I traveled through time and became a cute girl, I just want to be a fun person

Chapter 174: Add me, I’m also curious about her mental state

Why did Jiang Yuan use the "horror brush" to paint the portraits of Jiang Hengyu and Wen Shun, making the two people feel depressed, uncomfortable, and negative emotions after carefully studying them?

The reason is naturally that she used her superb painting skills to draw another side of herself that they didn't want to see.

Of course, there is nothing wrong with the portrait at first glance, but if you look closely, it seems that you have fallen into a trap carefully woven by the brush.

The "Horror Brush" is indeed very good at adjusting, or it can keenly "capture" the spiritual weaknesses of some people who appreciate the paintings, and then present such weaknesses in the form of paintings.

At this time, Wen Shun took a closer look at his own portrait, and found that the self in the painting was clearly the one who "fell into darkness"!

In the painting, he has a cynical look, his unruly and rebellious temperament is vividly displayed, his temper is extremely bad, and his eyes are full of disdain for the world...

He has not reconciled with the world. He hates the world. He is always burning with raging anger and full of revenge.

When Wen Wen saw himself like this, the memory that caused him extreme pain and regret naturally resurfaced in his mind. Of course, he also hated this "blackened and corrupted" self very much!

As a result, his negative emotions were easily aroused, and he couldn't wait to go up and give the portrait a punch!
The self in the portrait, his mocking, contemptuous, and manic eyes are really too much for me. I hate myself like this from the bottom of my heart!
But when he thought that he might become like this, and then do a lot of excessive things, deeply hurting the girl who he didn't even have time to say sorry to, he felt like his heart was twisting.

Her younger brother is still very sensible. When she improves her painting skill level in the future, she can give him paintings in a normal style.

The lowest point in life, betrayal and separation from relatives, nothing, the early death of my sister, lack of love and helplessness, and all the vicissitudes of life...

He also said: "Okay, anyway, this portrait is actually quite good. Since you gave it to me, I will take it back and keep it so that it can remind me of myself."

Wen Wen fell into a dazed state again and began to produce pain points.

Jiang Hengyu touched his chin, with an expression on his face that said, "It's weird if I believe you" and "Your explanation seems to be teasing me."

His sister who was autistic and fearful in the past was one of his worries, but now she is healthy, stable and improving, and will only become a source of happiness for him.

He felt that this was clearly a quirky, mischievous little sister who transformed into a female brat, deliberately messing with his mentality. Such a sister really needed to be dealt with!
However, he still magnanimously chose to be tolerant. Whoever made him always consider himself an elder brother, he would definitely not be cautious about pursuing his sister's whole life.

As for Jiang Hengyu, when he saw the other side of himself in the portrait, it undoubtedly made him tremble in his heart!

A seemingly ordinary portrait actually depicts such an extremely gloomy and bleak Jiang Hengyu!

But this kind of thing must not be said in front of Jiang Yuan, and now he feels more and more that Jiang Yuan's mental state is still not right. Why is every portrait she draws so "underworld"?

You know, in reality Jiang Hengyu, except for a period of trough when he was a child, the rest of his life was the highlight of his life!
He is extremely talented and has many friends. Everything he does goes smoothly and he encounters almost no setbacks.

It can only be said that this is the gold content of "Horror Brush"!
The portraits it painted were clearly not meant for people to appreciate and treasure, but rather made people feel very unhappy after looking at them, and their mentality was disturbed, making them want to tear up the painting on the spot.

Jiang Yuan almost made a "yeah" gesture and successfully passed the test——

At this time, Jiang Hengyu noticed that Wen Shun seemed to be still immersed in the portrait of his sister who had deliberately manipulated things. He couldn't help but patted the other party's shoulder and said: "Wen Shun, don't take Jiang Yuan's portrait of Jiang Yuan too seriously. She deliberately This is a way to show off your painting skills and mess with our mentality, we can’t be fooled!”

Jiang Yuan felt that she had taken the blame for the "Terror Brush". Although she had indeed squeezed out another amount of pain points just now, this feeling of being misunderstood was still quite unpleasant.

Ever since his relationship with his sister improved, he felt like he was always at the top of his life!
His whole person is more energetic than before, and he has a feeling of being heroic and high-spirited. Anyway, he has completely different temperaments from himself in this portrait.

Wen Wen woke up with a start and stopped talking.

The temperament of myself in the painting is so lonely and gloomy, as if my heart has been sealed with cement, and there is a feeling of dejection between my eyebrows, as if I have experienced a major irreparable failure in life, and I have never recovered from it. Totally lost.

She stuck out her tongue and pretended to be cute, trying to get away with it: "Ah haha, you must be scared. I gave you such a portrait to make you a warning. Don't get carried away because of your temporary success, otherwise you will never get carried away." Be careful and you will become like him in the painting, do you understand, a sweaty little brother?"

He actually wanted to tell Jiang Hengyu that he felt that Jiang Yuan was not cheating, and the portrait she painted for them seemed to be a warning.

And of course Jiang Hengyu doesn't want to see himself become like this. This is too "sad" and completely different from his real-life style!
After struggling in his heart for a moment, he finally couldn't help complaining to Jiang Yuan: "This portrait you painted for me... there is nothing wrong with the character's appearance. It really looks like him. His painting skills are superb, but why is his temperament so miserable? , after I saw it, I felt sad and unwilling to face myself like this."

Just when Wen Wen was about to say something, Jiang Yuan, who took the blame for the "Terror Brush", chose to take the initiative and apologize to the three boys generously, admitting that he did not paint the portrait well, which made their mentality Affected.

After all, they were not Jiang Yuan's enemies, but they were accidentally deceived by the "horrible paintbrush", which made her feel a little guilty despite her clear grudges.

Her apology, of course, directly diluted the weird and underworld atmosphere created by the "Horror Brush" through the three paintings. Gu Xiao, the most arrogant person, felt a little embarrassed.

He admitted that the real eldest daughter of the Jiang family had a very lovable character of "acknowledging her mistakes and admitting her mistakes". Unlike some girls, who obviously did something wrong and asking them to bow their heads and admit their mistakes was even harder than climbing to the sky! If you reason with them, they will backhand question your attitude. In short, regardless of whether they are right or wrong, if your attitude is not correct, then it is your fault.

Wait a moment, Gu Xiao suddenly realized that he seemed to be the kind of person who was particularly reluctant to bow his head and admit his mistakes, and had a tougher mouth than anyone else... Ah, it was he who encountered the boomerang?
This discovery was the reason why he was embarrassed.

It was getting late, so they drank tea in the studio for a while, chatted, and then returned to school with the portraits Jiang Yuan painted for them.

Yes, even if they all felt that every portrait painted by Jiang Yuan was not in line with their respective temperaments, since it was a gift from Jiang Yuan to them, they would definitely choose to accept it.

They were reluctant to put it in the studio, but preferred to take it back and keep it themselves.

Although portraits cannot be scrutinized, the skills they display are still worthy of collection.

Jiang Yuan did not return to school. While drinking milk tea, she took the key to the studio door and walked back to her residence leisurely.

Today she planned to learn from Yang Jingming, the "noble boy" in her class, and skip tonight's evening self-study. She had already finished her homework anyway, so there was no point in going to evening self-study, and she didn't need to review for the midterm exam. .

After figuring out the linkage and mechanism between the "Horror Brush" and the "Nightmare Phone", she decided to use the rest of the day to study and experiment with the latter's "pulling people into dreams" function, which could be regarded as accumulating some paintings for the former. creative materials.

On the other side, Jiang Hengyu and the other two were on their way back to school, and they talked about Jiang Yuan again. Of course, Wen Wen started this conversation.

"I don't think the three portraits painted by Jiang Yuan were playing pranks on her. Is there a possibility that she had already developed this gloomy, negative, and dark style when she was practicing her painting skills?" Wen Shun Said so.

After Jiang Hengyu heard this, he was slightly stunned, his brows suddenly furrowed, and this picture seemed to appear in his mind——

The autistic sister locked herself in a room with a painful and crazy expression on her face, and then used a paintbrush to vent her emotions wantonly. The "underworld" style of the self-portrait she painted is just like the one painted today. These three pictures are almost the same.

Before Jiang Hengyu could respond, Gu Xiao couldn't help but join in: "Yes, I've heard from Jiang Hengyu before that his sister whose blood is thicker than water, to be precise, should be his sister. It seems that he has always been the sister before. She is a sociophobic patient, the kind who has no sense of existence at all. What prompted her transformation?"

"Jiang Yuan was not only autistic before, she also suffered from severe mental depression. Jiang Hengyu probably hasn't told you yet, right?" Wen Shun revealed.

Gu Xiao was shocked and said: "What, Jiang Yuan is depressed? How is this possible? She obviously looks normal and has a good personality. She always has a happy smile on her face... Wen Wen, what are you talking about? Jiang Hengyu, you never told me about Jiang Yuan’s situation before!”

Jiang Hengyu glared at Wen Shun, obviously blaming him for talking too much.

Although the "reborn" Meek has long confirmed that Gu Xiao is trustworthy, and the band he runs has also provided a good platform for Jiang Yuan, but the reborn one is not Jiang Hengyu. He is cautious by nature and is used to keeping a secret in everything he does. .

"Hey... Jiang Yuan's situation is indeed quite complicated. I didn't tell you her specific situation before. Of course, I was afraid that you would spread rumors and affect her reputation. Now that Wen Wen has said it, I will be more specific." Jiang Hengyu said helplessly.

"Then tell me quickly! How could I spread rumors? I'm not as well-rounded as you and know how to make friends! I'm so aloof and cold, and most people don't deserve to be my friends!" Gu Xiao said unhappily.

He was obviously the one who came first, but in the end, Wen Wen actually knew more gossip than he did, which made him very unhappy.

Jiang Hengyu then told more about Jiang Yuan's tragic past. Of course, he still didn't tell Gu Xiao that he owed a favor when he was a child. He was really too cowardly to talk about it!

It would be fine if Ming Ming knew about this kind of cowardice. He still focused his narrative on Jiang Yuan. In short, it was "miserable". He was diagnosed with severe mental depression and has not been cured so far.

"So if Jiang Yuan has an inexplicable emotional outburst in the future and completely loses his composure, don't make a fuss! She suffers from depression and needs to maintain a happy attitude all the time in order to maintain emotional stability. Do you understand?" Jiang Hengyu sighed.

Gu Xiao was silent for a while, unable to calm down for a long time. He never thought that the real eldest daughter of the Jiang family would have such a tragic past?
Thinking about himself before, he complained in his mind that Jiang Yuan didn't have the self-consciousness of a eldest lady. He didn't even show off the "tea ceremony" properly. He did it for a long time. This is not Jiang Yuan's fault at all. He has never enjoyed the treatment of a eldest lady, let alone She said she has received a standard young lady education since she was a child.

"Sorry, I didn't understand the situation. You told me she was a patient, so I would definitely take care of her mood..." Gu Xiao stopped being harsh now.

Jiang Hengyu said: "Don't be too deliberate in front of her. You know, most patients don't want to be treated as patients. Not to mention that she is still in good condition on the surface. I will build a studio for her. I just want to confirm her mental state from the graffiti she usually draws."

Gu Xiao finally realized that there was such a profound meaning in preparing the studio!

"As expected of Emperor Hengyu, this idea you came up with is quite ingenious. I admire you! Then you can add me as well in the future. I am also curious about what the paintings she drew for me look like." Gu Xiao sighed. .

Jiang Hengyu forced a smile and said: "I still hope that the portrait she painted today was just a rejuvenation. After all, her personality after changing from social fear is more out-of-the-box and quirky."

Meek but not too optimistic, he began to put forward a more bold hypothesis: "Do you think it is possible that Jiang Yuan has two personalities? Her former personality is still socially anxious and autistic, and she completely avoids it because she is afraid of getting hurt. Now, what is showing outside is another personality, and when she was painting, it was her previous personality that appeared..."

It can only be said that Wen Wen deserves to be a writer of novels. As soon as he put forward this bold hypothesis, he immediately took the other two people into the ditch, especially Jiang Hengyu.

Could it be that my sister's "Jade Syndrome" has evolved into "schizophrenia"?
It hurts, it hurts so much. Why is she so doomed?
(End of this chapter)