I'm trapped in a block

Chapter 633 Monster
The terrifying monster made the pervasive smell of blood pale in comparison. Its huge body had unconsciously enveloped everything around it. The uncollapsed molecular cloud blocked the extension of all smells, completely trapping the group of bees in a cage.

"They are all uncollapsed odor molecules! We are surrounded by them. There is not even a gap. We can't escape..."

"Why? Shouldn't uncollapsed odor molecules only exist in newborns? Moreover, why don't they collapse after being exposed to such a strong smell of blood? Instead, they become more stubborn. What's going on?"

These bee-like bees were in a panic. After several unsuccessful attempts to break out, they returned to the center of the encirclement in despair and huddled together.

"Don't even think about it. This must be the disaster we brought upon ourselves by our unbridled use of blood. We are destroying the balance of scent in Tianjin Mountain, so naturally there will be greater terror to punish us."

"Nonsense! There is no such thing as smell balance!"

"Of course there is! Scent balance is everything! We're just ruining it!"

"But why are we being sanctioned? We just want to live... I'm not wrong! I'm not wrong!"

"You were wrong from the beginning! So was I. I was wrong from the beginning! We were both wrong!"

Under great fear, this group of bees actually began to fight among themselves.

They seemed to have fallen into madness at the same time. Their minds were confused, and the waves that transmitted information became unclear. Some of their bodies even began to disperse. The odor molecules that were originally condensed together began to collapse and escape, becoming free molecules. This was a phenomenon that Mo Ling had never seen before.

Amid their almost insane nonsense, Mo Ling gradually understood the reasons for the despair of these bees.

In fact, they had already reached the brink of collapse, and encountering this "monster" was just the last straw that broke the camel's back.

Despair, in fact, has descended since the moment they were born...

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Tianjin Mountain is so big, how many bee bees are there?
There seems to be no specific number. The bee bees just follow the flow of smell and survive in Tianjin Mountain.

Whether before or after the war, the bee bees were extremely insensitive to everything except smells, because there was no overlap in their living space with other creatures, they had no communication with other creatures, and had always lived in peace with the world.

But the war inevitably affects the new generation of bees.

When the smell of blood spread throughout Tianjin Mountain, due to the negligence of some guardians, the pungent smell entered the cradles and corroded some of the newborns.

Some guardians will kill these corrupted newborns, while more will abandon them.

These unfortunate cubs had already decided the scent they would transform into for their entire lives before they developed any subjective consciousness. They were abandoned from the group and drifted alone on the battlefield.

The bee wasp is an extremely strong creature. Even if these abandoned ones are far away from the tribe, they still stubbornly use the bloody smell of the battlefield to strengthen themselves and grow slowly.

However, because of premature solidification, the consciousness of these abandoned newborns is not fully developed.

Since the smell of blood is passively solidified, these newborns will begin to "self-loathe themselves" when they grow up.

"Why did I become like this?"

"It stinks. It's disgusting."

“I don’t think I should be like this…”

Because there is no guidance from their elders, they can only rely on self-exploration to control smell. Due to the lack of companions, they become more and more doubtful about themselves.

"Why do I still smell like this even though I hate this smell?"

They began to doubt themselves, but this "consciousness" of doubt also came from themselves. They didn't know where they came from, or what they were, and could only drag their disgusting bodies around in the equally disgusting smell of blood, watching their bodies become more and more bloated and twisted.

Under constant self-loathing, they become more and more contradictory and tortured to become more and more insane.

On one hand, there is the instinct of being a bee, and on the other hand, there is the disgust for smells. This contradiction between body and mind causes these abandoned people to suffer physical split.

Their bodies would break down from time to time.

Gas molecules will spontaneously change from a condensed state to a free state and separate from their original bodies. Even if they are discovered in time, they cannot be saved.

Therefore, they can only capture free odor molecules more frantically to make up for their own shortcomings.

Under the instinctive control of the bee bees, they will spontaneously use smell manipulation to maintain the blood and energy in Tianjin Mountain. They will also subconsciously control the spread of the smell to make the bloody smell in Tianjin Mountain spread farther.

But such behavior makes the division even worse.

"Why would I spread this smell that I hate?"

There is a conflict between the body's instincts and consciousness. They are doubting their own actions and denying their own behaviors at every moment, but they subconsciously change the surrounding environment according to their instincts.

It was not until they came into contact with normal beehives and learned everything that these abandoned people understood what had happened to them.

"We were wrong from the beginning."

"When the blood corroded our bodies and solidified us into this twisted form, we were no longer able to control ourselves..."

Even if they knew the truth, they still couldn't change what had already happened. The completely collapsed odor molecules could not go back. They had been completely separated from the normal bees and could only continue to survive in this ugly posture.

The only place where you can find solace is with those who are going through the same thing.

So, these abandoned people united together and established a tribe in the smell of blood, comforting and supporting each other, and jointly helping the abandoned newborns...

Most of these abandoned people are full of contradictions and madness, but the community is still able to survive with difficulty.

Every day, some companions died due to self-collapse, and every day they could pick up abandoned newborns in the blood mist. They would bring these newborns back to the tribe, teach them and support them, to make up for what they had lost.

However, when these newborns grow up, they will still follow the same path:
They begin to doubt, feel disgusted with, and feel conflicted about their own identities... ultimately leading to an irreversible collapse of themselves.

Despair always surrounds these surviving aliens.

They understand that they can no longer be called "bee bees".

They are just a group of monsters, a group of monsters driven by instinct.

“You can only control smells if you become them.”

“But if you turn into a smell, you will also be controlled by the smell.”

"Then why do we become smells?"

In desperation, these extremely crazy "monsters" began to study more philosophical things...

(End of this chapter)