The European Emperor’s character remains standing

Chapter 94 Reviving Emotions

After stepping into the teleportation array, Ling Qixian did not expect that he would actually do it when he was about to enter the dungeon.

It was almost impossible for him to reach a level where he could play games in just a few days. Before meeting Lin Shilu, he rarely played games, let alone almost half of the day. All spent in another world.

He wasn't quite sure what this feeling was, but Ling Qixian could feel it and discerned that it was a desire, but he was not clear about the specifics.

Ever since he met Lin Shilu in the game for the first time, his calm heart had been in turmoil. His heart was beating rapidly, as if telling him: The person you have been looking for for so many years is her, and she is with you now. in front of.

You have to catch her quickly or she will flutter away like a butterfly.

If he had to put it in a clearer sentence, it would be Ling Qixian's heart telling him: You can't miss her again. If you miss her again, you will never know when you will meet her next time.

This time he was able to clearly distinguish the true desire in his heart, which was a kind of joy that was lost and found.

At this point, the fragmented emotions in Ling Qixian's body were completely revived. So he didn't hesitate at all and asked for the contact information before the other party left to prevent them from missing it again.

This is the first encounter between Lin Shilu and Xi Ling after they wake up from their fragments.

When fate begins to turn, the fragments slowly wake up under the traction force. The unknown obsession leads them to Lin Shilu to make up for the regrets in their memory. Then the obsession reaches the point where the fragments return to their nothingness, until all the fragments complete their obsession and return. Only then will Aya's true body truly awaken.

As for why there is no mention of Hu Shi, who is also carrying a fragment, Zhu Qingyou and Zhu Qingxuan, who were born from the spirit of the fragment, this is naturally because among all the fragments Lin Shilu has encountered so far, only Ling Qixian has truly recovered.

Only the fragment attached to Ling Qixian's body is truly awake. As a fragment of Xi Ling's memory, it contains complete memories and emotions contained in the memory. It is complete.

The fragments on the other three people have not yet fully awakened. If emotions are compared to colors, then memories with emotions are colored, and memories without emotions are black and white.

The fragments of these three people were only brought to Lin Shilu's side by traction. The emotional colors in their memories were still black and white, not colorful.

Therefore, to determine whether the memory fragments are awakened, one only needs to look at whether the emotions contained in Xi Ling's past memories have been completely revived.

After the emotions contained in the memory are revived, the past memories become more real and no longer vague.

After the fragments wake up, they will come to Lin Shilu through many coincidences under the traction force.

This is the agreement Lin Shilu and Xi Ling made long ago. If Xi Ling leaves due to necessity, then they will definitely come to each other through many coincidences in the future.

Ling Qixian went out to buy ingredients in reality, and when he met Lin Shilu by chance, he was in an ecstatic state. Of course, his face was still calm, pretending to be a coincidence.

Lin Shilu's appearance and hairstyle have not been changed in the game, which is why Ling Qixian can easily recognize him. Of course, if Lin Shilu had made some changes in appearance, Ling Qixian would still be able to recognize him, because there was no doubt about it.

When some people lose their memory, even if they don't remember the other person, they will still physically act immediately. It's like saying, even if I lose my memory, my body still remembers the feeling at that time. I have deeply engraved your every move and appearance into my bones and flesh, and I will never forget it again.

As memories and emotions are revived, the fragments will re-remember their obsessions. Of course, the fragment cannot tell Lin Shilu what his obsession is. This is also a limitation that allows Lin Shilu and the fragment to meet and confront each other by various coincidences.

There is no real perfection in anything, everything is relative.

For example, Lin Shilu and the fragment are destined to meet due to traction. The fragment cannot inform Lin Shilu of his true obsession in any way, which is a restriction.

After the first fragment wakes up under the traction force, the other fragments around Lin Shilu who receive the traction force will also gradually wake up. This kind of awakening is unstoppable and destined.

The fragments in Ji Ling Qixian's body awakened, and Zhu Qingyou, who also had memory fragments in her body, was also in the process of emotional awakening.

It's just that those who are in the game are confused, and those who are outside are clear. She has not seen the truth clearly yet. Instead, she has been affected by the emotions gradually awakening in her memory, and her attitude towards Lin Shilu has gradually changed.

The fragments on Zhu Qingxuan and Hu Shishi's bodies were only slightly touched, and the emotions contained in their memories have not yet recovered, and they are still following the plan they made before.

Just like now, after Lin Shilu and the others entered the game, not long after they stepped into the teleportation array, Zhu Qingxuan and Hu Shishi cleared the concentric maze copy as quickly as possible, exited the game cabin, and began their plan to find the truth.

What Zhu Qingyou wrote in the notes was incomplete, but it was enough for Zhu Qingxuan to deduce the truth of the matter, although the truth may be incomplete.

Zhu Qingxuan opened the notebook and saw only a few incomplete fragments and some words with unclear meanings.

"Find Ling Qixian's obsession and complete it."

This sentence is recorded at the top of the first page of the notes, and all subsequent paragraphs and words revolve around this sentence.

He turned to the next page and looked.

〖Known: Ling Qixian’s obsession was born from the deer cub, and there is a 100% possibility that it revolves around the deer cub. 〗

Zhuqingyou's casual handwriting on the paper is like a butterfly about to fly. The handwriting she recorded in the notebook is different from the handwriting used in daily writing. The handwriting in the notebook is more casual, with flying dragons and phoenixes, so it is somewhat difficult to read.

However, Zhu Qingxuan and Zhu Karenyou have been together for many years, so it is not difficult to identify the handwriting. What is difficult is that Zhu Qingyou circles groups of words and connects them together, making it difficult for people to understand.

〖Memory is at: early stage of encounter〗

〖What kind of obsession do two children usually have after meeting? 〗

〖Is obsession equal to an unfulfilled wish? 〗

There are only three paragraphs on this page, and the rest are all blank. According to my sister's habit, after she has clues, she will add the remaining clues below.

After checking the records on this page, Zhu Qingxuan was thinking and analyzing.

"It seems that this is what my sister and her team are going to do. Based on the currently known information, it is still a bit vague. It seems that we still don't have enough information. I just don't know whether Su Heng and the others know the complete truth, or whether they know the complete truth. I only deduced some clues and prepared to confront my sister and the others based on the known clues."

〖Obsession: It needs to be analyzed from the perspective of Xi Ling at the time. Ling Qixian’s own character is excluded, because the one who is currently dominant is ■■■■. 〗    The last four words of this sentence have been blacked out and cannot be restored. They are not crossed out with slashes like the previous typos.

Although the handwriting is somewhat casual, the spacing between each word written by Karen Zhu on the paper is extremely standard. Therefore, Zhu Qingxuan guessed that there should be four blacked-out characters. Since there are four characters, it does not match the two characters "Analysis Ling" mentioned before, but it may also be related to this person.

In fact, the four blacked-out words are: memory fragments. But he didn't know what these four words meant.

Thinking of this, Zhu Qingxuan continued to read.

〖Since my personality and some of my experiences are similar to those of Analyze Ling, I bring myself into it, so what kind of obsession will I have after meeting Lu Zai and spending time together? 〗

〖Possible guess: If I am alone without a partner, when I meet a friend who will care and considerate me when I am most lonely, there is a great possibility that I will become possessive among friends, because from the perspective of "me" Analysis, I may hold on to this light firmly, and do not want this little sun that gave me light to give light to others. 〗

〖In other words, it is the possessiveness between friends that causes the other person to become friends with oneself alone, or to let the other person become the closest best friend with oneself. A deer calf can only have one closest friend. 〗

〖Judging from the above analysis, Ling Qixian’s obsession should be to become close friends with Lu Zai. The degree is far beyond the intimacy between me and An Zheer and the others. 〗

There were only five paragraphs on this page. After reading another page soon, for some reason, he changed his mind again.

"Forget it, let's look at what happens next and then make a judgment. I just don't know who this Xi Ling is. Could it be Ling Qixian's past name?"

Turn to the next page.

What is recorded on the next page is Zhu Qingyou's own guesses about some of the unusual actions of Beard Feng and the others recently, as well as her own subjective feelings when promoting the plan.

〖Lu Zai’s recent frequent coincidences with Ling Qixian may have attracted the attention of Huzi Feng and the others. Perhaps they have deduced some clues based on our performance, and they need to pay more attention afterwards to prevent them from ruining the plan. 〗

〖Current status: The plan has not been implemented yet, and Lu Zai has only had a few encounters with Ling Qixian. But for some unknown reason, Hu Zifeng and the three of them recently changed their attitudes and chose to help Ling Qixian instead. But this is also an opportunity, and it also saves Zhe'er and I from coming into contact with Ling Qixian. After all, looking at the plan as a whole, Zhe'er and I should be regarded as the stumbling blocks for Ling Qixian to become Lu Zai's closest friend. Therefore, it is the best choice for Hu Hufeng, Su Heng and Chen Siyuan to contact Ling Qixian. 〗

〖Speculation about their change of attitude: Maybe they mistakenly thought that Ling Qixian fell in love with Lu Zai at first sight and wanted to chase him, so they changed their attitude. As for the authenticity of the speculation, we can judge the authenticity of it from the tone of voice heard by Zhe Er. 〗

〖Question: As the plan progressed smoothly, Lu Zai had many contacts with Ling Qixian with the help of many aspects, and the relationship between the two was good. But for some reason, every time I see Lu Zai and Ling Qixian chatting happily, I feel more and more uncomfortable. In severe cases, I may even feel a twinge of pain. Could it be that this is ■■■■■■■■■? Or is it just that he is simply unhappy with Ling Qixian because he stole Lu Zai's attention from him. 〗

Zhu Qingxuan turned back again and found it was gone.

This is the last page, and nine more words have been blacked out in the last paragraph of the last page.

The nine blacked-out words were what Zhu Qingyou judged based on the fragment's memory: a sign of the fragment's emotional recovery.

The new notebook contained very little, only four pages.

After reading what was recorded in the notebook, Zhu Qingxuan had found all the truth he wanted to find: Lin Shilu and the others' plan, the script that Hu Peng and the others had received and their sudden change of attitude.

These two, after reading the things recorded in the notes, have been found. But Zhu Qingxuan still felt that something was missing, something was wrong.

He looked out the window. Outside the window was an empty courtyard with some bamboos planted in the courtyard.

Zhuqingxuan recalled that he had seen Zhuqingyouji's notes when he was a child, and carefully thought about whether there was anything missing.

Suddenly, he found what he had missed in his memory.

Comparing the notes taken during childhood with the current notes, it was found that what Karen Zhu recorded in the notes had not changed, including blacking out some important things. The only thing that had changed was that Karen Zhu once liked to write her own words in the notes. Confusion and psychological turning points.

Zhu Qingyou once liked to write down in her notes the confusion she faced when solving each problem, which also included her mood at the time and the choices she made when facing the matter.

What he missed was this last choice.

Although I remembered less in the new notebook, I remembered everything except Karen Zhu's thoughts and choices when facing this matter.

After Zhu Qingxuan figured it out, he picked up the notebook on the table and moved his fingers on the pages. This way he could quickly check which parts of the notebook were written and which ones were blank.

Sure enough, I made a new discovery on the last few pages of the notebook.

The penultimate page at the back of the notebook contains a long passage, written with a red pen and not blacked out.

[After being affected by my emotions, I may make some changes to my choices next. These changes are probably wrong and will make the deer and I drift apart, but I don’t want to control or change, I just want to let nature take its course.

Now it seems that not only Xi Ling likes the light, but I also like the light with the same personality as hers. I had selfishly thought about letting Guang have only me and no other friends. This was undoubtedly a kind of possessiveness.

I admit that essentially I, Ling Qixian and Xi Ling are the same kind of people. She just wants me to be her friend, and she won't need anyone else except me, but that's impossible.

Similarly, I don't have the courage to say all this. After all, everything she did was not for me. Maybe in the following time of companionship, she may have a place for me in her heart, but this weight will never be compared to Xi Ling.

Everything I did for her and for me may have been in vain, but I have no regrets, and I am happy with everything. 】

　The confession of this fragment in this chapter, An An, I don’t know if there will be another confession after the fragment of Ling Qixian is offline, but I have already written it, so I won’t write it again.

　　The main reason is that there is no plot in the dual-time dungeon, and only some side settings have been added. I still haven’t thought about the main plot.

　　Alias ​​for this chapter: Human memory is divided into black and white and color

　　After all, this chapter is mainly about the psychological anatomy of fragments. The first part is about Ling Qixian's feelings when he met the deer cub, and the second part is about Zhu Qingyou's feelings.

　　
  　
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