Concubine Ben Xianliang

Chapter 129

Ever since she came to Ding's house inexplicably, the little stone once hurt her hand, but after she pretended to be a ghost and frightened people, she couldn't find it no matter how hard she looked. ;Now she can know that the little stone is indeed there, but she doesn't know where it is, and she doesn't know what it can do—she almost died, but she saw the little stone clearly in the dark, and kept Look at it until I'm tired and want to close my eyes.

But she didn't expect that when she closed her eyes, she heard the sound around her, and slowly opened her eyes.Her hand was empty, and there was no small stone in her hand like when she pretended to be a ghost to scare people; and the faces with tears in her smile that appeared in front of her eyes moved her: she was no longer alone.

Then no one disturbed her, and after feeding her the medicine, they used extremely soft voices to persuade her to sleep for a while, as if they were afraid that a louder voice would frighten her into fainting. Everyone's movements were extremely careful and worked hard. The sound does not occur.

No one mentioned to her how the baby was, and no one said anything, not even asking her if she was feeling unwell, but just taking care of her carefully; her grandmother was still sitting on the bed and patted her body lightly, humming A song she had never heard before came to lull her to sleep, as if she were suddenly a child now.

What kind of feeling is lost and found, Zixuan can't have a deep understanding now, because she didn't die in the last life: Well, she didn't realize that she was dead before coming here, and she still wanted to go back Instead of staying, she would not have the joy of regaining life; but she saw the words lost and found in the eyes of her grandmother and others, and saw the words lost and found in Liu Li's movement of turning her back to wipe her tears.

Perhaps, Liuli's mood was even more excited, because she had lost her true self before; watching her master die and come back to life twice is definitely not a pleasant thing, it really made things difficult for this girl.

Zixuan really wanted to comfort these people who really cared about her, but her mouth was so dry that she couldn't utter a few words with all her strength; it made Bizhu cry, and she couldn't say anything She spoke again, watched her close her eyes, and waited until her breathing became stable before everyone left lightly.

However, Zi Xuan did not fall asleep.Although she is very weak now, although no one has mentioned her child, nor anyone from Ding's family, she is very clear that the child is gone; that kind, connected with her blood, that kind of warm feeling in her body , all disappeared.

Gently caressing the already flat abdomen, tears slid across her face like this, quietly sneaked into her hair and disappeared; that poor child, the deity was so desperate to keep it, but in the end she still couldn't keep her.Although, she never personally promised anything to the deity, but the child has been in her body for two months, how can there be no feelings?

She once felt it gently kicking in her stomach, and felt its existence with her hands on her stomach. Later, she was already imagining the appearance of this child, thinking that it was as lively and cute as the ones she saw in her previous life. Like a child, you can accompany her, be with her, and call her mother gently in her ear.

She even thought about giving up the idea of ​​looking back because of this child: Even if the deity begged her, she has not made up her mind because she doesn't want to have too much nostalgia in this world, and she can't give up when she finds a way to go back. .Now, when the child is gone, she realizes that even if the child is not born, it is still her flesh and blood and her heart and soul.

It's just that she met Yuan and the child, and Yuan watched the child grow up; everything is the Ding family's fault. He didn't agree to anything, and in the end something happened to the child in Ding's house.

But what she hated most was herself, why was she so careless, why didn't she insist on leaving?Just because of the emperor's will, because the Ding family insisted?She is simply too careless.

She couldn't get out of bed for more than a month and she couldn't leave, but in the next half a month she was able to leave Ding's house, even if she couldn't travel long distances, even if the "Mrs. place to live; if she left, there would be no Luo Zi Tang, and such an accident would not happen to the child.

Tears burst out, but Zixuan bit her lips tightly and did not make a sound. When her heart hurts too much, she is not used to letting others see her pain. She is used to facing it alone.

In fact, Zixuan was too sad at this time and got into a dead end. The "Mrs. Huguo" mansion has not been repaired and cannot move in at all, and even if her health improves, she still cannot withstand the long-term bumping of the carriage. Or the Zhuangzi of the Ding family is impossible, it is very likely that the fetus will move again; as for going out to rent a place to live, this kind of thing is absolutely impossible, not only the Ding family will not agree because of face, the emperor I won't agree either.

Lazitang.Zixuan clenched her hands tightly, she was determined to find that person; although she didn't know about Wenpo's plan to kill her, she did know that there was another medicine for invigorating blood in Luozi Tang; she was not used to taking people's lives , but there is no time when someone kills her child or her—without that pebble, she is already a dead person now, and she will insist on not wanting human life.

Blood debts must of course be paid in blood.

Suddenly there were mixed sounds from the door, Zixuan quickly wiped away the tears on her face, thinking that it was Liuli or her grandmother who had gone and returned; but no one knocked on the door, and the door was gently opened.She looked over and saw that it was the empress who came in holding the hand of the palace man, she was really flattered.

"Empress Empress..." She struggled to remember, but she was so weak that she could sweat all over when she raised her arm, at most she could raise her head.

The queen signaled that someone from the palace had rushed forward and gently pushed Zixuan down on the bed, so as not to let her torment herself any more.

"You don't need to be overly polite. Bengong knows that you have the strength to salute now that you are seriously injured." The queen finally sat down under the wait of everyone, and waved to make them all back out: "I see Mrs. Fuguo" I can still say a few words If so, you all exit the door and wait. "

Zixuan was a little puzzled, seeing that the queen did not speak; when you don't know much, silence is the best, and at this time it is easiest to say too much and make mistakes.

The queen leaned down to look at her complexion: "You almost lost your life this time. It's God's will to wake up. You don't have the strength to say anything. You'd better listen to what I say. If you have the strength to speak, you can only listen to what I say." She looked at Zixuan and smiled slightly: "Now I understand what I said when I was in the palace, it is not a good thing for you that I saved you. Because the Ding family and the concubine are on the same boat."

Zixuan nodded slightly and did not speak. No matter how many questions she had, she was not more worried than the Queen's coming, but as the Queen said, what could she say?Just listen.

The queen looked at Zixuan: "I know what you want. Now that the child is gone, you want to break up with the Ding family, don't you? However, it's not that easy. Because I won't agree, and the emperor won't be happy either. Even if you or the Ma family propose that you have to leave the Ding family, do you think the emperor will be happy to make such a decree?".

Zixuan just turned a lot of thoughts in her heart, thinking about many possibilities, but she didn't expect that the empress came here to reconcile and leave: "The concubine doesn't understand what the empress means." What reason does the empress not let herself leave Ding? As for home, this matter puzzled her the most.

The queen smiled: "Madame Fuguo" is a person with a delicate mind, there will be things that she can't figure out.Although my palace is the head of the six palaces, but the knees are empty, and even if the virtuous concubine is demoted to a concubine now, she should have a son and fly to the branch in the future. Do you think this palace can be happy? ?It just so happens that the Ding family is one of the concubine's greatest helpers. You said I am anxious or not. "

"And her younger sister is still a concubine in Ding's family. Even if I demote her to be a lowly concubine, in time, with the strength of her sister, her natal family, and her husband's family, it is only a matter of time before she becomes a good concubine or a noble concubine. That’s all. If you leave the Ding’s house, and after the divorce, the Marquis Ding will be your wife. It’s not hard to guess who will be your wife? She will become a dignified first-rank imperial order, which is a big deal for a concubine. A concubine can compare with the help of the sky." The queen pursed her lips a little dryly.

Zixuan felt a little dizzy: "Why didn't the queen use this to send Aunt Fang out of Ding's house?"

"Where are you going to send it? If the punishment is too heavy, I will have a bad reputation. People will say behind my back that I am making use of the problem, and letting her leave the Ding family to have a chance to regain her freedom is to make her worth; you Once again, the situation is still the same?" The Queen looked at Zixuan: "Mrs. Fuguo" Do you understand? "

Zixuan bumped into her in one breath and didn't speak for a long time. The dispute between the virtuous concubine and the queen was related to her, and she didn't want to compete with Aunt Fang for favor. Leave.

Seeing her appearance, the queen sighed a long time: "I know that this is unfair to you, but I can guarantee that as long as the concubine is convicted, I will immediately make the decision to make you and Ding Yang reconcile. You know, even if you submit a letter, It is not easy to reconcile and leave. The emperor will agree to you so easily? How can you say that the lost child is also the flesh and blood of the Ding family, and the Ding family will also be stripped of their titles. This kind of treatment can be regarded as an explanation for you. "

Zixuan didn't want to agree, because she just wanted to live a small life, and then see if there was a way to go back. As for the matter of the queen and the Ding family—whatever her business?They can figure out their own affairs, anyway, she just wants to reconcile, and now the emperor has no excuses, and she doesn't have to worry too much about the emperor turning his face immediately with Ma's house.

In the future, let's talk about the future, maybe she can go back to her world, even if she can't go back, she doesn't necessarily have to stay in Shangtang: if you don't stay here, you have a place to stay.

Chapter 129

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