with raising Qingqing. She originally had no interest in raising children. A thousand years ago, Fengyuan herself was not yet an adult. She was either practicing or going out to cause trouble all day long.

Although her parents said that she was causing trouble, Fengyuan didn't feel that she was challenging geniuses who were quite famous at the same level. If people don't fight her, she will block them until they are willing to compete with her.

Generally speaking, someone with a flamboyant personality like Fengyuan would be easily slapped in the face. But she is a true genius, at least as far as fighting is concerned, she is definitely a genius that is rare to see in a thousand years. Anyway, she has never lost at the same level. As for the cross-level challenge, getting beaten up every three days was commonplace in Fengyuan.

It's not that Fengyuan doesn't have the ability to challenge at higher levels, but that she has to find those famous geniuses to challenge at higher levels. Then she has the ability to challenge higher levels, doesn’t anyone else have the ability? So it was easy to get beaten and go home with a bruised nose and a swollen face. But death is not a problem. As a monk reaches a higher level, there are many ways to save one's life. This is true for any race. High-level monks are difficult to kill.

What's more, Fengyuan is so famous for her fighting skills that basically all the three tribes of humans, monsters and demons know that she, the young master of the Phoenix tribe, is willing to betray the Phoenix tribe to save face and will not commit suicide if there is no conflict of interest. hand.

Of course, if there is no conflict of interest, there are many races that have conflicts of interest with the Feng clan, so there are really many people who want to kill Feng Yuan, including a large group of people she herself offended. .

In short, before meeting Qingqing, Fengyuan's life was so simple and unpretentious, practicing or fighting. The biggest entertainment activity is to go out and look for opportunities. Sometimes you can encounter good things yourself, and sometimes you can grab good things from others.

Except for fighting a lot, she lives the life that an ordinary monk should have, taking immortality and becoming an immortal as her ultimate goal, and making unremitting efforts for this.

Until one day, she saved Qingqing.

At that time, Qingqing was not called Qingqing, but she gave her this name later. She originally didn't want to keep Qingqing, a little snake she rescued by chance. She didn't know him and there was no shortage of maids, so why keep it?

Fengyuan really thought so at that time. After all, she and Qingqing had no relationship at that time and didn't know each other at all. Of course, she couldn't think about Qingqing. There is no love without reason in this world.

In the end, Qingqing was left because Qingqing’s cooking was really delicious. So Qingqing's status in Fengyuan's heart at that time was upgraded from a useless little snake that was pestering her to a useful little snake, so Fengyuan made Qingqing her maid, the kind who specially cooked for her. .

Although he still didn't have much feelings for Qingqing at that time, Fengyuan was a very protective person and was always kind to his own people. He had the resources he should have and would not shortchange Qingqing.

Qingqing is very smart, very talented, and talented in various aspects. There were no resources in the past, but now that they are available, they show immediately. They can learn everything in one go and become good at it. This naturally attracted Fengyuan's attention.

At that time, Fengyuan didn't have the concept of raising children, but raising Qingqing was indeed very exciting. If it were an ordinary cub, Fengyuan would definitely not be able to raise it without any emotional foundation. The cub is cute, yes, but it is also very troublesome. I think she will want to throw it away after a few days of raising it.

But Qingqing is not an ordinary cub, she is a problem cub. Although Fengyuan was not aware of this at the time, it was indeed a fact. Qingqing will not cry or make trouble, will obey whatever Fengyuan says, and will always think about problems from the perspective of Fengyuan's interests.

Moreover, Qingqing is still a genius. She will learn whatever she is asked to learn, and she will master whatever she learns. Fengyuan always gets positive feedback from Qingqing. Qingqing is like a perfect other people's child.

Although Qingqing's state is definitely abnormal, and it is very abnormal. But it is undeniable that without any emotional basis, the average cub would have been thrown out by Fengyuan to fend for itself. It has nothing to do with her, why does she still have to support him after she rescued him? Why?

On the contrary, Qingqing's character was not disliked at all, so he was kept here for more than a thousand years.

Over the past thousand years, Fengyuan has been changed bit by bit. Because this change is gradual, as a person in the game, she actually feels nothing. When she really realized that she seemed to have changed, she suddenly realized that she had not gone out to fight for decades, which was absolutely impossible for the former Fengyuan.

As for why...

Qingqing would not stop any of her actions, but would prepare enough items for her every time, watch her leave, and wait silently for her to come back. If she is injured, help her apply medicine and bandage carefully.

Qingqing never thought there was anything wrong with Fengyuan, she would only look for problems within herself. If she could draw higher-level talismans, refine better magic weapons, and make better puppets, maybe Fengyuan wouldn't be injured?

Qingqing was really good at squeezing herself. At that time, it was also the first time that Fengyuan clearly realized that Qingqing might have some psychological problems. However, she did not realize the seriousness of the problem at that time. She only thought that Qingqing might be a little insecure and gradually stopped going out to fight.

Anyway, Fengyuan regrets it so much now. Back then, when Qingqing was still young, she should have corrected her character, but now she can't fix it at all. Qingqing's life creed has never been to live for herself, but to live for others.

This is really...

Alas, this is actually an unanswerable question. Because the nature of living things is self-interest. Without feelings and love, Fengyuan at that time would only be happy to see Qingqing do things that were beneficial to Fengyuan himself.

And she is now worried about Qingqing's mental condition because Qingqing has become important in her heart, becoming more important than herself. Therefore, compared with Qingqing, his own interests seem insignificant.

Unless she could travel back in time with her memories and feelings, even if she could do it over a thousand times, she would still make the same choice, and Qingqing would still become the Qingqing she is now.