She is crazy about beauties and is looking for a substitute again

Chapter 401: Some extra details that were too late to write

【Try harder】

After the engagement party, Yun Ting and Mu Wan Ning went to pay homage to Yun Shen.

Mu Wanning walked in front, and Yun Ting followed behind her, keeping a slight distance of about one step.

When she reached the tomb, Mu Wanning stopped, squatted down, and cleaned it briefly before putting down the bouquet in her hand.

Standing up, she took a step back, stood next to Yun Ting, and said, "Actually, I rarely come to pay homage to him in a formal way. Most of the time I just drive here unconsciously in my car and then come in to take a look. Look, I rarely even buy flowers.”

"If you want to come in the future, we can come at any time." Yun Ting looked at her sideways and whispered.

Mu Wan Ning pursed her lower lip slightly and raised her hand to hold Yun Ting's hand.

Yun Ting was startled. In fact, he had consciously distanced himself from her along the way. Although she said they would come together to pay homage, he had no intention of swearing sovereignty in front of Yun Shen's tomb. He could take care of Mu Wan Ning. Emotions can also allow their feelings to take precedence over his.

Mu Wanning looked at the photo on the tombstone and whispered, "Ah Shen, I came here today to tell you..." She held Yun Ting's hand tightly as she spoke, took a breath, and continued after a while. , "Yunting and I are engaged."

Yun Ting looked at her and held her hand with his backhand.

After Mu Wan Ning said this, she said nothing more.

After standing there for a while, she turned to look at Yun Ting, "Do you have anything to tell him? I'll wait for you in the car."

Yun Ting nodded slightly.

Mu Wan Ning retracted her hand and walked outside.

Watching her walk away, Yun Ting knelt down, took out the cigarette case, lit a cigarette and placed it in front of Yun Shen's grave. Then he lit another cigarette for himself, "Brother, I haven't seen you for a long time. I still go to see you occasionally when I’m in Jincheng, but this time it’s been a bit long.”

"I'm fine now, and I will take good care of her. You don't have to worry anymore."

"She has had a hard time in the past few years, but it probably won't happen again in the future."

"Little Putao is in Laibei. We will come here often and see you more often. It's good for you to be here. At least your happy days are here."

He looked around as he spoke, and then whispered, "When I was a child, I always felt that I was redundant. I thought that you were enough in this world. Why did you have to give birth to me? I am inferior to you in everything. As long as I have you, Now, no one wants to take a second look at me.”

"I still remember you telling me that everyone's existence has a certain reason, but at that time I thought you were just comforting me, brother. Now that I think about it, you are right, and you are lucky to have me."

"..."

Mu Wan Ning waited in the car for half an hour before Yun Ting came back.

As soon as he got into the car, he raised his hands and hugged her tightly into his arms, so tight that she could hardly breathe.

"Yun Ting?" Mu Wan Ning raised her hand and patted his back gently.

Yunting lowered his head and buried it in the crook of her neck, his voice muffled, "I'm sorry."

"What's wrong?" Mu Wanning frowned slightly.

Yun Ting raised his head and looked at her. After she sent him the address of the cemetery, he didn't think too much about it. He just thought that she didn't like to see him anyway, so he would stop being an eyesore in front of her.

She was in Laibei, and that would be fine if he didn't come.

So I never came to see Little Putao, nor did I come to pay homage to Yun Shen.

If he had come, he would have discovered earlier that Mu Wanning sent him this cemetery, but the cemetery number was not that of Yun Shen at all, but that of the open space next to Yun Shen.

In fact, at that time, she should have had very definite thoughts of committing suicide.

At that time, there were still seven or eight months before Christmas, so he should have had the opportunity to find out in advance.

So if it wasn't for Ji Chen, then on Christmas a few days ago, he would have really lost her forever.

"Promise me to live well for me."

Mu Wanning knew that he had discovered the cemetery. She raised her hand and touched his face, "Am I not working hard now?"

"Try harder." Yun Ting lowered his head and pressed his forehead against hers. When she needed him for the first time after the car accident, he pushed her away.

This time, he choked and avoided her. He thought he was the only one who was sad, but he didn't know that she had been alone for so long. "No matter what, I will never leave you again, no matter how you scold me." , hit me, I won’t leave again, I won’t leave you alone again.”

【Zhou Wei】

While going to Laibei to pay homage to Yunshen, Mu Wanning also brought Zhou Wei's watch.

If you want to access the files in a certain watch, you need the real-time dynamic code on another watch.

But when Zhou Wei's watch was opened, all the files in it were cleared and there was nothing.

Mu Wanning frowned, "Has she deleted it all? But if there is no dynamic code for this watch, how did she delete it?"

"There is probably some way to force deletion." Ji Chen took the watch and said, "I'll find someone to see if the data inside can be restored."

Mu Wanning pursed her lips.

"It's nothing more than some psychological tactics." Ji Chen raised his eyes and looked at her, "She probably didn't want to see Fu Yunzheng at all. She just wanted to help him before she died. She made up her mind to kill you, but she wanted to It makes you a little regretful. If you know that there is something inside this, it may even be related to the medicine on me and A Zhi, but you can't tell us, then you probably won't be able to close your eyes even if you die. "

"Then if she wanted to kill me, why didn't she kill me directly? Why did she also ask to see Fu Yunzheng and wait for you two to come?" Mu Wanning asked again.

"Because she wants us to regret it." Yun Ting looked at her, "She seems to have given us a chance to save you. As long as we bring Fu Yunzheng here, maybe you won't have to die, but if it's because we didn't do anything When you die, we will blame ourselves every day in the future. She wanted to kill you in front of us, but she just saw your body and you were killed by her alive in front of us. How could that be possible? Same?"

Mu Wanning lowered her eyes, "I thought she could return from her lost ways, just like Zhou Tingyu hoped."

"I gave her a chance." Ji Chen said, "If she had found her way back, she would have left Jincheng long ago and would not have gotten on the cruise ship."

Mu Wan Ning sighed softly.

There was still a lot of data in Yun Shen's watch. Ji Chen put away both watches to see if he could find anything useful.

"Didn't you find out anything about watches before?" Mu Wan Ning asked.

Ji Chen shook his head, "So those people still have a backup plan. This matter is really troublesome."

"Does Guan Yu not know?" Mu Wanning asked again.

Ji Chen raised his eyes and looked at her, paused before saying, "Although Guan Yu helped Yun Shen and us, it was only because he had his own purpose. I don't know what his relationship with Yun Shen is, but we and He doesn’t have that much trust in each other. If he doesn’t talk about some things, I won’t ask. Similarly, if the things I want to solve are solved, I won’t have too much interaction with him.”

"When he met my brother, he was different from when he met us." Yun Ting looked at her and whispered, "When he met my brother, he was still young, and my brother helped him. For him, , I may be grateful, admired, or sorry for my brother, but when we met him, he was full-fledged. He just used our hands to do some things that were not easy for him to do directly, and these things were even If we don’t do it, we will let nature take its course and develop according to his wishes in the future.”

"Then..." Mu Wanning lowered his eyes before asking, "Will he become the next Guan Mingli?"

Ji Chen said nothing.

Yun Ting sighed softly, "I think if he has a good relationship with my brother and he has been influenced a lot by my brother, he probably won't. And based on the way he does things now, he can probably rest assured."

"But even if he doesn't become one, there will always be the next Guan Mingli in this world." Ji Chen took over the words, "Do what you can do well and don't worry about the rest." He said, looking at the two of them. One glance said, "The most important thing for you two right now is to solve your own problems. One of you should take good care of your doctor, and the other should not think too much. It's better to save me some worries than anything else."

He stood up and said, "When I went to Jincheng, I originally planned to retire. It was all Walker's fault. He persuaded me to leave Laibei and go out for a walk. He also said that I knew more friends in Jincheng and could consider going there. Jincheng, now that I think about it, it’s a trap.”

Yun Ting looked at him and smiled, and finally said, "Third brother, thank you."

"Although it is said that I have picked up a son, when he grows up, why don't I give him the family fortune that I have worked so hard for?" Ji Chen turned to look at him, "Yunting, you were really burned out in your last life." Gao Xiang, or I dug your grave in my previous life, so I owe you this in this life."

He thought about it and glanced at Mu Wan Ning, paused, and then looked at Yun Ting. Seeing the proud look on his face, he raised a smile at the corner of his mouth and said, "So Yun Ting, you have to live well, and it's best to live better than me." If you die, your son will be mine, and so will your wife." After that, he turned and left.

The smile at the corner of Yun Ting's mouth disappeared instantly, and the hand holding Mu Wanning tightened, and he turned to look at her, "Do you think he has a bad mouth? Does he feel happy if he has to make me unhappy?"

Mu Wan Ning looked away from the direction Ji Chen left, turned to look at him, raised her hand and gently touched the scar on his wrist, and whispered, "So, just listen to him and live well."

【Take medicine】

Mu Wan Ning lay on the bed, looking somewhat lazy after making love.

Yun Ting lay on his side behind her, looking at her shoulders exposed outside the quilt, and played with her hair with his fingers.

After a few minutes of silence, Yun Ting saw that she didn't move much, so he prepared to turn off the lights and go to sleep.

"Are you still taking medicine?" As soon as his hand touched the switch, he heard Mu Wanning ask.

He was stunned for a moment and turned to look at her, "What medicine?"

"All the medicines I put on the bedside table are gone, and you always do something small every time." Mu Wanning turned to look at him, "I've done this before, so I wanted to ask."

Yunting was silent for a moment, and after a while, he still denied, "I didn't take any medicine."

Mu Wan Ning raised her hand and gently rubbed his arm with her fingertips, "If you really need to take medicine, I can give you something that is not so harmful to the body. The kind you take, you take it every once in a while. If you increase the dosage of the medicine, it may not have any effect, but it may still have some impact in the future.”

Yun Ting turned off the light, lay down and hugged her, turned his head and kissed her cheek before whispering, "Okay."

"Why?" Mu Wanning leaned against his neck and asked in a low voice, "Have you gone to see a doctor? Is it a physical problem or a psychological problem?"

Yunting frowned slightly but said nothing.

Seeing his silence, Mu Wan Ning could only continue, "If you are embarrassed to tell me, then I will help you register with another doctor tomorrow."

"No." After another long silence, Yun Ting whispered, "It's probably a psychological problem, but I don't know what the root cause is. It may be that I knew you didn't want to take medicine with me before, or maybe During that time... I took over my brother's identity and stayed with you, I don't know. "

Mu Wan Ning raised her hand and touched his cheek, "You just don't feel anything when you are with me? What about normal times? There are always times when you feel something when you wake up in the morning or other times."

"It's normal at other times." Yun Ting said, lowering his head and kissing her. It was obviously awkward to talk about this topic, and he didn't want to talk any more. "I'll go see the doctor later."

Mu Wanning could tell that this was probably an excuse. She was silent for a while and then whispered, "When Ah Shen and I were together in the past, everyone was young and the environment was relatively open. Classmates and friends confirmed the relationship between men and women. Most started living together.”

"It's definitely impossible to say that we don't have such impulses when we are together. When we were at Chu Jue's house, we lived together. When we lived outside, although we each had our own bedrooms, it was inevitable that we would sometimes think Sleeping together, I don’t want to go back to my own bedroom.”

She paused slightly before continuing, "Actually, many times, just a little bit, I had been prepared for this, but he would stop at the end every time. Because of this, we even had a fight. I At that time, I didn’t know what he was doing, and I didn’t understand his concerns. I even thought that he had so many concerns because he was planning for us to break up.”

"He has his persistence, and we can only try to reach an agreement on this matter. So this matter, after he left, has always been a regret in my heart."

"For the sake of an uncertain future, even the joy and happiness of the present have been abandoned, and there is not even a chance to make amends."

"When I dissociated many times in the future, I would probably only think about this matter. When I first got together with you, I did dissociate because I wanted to escape from this matter, and it was also because I would cooperate with you during the dissociation. , so it gave you an illusion at that time.”

"But I didn't feel good after the dissociation. I didn't know what happened. I had no memory at all. It felt like my whole person had been stripped away. I felt even more lost and painful. I took medicine at that time because I didn't want to have another dissociation. When it comes to divorce, I want to make this process less painful for myself, and I don’t want to resist you completely, so you don’t have to be stressed because of it.”

Yun Ting pursed his lips lightly, and then said in a low voice after a while, "But you don't let me say anything. Sometimes you are perfectly fine, but just because I say something, you become inexplicably unhappy, so you have to stop." Come down. I think if I don’t say anything, you can fool yourself into thinking I’m my brother.”

Mu Wanning sighed softly, "I told you, apart from looking alike, you and Ah Shen really don't look alike. Ever since I jumped off the building, I can clearly distinguish you from him. Don't you go out? "Sound, I can really lie to myself. If you say something, I will feel that I have betrayed him. What I couldn't get over at that time was this hurdle in my heart."

She raised her hand and touched his face, "But haven't we already gone to worship him together? Yun Ting, if you have any unresolved knots, we can talk about it. Since we have decided to Together, I don’t want you to suffer any further grievances.”

Yun Ting's hand holding her tightened slightly, "I'll adjust it and try again."

Mu Wanning lowered her eyes and asked in a low voice after a while, "If something happens to Ah Shen and I at that time, what will happen after you find out?"

"It's not going to happen." Yun Ting whispered, "Actually, when I was with you for the first time, I didn't know that you had been in a car accident and had surgery, and some common sense was relatively shallow, so I didn't feel any hindrance. I thought it was not the first time for you. I was a little disappointed...but most of the reason for the loss was because I thought you loved me at that time. You pestered me every day as if you couldn't live without me, which made me feel as if I was with you. It may not be that important in your heart, and you may have treated others this way before.”

"But Third Brother also said that in this era, there is no need to be so feudal in our thinking. It doesn't matter whether we have a past or not. What I want is you, and it has nothing to do with other things."

"It's just...if that person is really my brother, I may need some time to digest it."

Mu Wan Ning raised her eyes and said, "Have you ever discussed this kind of issue with Ji Chen?"

"It's not a very direct discussion, it's just..." Yun Ting was a little embarrassed, "That's when I asked him to help find out who your boyfriend was in Laibei. I even mistakenly thought it was him for a while. He thought I cared too much. Regarding this matter, please advise me that there is no need to be too entangled in the past.”

"You said just now that nothing would happen. Now even Ji Chen knows that you care about this matter and wanted to have a good chat with you. But you didn't even tell the truth. You should continue taking the medicine until it becomes useless. Okay." After Mu Wanning said that, she turned her back to him and ignored him.

"That's not what I meant, I didn't." Yun Ting hurried over and hugged her, "I don't care about this matter. It was the third brother who misunderstood it at the time. I mainly care about why you are so shy about your ex-boyfriend. If you don’t mention it, Third Brother helps you hide it. I really just want to hide his identity because of you.”

After he finished speaking, he didn't see any reaction from her, so he hurriedly explained, "I really don't care about this. If I really cared about it, wouldn't I be angry to death about you and the third brother on the island? "

Mu Wan Ning was slightly startled, then she simply sat up, turned on the bedside lamp, and turned to look at him, "What happened between Ji Chen and me on the island?"

Yun Ting raised his hand and rubbed the center of his brow, "It's nothing." After a pause, he added, "It's just a matter of pretending to be a couple."

"No." Mu Wanning frowned, "Did you know something? Or did you...see something?" She pursed her lower lip slightly. No matter what happened or nothing happened, Ji Chen couldn't take the initiative to follow Yun Ting said, unless... Guan Mingli gave Yun Ting something.

Ji Chen also said that he was acting that day, which proved that there was either a camera or a bug, and it was certain that Guan Mingli had something on his hands.

This kind of thing can naturally be used to sow discord.

Yun Ting turned over, with his back to her, lying on his side, "It's nothing, just making a random comparison."

Mu Wanning touched her phone and pulled out Ji Chen's number. "I dissociated that day. I asked Ji Chen later and he said nothing happened. Do you mean he was lying to me?" she said. He frowned slightly, "I had some marks on my body the next day, but no other feelings, so I tend to believe what he said."

She dialed Ji Chen's phone number and said, "Ji Chen, that day on the island, you and I..."

Before she could finish her words, Yun Ting snatched her phone away and hung up.

Although Ji Chen on the other side of the phone didn't listen to her entire question, he roughly understood what she wanted to ask, so after hanging up the phone, he didn't take the initiative to call to ask.

Little Putao was playing next to him. He raised his head and glanced at Ji Chen, "Is this the call from mom?"

"Yeah." Ji Chen responded, "Maybe it was a typo."

"Godfather, my father and mother haven't been here for several days. Should we go and see them?" Xiao Putao thought for a while and asked.

"Let's give it a few days." Ji Chen thought for a while and said. They probably haven't been harmonious recently. Let's talk about it after this period.

Yun Ting didn't expect that Mu Wanning would call Ji Chen directly to ask. He put the phone aside and said after a while, "Guan Mingli sent me a recording."

"What about the recording?" Mu Wanning looked at him.

"Why should I keep that kind of thing? It has been deleted a long time ago." Yun Ting frowned slightly.

Mu Wanning stared at him carefully for a while, "Yun Ting, it's better to talk about some things as soon as possible, otherwise you will always have a knot in your heart."

"I'm just making an analogy." Yun Ting paused and added, "No matter what you had before, it was before me. I have neither seen nor heard it. But that recording, even if it is fake, But didn’t I hear it too? Besides, you later said that we didn’t break up, but were quarreling and having a cold war at most. So before we broke up, hearing the recordings of you and other men would definitely be worse for me than before. The impact is greater, right? That’s why I said, if I really cared about the past, wouldn’t I be even more angry when I heard the recording?”

Mu Wan Ning pursed her lips lightly.

Yunting hugged her and lay down again, then turned off the light, "It's really nothing."

"But I dissociated at that time." Mu Wanning was silent for a moment, "I must have taken the initiative."

"Then third brother can't do anything." Yun Ting continued, "Didn't you also say that you don't feel anything? Don't you even believe yourself?"

Mu Wan Ning lowered her eyes and said no more.

"Okay, okay, let's not talk about this anymore." Yun Ting lowered his head and kissed her, "I'll go see the doctor tomorrow."

"Yun Ting, I know you are with me, and it is unfair to you many times..."

"It's not unfair." Yun Ting interrupted her, then raised his hand and gently touched her face, "Don't think so wildly, okay?"

"You are afraid that I will be in a bad mood and my condition will get worse. If you are unhappy and feel sad, you dare not show it." Mu Wan Ning continued.

Yun Ting sighed softly, "I really don't."

"I don't know when my illness will get better. Maybe it won't get better. You always have to accommodate me like this. One day you will get tired of it." Mu Wan Ning's voice also lowered slightly.

This time Yun Ting didn't speak.

Mu Wan Ning heard the sound of him opening the drawer, "What are you doing?"

After a moment, Yunting replied, "Take some medicine and shut your mouth."

*
A few days later, when Yun Ting, Jin Heng, Huo Shiqian, Qin Moyuan and the others were drinking, they accidentally chatted about trying to reason with women. They both expressed their disapproval of Yun Ting's attempts to reason with Mu Wan Ning and his attempts to discuss what-ifs with her. admiration.

"When a woman asks you a hypothetical question, she has actually already imagined the answer you should answer. If you don't answer according to her predetermined ideas, she will always quarrel with you and get angry with you." Jin Heng He looked at Yun Ting with some sympathy.

"What should I do? Then I have to answer." Yun Ting frowned.

Qin Moyuan sighed, "Yeah, sometimes Nono is in a bad mood and suddenly asks me what would happen if I did something. The answer is wrong no matter what. In the end, it's just to find an excuse to scold me."

"Mu Wan Ning is not such a person." Yun Ting shook his head, "And we were originally discussing a very normal matter, so there is no such possibility."

"So what is the problem?" Huo Shiqian asked, "Maybe he didn't mean to quarrel, the reason lies in the problem itself."

Yun Ting was silent for a while, and finally said, "Would I care if she had a close relationship with another man?"

"Then how do you answer?" Jin Heng looked at him seriously.

Yun Ting pursed his lips and said nothing.

"Oh -" Jin Heng drew out his tone, "I said I didn't care just to pretend I was generous." He even clapped his hands as he said, "That's a very good answer. If you keep up the good work, you won't be far from sleeping in the living room. "

"You really don't care?" Qin Moyuan also looked at him.

"So, does she want me to show jealousy?" Yun Ting asked.

"This is not a matter of showing off or not." Huo Shiqian's expression was strange, "but are you really not jealous?"

Yunting took a sip of wine silently and said no more.

When he came home, Mu Wan Ning was still awake and was talking on the phone. At first he thought she was talking to Li Nuo, but after he got out of the shower and listened for a while, he realized that it wasn't Li Nuo.

She was wearing headphones and her phone was charging on the bedside table. He hesitated for a while, walked over and took a look, only to find Ji Chen's name on the phone screen.

Moreover, the call duration has been more than three hours and almost four hours.

He frowned, turned to look at Mu Wan Ning, and his voice couldn't help but raise a bit, "Why are you talking to Third Brother for so long?"

"We didn't talk about anything." Mu Wanning glanced at him, "It's just chatting, you don't care anyway, I plan to go to Laibei in a few days to see Little Putao, pay my respects to Ah Shen, and then go I’ll stay at Ji Chen’s house for a few days. I’ve already booked my flight, and I’ll just ask the driver to take me to the airport.”

Yun Ting opened the quilt and got into bed, "Go by yourself?"

"What?" Mu Wan Ning looked up at him, "I won't get lost alone. I have told Ji Chen that he will pick me up at the airport then."

"Even if we talk about this matter, it won't take four hours." Yun Ting raised his arms to hug her, lowered his head and got closer, "You usually can't talk to me for four hours, what are you talking to him about?"

"It's been a while since we last met, so let's chat more." Mu Wan Ning turned her head slightly to avoid him.

"Long time no see?" Yun Ting chuckled, "We just met last week. Do you think going to Laibei twice a month is too little? Is it better to stay at Ji Chen's house all the time?"

Mu Wan Ning raised her eyes and looked at him, "It's just a phone call, how can you be jealous? I've hugged and kissed him, and maybe even done more intimate things, and you don't care. Now you can't even make a phone call?" "

Yunting frowned, "If I don't care, are you planning to do something more extreme?"

"It's hard to say, anyway, you have to try new things in life." Mu Wan Ning looked at him.

"Fresh ones, I'll let you try fresh ones." Yun Ting lowered his head to kiss her, and raised his hand to reach into her clothes.

"Be gentle." Mu Wanning frowned, "I'll hang up the phone later." She said and went to get her phone.

Yun Ting held her hand and said, "What are you talking about? Let him listen so that he doesn't stare at things he shouldn't."

*
Ji Chen came back from his work and found that the phone was still on. He picked up the phone and heard a clear sound of breathing. He frowned and hung up the phone.

*
"Yun Ting, you hurt me." Mu Wan Ning raised his voice slightly.

"What's this little pain? Do you want to feel how much pain I have?" Yun Ting grabbed her hand and pressed it on his chest, "Huh? When I got home, I saw you talking to other men on the phone for so long, and you still want to Run over to find him by yourself? Mu Wan Ning, I think it’s more than twice a month to go to Laibei. Every time you go, Ji Chen’s eyes will be on you. I want to take Little Putao back and let him I can’t see you anymore.”

"I know that you two can't be together. Even if you don't like me, you won't like him either. No matter how much he likes you, he can't do anything because of my existence. Because I know this clearly, I just Pretending not to care, if I really show that I care all the time, all three of us will be embarrassed, and we’ll never see each other again?”

"Even if nothing happened that day on the island, he had seen you, kissed you and touched you. How could I not care? You also told me about your impulsiveness with your brother. You told me that every time I Brother stopped, where was it at the end?”

"What can I say? Do I care that I am sad and I want to quarrel with you? Why can't you listen to my brother and keep your distance from any man before getting married? Even if that person is your boyfriend or my brother!"

He took a breath, lowered his head, and rested his forehead on Mu Wan Ning's forehead, "I care, I care very much, I hope your heart and eyes are full of me, I hope I am unique, I hope there are many close friends ...It's a very private matter, but there is no third person between you and me, even if that person is my brother, I said I won't fight with him, I said you can love him without loving me, but Mu Wan Ning, do you know how much I hope that I am the only one from the beginning to the end? How much I hope that you belong to me from the inside out, from your body to your heart? "

Mu Wan Ning looked at him and said nothing.

After a moment of silence, Yun Ting whispered, "I drank a lot tonight, and I couldn't control my emotions. I'm sorry, I didn't mean anything else, I just..."

Mu Wan Ning raised her head, kissed him, and then asked in a low voice, "Have you taken your medicine tonight?"

Yun Ting was slightly startled, then said, "No."

Mu Wan Ning raised her hand and touched his face, looking at his features carefully, "Yun Ting, am I not yours now?"

Yun Ting was silent for a long time, took a breath, and whispered, "Let's get married."

*
Early the next morning, Yun Ting called Ji Chen, "Third brother, we are getting married. Didn't you say you wanted to be my best man? Get ready."

"When?" Ji Chen asked. "It's not decided yet. I just decided last night. Let me tell you first." Yun Ting said again.

Ji Chen chuckled lightly, "Then I'm quite honored. I'm probably the first to know, right?"

Yun Ting didn't deny it, he just said, "Don't call married women for too long in the future."

Ji Chen raised his hand and rubbed the center of his brow, "I was busy with something yesterday, and Mu Wan Ning said he wanted to call me, as long as I don't hang up. I put my phone in the bedroom, and he's not here."

Yunting frowned slightly, "Are you not here?"

"Otherwise, you go ask Chu Jue. Yesterday I was just discussing the business plan of Laibei Beicheng District." Ji Chen said again, "There are many other people here. Do you want to call them all to testify for me?" He paused. , and added, "But if being a tool for once can stimulate you to the point of bringing your marriage forward, I think it's quite worth it."

Yun Ting was silent for a while and said nothing.

"Yun Ting, what do I really want to do? She has been living in my house for nearly a year. Do you think it's because I can't do it or because I don't dare to do it?" Ji Chen continued, "No matter how she and Yun Shen are, Yun Shen It's completely in the past. The person she cares about now is you. She may get jealous occasionally, but don't affect the relationship between you. Let's set a date and tell me."

After hanging up the phone, Yun Ting looked at himself in the mirror. It was wrong to care, and it was wrong not to care. What he did was wrong.

He frowned, turned around and left the bathroom, opened the door, and saw Mu Wan Ning standing at the door.

Mu Wan Ning looked at him and couldn't help but smile.

"What's wrong?" Yun Ting looked at her.

"Yunting, I quite like seeing you jealous." Mu Wanning looked at him, "When you didn't know about your brother and I, you probably had a crush on me but didn't fall in love with me completely. Sometimes, you even have to control what clothes I wear, even if the neckline is bigger and the back is more exposed. "

Yun Ting lowered his eyes and said after a while, "Maybe because at that time, I thought you loved me, so I felt confident and wanted you to change for me. But then I felt that you didn't care about me, so I didn't dare to ask for too much. , I think as long as you are by my side, everything else... I have even thought about it, even if you really slept with Ji Chen, I can accept it, as long as I don't lose you, anything will be fine as long as you are by my side. "

"I also know that this is wrong, but there are some things I dare not say. I'm afraid. I don't want to live another life without you by my side."

Mu Wan Ning looked at him, "So do you know why I left you last time?"

Yunting took a step forward, raised his arms and hugged her, "I'll change it."

"Yun Ting, be yourself. You can be who you are in front of others. I am not that fragile now. I will not make my condition worse just because of a slight fluctuation in my mood, and I will not...leave you easily. "Mu Wan Ning paused and whispered, "If I don't care about your feelings as before, of course I'll be happy if you do whatever you want, but...but because I care about you and like you, I want you to be yourself. ”

Yun Ting held her hand tightly, "What did you say...?"

"I didn't listen to the reckoning." Mu Wanning wanted to push him away.

"I heard it clearly, I just thought I heard it wrong." Yun Ting raised his head and looked at her, "Did I hear it correctly?"

Mu Wan Ning nodded slightly, "No."

Yun Ting hugged her again and whispered after a while, "I seem to have a sudden feeling. Do you want to try it?"

Mu Wan Ning, "..."

【Best Man】

Li Nuo, Jing Chu and Huo Sisi were Mu Wan Ning's bridesmaids. Ji Chen, Jin Heng, Huo Shiqian and Qin Moyuan from Yunting's side were the best men.

Ji Chen took the initiative to withdraw.

Jin Heng and the others went to try on the groomsmen's clothes, and Yun Ting followed Ji Chen out, "Third brother, you promised me before."

"I thought about it and it's not appropriate." Ji Chen stood on the terrace and lit a cigarette.

Yunting frowned slightly, "Third brother..."

"If a woman I am attracted to marries someone else, I still feel uncomfortable, and if she becomes the best man, she will look even more stupid." Ji Chen interrupted him and said directly.

Yun Ting was startled for a moment, and walked next to him after a while. It was not that he had never mentioned this topic to him before, but Ji Chen always avoided the important and ignored it. This was the first time he admitted it head-on. After a moment of silence, he asked, "If it weren't for me, wouldn't you worry so much?"

He said and turned to look at him, "Originally, you two didn't know each other because of me. Even without me, Walker would still introduce you to Mu Wan Ning, knowing that his health was not good. He asked you to come to Jincheng , It’s not because we are in Jincheng, but because Mu Wanning is in Jincheng. You will always know each other. After a long time, you will not stand by and watch anything happen to her. Maybe you will be the groom today. "

Ji Chen said nothing.

After standing for a while, Han Lin called to confirm the wedding process, "Mr. Yun, during the wedding, the groom enters first, and then the bride is sent to the groom by his family. Is there any elder on Miss Mu's side to escort her to the entrance?"

Mu Wan Ning had already broken up with her father, and it was impossible for Zhao Zhenchu ​​to send her to the venue again.

Listening to the silence on the phone, Han Lin said again, "Mr. Yun, I just want to confirm with you. If not, the bride can enter by herself."

"Wait a minute." Yun Ting turned to look at Ji Chen, "If you don't want to be the best man, then you can become Mu Wan Ning's natal family member. You can escort her to the wedding."

Ji Chen was slightly startled, and then asked after a while, "Are you sure?"

Yun Ting looked at him for a while, but didn't speak to him anymore. He turned to Han Lin and said, "Third brother will give her a gift. You can communicate with Third brother about the specific details."

After hanging up the phone, Yun Ting said, "Don't get too involved and ruin my wedding." After a pause, he added, "Don't dress too grandly and don't steal my limelight."

After saying that, he continued, "When the time comes when you take her in and put her hand on mine, you have to really let go."

He looked at him again, "Even if you don't want to let go, you can't say this again."

Ji Chen turned around and lay on the railing, looking outside, and whispered, "Don't worry, I have been letting go all my life, to everyone and everything."

Yunting frowned slightly, "Third brother, you are not alone, we can be your family."

Ji Chen turned to look at him and nodded slightly.

【People should have a sense of crisis】

On the eve of the wedding, Li Nuo, Huo Sisi and Jing Chu accompanied Mu Wan Ning in Jiuhao Courtyard.

Ji Chen, Jin Heng, Huo Shiqian and Qin Moyuan accompanied Yun Ting to check the wedding venue and procedures again. There was still time to rest, but Yun Ting was so nervous that he couldn't sleep and stood alone on the balcony blowing the wind.

"Does this feel unreal? Like a dream?" Ji Chen also walked over.

Yun Ting turned to look at him, "Why don't you go get some sleep?"

Ji Chen leaned against the railing and looked at him sideways, "Can't sleep."

Yun Ting handed him a cigarette, lit one himself, and took a few puffs before saying, "You should think about your personal issues later."

"I won't consider it for now." Ji Chen looked at him and chuckled, "Anyway, no one among the living elders of the Ji family dares to rush me."

Yun Ting pursed his lower lip and said after a while, "You are not young anymore. As men get older, their health begins to decline. Don't waste your best years. Your married life will not be harmonious in the future."

"What you said...are you unable to do what you want now?" Ji Chen raised his eyebrows slightly, "Should I introduce you to a doctor?"

Yun Ting kindly reminded, "You are older than me."

"I think I'm in good health now." Ji Chen said.

"If there is no suitable one in Laibei, Jincheng, Shangjing or Xiaobaihai, I can help you find one." Yun Ting added.

Ji Chen chuckled, "Do you feel a sense of crisis when I'm alone?"

"I just think that in the future, everyone will have company, and you will be lonely if you are left alone." Yun Ting looked into the distance.

"It's good for people to have a sense of crisis." Ji Chen ignored his words and continued, "This way it's less likely to make mistakes."

"I wouldn't have made a mistake." Yun Ting retorted.

Ji Chen took the last puff of his cigarette and put it out. "If you are afraid that I will be lonely, come and see me more often and have two more drinks with me." After that, he left the balcony.

Yun Ting turned to look at him, "Third brother, I'm serious. I'm not trying to persuade you because I'm afraid you'll snatch Mu Wan Ning away. I just hope you have someone by your side to accompany you."

Ji Chen paused, raised his hand and waved, walked away without saying another word.

[Yunting’s exclusive title]

Yun Ting and Mu Wan Ning went to get their marriage certificate again on the original day of their wedding.

This time Yun Ting carefully collected the marriage certificate. When Mu Wanning returned home and was about to put all the documents in the safe, she asked him to take out the marriage certificate.

Yun Ting shook his head, "No, I want to take it with me."

Mu Wanning looked at him and couldn't help laughing, "Who despised me for bringing my marriage certificate to work?"

Yun Ting's face remained calm and his heart stopped beating. "It's very wise to bring your marriage certificate to work. You might be able to use it some time."

Mu Wanning was too lazy to pay attention to him and turned around to sort out her documents.

Yun Ting took out the marriage certificate and looked at the photo carefully, "The photo looks much better this time." He paused as he spoke, and a title came to his mind.

He walked over, hugged Mu Wanning from behind, and called her in a low voice, "Wife."

Mu Wan Ning's body froze slightly, "What?"

"I'm afraid you won't agree if I call you." Yun Ting muttered, lowered his head and kissed his neck.

At this moment, he realized that he didn't need to envy Yun Shen to call her Ning Ning.

He originally had his own title early on.

He always looks at others and is jealous and envious of others.

But it turns out that his own one is unique.

【Yunting cooks】

Every time he went to Laibei, Yun Ting would go to learn cooking skills from Mrs. Chu. He even heard that the fake Yun Shen once made dishes with similar taste, and even went to the Yun family's old house to learn from him several times.

It's just that he didn't know if he had no talent for cooking at all. The food he finally cooked was despised by Mrs. Chu and even the fake Yun Shen.

Mu Wan Ning ate the dishes in front of her that didn't have the same color, flavor or flavor. She looked up at Yun Ting's nervous expression and said after a while, "Actually, I still feel that when I was pregnant, you cooked it for me at Ji Chen's house. That bowl of noodles is the best, and the heart-shaped omelette is also delicious. ”

A flash of disappointment flashed in Yun Ting's eyes, "So it failed again, right?"

"Yun Ting, I can make these dishes myself. If I want to eat them, I will make them myself. But, I can't cook the taste of that bowl of noodles." Mu Wan Ning looked at him.

"That bowl of noodles wasn't necessarily that delicious. I cooked it several times before I succeeded." Yun Ting pursed his lower lip, "I also fried a lot of omelettes before I succeeded in just that one."

"But that was what you did." Mu Wanning said again.

Yun Ting was silent for a while, "I just don't want to cook noodles for you all my life."

Mu Wan Ning sighed softly.

"You see, my brother can cook so many dishes, and he can cook them for you in different ways every day." Yun Ting frowned, "He can cook for you whatever you want to eat, but what about me? I can only cook noodles. You said it was delicious."

"Then just cook it for me." Mu Wanning chuckled. After a pause, she had to say, "Maybe some people are just not good at a certain aspect. Do you want to change the direction?"

"What?" Yun Ting looked up at her.

Mu Wanning thought for a while and said, "Let's make more money."

【May and July】

The day July saw May for the first time, she was in a very depressed mood. She stayed in the corner and refused to come out.

Yun Ting leaned on the sofa and looked at Mu Wan Ning, "If you cause trouble, clean up the mess yourself. If you have to raise a dog that looks exactly like May..." He said and looked sideways at Qi Qi in the corner. , "Now that July has grown up, it doesn't seem to be that similar to May. I kept you and didn't want it, and now I'm bringing another dog back. If I were July, I would definitely be heartbroken."

Mu Wanning looked at him, always feeling that what he said meant something, but after a pause, she said, "But it seems that when we divorced, I wanted to take Qiyue away, but you insisted that I leave Qiyue to you. "

Yun Ting opened his mouth and retorted after a while, "I'm just saying, if you are persistent enough and feel that July is important enough in your heart, you will not keep it and give it to me."

Mu Wan Ning stood up, walked to him, bent down and looked at him, "Are you sure you are just talking about July and May?"

"Otherwise?" Yun Ting asked.

Mu Wan Ning didn't say anything more, turned around and walked to the corner to coax Qi Qi.

But Qi Qi got a little angry and refused to pay attention to her.

Even May came close to me. I don’t know if it thought Qi Qi was a bit pretentious, so it barked twice at Qi Qi.

This time Qi Qi felt even more aggrieved and buried her head directly into the cushion.

Mu Wan Ning had no choice but to let Qi Qi leave first, and then coaxed Qi Qi in a low voice for a long time to no avail. In the end, Qi Qi didn't even have dinner.

Now Mu Wanning didn't know what to do. After asking the veterinarian and the people at the pet store, they all said that if there was no way to bind the two dogs, they would have to separate them.

"Take your time, don't be in a hurry." Yun Ting raised his hand and hugged her, "We'll see about it tomorrow."

*
At night, when Mu Wan Ning fell asleep, Yun Ting left the bedroom alone.

Wuyue was lying at the door of the bedroom. It always liked to stay close to Mu Wanning. As soon as the door opened, it immediately slipped into the bedroom.

Qi Qi squatted under the stairs. Because Qi Qi was not allowed to go upstairs before, she also developed this habit.

But looking at it now, Qi Qi's dog face felt even more aggrieved.

Yunting went downstairs and sat on the stairs.

Qiyue walked over listlessly with her tail between her legs and sat down next to him. The dog's head rested on his lap. Every hair on her body was filled with unhappiness.

Yun Ting raised his hand and touched its back, "Qiyue, we are actually the same. Without my brother, she would not be with me, and without May, she would not raise you. You see, you are by her side. When you were young, wasn't she also very kind to you? She was also anxious when you were sick, and looked at you without blinking and stayed with you. During that time, she didn't even see me, and didn't she secretly visit you many times? Being a dog is enough.”

As he spoke, he lowered his head and leaned into its ear and whispered, "It was loved by its biological father before May. I am its stepfather, but I am your biological father. Can I secretly love you more in the future?"

*
When Mu Wanning went downstairs the next morning, May and July were playing.

May is not too lively because of her age. Only July runs around by herself and gives her ball to May to play with. May also gives half of her beloved little mat to July.

When they saw Mu Wanning coming downstairs, the two dogs came to greet him.

Just walking in front of Mu Wan Ning, Qi Qi's footsteps stopped again. Watching Qi Yue throw herself into Mu Wan Ning's arms, it looked at her and didn't go any further.

"Qiyue, come here." Mu Wanning raised her hand and waved it.

Qi Qi hesitated for a while before tentatively walking over.

Mu Wan Ning raised her hand and touched its head, "Look at you, you are as petty as your father."

"Hey." Yun Ting raised his eyes and looked over, "You said it, just say it, why did you take me with you? I stayed up in the middle of the night to help you coax it, and yet you still accuse me of being petty?"

Mu Wan Ning raised her eyes and looked at him, "Well, you are careless, you are the most generous, okay?"

"Hey." Yunting waved his hand and stood up, "Let's go, Qiyue, dad will take you out to play."

When Qi Qi heard this, she immediately ran away from Mu Wan Ning, picked up her dog leash from the cabinet, and ran to Yun Ting.

Yunting tied the collar on it and looked at Wuyue again, "Qiyue, come here, daddy will take you to see the new garden."

Only then did Yuyue stand up and slowly walked towards Yun Ting.

Seeing Yun Ting leading the two dogs out of the door, Mu Wanning couldn't help but smile.

[The scar on Yun Ting’s wrist]

Mu Wan Ning leaned back in Yun Ting's arms, looking down at the scars on his arms. He raised his hand and gently touched one that seemed to be the earliest scar, and asked in a low voice, "When did this scar come from?"

Yunting looked at her with lowered eyes and whispered after a while, "The day I brought my brother's ashes home, I felt like there was no hope, otherwise I would have died. Seeing the blood flowing out, I thought, what if You were at the airport the next day and didn't see me delivering my ashes. You probably wouldn't have thought anything had happened to me, but you would have been angry and felt that I couldn't do what I promised you."

"Besides, I want to see you again. I want to send you the ashes and see you again."

Mu Wanning thought that when she saw him at the airport that day, he was indeed very haggard.

She pursed her lips slightly and touched the second one, "Where is this one?"

"This..." Yun Ting thought for a while, "I left Jincheng and went to Xiaobaihai. After drinking some wine alone, I kept thinking of what you said the day you drove me away. You said you never wanted to see me again. I was hit by Jiang Nuan that time, so I called the doctor. "

"What about this?" Mu Wanning asked again.

"It seems that the day you sent me the address of the cemetery, I was so confused that I thought that if I died, would you carefully choose a cemetery for me, bury me well, and visit me often." Yun Ting whispered. road.

Mu Wanning touched this one. The scar was heavier than the others and obviously deeper. She slightly raised her eyebrows and said, "What about the one at the back?"

"I forgot." Yun Ting leaned on her shoulder, "When I was occasionally sad before, I could go and see Little Putao to relieve myself. In those few months, you were in Laibei, and I was alone at Xiaobaihai. I have more random thoughts. To be honest, I even thought you were already with the third brother several times, but you just kept it hidden from me. "

"But most of the time I regret it." He said and sighed slightly, "I still can't let you go and want to see you again. But...actually what I think more about is that you won't be sad if I die, and I feel shameless to see my brother.”

"I even thought about how to make you fall in love with me, and then dump you and make you as sad as me."

"Anyway, I have random thoughts every day. Only by taking sleeping pills can I sleep peacefully for a while, but it's always you in my dreams."

Mu Wan Ning turned around and looked at him.

"Actually, it's not necessarily that you really want to die." Yun Ting looked at her, "Sometimes I just want to feel some pain. Maybe if my body hurts, my heart won't hurt so much."

He paused and then said, "I also thought that you might be able to live better as long as I wasn't with you. If I had known that you were not living well during that period, I would have shamelessly gone to find you."

After saying that, he lowered his eyes and looked at her, "Why do you keep looking at me like that?"

"Let's see how stupid a person can be." Mu Wanning frowned.

"Where was I stupid? If you hadn't seen these scars that day in the sea, you might have been struggling for a long time, and I wouldn't have known that you actually still felt sorry for me." He said, lowering his head and kissing her.

"No, I'm tired." Mu Wanning ducked back. Since Yun Ting's body recovered, he has lost all control.

"The probability is low, so we work hard to have another child." Yun Ting came over, "The third brother obviously doesn't want to give the little grape back, so we can only work hard to have a potato ourselves."

"Who wants to have potatoes with you?" Mu Wanning raised her hand to cover his chin, "I can't give birth anymore, pregnancy is too uncomfortable."

"I'll accompany you this time." Yun Ting whispered, "From beginning to end, there won't be a day off." He said, pulling away her hand, "When you are tired, just lie down and don't move. I'll do my best." ”

……

After Yun Ting fell asleep, his phone vibrated slightly.

Mu Wanning took his mobile phone, and it was him and Ji Chen Jinheng who were chatting in the group.

She hesitated and opened his photo album. Recently, there were more photos on his phone, and most of them were about her.

There weren't many photos when they first got together. Later, when she got pregnant and they separated, there were more photos on his phone, but they were all secretly taken. So as he said before, he actually often visited her secretly at that time. , and didn’t lie to her.

She pursed her lips slightly and clicked on their chat dialog box again.

After flipping through a lot, she discovered that many of the messages Yun Ting sent her had an exclamation mark in front of them, but the messages were not sent.

She has never blocked Yunting, which proves that he edited and sent these messages after disconnecting his mobile phone from the Internet. Therefore, although the words were typed, he did not send the messages to her.

It was during the period after she drove him away, and there weren't many long speeches. The most common ones were "Mu Wan Ning, I miss you." 】

Those days were probably really difficult for him.

Mu Wan Ning put down her phone, sighed softly, leaned over and kissed him gently.

Yun Ting was already asleep, but now he raised his arms to hug her in a daze, and whispered, "Wife, I love you."

Mu Wanning lowered her eyes and looked at his chest, "Then let's have a daughter and give Little Putao a sister."

In fact, it has been written for several days, and the extra was written in these few days.

They are all small fragments that were too late to write.

I originally wanted to write some extras about Mu Wan Ning and Ji Chen, but I wrote some and then deleted them. Let’s have a look. If anyone wants to read them, I’ll write some more later.

Before something happened to Ji Chen's family, he had a happy childhood, but then things took a turn for the worse. The things he suffered in the orphanage made him withdrawn and paranoid. He only cared about what he cared about, and the rest was unimportant to him. So it will probably be difficult for him to be tempted again in the future, so leaving Little Grape to him is the best choice.

Mu Wan Ning's life before Yun Shen's death was full of happiness. After his whole life collapsed, there was a period of time when he could only cling to Yun Ting's life-saving straw. At that time, she gave Yun Ting a unique love. Even if the love was fake, Yun Ting didn't know that he had it before, so he wanted to continue to have it.

Yun Ting's childhood was not a happy one, and the warmth he enjoyed was all given by Yun Shen behind his parents' back. Therefore, he learned to be tolerant from an early age, learned to bear grievances by himself, and learned to attribute mistakes to himself, because only in this way can he maintain his family. The paper-mâché happiness, and the paper-mâché happiness eventually disappeared completely with Yun Shen's death.

Yun Shen can only live in everyone's thoughts, both for Mu Wanning and for Yun Ting.

Yun Shen is alive, he is everyone's salvation.

Yun Shen is dead, and Mu Wanning, Yun Ting and Ji Chen can only redeem each other.

Ji Chen did take on some of the things and responsibilities that Yun Shen should have taken on.

So if you want to see Ji Chen, I’ll write more. If you don’t want to, there shouldn’t be anything later~
Finally, thank you all again for your support~