I'm a teacher in Tokyo!

Chapter 239 Which one is true?

Previously, Grandpa Dean once said that in this world, you need to know how to take and give up, what is important and what is not important.

He also lamented that he was not very good at making choices, so that he would not think about everything like him, but none of them ended up well. He wanted to do many things, but in the end they all turned out to be bad things.

Teacher... is indeed very good to me.

Everyone in the school is not something you can let go of easily. They are like the sun, shining on you.

But...everyone at the orphanage...

The reason why I am still alive is all because of them. How could I give up on them?
——Even if reading does not mean giving up, Mako can find countless reasons to express his position.

However, any reason or hesitation is disrespect for the past.

I... am not a cold person, and my heart hates despair. When the stone slab was lifted, I already had feelings.

Mako met three good people in his life.

Faced with making such a decision, Mako was actually under a lot of pressure and faced a dilemma.

And when he heard that Yamamura Mako would "drop out" of school, and said it at this time, Yoshizakigawa felt a little angry at first, which was out of the teacher's instinct, but then he understood the child in front of him.

"The teacher was shocked and very pleased. He is proud that I can have such a student."

"Zhenzi, you are not a cold person. I know that your heart is warm, and your kindness is not just an act."

They make up their own world.

Yamamura Mako was filled with tears, but nodded heavily: "Okay."

But although he thought so in his heart, he did not say it out loud because his previous words had been rejected by the girl.

At some point, the decision is undoubtedly a difficult one.

Perhaps it was because he was less ticklish after having too many lice, and because he had so many debts on his body, Yoshizakigawa could not feel the weight. Dealing with ghosts every day, and being surrounded by curses all around him, it was nothing more than a little more wind and frost.

"The teacher can see and feel your inner struggles and choices, but...can you promise the teacher one thing? Don't be so anxious to make a decision. There are many children in this orphanage. Ask them how they are. "?"

Although the words are simple, the emotions contained in them are very rich, including fear, panic, relief, and a kind of relief... leaving the heavy responsibility to Yoshizakigawa to choose.

finally--

That is, becoming the director of this orphanage.

He just squatted down and stared at the girl in front of him;

The dean who picked himself up from the beach and taught him the principles of life, and the classmate who had conflicts, hated himself, and disliked himself during the earthquake, but in the end chose to lift the slate.

But actually there is a better solution to this matter——

This is the best solution that Yamamura Mako currently thinks of.

Yoshizakigawa, in this world, is truly a person who is selfless, asking for nothing in return, and even putting everything he has into goodwill.

Drop out of school, work for the orphanage, and continue to search for your own life experience in the long life. You can visit your teachers and the others again in the future.

Looking at Yamamura Mako who dared not look at him in front of him, Yoshizakigawa did not scold her angrily as the girl expected, and finally broke up unhappy.

Then you need a reason next.

Beautiful campus, my own future...everyone at the orphanage...

In fact, Mako heard Kayako talking about "umbrellas" at school. Kayako once said that the teacher was willing to hold up an umbrella and extend a hand for her when she was caught in the rain. At that time, she felt that the world It is beautiful and I am happy.

Tomie...can't understand this kind of thing, because in her eyes, it's just holding an umbrella. How much emotion is involved in this cheap behavior?
But only you can understand it.

What did that umbrella mean to Kayako, or what did it mean to her in the first half of her life when no one cared about her.

Just like the children who lifted the stone, at that moment, they all seemed to have light.

In this dark world, in this hopeless world, this is hope.

Like a drowning person grabbing a piece of driftwood, or a person falling into an abyss grabbing the last handful of grass.

People are like flowers and plants, growing towards the sun. If it were not for the reasons of the world, who would die of despair.

Teacher... He really understands, he knows everything. Faintly, the figure walking in front seems to have a layer of white light on his body;
Following him, even if I just looked at his back, I felt completely safe.

She rubbed her eyes, and the light in front of her disappeared again. In the narrow corridor, the teacher walked quietly, there was only the sound of "tapping" footsteps, but occasionally the teacher would turn sideways to avoid something...

What did he see in his eyes?

Yamamura Mako didn't know it, but I guess even ghosts would feel warm when they were around the teacher!
Yoshizakigawa avoided the barrier of reality in front of him. Through the window of the prison cell, he saw the child in the dark corridor.

The eyes that originally looked at him became kinder, perhaps because of Mako's approval.

"She, next to you?"

At this moment, a hand held a cardboard, passed it from the body of the child in front, and handed it to Yoshizakigawa;

Yoshizakigawa ignored him for the time being, turned his head and looked at Yamamura Mako behind him: "Mako, go and call them all over."

Mako responded, and then went to the front to say hello;
"How many ghosts are there? Apart from the dead children in the orphanage, are there any other ghosts? Where is Mako now..."

That hand was writing quickly, but at the next moment, the hand that was writing quickly was held down by Yoshizakigawa;
"They didn't mean it."

Yoshizakigawa said apologetically to the child in front of him who seemed a little angry and his face began to distort.

Hearing Yoshizakigawa's words, the child in front of him returned to his normal appearance: "Sister Mako said you can see ghosts, you have to tell those ghosts and ask them to be polite."

"I don't like them a little bit. They take up our space, and they sound like mosquitoes, which is annoying. Sister Mako is a good-tempered person, but I am not!" "Sorry..."

Yoshizakikawa could only smile apologetically, then snatched the pen and wrote in the air: "They don't like people talking about them, Qinzi, don't worry about things here, just help me clear the obstacles, everything is fine give it to me."

"Also - they don't like the term ghost. They are all children, and in their eyes, you are the ghosts."

After writing, he tore up the previous piece of paper and threw the pen and paper forward;

After the original paper penetrated a child's head, it was grabbed by Kotoko Higa in front.

"There's something wrong with that door..."

She suddenly said something, and Yoshizakikawa nodded, indicating that he knew.

Then Qinzi stopped talking.

For Qinzi, everything now is like the first time she met Kayako, making her full of doubts about what she already knew.

Why is this place full of resentment and full of ghosts, but I can't feel the slightest ghost energy?

If you can't see it, you can say that you don't have enough inspiration.

But for her, who had fought countless ghosts so far, she couldn't even feel it. This was a kind of panic.

Whether Mako is dead or alive has now become her biggest concern.

As for what Yoshizakigawa said before, in their eyes, we are the ghosts?
From this sentence, Higa Kotoko can deduce that the world they are in should be related to this world, and they are now living according to the habits of 'human beings', so in their cognitive impairment, humans cannot be seen. of.

So, in their logic;
They are still alive and cannot see real human beings, so real people are ghosts in their hearts.

Interesting logic, but... in this vast world, is there only this small area with living people?

Are everyone else ghosts?
Qinzi immediately put an end to the thought that had started to waver inexplicably in her heart, and gave herself a psychological hint to confront the bigger and the smaller to make sure that her theory was correct.

Just now, I began to doubt whether the world I was in was actually a world of ghosts, and that was the real world. This was such a ridiculous idea.

Just like the traditional philosophical question, butterflies dream of Zhuang Zhou, or Zhuang Zhou dreams of butterflies, what exactly are butterflies and Zhuang Zhou...

I can't continue to think about it. If I continue to think about it, I have to doubt whether my own existence is reasonable...

Higa Kotoko's face was a little horrified, and she forcibly cut off her new thoughts. The influence of Yamamura Mako was silent. With the slightest contact, she would have "crazy thoughts". Once she denied the rationality here, she confirmed Her rationality, her memory and even her thinking might all be changed!
This kind of influence is similar to the spread of "knowledge". When you know, you will think, and your thinking will be blocked. However, the ignorant and fearless will not be affected.

In fact, this is not that she is actively targeting herself, but that she will be affected by this as long as she sees and knows about it.

How terrible?
And Yoshizakigawa inside... He knew so much, was he influenced by Yamamura Mako?
……

After stopping Qinzi and the others from seeking death, Yoshizakigawa turned his eyes to the young man in front of him.

Compared with other people in the orphanage, the boy is relatively strong. He is wearing linen clothes and some worn-out cloth shoes.

"You seem to know the existence of those ghosts?"

Yoshizakigawa asked.

Hearing this, the young man in front grinned: "We light candles every night, not just because of study and fear of the dark, but the most important reason is to resist those 'ghosts' who will travel through the world unscrupulously. And once the frequency matches it, we can see it, and it will naturally see us.”

"Those ghosts are full of malice. We are fighting against them all the time. This white candle can make them afraid to attack."

"You are Mako's teacher, so you must be a very knowledgeable person. Have you ever heard of a common saying?"

Just as Yoshizakigawa finished digesting the above information, he heard the boy's question. Thinking of the above information, he tried to say: "Are ghosts afraid of evil people?"

"Yes, people know that ghosts are scary, and ghosts are afraid of people's evil. They bully the weak and fear the strong. As long as you are strong enough and risk everything, the ghost will be afraid."

"Just now... I connected with the ghost you just talked to. Is that a female ghost? I saw ferocious scars on her forehead. She looked very scary. Is she asking you about something? What’s going on with Sister Mako?”

Having said this, the boy turned around and looked directly at Yoshizaki River;
"Teacher, Sister Mako trusts you very much. You can't deceive her, let alone hurt her."

"Really, this is my advice to you."

……

"Comrade Special Agent, it's not that we didn't handle that matter. We sent people to explore the inside before, and there was nothing abnormal. After that, there was no abnormality after worshiping it every day, because it had not been haunted for a long time, so we didn't even think about it. Don’t worry, that area is often visited by police..."

"It wasn't until later that a white-light will-o'-the-wisp ignited inexplicably somewhere, and we sealed it up. We didn't realize how important this matter was, so we chose not to report it, so as not to cause more trouble to you."

The captured leader was handcuffed to the table and began to make crazy sophistry;
"Did you prepare Ouchi's air ticket for him to go abroad?"

However, to the man's surprise, the policeman in front of him who specializes in handling special matters actually asked about routine cases. But, don't these guys only deal with special matters?
"Fifteen years ago, Ouchi Yusei's brother, Ouchi Haruhisa, launched a donation campaign, intending to raise 5 million yen to build a welfare home. He provided the planning and initial funding for the project by himself, and it was 30 years old. For 50,000 yen, the government subsidized a piece of land and raised 2 million yen. Subsequently, a total of 1.05 million yen was raised from the public.”

"Zhijiu handed over the construction of the project to his younger brother Yongcheng. Because the amount of donations was not up to standard, many places that should have been surplus turned into flat accounts or deficits. In order not to lose money or even make money, he was purchasing materials at that time. I did some tricks on it..."

"The matter was later exposed by the donors. Ouchi bought you with money and suppressed the matter. Three years ago, the orphanage collapsed and the matter was exposed. You dumped all the blame on Ouchi and Ouchi. Cheng, and announced that he would flee overseas;"

Hearing this, the leader shouted at the top of his lungs: "Yes! When they took the money and ran away, I followed them behind, but I couldn't find any information!"

"To be honest, we found a large sum of money at your home in Tokyo, including an imported gold pocket watch."

"According to our comparison, that gold pocket watch should be Ouchi Yusei's, right?"

"Did they... really escape back then?"

The man stared intently at the old leader in front of him. The latter's pupils shrank slightly, his eyes were a little evasive, and his lips trembled slightly;
"Escape or not?"

"I didn't... didn't run away..."

Finally, like a defeated dog, he lowered his head;
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(End of this chapter)