My Tokyo Love Game Has Big Problems

Chapter 199 Death, birth

It's a really nice weather today.

The wind is gentle and the sun is shining, and the sky is blue, even on such a beautiful day.

Since new life is born, old life will naturally pass away.

This is the cycle of life. Tamaki Hikaru once watched the camellias in the courtyard wither and bloom again, and the potted plants were changed one pot after another.

And now, it is about to be his turn to wither.

Flowers bloom again, but no matter how similar the new flower is, it is not the same flower as before.

Even if Aye can see Tamaki Hikaru again in the future, will he still be the person he knows now?
"Is there really no other more reliable method?"

Even though he knew Tamaki Hikaru's answer, Aye still begged again without giving up.

"Now that we've arrived, stop acting like a child, Aye."

Tamaki Hikaru was a little helpless, but he still answered her honestly.

Aye took a deep breath and forced back the moisture in the corners of her eyes.

"But this doesn't affect me. I really love you. I can even die for you or live for you."

"I didn't want to quarrel with you last time. You insisted on quarreling with me."

Of course there is nothing wrong with this. The two of them have done this kind of thing like kissing countless times.

"Don't say these meaningless things. Don't you have anything else to say?"

People will come together because of temporary passion, and what keeps this emotion alive is mutual dedication.

Things have reached this point, and there is no room for change.

Aye crossed his arms and looked at Yu Chengguang's face, his heart softened again.

"Really? That would be great."

In their last meeting, Tamaki Hikaru didn't want to waste time on meaningless arguments.

"What are you asking me? I haven't told the truth? Besides, this is the end. What do you want to ask?"

"Then let me ask you something more meaningful. This time you can't avoid it, don't lie, tell the truth."

"The next time we see each other will be many years later. Maybe we will forget what happened now and have to start over."

Aye hesitated for a while, seemed to be hesitating, and finally made up his mind.

"So, before you leave, can you kiss me one more time?"

Aye breathed a sigh of relief instantly, with a smile on his face.

"Over the years, have you ever loved me not in the future, but in the present?"

"Finally, let me taste you again."

"Well, since you insist on dying, I don't have anything to say."

"I'm not that kind of cold and ruthless person, but I'm too easy to show mercy. Don't you understand?"

A woman's jealousy can even be compared to her own.

It's just that I haven't seen him for many years, so I feel a little unfamiliar.

The two embraced each other, their lips and tongues touching each other. After a brief search for feeling, they quickly became entangled.

"There is no doubt that I love you, although this love is not absolute or exclusive."

No matter how strange or embarrassing the question is, it doesn't matter to Tamaki Hikaru at this time.

"So, forgive me for leaving temporarily, and let us meet again in the future."

He has completed most of the closed loop of time, and is just missing the last step.

At first, it might be because of the filter of the future, but what really allows the two of them to go through so many years together is the current Aye herself.

Tamaki Hikaru nodded.

Like Yachiyo Yayoi, the two of them understand each other's personalities very well.

Aye licked the bloody corners of his mouth with a bright smile on his face.

Tamaki Hikaru did not explicitly refuse, but his attitude remained firm.

Tamaki Hikaru didn't know why Aye would ask him something with an obvious answer. Maybe he just wanted to hear him say something happy.

He reached out and caressed Aye's face and said some scumbag words.

Hearing his words, Aye was slightly moved, but his words remained unforgiving.

While he was immersed in it, Tamaki Guang suddenly felt a slight pain on the tip of his tongue, and then Aye let him go.

"Light, do you love me?"

The love is unquestionable, the two have lived together for so many years.

Now Tamaki Hikari will die no matter what.

"Love, why not love?"

Tamaki Hikaru smiled helplessly. If you want to suck blood, just say so. He is going to die soon anyway, so what will happen if he sucks it dry?

But I won't complain about such trivial matters. Tamaki Hikaru raised his head and glanced at the others again.

Aye, Yachiyo Yayoi, Flanders.

In the end, in this era, he only had three people to worry about.

If we also count the two non-human guys in the sacrificial hall, there are five people.

This reminded Tamaki Hikaru of a saying that after his death, there were not even enough people to eat at the table.

This seems to be his situation now. It's really bleak, but it's just right for him.

Thinking of this, Tamaki Hikaru also showed a smile, looked at several people and said.

"Then, goodbye."

It’s not a farewell, but a goodbye that we will meet again eventually.

Tamaki Guang waved his hand, then turned his head and walked slowly towards the sacrificial hall.

The three women watched Tamaki Hikaru enter the sacrificial hall. They did not look back until the door of the sacrificial hall was completely closed, covering Tamaki Hikaru's figure.

"It's true now. It could be a few years or a lifetime, and I'll never see him again."

Aye lifted up her somewhat disheveled hair and her expression returned to calm.

"Then why didn't you use force just now?"

Yachiyo Yayoi looked at her and said.

"He has no magic now. He is just a weak human. You can forcefully transform him into a vampire."

"He won't really hate you. At most, he will get better after being angry for a while."

If Aye planned to do this, at least the other two people present couldn't stop her.

As for what Tamaki Hikaru believed in, whether the illusory gods could do it, they didn't know.

"It's not necessary anymore."

Aye looked up at the sky leisurely.

"With just those words, I already feel it's worth it, and I'm willing to let him do his own thing."

"Really? It's really not like you. I thought you would at least force him down in the end and leave some deep memories or something."

Yachiyo Yayoi looked at Aye in surprise, probably because she didn't expect that she would be satisfied so easily.

"Profound memories?"

Aye showed a strange smile.

"I have left behind memories that I will never forget, always loving him."

From the tip of Aye's tongue, a drop of blood rolled up from the tip of Yu Chengguang's tongue.

She will do it, leaving behind the crystallization that symbolizes the relationship between the two, the greatest proof.

Yachiyo Yayoi was a little puzzled, but she didn't ask any more questions.

"Then I'll leave first and keep in touch when I have time."

"Well, I'll trouble you over there."

After looking at each other, the three of them left the shrine.

Hope that one day, they can go back to the beginning. "Have you finally dealt with all your debts?"

As soon as Tamaki Hikaru entered the sacrificial hall, the voice of the snake god came to his ears.

She was sitting in the center of the sacrificial hall, enjoying tea alone.

"Yeah, it's done, where are you two?"

Tamaki Hikaru looked at the glass mirror placed above.

"Of course it has been prepared for a long time."

【I have no problem either! 】

Li's voice was a little hesitant, and she seemed a little hesitant.

"Then let's begin the so-called art of reincarnation."

Tamaki Guang sat on the floor, raised his head and asked.

"What should I do? What are the specific procedures?"

There was no question about the success rate or whether it was perfect enough.

This kind of question is completely unimportant, and there will only be two results.

One is to fill the closed loop of time and space according to Tamaki Hikaru's wishes, and the other is to do it in a way that Tamaki Hikari does not want.

[You just need to die, and we will naturally guide you to do the rest. 】

"Huh? Why is your tone a little weird? Is there something wrong?"

Tamaki Hikaru asked with some confusion.

"It's nothing, don't worry."

The snake god swallowed the dessert into his belly three times, narrowed his eyes and laughed.

"We've pushed it to the limit of what we can compensate for, the efficacy of magic, the skill of man."

"The rest is left to us to look at the illusory fate."

Tamaki Hikaru nodded and no longer thought about it.

"Then come on, don't let it slip, you two."

After saying that, Yu Chengguang raised his head and said to Li.

"End my life. I can no longer bear this aging body."

Li remained silent and did not respond, and then in the silence, the oxygen around Tamaki Hikaru was instantly extracted, leaving only a large amount of nitrogen.

In a completely painless situation, Tamaki Hikaru fell into coma and his heartbeat stopped instantly.

Death is extremely equal and swift.

But the passing of the old life is just the beginning of the new life.

Under the influence of Li, the spiritual bodies that should have quickly dispersed and disintegrated between heaven and earth were gathered together.

It's just that it doesn't look like a human being, it's just chaos.

Tamaki Hikaru, who was in the spirit state, also gradually opened her eyes under her stimulation.

The ears cannot hear, so the whole world is extremely silent.

The mouth cannot speak, so Tamaki Hikari cannot make any words.

He couldn't see, so there was only chaos and darkness in his field of vision.

This is death, neither falling nor rising, but nothingness.

People rely on the five senses of the body to perceive and understand the world.

In other words, the body is the bridge between man and the world, and without the body, the world loses its meaning.

Even the idealism of "I think, therefore I am" will lose the whole world after losing the means of cognition.

It's no wonder that whatever ghost or whatever it is, ends up becoming paranoid and crazy.

Living in a bright world, I cannot bear the emptiness of this darkness.

Tamaki light floated here in a hazy state until two other different lights appeared.

The snake god is swaying its tail and emitting a green-purple shimmer, approaching Tamaki Hikaru like a beautiful snake.

And the figure hanging high in front of Tamaki Hikaru, shrouded in glazed light.

"How does it feel to be a spirit?"

The snake god said with a somewhat mocking tone.

Tamaki Mitsuru replied sincerely.

"Honestly, it's weird."

Without the body, all the hormones and physiological reactions that usually affect thinking disappeared at this moment.

The brain is empty like never before, and it feels a bit like light and dust, or a feeling of purity and uncontaminated emptiness.

However, Tamaki Hikari is not the kind of enlightened person who truly practices cultivation. This feeling is okay in the short term, but may drive him crazy in the long term.

"What's next? Stop dawdling."

Li did not speak. Instead, the snake god dragged his long snake tail and hooked Tamaki Hikaru's neck without any suspicion.

The long hair hanging down covers the more sensitive points, and the snake god in the spiritual state is completely naked.

The overall appearance of half human and half snake seems to symbolize that she is in the middle stage between human and god.

"We are dead spirits now, so what do you think we need now to return to the human world?"

The snake god's smile was a little weird.

"flesh?"

"Yes, we now need a body that can carry us and fully accept our body."

The snake god snapped his fingers.

"You have also studied a lot of Western magic and Eastern secrets. You should know about imitating the so-called human body or creating a fairy body, right?"

The spirit body cannot last forever, so the best container is naturally a perfect body.

Naturally, this is not something they can only think of. Many people have tried it before.

But no matter how sophisticated the imitation is, it is never the original body.

The relationship between spirit and body is like a unique screw and nut in the world, and there is no second one that fits.

Even if they are so-called twins or clones, there are still differences deep in the genetic sequence, let alone artificial objects?
"But, did you know? Because the ancients saw the scene of a snake shedding its skin, they believed that the snake would eat itself, thus giving birth to its own immortality."

"This is how the so-called Ouroboros was born."

The snake god's hands formed complex curse seals, and the snake's tails were entwined.

"My reincarnation technique was originally such a hasty and simple method."

"By retelling the story of Ouroboros, I achieve my own transformation, abandoning the old body and building a new one at the same time."

Although the result was successful, it left a lot of sequelae and problems.

She did rely on her snake god characteristics to complete the reincarnation, but after all, it was the disguise and reincarnation of a god, not a human being.

The self-reliant Ouroboros is not a path that humans can imitate, so she was reincarnated with a incomplete life.

"Human, you should understand how life is passed on and continued, right?"

The smile on the snake god's face finally gave Tamaki Hikaru a strange and bad premonition.

Before he could think about it, the snake god in front of him had already given the answer.

"That's right! It's mating and reproduction!"

"Human! The so-called reincarnation is the loss of old life and the birth of new life."

"Now that the old life has ended, the birth of the new life will be completed by us ourselves!"

The hands that hooked Tamaki Hikaru suddenly exerted force, and the snake's tail wound up and climbed up along Tamashiro Hikaru's legs.

"Sa, die, be born!"

"My own death and my own life are all conceived by myself!"

(End of this chapter)