The perfect brother-in-law reborn

Chu Nan glanced at the weeping pear blossom and rainy Guan He, without any sign of softening his heart, turned back to look at the smoky Buddhist hall, frowned and walked outside, and said slowly: "Perhaps, I really loved you before. Too indulgent, you are too presumptuous and nonsense!

Guan He's face became paler. It was the first time in a long time that he saw Chu Nan so angry. He bit his lip and followed Chu Nan. Seeing Chu Nan sit down with a calm expression, he felt very sad. He lowered his head and thought sullenly. He said, can he understand his own thoughts?

Looking at Guan He who was standing there pretty, Chu Nan felt a little depressed. If you want to say that Guan He is smart and shrewd, he is naturally aware of it, but the smarter the person, the easier it is to get into a corner, and once a smart person decides something , it is really difficult for outsiders to change, even if you can be regarded as the closest person to her

Guan He stood there, Chu Nan didn't speak, and didn't dare to find a seat to sit down, but his energy and physical strength were about to be exhausted, he looked a little precarious, and he looked at Chu Nan with a sad look

Chu Nan turned away from looking at her, and said calmly, "I need an explanation.

Guan He hesitated for a moment, then lowered his head and said softly: "The Buddhist hall at the back does not enshrine any evil Buddha, nor do I join any evil church, I will not cause you any trouble.

Chu Nan had a headache, waved his hand as if to drive away something annoying, and said impatiently: "You should understand, that's not what I want to hear.

Guan He bit her lip, and for a long time mustered up her courage to say: "I was born in a brothel.

Chu Nan was stunned for a moment, not knowing what Guan He was doing when he mentioned this, and said in a slow tone: "You know, I don't care...

"But I care!!" Guan He interrupted Chu Nan and said loudly

Chu Nan frowned, not knowing what to say, quietly waiting for Guan He to continue

Guan He's eyes were a little distracted, he stared blankly at a certain place, and said softly: "Actually, I know that a woman from my background usually has no good end, and when she is young and beautiful, she may be coaxed and held by others." , In the end, you still have to commit yourself to others, and being a concubine for others is already the best ending.

Speaking of this, Guan He couldn't hide his self-pity, and said in a rambling manner: "When you really become the concubine of a certain big man, you will completely become someone else's plaything. Of course, because of your background, The status has always been low, humiliation and beating are unavoidable, and even those who are unlucky will be sent back and forth as gifts, and they must completely cut off contact with the outside world, because in the eyes of everyone, women like us, Born to hook up with men, if you don't stay at home, you will definitely do things against women...

Chu Nan simply closed his eyes, everyone would have heart knots, but he didn't expect such a cunning and intelligent Guan He's heart knots to be so deep, he seemed to be a little possessed, suppressed the restlessness in his heart, for fear of stimulating the already Guan He, who became a little nervous, said carefully: "Good boy, you are my woman, I love you so much, you just go out if you want to, and don't worry that I will give you away, I didn't Such a jerk, I can't bear it.

Guan He looked up, his eyes were full of love and compassion, and he said softly: "I know, you are different from other men. It is precisely because of this that I tried my best to risk being beaten to death by the people from Xinyuelou The dangerous and numerous lies caught you, and it turned out that I did the right thing. God has mercy on my painstaking efforts. My efforts were not in vain.

Chu Nan couldn't help but smile bitterly, shook his head and said, "I'm not as good as you said, and I'm not worthy of you. Maybe, at the beginning, I also looked like other people, just wanting a beautiful gold wire bird.

Guan He sighed softly, shook his head and said: "Actually, you don't know, among all the previous oirans in Xinyuelou, I may be the one who lived the best.

Chu Nan also knew that Guan He was very tired and bitter, and sighed: "It's not good enough now, as long as you don't mess around, I promise it will be better in the future.

Guan He didn't seem to have heard what Chu Nan said, and continued to say in a low voice: "At the beginning, I also felt very happy and satisfied. This is my home, quiet and not deserted. Later, when you see that I am bored, take me with you." I went to the poetry meeting, you don't know how happy I was at that time, really, I have never been so happy in my life......

A look of pain flashed across Guan He's face, and he said in a low voice: "But, I have only known since then that in the eyes of many people, I am still that prostitute woman leaning on the railing, no matter how much you pamper me, you can't change it." .

Chu Nan felt a little regretful, maybe it was really his own fault, he shouldn't have taken her out, maybe he broke Guan He's monotonous and peaceful life with his own hands, and made this somewhat happy woman start to panic all day long, and even started Paralyze yourself with gods and Buddhas

Guan He lowered his head, and his voice became inaudible: "You don't know how contemptuous and dismissive those people looked at me. In their eyes, I was like a clown who broke in suddenly. No matter what I did It's wrong, I can't stand that look...

Chu Nan closed his eyes, he could never force others to have the same thoughts as himself, let alone change the deep-rooted concepts of this world, some things have been deeply engraved in the bone marrow, even Guan He himself thinks subconsciously I am not pure, and I am born to be inferior, so I squeezed out a few smiles and said: "Why bother with them, you can go to Yue'er to play, I guarantee that she will not look down on you, and you can also go to the opposite side to find Mrs. Wang, aren't you Are you a sister to her?

Guan He sighed again, and said lightly: "Yes, I believe it. But do you know? Mrs. Wang is worse than me. She has never gone out since she married Master Wang. The noble ladies on this street No one among the people wants to get close to her, even if she is the wife of a bachelor. Moreover, there are always people who make some nasty jokes about her, and even a senior scholar Wang can't be angry because she, like me, was born in a brothel. Mrs. Wang even had to pretend to be indifferent to persuade Mrs. Wang. Speaking of these Mrs. Wang, they are calm, but I can see her pain.

Said, Guan He lowered his head, sobbing softly, like a child who has been greatly wronged, murmured: "I don't want to be like this, when I want to go out with you like Yang Mei, everyone will only envy but not Will look weird......

Chu Nan's anger gradually dissipated, he stepped forward to gently hug Guan He, and sighed: "I understand what you said, but what about the Buddhist hall behind?

Guan He raised his head and looked at Chu Nan, his eyes brightened: "There are several eminent monks in the Baoguo Temple outside the city, and they said that they can get rid of their sins only by paying homage to the Buddha as they said...

Chu Nan sighed slightly in his heart. He wanted to persuade him, but after thinking about it, he gave up. Guan He's heart knot has reached the point of being possessed by a demon. It will be hard to find a way to get out, even though he knows that there is little hope, but The reliability is not high, it will still be used as a life-saving straw, and I will not believe anything I persuade, as long as I say politely: "If you want to believe it, you can, but don't be fooled by your mind, you have to know...

Guan He leaned softly on Chu Nan's chest, wiped his eyes, burst out laughing, and said with a smile: "Are you worried that he will be cheated of money and sex?

Chu Nan was a little embarrassed when his mind was exposed, but there are countless people who have used this kind of church to humiliate women throughout the ages. Seeing that Guan He still has the heart to make this joke, she knows that she is still sober. Maybe she just uses this to find peace of mind, no matter what , her background is a major concern of Guan He, and now even if there is a one in ten thousand chance, she will not let it go

Guan He pressed his cheek against Chu Nan's chest, and explained softly: "I also met those eminent monks by accident, and later I found out that some noble ladies in the capital gathered together to make this thing called the Red Lotus Society. Rather than feeling sorry for myself here, I might as well go out on my own initiative, maybe this is an opportunity...

Chu Nan hugged Guan He pitifully, and naturally understood what Guan He meant by opportunity. After all, Guan He is a member of the Chu family. He has broken free from the mundane world, and he is also an existence that ordinary people should look up to. Well, it's a pity that her background is really a big disadvantage in the traditional aristocratic circle. Even a small nobleman will despise her, but if she is recognized by the aristocratic circle in the capital, it will be a step forward, and her background will be downplayed from now on. Guan He can also remove heart disease

Guan He put his arms around Chu Nan's waist, and murmured contemptuously in Chu Nan's arms: "In fact, I also feel that I have sins in my heart, and I am not worthy of you. In fact, even if what those eminent monks said is False, I am also willing to go through these sufferings for you... Every time I suffer more, I feel closer to you... I am so happy...

Chu Nan was in a very complicated mood, filled with inexhaustible sympathy, and after pondering for a long time, he gave up his plan to continue persuading him. Chu Nan believed that if he put on a straight face and taught Guan He a lesson, Guan He would never betray him even if he didn’t want to. However, he was afraid that Guan He would bury that knot deeply in his heart in the future, so he patted Guan He's junior with a smile and said, "Okay, as long as you are happy.

After listening to the long sigh, Guan He didn't do some ambiguous tricks like usual, but just hugged Chu Nan tightly, rubbing against Chu Nan's arms vigorously, there was still the sound of sobbing intermittently

Chu Nan caressed Guan He's pale cheeks with both hands, pinched Guan He's chest down, and said with a smile: "Whether you believe in religion or worship Buddha, you have to eat. Look, you've lost a lot of weight here." .

Guan He's face flushed, and he slapped Chu Nan lightly, and now he looked a little more charming than before. v