I traveled through time and became a cute girl, I just want to be a fun person

Chapter 67 How could she die?
  Wen Shun showed an expression of disbelief when he saw the two extremely familiar words "Jiang Yuan".

I don't know since when, all his words were written for her, and all his emotions have been poured into the words.

Jiang Yuan had already completely replaced Liu Ya and became the girl he cherished most for the rest of his life, the embodiment of perfect Bai Yueguang.

At this moment, with an unspeakable panic and anxiety, he wanted to click on the entry of #江元死#, but the downed Weibo server made it impossible for him to understand all the truth immediately.

He began to deceive or comfort himself again.

After all, the name "Jiang Yuan" is too common. There are so many people with the same name in the world. He still doesn't believe that God will arrange all kinds of unfortunate coincidences for him!
  Along with "Jiang Yuan's death", the most popular search term is "Plutocrat's daughter", which is completely incompatible with her attributes.

He didn't think that a high-ranking chaebol lady could take a spoon for him and always be gentle to him.

This is no longer a cool novel, but a science fiction novel.

But for some reason, the more he comforted himself like this, the more panicked he felt.

Because he suddenly realized that he never seemed to care about her family background, who her father was, who her mother was...

When he and Jiang Yuan were high school classmates, they never met her parents and no one ever came to the parent-teacher conferences. She was like an abandoned orphan.

He was extremely rebellious at that time, and even envied Jiang Yuan's "freedom". After all, his parents had never supported his writing career, and they would only get in the way and increase his negative emotions out of thin air.

He was very puzzled as to why his parents, who had been very open-minded to him since childhood, became like that, leaving him with no choice but to eat Jiang Yuan's "soft rice".

The longer the time goes by, the heavier the knot in his heart becomes. The deeper he loves her, the less he wants to delay her. When one day he truly becomes famous, he may muster up the last courage... Now he has more and more stories in this serial. The "Protoss" of Fire has already allowed him to see the light of day.

In this false memory world, time is blurred and the timeline jumps, just like a dream, but it is the most realistic dream.

So Wen Shun not only felt that Jiang Yuan had left him for a long time and that they had lost contact for a long time, but also felt that Jiang Yuan had just left him and everything seemed like yesterday.

He remembered clearly that Jiang Yuan was completely disappointed with him that day, maintained his last dignity, and left with a smile.

He looked at the path leading into the distance and could no longer hear her familiar footsteps or see her beautiful back...

The moonlight shines on the road as if sprinkled with salt.

He knew that he had forgotten nothing, but some things were only suitable for collection. They could not be said or thought about, but they could not be forgotten.

He opened his treasured notepad and saw the words he wrote on that day, feeling heartbroken and guilty to the extreme -

No one can compare to you, from the moment I loved you.

You are like an urn, containing infinite tenderness.

The same night bleaches the same trees, and we no longer exist.

No matter how I talk about it, how can I forget it? I love you here.

I am a barren land, and you are my last rose.

Why is your name like the rose in April, why are all the stories like the river in September.

I am a person who has nothing and once had everything.

I want to try my best to live this ordinary life.

I wish you happiness.

…    Jiang Yuan's departure from him was actually of great significance to Wen Wen's later writing career. It is said that "articles hate destiny", or "poets are unfortunate and poets are lucky".

The works he later wrote were so contagious, naturally because he was often in the throes of madness, and the words he created seemed to have magical powers.

He obviously liked her so much, but because of his character flaws and extremely cowardly behavior, he watched her leave.

And he began to feel moved again, feeling that he had done the right thing and that she would be happier in the future.

All the pain was borne by him.

When he turned around, his hair was blown by the wind, and when he looked back, his hair was covered with snow. Next time you pass by, there will be no me in the world... He even felt that the ending he created with his own hands was too beautiful. He perfectly practiced "Love her, just love her." Let go” of pure love.

If his readers knew about this idea, they would definitely sneer at him. He is obviously a tauren young man who likes to write screaming and scratching cuckold plots, but he still shamelessly thinks that he is pure love.

In the final analysis, he is cowardly and cowardly. In all his subsequent works, the heroines who are as beautiful as immortals are all clearly in her shadow.

For all the sadness and regret in reality, he still only chooses to use words to make up for it.

From the initial heartbeat, enthusiasm, and sentimental pain of parting to the final joys and sorrows he faced, he thought he could be as calm as a bystander and let his life pass by like this.

One day, he won't feel mental pain when he hears her name, he won't tremble when he hears her voice, he won't change his itinerary just to meet her on the street, and the emotional reality gradually becomes psychological. Reality has become his spiritual status quo, a wave jumping in apathy and forgetfulness.

All I can say is that all of this is due to his naive self-righteousness.

At this moment, Weibo's downed server finally returned to normal, and it had perfected its psychological preparation. It was calm and meek, and finally clicked on the entry #江迓死#...

Then, he saw the girl he would never forget, his real Bai Yueguang.

Every picture of her was so beautiful. After she emerged from her cocoon, she was impeccable in terms of appearance and figure. He didn't even see that her future potential was so huge.

However, although her smile is still beautiful and her singing is still beautiful, it is a pity that she has passed away.

Ming Ming's brain was buzzing, and countless memories related to her came to his mind.

What impressed me most seemed to be the period of his deskmate life before he "fell into darkness". At that time, the relationship between him and her was the most pure and beautiful, and could also be said to be the most equal. Unlike later, he The more you owe, the more you owe.

In fact, the real reason is, of course, that those memories are what really happened. As for everything that happened later, he knows everything, but he can't figure it out by himself.

He was simply unwilling to accept the reality that she had passed away!

How could she die?
  Obviously she is always positive, happy, and energetic in front of him. He who is full of negative energy will always be healed by her smile...

He suddenly remembered that before he became her deskmate, she was often sick and came to school very rarely. Even in school, she always took medicine.

It was obvious that her health had never been good, and "an early death" seemed to be her destined fate.

Why would he ignore such a crucial detail?

Why! ! !

Wen Wen bit his lip so hard that blood flowed out, and then he continued to check more information about her like crazy.

Naturally, his pain value output began to soar rapidly.

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