It was late at night, and the night light in Li Yu's bedroom was still on. He was lying on the bed tossing and turning.

It turned out that his father had done so much for him without him knowing.

He also understands his father's character. It can be said that he lives in poverty and enjoys life.

His father has his own views on life, but he was forced by his mother to make progress and make money.

For a long time in my memory, his father came home from outside, and when he faced him, he could not hide the fatigue on his smiling face.

As for his mother, when she is not satisfied, she will settle the accounts "money, money, money", saying how much he spent on food and clothing, and how much he spent on cram school. What he often talks about is: "Such a lot of money was spent on you." If you don’t study hard, who will you be worthy of?”

If he fails to compare with others outside, he will definitely scold his father when he comes back.

When his father was not at home, he used him as a target: "Your father has no ability, and our family is only as poor as this, but you have to give me credit. If you don't learn well, if I say it outside, you will If it turns into a slap back on my face, are you willing to let your mother suffer from this coward?"

When his father is at home, he will get angry: "Li Jincai, Li Jincai, his name is Jincai, and he has never seen any money coming into our house!"

Li Yu knew that his father had a good temper and felt that he was often away from home. It was hard for his mother to handle the housework alone. At the same time, she was worried about his presence, so she repeatedly tolerated verbal disputes.

But he didn't expect that all he would get in exchange for his patience was pushiness and unscrupulousness. Not only did he talk behind his back, but he even called him "a wimp", "a coward", "deserves to be poor all his life", and "I followed him" in front of his father during the quarrel. You are simply unlucky for eight lifetimes."

There was a time when Li Yu suspected that he was not her child, but a pet she had raised that would not make her allergic to animal hair and could give her a golden face.

Even if he did things according to her requirements, passed the test, and met the standards, she would still be able to change her moody face at any time, criticize and educate him, and at the same time find a perfect excuse for suppression and belittling.

"I'm all for your own good. Only by guarding against arrogance and impetuosity can we go further on the road to success."

When he was a child, Li Yu would be so frightened that he would not move even if she looked at her, even if he made no mistakes.

No matter at home or outside, as soon as the smile on her face disappears, Li Yu will become extremely nervous and start to be afraid for no reason.

Therefore, when his father is not at home, it is the most difficult time for him, and it is also the time when he resists going home the most.

During the most serious period of junior high school, that is, the period before their divorce, Li Yu even resisted being in the same space and breathing the same air with her.

This is not normal, very abnormal.

Li Yu didn't realize at the time that after they divorced, his father enlightened him bit by bit and accompanied him. Only when he grew up and looked back at himself at that time did he understand.

But his character has been formed. He has low self-esteem and is submissive. He has been restricted from making friends since he was a child. Therefore, he has no friends and is not good at sociability. But at the same time, he is particularly sensitive to other people's emotions, and he can easily catch the subtle changes in expressions and subtle tones.

Goodwill will be magnified by him, and malice will also be magnified.

He was able to become friends with Tao Huayu because of Tao Huayu's indispensable initiative, but the most important thing was that he felt goodwill from Tao Huayu.

Not to mention the Liu Wangxue I met later, and the people I met through Liu Wangxue.

While getting along with them, Li Yu seemed to suddenly have an enlightenment and clearly saw the flaws in his character.

The shining points in each of them attracted Li Yu, and made him truly realize that if he wanted to get closer to these outstanding people, he himself had to become outstanding first.

It’s not hard to realize, but it’s hard to make changes.

Li Yu looked up at them, but he felt powerless.

But for some reason, the God of Luck came - Li Yu never thought that this group of people who were good enough could find a shining point in him.

So with everyone's continuous encouragement, he mustered up the courage to take the first step.

Then comes the second step.

Now the third step was before him. Admittedly, the second step is full of twists and turns.

He seemed to have doubts about himself because of these twists and turns, and wanted to take back the steps he had taken.

Li Yu lay on the bed and thought a lot. Sister Xu Xu pushed him out, Sister Wenxi gave him a chance, Mr. Du gave him a chance, Brother Huayu, Brother Qingsong...

His father has been almost full of work in the past few years, with no time to rest, just so that he can have a better future...

Everyone is helping him, encouraging him, and pushing him forward, so why should he retreat?

He can't let anyone down, absolutely not.

So early the next morning, Li Yu called Wenxi, sincerely thanked him, and said that he felt honored to be invited by Porcelain and that he was willing to go.

The next step is to apply for a passport, apply for a visa, ask for leave from the school teacher, prepare luggage, etc.

There is another little episode here.

Their major is completely out of class in their senior year, and the students in the class are either going out for internships or preparing for the postgraduate entrance examination.

And Li Yu doesn't have to worry.

He also had plans to go to graduate school, and he was originally admitted to the school for graduate school, but a classmate in his class who planned to study abroad suddenly stopped going and competed with him for a graduate school spot.

This classmate is called Fu Lei, and he has a little more advantage than him in awards.

In their junior year, they signed up to participate in the "College Student Landscape Architecture Design Competition" together. Fu Lei participated as a group and Li Yu participated as an individual.

Under the guidance of his teacher, Li Yu not only completed various design drawings, but also made miniature landscapes.

After the finished product came out, the teacher had no surprise, the first prize must be his.

However, something unexpected happened. After his miniature landscape was completed, it was locked in his own cabinet in the dormitory. When he took it out on the day of going to the competition, he found that it was damaged.

After entering the arena, he discovered that Fu Lei's team had also made miniature landscapes.

Although this is not in the entry requirements issued by the competition organizing committee, it is indeed a plus point if it is done and done well.

The final score was calculated, and Li Yu missed the championship with a gap of 0.5 points.

He said nothing and silently took the miniatures in the cabinet home with him after he returned.

He removed the parts that were seriously damaged and could not be repaired. The remaining modifications became "coursework" and were later given to Liu Wangxue.

Unexpectedly, it was this 0.5 score that caused him to miss the qualification for graduate school at the beginning of the semester.

It actually didn't matter whether he was guaranteed graduate school or not. He studied solidly and was never afraid of exams.

The teacher who guided him to participate in the competition was a professor in his major, named Zhou. He taught undergraduate courses and also tutored graduate students.

He was the tutor of Li Yu's graduation project, and he also wanted to study under his supervision.

After Teacher Zhou knew the result, he specially talked to Li Yu and told him not to lose confidence because of this blow.

He liked the student Li Yu very much and said, "Don't worry, I've already informed the Graduate Office. You will definitely pass the written test. As long as you pass the test, you don't need to worry about the re-examination. Come directly to me when the time comes." here."

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This competition really exists, but there are three first prizes...

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