Quickly wear: The male protagonist Jue Si is manipulated by a pregnant Jiaojiao

Chapter 190 Song Jin Extra
Song Jin has never received the so-called father's love and mother's love since she was a child.

His parents lived apart not long after he was born.

He had a lot of money, a tutor, and many things that no one else could get, but no one gave him love.

She fell in love with Xu Anran in kindergarten. At that time, she didn't know that his father was named Song You.

"Hey, why are you crying? If he bullies you, just bully him back!"

At that time, he was very popular in the kindergarten because of his good looks. A little fat man was jealous of him and beat him severely.

He couldn't beat him, so he only dared to huddle in the corner and cry.

Xu Anran appeared at that time.

Like a beam of light illuminating his world.

He couldn't believe that Xu Anran, who was so young, could have such great strength. She actually pinned the little fat man in front of him and beat him up.

She asked him to go over and beat her up together, but he didn't dare and she called her a coward.

From then on, the little fat man never dared to bully him again.

Song Jin lived a peaceful and happy life.

He was too young at that time and didn't know what liking meant. He just followed Xu An and followed him around.

In the beginning, Xu Anran was very kind to him.

Later, after his father went to pick him up from kindergarten, Xu Anran suddenly ignored him.

Xu Anran said that his father was a bad person and bullied her mother.

He hated his father at that time.

He didn't want his father to pick him up.

But my father seemed to like Xu Anran's mother very much and would come every time.

Xu Anran hated him even more.

Song Jin was so distressed, but he was just a child and couldn't do anything.

Fortunately, other children did not dare to bully him, because if they bullied him, Xu Anran would appear.

"Let me tell you, I am the only one who can bully Song Jin. If anyone dares to catch his attention, I will kill him."

Xu Anran was so strong that she actually broke a stick with her bare hands.

Everyone is afraid of Xu Anran, and Song Jin is also a little afraid of her.

He didn't know why he was so afraid of her, but he always wanted to follow her and was willing to be her little brother.

He doesn't know what it means to like.

No one ever told him.

No one has ever liked him.

Because of his lack of love, he has always been sensitive and inferior, always wanting to please everyone and make everyone like him.

So, every time someone asked him for help, he would help.

He enjoys the feeling when they say thank you to him and praise him for his enthusiasm.

It's like the whole world loves him.

He didn't know that there were many girls there who had ulterior motives for him.

He didn't know that it was precisely for this reason that Xu Anran would stay farther and farther away from him.

If he knew, he would never do those things.

By the time Song Jin realized that Xu Anran had liked her, she had already lost her forever.

"Song Jin, call me brother-in-law."

When Song Jin looked at the man beside her, her heart was severely plucked.

"An Ran, are you kidding me?"

"Song Jin, do you think I'm joking?"

Xu Anran hugged the man's arm, smiled sweetly at him, turned and left.

Song Jin looked at her back as if she had lost her soul.

It shouldn't be like this.

That beam of light had illuminated him and he should not take it back again.

When he found Xu Anran again, her lips were very red and her eyes were wet. Song Jin didn't understand what that meant.

Until he saw the handsome man behind her.

The man hugged Xu Anran, as if he hadn't seen him, and kissed her on the lips. He said to wait for her in the house before turning around and entering the house.

Song Jin saw Xu Anran's lips turning even redder, and finally understood slowly. His heart seemed to be hurt, and he asked her with red eyes: "An Ran, you guys..."

Xu Anran smiled, "Didn't you see everything?"

At that moment, he almost couldn't hold back tears, "Anran, no, please separate from him, okay?"

Xu Anran looked at him puzzled: "What are we doing separately?"

"I...I like..."

Xu Anran smiled and said, "But Song Jin, it's already too late."

The girl looked at him as if she had lost something. Many years later, Song Jin realized that it was disappointment.

Xu Anran was too disappointed with him.

She no longer wanted to like him, he had lost her forever.

But An Ran, I don’t know.

No one taught me how to love you or how to keep you...

Song Jin closed her eyes forever on Xu Anran's wedding day.

When the blood on his wrist dyed the water in the bathtub red, the wedding gift for Xu Anran was left in an unnoticed corner, gathering dust.

Many years later, Xu Anran moved, and the gift seemed to be treated as garbage, transported to the garbage dump, and burned to ashes.

At first, some people came to pay homage to Song Jin's grave, but over time, no one set foot there anymore. It was covered with weeds, and it seemed that it had been completely forgotten.

The wind blew fiercely, and the photo engraved on the tombstone had turned white, with cracks split from the middle of his name.

Song Jin thought, that's it.

If he lost Xu Anran, it meant that no one in this world would remember him anymore.

But why, Xu Anran, when I almost forgot about you, you appeared again.

Song Jin sat aside and looked at the girl's hand touching the tombstone.

She is so beautiful, she still looks young, as if she will never grow old.

She caressed his name, and her voice was gentler than ever before: "Song Jin, go and be reincarnated. Stop being persistent."

Song Jin didn't expect that she actually knew that she still had a residual soul left in the world. He was obviously very good and never bothered her.

He just watched from a distance, watching her happiness, watching her give birth to children, and watching the gift being burned as garbage.

But Song Jin didn't expect that Xu Anran would open a letter.

That was the letter he put in the congratulatory gift.

"I've seen the gifts a long time ago. What was burned was just the packaging box."

Xu Anran opened the letter and read his full love word for word.

[My An Ran, forgive me for being young and immature, forgive me for not knowing what love is, forgive me for losing you. 】

[If I could do it over again, I would love you well and only you in my next life. 】

[If there really is a next life, are you willing to give me another chance? 】

Song Jin couldn't help but read along with her.

He could no longer remember how he felt when he wrote this letter.

Looking at the dried tears on the letter, he vaguely remembered that he must have been very sad and sad at the time.

His mood also dropped involuntarily.

Until I heard——

"I do." Xu Anran looked at his position, stretched out her hand, touched his face through the void, and smiled, "Song Jin, I do."

Looking at her gentle eyes, Song Jin lowered his eyes and looked at the hand caressing him, and he subconsciously rubbed it.

So warm.

Like when we first met.

That light is back again.

He leaned over and kissed her between the eyebrows, and his persistent soul slowly dissipated.

"Wait for me, An Ran."

Feeling that Song Jin finally left, Xu Anran sighed softly.

Song Jin died because of her.

She just couldn't bear for him to become a lonely ghost and unable to be reincarnated.

After all, who can say for sure what will happen in the next life?

*
Tomorrow will update the heroine's plane. QQ has a limited exemption, so the update will be a little later.